thinking you have to be the strongest

myorchestralromance  asked:

Have there been thing which are too painful to write? If so, how did you deal with it?

No but I want to write my mother’s story. She was around the age I am now when she was in the midst of war torn Cambodia. She’s been through the most horrendous things, yet she’s the strongest person I know. I think it will be hard for me to sit down and listen to all of it in great detail. I think it would break my heart but it’s something I have to do. 

anonymous asked:

mismagius,banette,Mimikkyu headcanon if you don't mind.

Three of my favorite ghost pokemon!! :D


* Although Mismagius will place love spells on random people, it won’t interfere with it’s trainer love life unless they asked them to help.

* If they don’t like a person or a pokemon or if they’re insulted by anyone, they won’t hesitate to place a hex or a curse on the person or pokemon as revenge. People afflicted with their curse have thought they could hear the Mismagius cackling at their misfortune.

* Mismagius are popular with trainers who practice witchcraft. They often can learn new spells and incantations from the pokemon.


* It’s hard for a Banette to get along with anyone, even their own trainers. The strongest feeling they feel is hatred, so you’ll need a lot of patience to properly raise one.

* The reason they don’t get along with their trainers is because they’re actually afraid of being abandoned again. They think if they’re cruel to everyone, it won’t get hurt again.

* When a Banette does finally trust in their trainer, they’re extremely clingy. They’ll never leave you out of their sight and they won’t go back into their poke balls anymore. They’ll also protect you in anyway possible, hurting anyone who is cruel to you.


* Mimikyus have a deep love for their trainers and will always walk beside them wherever they go.

* Whenever their disguise breaks, they’ll go to their trainers to help them fix it. They only trust their trainers to do this, for it doesn’t like strangers to touch it anywhere.

* Any time their trainer praises them or pets them, the Mimikyu will start jumping around in happiness. It’ll stay in this good mood for the entire day.

anonymous asked:

how do you write poetry so well?? how did you get this good?????

god u guys are all so sweet tonight wtf!!! i don’t think poetry is my strongest area in terms of writing but honestly i just read/have always read a lot. literally every kind of work. and if i find a style i really like i’ll read a ton of it until i feel like i can almost mimic it but with my own content and twists. also a lot of it is just throwing shit into the ether and seeing what works. but i dont write as much as i used to….i would be way better if i did rip 

Letting go of anger, bitterness, resentment and hate towards others is the not a weakness - it is in fact the strongest, most empowering thing you can do for yourself.
No matter how heinous what was done to you was I guarantee you thinking negative thoughts will not harm that person in any way, shape or form… the only person it hurts is you. You’re not giving them a free pass to hurt you again… You don’t have to forgive or forget - but let go of the negativity. It’s like trying to kill your enemy with a poison you drink yourself.
And yes, sometimes those negative emotions will be hard to give up because they gave you the strength to keep fighting when you had nothing else to keep you going… but one day when you’re ready - letting those feelings go will be the greatest gift you can give yourself. Because ultimately, you’re freeing yourself of the power that person has over you by not letting them continue to hurt you psychologically anymore. And more importantly – you’re not letting them change you from a positive person into a negative one. So get them out of your mind, they’re not worthy of the emotional energy you’re focusing on them. Perhaps they deserve what you’re wishing for them to receive… but your thoughts and emotions aren’t punishing them - only yourself. Ultimately the happiness they took from you is a more worthy cause to fight for…. and it’s time to take it back!
—  Ranata Suzuki | Letting go

If yall don’t think that Valentine purposely got shot by that arrow I have another thing coming to you, jode.

Valentine is ruthless and quite possible one of the strongest Shadowhunters alive if not the strongest. 

He’s shown to be incredibly quick even in close range fighting so his long range fighting is probably even better. He easily had time to either deflect the arrow. 

In early Season One we see Lydia catch an arrow without even blinking that is shot from Alec. Alec who is a trained and specialized archer. Now, Jocelyn has not actively been a Shadowhunter or trained for over 18 years she is going to be rusty. Also I doubt that Jocelyn is as skilled an archer as Alec. Moreover Lydia is not faster or more skilled than Valentine. 

