things that need to happen!

anonymous asked:

If thubgs dont change until freddies 2 birthday will you still believe that louis is forced to do this and maybe consider that this is something he wants?! Cause right now it seems like this will never end, there is no movement and everything is just weird :/

Seems to me there is A LOT of movement, though? No idea where it’s going, but for the first time in so long, I do see some movement! I think it’s pretty pointless to set deadlines like that at this point? The moment I am too tired/bored/offended/disgusted I’ll stop caring. I’ve spent a couple weeks barely mentioning 1D, it’s not difficult for me (it has been in the past, quite a lot). Only thing I know for sure is that I’ll never ever switch side of the fandom. I have a dignity. And a brain. 

I went lucid during one of my dreams last night 💙

I need to start planning things to do for when that happens.

I’m thinking next time I’ll sit down and meditate in the dream or focus on my dream hands and practice mindfulness.

ooc:: it is one of those nights where one simple thing really makes you pissed off and dampers you mood for the remainder of the evening.

chilope  asked:

Gah. All the problems you listed about Pack West were things I'd been concerned about, but I'd sort of just been hoping my impressions were wrong. I wish I could find out what they need to make these things happen but I feel like asking would be rude? Like it's not really any of my business but I really respect what they do, and frankly I like the folks. I'd love to help them get things sorted out.

You can always ask - there’s nothing rude about saying I want to support you, what do you need to be the best you can be. I feel like they handled the professional assistance I offered them in person pretty disrespectfully, but other people may have more tolerance for the way they choose to go about getting things done.

Just make sure if you volunteer that you get a wavier and that there’s a policy for how to handle injuries, animal-related or not.  

The most surreal thing happened to me today
My school needs a new chemistry teacher so one of the candidates taught us a class today and she checked who’s present in class. so this teacher reads my name and goes “hey i know you! you used to live in cupertino in the aviare complex right” and I’m like yes… I did… how do you know that… and I’m all weirded out because I don’t know this woman
so apparently we used to be neighbors when I lived in the united states and she was at my first birthday party.

So I’ve been staring at this screen for like an hour trying to figure out how to word this….

I’m going to be taking a break for a bit. I probably won’t be writing in this time let alone posting. I will try to keep up with messages and asks. 

There’s just some things that have been happening in real life that I need to sort through. I need to get myself worked out. 

I’ll do the graphic giveaways when I’m back feeling better. I’m not currently able to sit at the computer for prolonged periods. I’m so sorry to all those waiting for their’s. I hope you can have some patience with me. 

Thank you and I love you all.

anonymous asked:

Ken and Aya

  • Who’s more dominant:
    I MEAN

    Okay, so. 
    The thing is, I see Ken and Aya happening during Side B. There’s no other time for them, it just makes sense, plot wise, that their relationship culminates in Side B. It’s what happens in canon, sort of. But the thing is… Ken is def Aya’s follower in side B. He’s there, Aya’s the leader, yadda yadda. At the same time, Aya is not super dominant or anything, and he’s definitely the type of person who just lets things be. I think they’d need outside interference for anything to happen between them because both of them are dumdums, sooOOo…

  • Who’s the cuddler:
    KEN, who is the touchy one, by canon defaults

  • Who’s the big spoon/little spoon:
    Ken’s the big spoon

  • What’s their favorite non-sexual activity:
    I imagine they train a lot during Side B. It’s how they connect.
  • Who uses all the hot water:
    As if their water ever runs out @ Kryptonbrand… Perks of the new job!

  • Most trivial thing they fight over:
    They don´t… Fight. Not like they used to. They’ve spent their first years fighting over little to nothing, and now that they’ve spent years together (and ages apart) they know better than to fight over anything.

  • Who does most of the cleaning:
    Nana. Probably.

  • What has a season pass on their dvr/Who controls the netflix queue:
    Once again, canon proves Ken is the man with the remote control.

  • Who calls up the super/landlord when the heat’s not working:  
    Aya’s the responsible one. He’s also friends with Nana, SO. 

  • Who leaves their stuff around:
    Ken became moderately well organized after prison. Aya’s been always organized. So none.

