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Things I randomly think should happen on call the midwife part 1 of ???

Also I’m on my phone so I can’t emphasize my points without bolding & italicizing things (I know a shame) + this post might be messy or not spaced out, etc, etc.. you never know with mobile

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anonymous asked:

If thubgs dont change until freddies 2 birthday will you still believe that louis is forced to do this and maybe consider that this is something he wants?! Cause right now it seems like this will never end, there is no movement and everything is just weird :/

Seems to me there is A LOT of movement, though? No idea where it’s going, but for the first time in so long, I do see some movement! I think it’s pretty pointless to set deadlines like that at this point? The moment I am too tired/bored/offended/disgusted I’ll stop caring. I’ve spent a couple weeks barely mentioning 1D, it’s not difficult for me (it has been in the past, quite a lot). Only thing I know for sure is that I’ll never ever switch side of the fandom. I have a dignity. And a brain. 

I went lucid during one of my dreams last night 💙

I need to start planning things to do for when that happens.

I’m thinking next time I’ll sit down and meditate in the dream or focus on my dream hands and practice mindfulness.

The most surreal thing happened to me today
My school needs a new chemistry teacher so one of the candidates taught us a class today and she checked who’s present in class. so this teacher reads my name and goes “hey i know you! you used to live in cupertino in the aviare complex right” and I’m like yes… I did… how do you know that… and I’m all weirded out because I don’t know this woman
so apparently we used to be neighbors when I lived in the united states and she was at my first birthday party.

So I’ve been staring at this screen for like an hour trying to figure out how to word this….

I’m going to be taking a break for a bit. I probably won’t be writing in this time let alone posting. I will try to keep up with messages and asks. 

There’s just some things that have been happening in real life that I need to sort through. I need to get myself worked out. 

I’ll do the graphic giveaways when I’m back feeling better. I’m not currently able to sit at the computer for prolonged periods. I’m so sorry to all those waiting for their’s. I hope you can have some patience with me. 

Thank you and I love you all.

being gay is tough especially when it comes to relationships like??? straight people get to start so much earlier, and now im just starting to put myself out there at nineteen. i still have to go through my awkward dating phase and learn what it means to be in a relationship. a lot of gay ppl my age are going through the same thing, but we’re expected to be adults about it when we don’t know what the fuck we’re doing, which is why a lot of young gay people usually just end up having sexual relationships because that way we feel adult in our relationships and attraction when the truth is we are still just beginning and trying to figure things out for ourselves.

im a lesbian, and i know this, but because of there being so little representation of wlw (and when there is, half of the time it’s written by straight people who don’t know what they’re doing) I can’t imagine what a relationship with a woman is supposed to be like. I don’t know if how I feel attraction is genuine or a remnant of compulsory heterosexuality and heteronormativity. I don’t know if the relationship I’m imagining is healthy or a part of the heterosexual relationship dynamic that I’ve learned to know as the default. when you learn relationships are supposed to be one way, how else can you imagine them being??? when you’re a wlw who has never been in a relationship with another woman it’s hard to imagine having a girlfriend or a wife and when that happens it’s easy to doubt your attraction to women, and that’s scary.

dating when you’re gay is scary in more ways than being afraid to hold hands in public, it’s scary in being an adult going through this kind of stuff everyone else went through when they were 14. you feel so stuck behind and doubt yourself at every turn. straight people don’t get that.

I love you!

Every time I say I love you.

I’m really trying to say so much more than those three little words.

I’m trying to say you mean more to me than anyone else in the world.

I’m trying to let you know that I adore you and that I cherish the time we spend together.

I’m trying to explain that I want you and that I need you and that I get lost in wonderful thoughts every time I think about you.

And each time I say “I love you”, I’m trying to remind you that you’re the best thing that has ever happened to me.

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Jack at his panel:
  • jack: sorry i can't get off the stage, its against the rules
  • a person apart of the community: *cries*
  • a person apart of the community: *is really nervous*
  • a person apart of the community: *really wants a hug*
  • a person apart of the community: *and/or just really loves him for all he's done for us and is really overwhelmed*
  • a person apart of the community: *exists*
  • jack:
  • jack:
  • jack:
  • jack: ...
  • jack: FUCK THAT
  • jack: *jumps down to hug the person*
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Reversed: Resistance to change, unable to move on 

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