So if you don’t think he purposely allowed himself to get shot you’re wrong. 

Him getting shot fits perfectly into his plan to further isolate Jace and regain his trust. Because Jace just saw his mother try to kill him, he just had Valentine’s previous word’s reaffirmed that she had left him for dead. And he also witnessed Valentine save his life and and implore him to get to safety, once again reaffirming Valentine’s words that all he has ever done has been out of genuine love for Jace. 

Valentine is a master manipulator lest you forget. 

No Promises

Originally posted by relationshipaims

Shawn Mendes x Reader

Word count: 1,436

A/N: This one is just an idea I thought of and I actually had motivation and desire to write it so I hope everyone likes it and let me know if you want a part twooo! xx I appreciate every single one of you.


My phone buzzes as I pick it up to glance at the text message I’ve just received. Right on time. I pick myself up off the couch and head to the front door of my apartment. Shawn and I have had the strongest friendship for almost 8 years now and it has always been the thing I value most in my life. Our relationship has transitioned from being Friday nights with movies and pizza to almost every night with the addition of platonic sex. Although you may scoff at ‘platonic’, there’s no denying that both me and Shawn don’t have any feelings for each other. It’s been so long now that I don’t think it would even be possible. It’s just a nice way for Shawn to get out all of his sexual frustrations from being on tour for so long, and I wouldn’t deny my best friend’s happiness. It’s easier that way. It means that Shawn doesn’t have to worry about the media attacking him and his significant other and I know that’s important to him.

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When you do a play, you have all this time to rehearse and grow into the character. In television, even though you’re waiting and waiting and waiting, once you’re actually on set engaging in the scene with another actor, time is of the essence. If you’re doing an indie and you have time, sometimes you can do take after take after take, but if you’re working in television on that filming schedule, you don’t always have the time to do that. You learn very quickly, I think, how essential it is to come in with the strongest choice that you have. You have that planned, and then allow yourself to keep playing in the moment knowing any of these takes could be the one that’s chosen. That was kind of terrifying.

♥ perfume oil asks. ♥
  • acai berry: what is something you’ve always wanted to try but have been too scared to?
  • aloe botanic: are you always up to date on the latest fashion trends? do you switch up your look often?
  • bay rum: if you drink, do you have self control with it?
  • cilantro: describe the perfect dinner.
  • earth: what is your strongest personality quality?
  • egyptian musk: how do you respond to people flirting with you? do you enjoy it?
  • forest rain: how long do you think you could survive in the wilderness?
  • french vanilla: what does love feel like to you?
  • fresh cut grass: when the weather is warm, what activities do you do outside?
  • ginger lily: do you think you have maternal instincts? if someone needs to be taken care of, do you take up the task?
  • honeydew: describe an ideal day out with a friend.
  • ivy: what are three albums that really define you or have shaped you as a person?
  • lavender: do take therapeutic baths after a long day? if so, what do you put in them?
  • lemon verbana: do you believe in "forgive and forget"?
  • passion flower: when you have a crush on someone, how do you show it?
  • patchouli: if you could only keep five possessions, what would they be?
  • pine needles: how do you break bad news to someone?
  • plum blossom: how do you dance to your favorite song?
  • rain: is it easy for you to bounce back after being sad? do you hang on to your sadness?
  • sage: if you could give someone one piece of life advice, what would it be?
  • sea mist: how would your friends describe you?
  • white ginger: if money wasn’t a concern, how would you decorate your room?

I think we all get a very “dominant top” vibe from Lena and I doubt that would change even if she found out Kara was Supergirl. So if they were to date, how much do you bet Lena would SERIOUSLY get off on the fact that she has the Girl of Steel completely under her spell and submitting to her sometimes? Like the power rush would probably be immeasurable, even as a Luthor with the world at her fingertips. Nothing could compare to having one of the strongest beings in the universe begging for you.

My Thoughts on the Signs (Mega Stoned Version)

Aries: Wow, you are so almighty and powerful and just very strong from your foundation up through your branches and leaves. You are so glorious and strong, you remind me of a mountain who is never going to budge. I feel like you guys definitely have the strongest, most powerful glazes tbh. Idk I just really love all of you so much.

