things that get lost in my drafts

A brief note to my rp partners

I am probably one of the worst rp partners in the history of the activity.
- I drop threads.
- I lose threads.
- I take my threads in odd directions that should probably never be explored.
- I go through phases where I’ll only respond to two or three of my partners.
- I go through phases where I’ll only respond to a single thread, and you’re left wondering why I’m not responding to you.

Sometimes I can be a really great partner -
- I might be really on top of replies.
- I might have everything in my ask box answered.
- I might be perfectly in synch with where you’re trying to take the thread.

Sometimes I’m not.

But the great thing is that it’s okay!
- When I drop a thread you like just tell me! Chances are it’s in drafts or I’ve lost it.
- Even if we try a dozen different things and nothing sticks, don’t be afraid to start a new thread with me or come to me with an idea.
- Sometimes I’ll be overwhelmed by everything I have going on, and I’ll have to put you on the list of rp’s to start.
- Sometimes I’ll jump right on the thread and then drop it after a few days.
- Sometimes we’ll carry the thread out all the way to the end, and have a grand old time getting there.

But please, remember that each of my rp partner’s is valuable to me.
- Even the ones my muse doesn’t like.
- Even the ones I’ve only done a thread or two with.
- Even the at I used to rp with and don’t any more.

You are significant.

You matter.


  • there have been very few moments in my life where I have actually wished I had one of those enormous cream pies you can just smash in someone’s face, but this is definitely one of them.
  • if you need some love, get a hooker. ’  
  • i’m the perfect storm of caffeine and genetics
  • red meat kills, enjoy.
  • i can go from zero to studying in less than sixty seconds.
  • i don’t think you had a childhood. i think you came out a bitter, surly killjoy.
  •  are you going to kiss me now? you are so incredibly predictable.
  • okay, see, last night when i said to you: “tomorrow, no matter what, make sure i get up at seven,” what i actually meant was: “tomorrow, no matter what, make sure I have the option of getting up seven, in case, when seven comes, I actually wanna get up.” which, as it happens, I didn’t. 
  • that’s the last time i buy something just because it’s furry.
  • give me a burger, onion rings, and a list of people who killed their parents and got away with it. i need some heroes.
  • jerk! ass, arrogant, inconsiderate, mindless, frat-boy, low-life, butt-face, miscreant ! ’
  • this town is like one big outpatient mental institution.
  • i think it’s good to be adopted. if you get sick of them, you just dump this set and go find the originals. ’ 
  • i love you, you idiot ! ’ 
  • now, did anyone ever to tell you to picture the audience in their underwear? well, don’t do it. i did it once and i had nightmares for a week. bulgarians in speedos. ’ 
  • i feel like a used car.
  • my life stinks. hey, let’s look into each other’s eyes and say “i wish i were you” at exactly the same time - maybe we’ll pull a freaky friday. ’ 
  • i just… like to see you happy.
  • it’s a friday night. we should be out, i don’t know, partying with the homies.
  • i can’t date. i’m not genetically set up for it.
  • ‘ god, you’re like a pop-up book from hell !
  • you lost me at carrots, which was the first draft of ‘you had me at hello’. ’
  • every day that you breathe you make my life harder. ’ 
  • dude, what’s a bulwark?
  • ladies never get their own eggrolls. ladies never get their own anything. they don’t even get their own ideas. ’
  • you can’t always control who you’re attracted to, you know? i think the whole angelina jolie/billy bob thornton thing really proves that.
  • only prostitutes have two glasses of wine at lunch !
  • i pierced my nose. and within an hour of having it done, my nose swelled up to four times its normal size, blocking all nasal passage, making it impossible to breathe. i went to the emergency room, where they pried the thing out of my nose and shot me up with antibiotics. i spent the night with an ice pack strapped to my face. ’ 
  • it takes a remarkable person to inspire all of this. ’ 
Beloved Y/N

Originally posted by ambrose-asylum-ft-mitch



You’re probably stunned to see a letter from me. I don’t write things down unless I have to because let’s face it that’s way too much effort for me to do. But since your now on a completely different brand and I hardly see you I took note from times before we didn’t have the technology (not that I know how to use it) and write to you because there were some things I needed to tell you (trust me this isn’t my first attempt in writing you this note/letter whatever you wanna call it. I guess you could call it my thoughts. Dean’s thought paper perhaps) 

Anyway, I need to get back to the point as to why I decided to write to you this in the first place.Ever since you were drafted to Raw, I feel lost. Not the fun kind of lost, you know when you go to a new place and get lost. That’s fun lost but this is not fun lost. This lost is horrible. I haven’t been functioning since you’ve been gone. I forget things, I forgot that I wasn’t wearing any shoes once. It took me until I was half way down the street to realise. I feel empty. Now as you know because you’ve been my friend for almost a decade I like to simple life but this feeling is horrible. I can’t function properly. I forgot that I have to use a pen to write this thing. Do you know when it all started? When you got drafted. 

