think again!!!


whenever i can’t draw i always default to these losers in a shoujo-manga au.


anonymous asked:

how do you think awashima would react if she found out fushimi was self harming, or if she walked in on him one night harming himself? regardless of whether theyd be in a romantic relationship or not, but I just love the idea of her taking care of him and wrapping bandages around his arms annd giving one a kiss its cute

I imagine her being shocked initially and then stern and disapproving but also really caring towards him, trying to help him. Like maybe Fushimi stayed late to work as normal and Awashima’s already gone to bed but then she recalls there was something she forgot in the office. She walks back into the room to find Fushimi there at his desk looking up at her in surprise, knife in hand and cuts on his wrist, with obvious older scars visible now that he’s removed the wristbands. I think her initial reaction would just be to ask what’s going on, her voice is stern as if she’s caught Fushimi doing something terrible and Fushimi’s just frozen because he didn’t expect to be caught. He initially tries to cover it up, yanking his sleeve back over his wrist and looking away with a click of his tongue. Awashima recovers herself quickly and just strides over to him asking what the meaning of this is. Fushimi tries to blow it off like it’s none of her business and she should just go away and Awashima just pulls his sleeves back up to reveal the scars. Fushimi’s all irritated and embarrassed at being caught, probably just waiting for her to go tell Munakata and then everyone will fuss over him like he’s damaged or something.

Instead Awashima has him sit down and tells him to stay there while she gets the first aid kit. Fushimi’s like that’s not necessary and Awashima rattles off all the issues he could have if the cuts go untreated, like you could lose your sword arm Fushimi-kun I don’t think you want that. Fushimi’s all confused, waiting for the lecture, but instead Awashima opens the first aid kit and begins to gently take care of the wounds. Fushimi probably ends up being the one to break the silence, wondering if she’s going to scold him or ask him questions, and Awashima just notes that scolding him rarely has an effect anyway as she carefully cleans his wound and bandages his arms. I think she would make it clear that she disapproves of what Fushimi’s doing to himself and that she is worried but she also wants him to feel comfortable with her, like this way Fushimi at least knows that if he does go overboard one day Awashima will be happy to clean his wounds and bandage his arms. I do think she’d want to try and get him help though, like I can imagine the more she realizes what’s going on the more forceful she is about it because she’s so worried about Fushimi and she wants to be able to help him somehow, to make him realize that it’s important he take care of himself more than anyone and that he shouldn’t have to hurt himself just to feel some relief from all his chaotic emotions.


MAN. this ep.

i am dead.

The pancakes! 

And  the intimacy!

And the affection!

And the musical preview!

And Killian’s velvet Burberry blazer!

‘Scuse me as I flail!

honestly……………..sometimes skam does that thing where twenty or so text messages are more dramatic than a several minute clip…….and like. u start reading thinking it’s just a little extra, it won’t MEAN much, and then by the end u have to sit back and breathe because SHIT shit just HAPPENED

Working on some last pieces for the next chapter of The Fault in My Code and I’m like…I want to write an au about this au. An au where Will and Hannibal randomly bump into one another and show how one ‘finds’ their way back to a stranger they met eyes with via the bond that’s prompting them and I’m like afjesdfiesudj it would be pure and Jesus I have to write it now, just a one-shot or something but something to get it out of my head because it’s too much fluff for the darker tone in the original fic world

May have to, just to get it out of my head.

  • someone: maki's worst girl
  • nico: What the fuck did you just fucking say about maki-chan, you little bitch? I’ll have you know I was the number one idol in love live, and I’ve been involved in numerous secret training sessions in maki's summer houses, and I have over 300 confirmed nico niis. I am trained in avoiding paparazzis and I’m the top idol in the akihabara area. You are nothing to me but just another wannabe school idol. I will wipe you the fuck out with a nico nii the likes of which has never been seen before on this Earth, mark my fucking niis. You think you can get away with saying that shit to my girlfriend over the Internet? Think again, fucker. As we speak I am contacting my secret network of nicorinpana and your IP is being traced right now so you better prepare for the storm in lover, maggot. The storm that wipes out the pathetic little thing you call your life. You’re fucking dead, kid. I can nico nii anywhere, anytime, and I can flick you in the forehead over seven hundred ways, and that’s just with my bare hands. Not only am I extensively trained in singing and dancing, but I have access to the entire arsenal of washi washis and I will use it to its full extent to wipe your miserable ass off the face of the continent, you little shit. If only you could have known what unholy retribution your little “clever” comment was about to bring down upon you, maybe you would have held your fucking tongue. But you couldn’t, you didn’t, and now you’re paying the price, you goddamn idiot. I will nico nii fury all over you and you will nico nico nii. You’re fucking dead, kiddo

Daaamn Im so bitter I never experienced…like… Yknow… Relationship? Not even person having crush on me? If anyone ever showed interest in me it was just for having sex 😒

anonymous asked:

I'm so fucking horny 😫 all I can imagine right now is riding Harry with his hands on my hips guiding me up and down and then me hunched down w my hands in his hair while he's whispering dirty sayings in my ear. I want that so bad.