Taurus: Okay but I thought that nobody is perfect yet here you guys are and I think Hannah Montana lied to me when I was younger but who cares man. You guys are just really amazing, sweet, lovely flower buds (I swear I’m not biased bc I am a taurus) but yeah you guys are amazing. You remind me of the smell of sweet honeysuckle petals on a warm breezy summer day.

Gemini: Gosh, you guys truly are gods and goddesses and just creatures of beauty. You are the friend who I never truly forget about, the person in my life who I know I can go to for support and love and compassion. I know that doesn’t sound like the Gemini stereotype at all but thats why it is a stereotype. Gemini’s remind me of the sound and smell of waves crashing against a sandy beach late at night and the feeling of a warm breeze dancing over your skin giving you goosebumps.

Cancer: Whenever I really just need a hug, I always know there will be a Cancer there to make me feel loved. You guys are like the sweet warm sunshine on a warm summer afternoon, the sound of a little girl’s laughter on a playground, the sweet innocence and bliss of life. You all are so necessary to the world, I don’t think you realize. You remind me of the sweet taste of honey on my tongue as I drink my tea late at night as I start to feel my eyelids getting heavier.

Leo: WOw. You guys are so mighty and so powerful and unique and special and just wow. Your laugh brightens everyone’s day up, you care so deeply about everything I just think it is so amazing. I associate you with great power and just purity and warm happy feelings. You remind me of the loud, billowing echo of a wolf howling under the milky way up in the sky.

Virgo: The word Virgo in my mind represents purity. Kindness, deep love and passion for everything you do, and beautiful souls. You put off such a warm glow and vibe, its like people radiate around you. You’re like a soft rose petal drifting through a mid Autumn breeze, such a necessary and amazing and special and unique thing you bring to the world.

Libra: You guys are kinda like super soft little fuzzy baby bunnies. Just very cute but also slightly feisty and there is definitely a dark side behind you but yeah moving on. You guys mostly just vibe with everyone you meet and you are definitely pretty chill and awesome. Just dope on so many levels. You remind me of the strings playing on a guitar just vibing with the music and the tones and harmonics and just very chill.

Scorpio: Wow very sexy time. You guys are all so passionate and sensual and intimate and just amazing at everything you do. You remind me of the old 70′s out dancing on a Friday night with the one you love and getting milkshakes and holding hands and staying up late looking at the stars. You remind me of the lava lamp across the room growing bright with so many colors, shining bright in the dark room.

Sagittarius: The powerhouse of the zodiac. Like the mitochondria of the cell, but of the zodiac. You guys are so fiery and independent and unique and you guys all just rock so so much. You remind me of the cloud of smoke drifting up through the air under the stars on a cold winter night in a back parking lot. Of the rebellious teens who just wanted to have a good time. My love for you is so so endless. You all have such beautiful souls, please never forget that.

Capricorn: The capabilities of your guys’ minds is so so endless. You are all so creative and passionate and intelligent and you will all go so far in life. You are the older brother that somehow always used to know what was going and how to live life. The one that sticks to their roots through rain and shine. You remind me of the vinyl record player sitting on the floor, the vibe of the music through the room, the laughter of the one you love.

Aquarius: The cool older teenage girl who you dream about becoming like one day, the cool one who dances shamelessly at concerts. You are all so unique and intelligent and loveable and you just put off such good vibes. I just want to be around you. You remind me of the big leafy green plants on the windowsill soaking up the sunshine and living for what you believe in.

Pisces: You have this really unique orbit around you. People seem to gravitate around you when they notice how much you have going in your mind. Your laugh is intoxicating and I just want to spend late summer nights with you. The bass in your favorite song, the part you feel in your heart. You remind of a tundra wolf in the snow, very powerful yet magnificent and spectacular and awe striking and just amazing in so many ways. Wow.