I know what your thinking, but Dean I’m a phone call away or Dean you can text or Skype (I’m still trying to work out that thing by the way) But it’s not cutting it. I’m going crazy and yes I know I’m insane but more than normal. You were the only person that could keep me stable and now I don’t even get to see you. Management needs to make some changes because I swear I’ll flip out. They think I’m crazy now but boy if I get my hands on them for doing this I swear I’ll destroy them. 

But then I got thinking because what normal person goes insane because they can’t contact their best friend in the whole entire world. So here comes the serious part. I’ve come to a realisation, you know like the animals do in the cartoon where a light bulb appears above their head. I had one of those. I’m crazy about my best friend. I’m in love with my best friend and I can’t help it. But I’m sure as hell as proud that if my heart was going to switch on for anyone it would be you. I just hope you feel the same way because I believe we could have something magical. Like story worthy. 

I love you Y/N and I hope to all these good in this world that you feel the same way. 

Call me once you’ve read this please, 

I love you darlin 

Dean x 

Shelter, a Nick Valentine + a baby drabble ft. Hancock

Had this sitting in my drafts for quite a while now. Anyway this is really short because I lost interest pretty quickly, but it also includes a drawing if you make it through the whole thing so enjoy.

Shelter was what Nick Valentine needed right now. Somewhere to bunker down, until the looming threat of a radstorm passed. Diamond City was still a long trek away, and with his precious cargo in tow, he had no room to get anything irradiated or wet.

Goodneighbor it was, then.

Keep reading

I dont know how else to say this, but no. I suppose theres “fuck no”, or “fuck you”. 

This has been sitting in my drafts for weeks now, I was going to render it out more but I just honestly lost my drive to work on this piece. Don’t get me wrong I am exceptionally proud of what I did get done here, this is probably my best digital rendering to date, but it’s time to be inspired and focus on other things!

So here, have my favourite pirate! (even though he doesn’t consider himself one… yet)

Diabolik Lovers Lunatic Parade: Tsukinami Shin (Sub scenario w/Ruki)

Shin: Oh? Ruki…what are you doing in a place like this?

Ruki: Ah, it’s Tsukinami Shin. You came at a good time

Ruki: The truth is this shop asked if I could come up with a new menu for them

Keep reading


good news: yixing gets to “high-five” kyungsoo again

bad news: he must face the consequences of his actions

Honestly, maybe I’m getting into one of my ’ sensitive / lost in thoughts ’ mood but, I wanted to really thank everyone that I follow and / or follows me. Seeing you guys on my dashboard helps lift my moods sometimes when some days are a bit tiring or rough since I first started writing here as Rinoa. You guys are the best and I wouldn’t change it for anything. 💙 I know I’ve been slacking horribly on things due to either being busy or not feeling quite up to it, you guys have been patient with me as always. Thank you, really. All of you. The comfort and nice distractions that I get writing Rinoa, even more because of how much I love her, it’s really relaxing here.


Tagged by @celeritassagittae

One insecurity: that despite my efforts I might be a Bad Person

Two fears: being alone, getting lost

Three turn-ons: chivalry, looking out for me, arms

Four life goals: travel, learn new skills, get better at sewing (especially drafting), learn to enjoy running or at least not dread it

Five things I like: cooking/baking, creative things, Japanese shodo, taking photos, biology

Six weaknesses: the slightly awkward/dorky but funny character, bread, romance, the color blue, small things and miniature versions of things, animals especially pets

Seven things I love: animals, video games, other cultures, stories, summer road trips to the beach, costumes, food

I’d like to tag: @saibrarutherford, @slothquisitor, @galtori, @lavalampelfchild, @casforpenelope, @lumidee-mahariel if you’d like!

anonymous asked:

Rhys don't you thing about writing stuff about the chocobros? I would really enjoy reading stuff you write °0° Also you are so cute and i can really see you in the regalia with the chocobros

I think about it a lot tbh! I unfortunately always get really inspired to write while I’m at work and then forget what I want to write by the time I get home lol. There’s actually a couple prompts sitting in my drafts that people gave me because a while ago I asked for ideas on what to write but I lost that motivation and inspiration to do it since there’s a lot going on in my personal life right now. I’m not sure if I’ll ever get to them but I’ll keep them there until I get motivation again. I’m also not super confident in my writing ability so if I ever do write stuff my best friend is pretty much the only one that gets to read it because we rp a lot and I know she won’t judge my writing 😂😂