  • Who remembers to buy the milk:
    Ken runs grocery errants, mostly because he can’t easily find japanese cuisine items in England.

  • Who remembers anniversaries:  

  • Who cooks normally:
    For the sake of everyone involved, Ken cooks Side B’s lunches. Or they just eat out, IDK

  • How often do they fight:
    NEVER – at least, never over anything important, or frequently. Mostly Aya just nags about Ken never bothering to learn english properly.

  • What do they do when they’re away from each other:
    Aya meditates, does Ikebana, reads, mingles with Yuki, Nana and Chloe. Ken goes to soccer matches, pesters Chloe, cooks, hits the gym.

  • Nicknames for each other:
    I just want to point out that Ken CANONICALLY calls Aya Aya-sensei. 
  • Who is more likely to pay for dinner:
    ONCE AGAIN canon never fails: Aya has paid for Ken’s dinner dates, including with other people, because Ken is a dumdum who doesn’t know he’s expected to pay for his dates.

  • Who steals the covers at night:
    You assume Aya’d let Ken sleep anywhere near him
    Aya’d NEVER
    He doesn’t want to get punched at night time

  • What would they get each other for gifts:

  • Who kissed who first:
    Ken is always the person who makes the first move

  • Who made the first move:

  • Who remembers things:
    Ken. He’s had a lot of time to think things through; he’s spent a lot of time in jail remembering…

  • Who started the relationship:
    I mean
    Chloe would definitely push those two into a relationship what do you mean he’d not be there–

  • Who cusses more:
    I am offended at this question

  • What would they do if the other one was hurt:
    Ken’d kill a bitch, because he’s KEN and he like s hurting people

  • Who is the dirty talker:
    I mean
    I MEAN
    Aya doesn’t speak and Ken is a shy birb

  • A head canon:
    They get nasty in bed
    ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°)

being gay is tough especially when it comes to relationships like??? straight people get to start so much earlier, and now im just starting to put myself out there at nineteen. i still have to go through my awkward dating phase and learn what it means to be in a relationship. a lot of gay ppl my age are going through the same thing, but we’re expected to be adults about it when we don’t know what the fuck we’re doing, which is why a lot of young gay people usually just end up having sexual relationships because that way we feel adult in our relationships and attraction when the truth is we are still just beginning and trying to figure things out for ourselves.

im a lesbian, and i know this, but because of there being so little representation of wlw (and when there is, half of the time it’s written by straight people who don’t know what they’re doing) I can’t imagine what a relationship with a woman is supposed to be like. I don’t know if how I feel attraction is genuine or a remnant of compulsory heterosexuality and heteronormativity. I don’t know if the relationship I’m imagining is healthy or a part of the heterosexual relationship dynamic that I’ve learned to know as the default. when you learn relationships are supposed to be one way, how else can you imagine them being??? when you’re a wlw who has never been in a relationship with another woman it’s hard to imagine having a girlfriend or a wife and when that happens it’s easy to doubt your attraction to women, and that’s scary.

dating when you’re gay is scary in more ways than being afraid to hold hands in public, it’s scary in being an adult going through this kind of stuff everyone else went through when they were 14. you feel so stuck behind and doubt yourself at every turn. straight people don’t get that.

I love you!

Every time I say I love you.

I’m really trying to say so much more than those three little words.

I’m trying to say you mean more to me than anyone else in the world.

I’m trying to let you know that I adore you and that I cherish the time we spend together.

I’m trying to explain that I want you and that I need you and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts every time I think about you.

And each time I say “I love you”, I’m trying to remind you that you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.

Jack at his panel:
  • jack: sorry i can't get off the stage, its against the rules
  • a person apart of the community: *cries*
  • a person apart of the community: *is really nervous*
  • a person apart of the community: *really wants a hug*
  • a person apart of the community: *and/or just really loves him for all he's done for us and is really overwhelmed*
  • a person apart of the community: *exists*
  • jack:
  • jack:
  • jack:
  • jack: ...
  • jack: FUCK THAT
  • jack: *jumps down to hug the person*