I still love even after the many years that she doesn’t love me, I still love her laugh and her gentle smile. Most of all I miss the way she comfort me, the way her hugs always felt right. I will continue to love her even though she doesn’t love me.
i’m afraid of never sleeping again,
of not hearing the dulcet of her voice,
giving me a ride on a dream
there is where i can see her now,
only in the dark and the calm,
when not a soul makes a peep
and my body gives in to peace.
but i’ve never been good at dreaming.
my eyes were not made to rest,
my mind was never thought to let go.
i cannot sleep with her hands away,
without the smell of her love
and the softness of her care,
i may never sleep again.
here’s the only place where she exists as we were,
where nothing of it happened
and i held her enough to stay.
even if the morning comes, at least here i can go back.
but she’s gone and so is my sleep.
niall's stage presence is getting better like he KNOWS he doesn't know what to do with his hands but he's really trying like i'm very confident he will figure it out he just loves musical instruments someone give him one gerry's shakers
HE IS. it helps that he has more time on stage now, but i think there’s a perceptible, gradual improvement with each performance where he feels more comfortable and confident. like, he talked about performing ‘this town’ at the radio 1 teen awards as being petrifying, and now he’s gone and done tunes at wembley for the one love benefit event and only said that he missed playing for audiences that big. i thought it was pretty neat too that he didn’t crack once when his guitar went out during ‘issues’ the other day, and i’m sure moments like that make all that experience NOT playing during 'slow hands’ feel super, super handy!! i think it’s so smart to vary his performances that way, as well; some songs you want to see the musician shredding it, others it feels all the more powerful when they’re focusing solely on singing, too. he’s going to put on some killer concerts!!
when i was like, 19 i decided to volunteer at a polling place during election just to see what it would be like and i dont know what i was expecting but i ended up stuck in a room all day with a bunch of volunteering senior citizens and BOY HOWDY if they weren’t the most entitled fucking group of old musty ass people i had ever met i still remember them all talking about world travel and where they’d been (germany, hawaii, korea, etc. etc.) and they literally scoffed at me when i was like ‘yea ive been to mexico like..twice’ like OH PARDON ME, GERTRUDE, IM SORRY MY FATHER WASNT A HIGH RANKING OFFICER IN THE MILITARY AND FLEW US AROUND TO DIFFERENT COUNTRIES WHILE ON DUTY
That scene after they find wills body and Jonathan gets in bed and puts his headphones on and cries is one of the most heartbreaking. It’s a quick scene but you can feel that all the hope he had is gone and now it’s just overwhelming emptiness.
I'm trying to prove a point to a friend. Even though your a popular blog are you intimidated by any other blogs? Thanks :3
[ This entire fandom intimidates me my anonymous dude. But there are blogs that cause me to fangirl for an unreasonably long time every time I see them on my dash or in my notifications. No one is immune from the starstruck condition. No one is safe. ]