She was the strongest woman I’d ever met
A lot of my opinions she didn’t agree with but
I could always tell she had a bigger heart than I
would ever have. If she ever let you in she would
fight to the death to keep you safe
I think I dreamt her up, She loves me the way
I believe love existed in the world with no boundaries
no holding back and and no conditions I’ve never felt so
free. She loves me exactly the way I am
The moment she let her walls down she looked
different. She has always been  beautiful, but I fear I see
nothing else when she is around
I think over and over how did I get so lucky and
thank her for loving me
When I was younger my grandfather passed away
and I asked my grandmother why she, after all these years
she had never remarried and she had said simply “my dear
I’ve been lucky enough to find my one in my lifetime”
and now I know exactly what she meant
I love the rainy days or any days because she’s in
them. I don’t know much but i know that
she is and will be my biggest compliment
She is all my reasons
—  Erin McLeod
... that one headcanon where Kirishima speaks more than one language

//… so like I’ve been posting headcanons for Bakugou, and I decided it’s time to present you all with my Kirishima headcanons.. so have fun. Haha! //

Right, what if…

  • Kirishima is not really good with numbers.
  • He doesn’t even know art.
  • Language is his strongest point though (and by extension, memorization).
  • Kirishima is MULTILINGUAL.
  • (You think it’s cool)
  • (It is not)
  • (Kirishima is confused most of the time)
  • (So are the people around him)
  • (Except Bakugou, he thinks everything is hilarious)
  • Because one moment Kirishima’s speaking in Japanese, and next he’s ranting in German
  • (It usually happens when he’s super frustrated at something)
  • (Like SUPER frustrated)
  • “Uhm? Kirishima-kun… what language is that?”
  • Kirishima realizes that he’s no longer speaking in Japanese and apologizes
  • in Dutch
  • Kirishima tried to correct himself
  • and now he’s speaking Russian
  • (Bakugou actually APOLOGIZES for him… sort of)
  • (“He fucking does that all the time. Last time he asked a Japanese man for directions. In KOREAN. It was fucking hilarious!”)
  • (“Oh my god, Bakugou. STOP.”)
  • English?
  • Fluent as fuck.
  • (He got those grammar rules down on point)
  • He speaks Chinese, too.
  • (Easy to learn, easy to speak according to Kirishima)
  • What do you mean Latin is a dead language?
  • It’s very alive when it comes to Kirishima
  • (He may or may not have written love poems for Bakugou in Latin)
  • (He’s totally not keeping those poems inside his bedside drawer)
  • Spanish?
  • (Oh boy do not make him speak in Spanish. He sounds hot when speaking in Spanish)
  • (Too hot there are flames all around)
  • (Do not make him speak in Spanish)
  • Bakugou is also fluent in French.
  • So, Kirishima tried to woo him. In French.
  • (Kirishima serenading Bakugo. In French)
  • (Bakugou thought he was going to die)
  • (Because if Kirishima speaking in Spanish was hot, well let’s just say him speaking in French was like hell on earth)
  • (but in a good way)
  • (very very good way)
  • (Kirishima is never allowed to speak French)
  • (For the sake of Bakugou’s heart)
  • Kirishima actually didn’t understand it himself, but he’s so good at learning languages.
  • (He can be fluent in one language in just two weeks)
  • (Bakugou is shook)
  • (and maybe just a little bit in love)
  • (that’s a lie)
  • (Bakugou’s so fucking ready to get married)

I think what I’m most excited about, is that it’s been set up now that Cas “is not sure” he belongs on earth with the Winchesters–

That means he feels like he needs convincing.This is absolutely foreshadowing for Cas being told this later, and I have a feeling–a good feeling–that it may come from the guy he has the strongest connection to. You know, the guy who has been leaning on him since the start of the season. 

Someone who has repeatedly reminded him that he’s important over the years

And although all these things are couched in a “family” theme (the best way Dean knows how to express himself), I think what Cas is looking for is more than that. And you know what? I think what Dean’s looking for is more than that too.

I think they’ll both find what they’re looking for when they finally fall together, and with Dabb at the helm, I feel like that’s not gonna be too long.