Consider this….you’re riding him….doing a very good job at it. He keeps telling you that how well you’re taking him, sitting on him so nicely. And he’s biting into your skin at your neck as choked and winded curses leave him. Maybe he pulls your hair back, wraps a good bit of it around his hand tightly to bring your neck back so he can leave marks across your neck. His lips find their way to your chest too, bites there too…rests his head right at your cleavage as you both get close. Oh and don’t think about him fucking into you with one hand on your bum leaving his mark there as well. And he’s watching you take him, watching him buried that deep inside of you. How slick he leaves you every time you lift off of him slightly just to take him deeper again. And the sound of your bum coming down on his thighs will haunt him when he’s away. Have a lovely Sunday! xxx

baymax73  asked:

Hi ominousdeer. Why do you think Corvo begged Jessamine to stay, in DH2, when he chooses the high chaos path but his response is much more peaceful if he chooses the low chaos path? Please let me know your thoughts because your input are always incredibly fascinating.

I think it all comes down to the chaos system and the way the chosen paths affect Corvo as a person.

While I strongly favour the low chaos approach for various reasons, I won’t claim it’s the “right” one, I’ll just say that various comments the Heart makes when you do high chaos suggest that this approach is…uncharacteristic and unusual for Corvo, compared to his personality before all the shit went down. It’s all some variation of saying it’s not really him and he should think again before going down that road. Also it’s pure speculation on my part, but that note you find in the safe room also mentions Corvo served Jessamine as the Lord Protector and a “spy”, so while these things are not necessarily the absolute truth and are a speculation of their own, they might still hold some truth in them and suggest that Corvo generally favoured a stealthier approach in his work.

My point is, the high chaos road does make some changes in Corvo’s personality, and those changes shift him towards…I don’t know, selfishness? A certain lack of perspective? It became more clear when I tried the moderate chaos path, but in order for the run to be considered “chaotic”, you need to kill roughly a dozen people, give or take. Sometimes I really had to go out of my way to achieve these numbers, which really left the impression that most of these kills were not necessary and could have been easily avoided. Meaning that Corvo doesn’t really consider the consequences of his actions and doesn’t care which of his victims are his targets and are directly responsible, and which are not.

This is where I think his perspective changes, because regardless of the chaos level, Corvo is understandably upset to let her go. His journal entries stay the same, he feels “less than he was” after losing her again and writes about how he misses her. I’m sure “I don’t want to let you go” is something he feels either way. The difference is that on high chaos, things are more about how /he/ feels and he allows himself to express it out loud. 

Jessamine is pretty clear on how she feels about existing in this state: she’s miserable and tired and begs to be released. Not only does the miss living the way she did, seeing the sun and “feeling the breeze on her skin”, not only does she openly say “I’m not alive, nor have I received the gift of death”, she obviously hates the state of helplessness it puts her in. Even Granny Rags says she’s “trapped” for no purpose. She clearly didn’t ask for such life, either. She’s self-aware enough to understand her loved ones are in trouble but there are very few ways in which she can assist them. This whole deal about seeing other people’s secrets is clearly more of a curse than it’s a blessing, considering all the times she’s so disturbed by what she’s seeing she begs not to make her look at it again.

So it comes down to whether Corvo listens and allows her to be freed from this existence, of if he places his own need for her comforting presence above her own needs, if his need overrides her need to rest instead of being trapped against her will. On low chaos he’s no less heartbroken about it, but since it’s less about his own feelings and his own revenge (rather than minimizing the damage and doing it for his daughter), he admits that he should let her rest.

anonymous asked:

I just bought you the CK bomber jacket!! Hope you enjoy it! You prob won't need it in Florida but you can wear it when you come visit me 🥂

Holy shit thank you so much!! 😍 I love winter clothes and ill get more use out of it here than you might think! Thanks again!!

anonymous asked:

Ok but imagine, all of Domino Squad survives Rishi Station but one be one they each disappear in situations like the Citadel where everyone thinks they're dead but they're really not, starting with Hevy, them Droidbait, then Echo, then Cutup so they all disappear in the order of their numbers from Kamino. Only, when it's Fives' turn, he dies the same way as in the series, though this time he does tell Rex about the chips, only for the rest of Domino to all turn up about a month or so later :')

Originally posted by dont-trust-dont-hurt


Unless Fives is also alive, I will not accept this. I will not! IT’S TOO GODDAMN SAD ANON.