  • Hanji: Levi, Moblit and I think it's so great having you join the corps. You completely deserve the title of 'Humanity's Strongest'. You know we'll always be there for you, right?
  • Levi: geez, will you shut up I think I'll throw up
  • *five minutes later*
  • Erwin: hey, Levi, you know I'm always here for you, right?
  • Levi: ...
  • Levi: *almost crying* that's the most beautiful thing someone ever said to me

Hi @taylorswift ☺️ITS MEGAN. I can’t believe it’s been two months since we met. I miss you already. I have been having some rough times lately but I keep trying to think what you would do…well my answer to myself is you would get up and be strong and fight through it so that is what I am doing. Thanks for giving me the strength to be the strongest I can be and fighting through rough times. I love you so much and I can’t wait to see you again soon😘❤️LOVE YOU!

I want you to know that you are enough even if you feel like everything is not falling to place. Maybe today’s not your time yet but I’m telling you now not to give up because time will come and you will realize that every pain and hard work was worth the wait and time.

I want you to know that you are enough even if you feel like everyone around you is against you. Always remember that you got me and I will always – always support you in all your dreams and goals no matter how hard it may seem like. I’ll always believe in what you can.

I want you to know that you are enough even if you feel like giving up. You are strong and you wouldn’t reach this far if you are thinking that you are weak for having a million of problems. Tell you what? You are the strongest person that I know because you have made this far despite all the struggles and hardships that you have been through. You are the best.

I want you to know you are enough and everything is not yet late to turn things around and everyday is a chance for you to be better. Let me be the strong one for you just in case you feel weak. I’ll try to push you until you regain your strength and walk straight on your path again.

I want you to know that you are enough even if you cried yourself to sleep at 3am in the morning and you feel like you are alone. Honey, you are never alone and I will always be by your side through thick and thin no matter what circumstances would come in your life. If you need someone to face it together then I will be there if you need a hand.

I want you to know that you are enough and never let anybody define who you are. I don’t want you to listen to people who don’t even motivate you a bit. I want you to listen to people who keep on pushing you till you reach the top and celebrate with you through your hardships and happiness. That’s where you belong best – on the top.

I want you to know that you are enough and I want you to love yourself more before others because that’s where you’ll find the greatest strength that you have been looking for all your life. It may seem like it’s going to be a helluva ups and downs through this roller coaster ride of life but I won’t lose my grip on your hand until you find you – until you find yourself and learn to love yourself.

I want you to know that you are more than enough. And what matters is, you tried and you did your best in everything. I know you did – you always do.

I want you to know that I got you always and in all ways.

—  To you and to everyone who needs a little push / vegaaskies

I’ve mentioned this before on my main, but i like to think that Kazuma was a corrupted soul before becoming Bishamon’s shinki. Why else would his original weapon form be that of a nail and not something more useful to a god of war? While i can’t remember the exact chapter this was stated in (if you know please feel free to speak up), a shinki’s form is determined by its master’s need. It’s possible that at the time Kazuma was made a shinki, Bishamon had so many already that she had no need for anything. But i find this unlikely. Surely the strongest god of war could have use for another weapon, divine beast, more armor, or even just clothing. So why would Kazuma take the form of something so seemingly useless? 

Corrupted soul or not, the fact that Bishamon made an effort to include Kazuma during her missions is a huge deal. Consider how grateful he must have felt. It would make sense that he, probably feeling pretty worthless initially, would gladly lay down his life for Bishamon and evolve into a blessed shinki after the immense kindness his god had shown him. It’s all just speculation, but hopefully the authors will share how Kazuma and Bishamon came to meet and how Kazuma became a blessed shinki in the near future!


“Baobei, congratulations. I know it’s been a bad few weeks, but you make me so proud.” He hands over the balloons as you lean back on the couch, still looking a little queasy and unhappy with swollen feet propped up. But you can’t help but smile when the pale pink balloons bob around after you take the strings. “You are the strongest person I’ve ever known. And our daughter is so lucky to have you as a mother.” Those balloons were the first surprise of the day, but not the last. He’d also prepared you a special bath, relaxing face mask, and special pre-natal massage, everything he could think of to make you feel special, appreciated, and completely taken care of.

- Admin J