Also thanks????? I’m mmmm this makes me weak.

tagged by @kozumek thank you so much ^^ (sorry this got lost in my drafts for so long but i was really excited when i saw you tagged me in it)

✍ Tattoos: none but might get one or two in the future
😷 Surgeries: no (but i have gotten stitches? not the same tho)
🏥 Broken bones: no
🔫 Shot a gun: yes….not the most fun thing to do
😕 Quit a job: yeah :/ not a fun time….
✈️ Flown on a plane: several times
🚙💨 Driven 100mph: that is….way too fast….no
🚁 Rode in a helicopter: no
⛑ Gone zip lining: no
🍼 Watched someone give birth: no and hopefully will never have to
🏈 Been to an NFL game: no but have been to CFL?
🍁 Been to Canada: ^^ i live here
🚑 Ridden in an ambulance:  no….but came close a few times
🏦 Visited Washington D.C: no
🌞 Visited Florida: yes
🗻 Visited Colorado: no
🎉 Visited Mexico: no
🎲 Visited Vegas: no but might be going near there in July
🍔 Eaten alone at a restaurant: yes…..many times…..not as like a night out on my own….just don’t often eat with other people
🎤 Sang karaoke: no i dont sing
🐶 Had a pet(s) : used to have fish and for a while i had some aquatic frogs
🎿 Been downhill skiing: yes
🎼 Ability to read music: used to…..can’t anymore
🚵 Rode a motorcycle: not by myself, have ridden with my grandpa before
🏇 Rode a horse: yes……horses are very big and very scary
🏥 Stayed in a hospital: yes…….
💉 Donated blood: no
🏕 Slept outside: no (i am allergic to everything outside and it constantly tries to kill or suffocate me…..)
🚗 Driven a stick shift: no…..too scary
🚓 Rode in a Police car: no
😇 Grandkids: hahahaha no.
🚤 Driven a Boat: no, have been in a boat before
🐌 Eaten Escargot: no….would it be chewy?
👽 Seen a UFO: yes ^^ aliens are out there….am waiting to be abducted
🚢 Been on a Cruise: no….too close to people…no where to hide :/ 
⛽️ Run out of Gas: no thankfully
🍣 Eat Sushi: yes, i love sushi
👻 Seen a Ghost: not seen….but pretty sure my house is haunted….but they are friendly ~

i will tag @chuuyanakhara @tandembicycles @danoa @wendy-in-dreamland @aetheriurn @aspacenerd @fandomlifeandeverythingelse and anyone else

thank you for tagging me! and for anyone who i tagged, you don’t have to feel obligated to do this

indefinite hiatus

apparently the piece of trash that i am – well have been inactive for months.. and months and months and never bothered to make this status update– and yeah indefinite hiatus ?? ( yay surprise– no not really

i only made this now because those months were spent thinking if i had really lost the muse for seri ( which i think i havent ) but perhaps i lost the urge to roleplay and that drafts were really tiring – like i want to work out on them but it just wont write itself–!

( and also spent those months stu-dying ; because im still doing that and its incredibly tiring and stressful and a a aa ) 

anyways not meant a farewell but just – a pause on things. 

id get back in this blog in a heartbeat once i regain seri back  ; until then if you wanna find me im just at my personal blog ( reblogging sht and is currently absorbed in the hell called hannibal ) or discord ( its Aisu ( sclacies ) #2580 ; please introduce yourself aaa ) 

i may still be on this blog just to reblog seri things ( cause im a piece of shit thats why )

ily all. thank you for putting up with me. 
aisu x.

Random Doc/JK drabble that I had in my drafts.

How long had they been on here? He’d lost count.

The mission was to get the emperor, they made it sound simple. She had her doubts, but these masters were supposed to know better. They lead them into a trap.

He had seen glimpses her while they had been here.

“Hey! Gorgeous! Hey! Its us!”

“Doc stop! She cant hear you!” Kira snapped.

“But she’s right there!” he barked back. “HEY!”

I don’t even know her name, he remembered.
Last thing they did was have one hell of a passionate night, but in his usual glory he got into his old habit of getting the jitters, palming her off onto something else while he freaked out of his own feelings.

He had time since then, a lot of time.

But know Kira was being dragged off, “Where are you taking her?”
but there was no answer, instead he waited, unsure what he was going to do after all of this.

If we get out of this… His thoughts went back to her, they always did. There was no way he would tell her, she didn’t feel the same way, did she?

Before he could come to any conclusion, a large pure blood came to the cage with his saber.


He heard the snap of a lightsaber, he was sure he was dead. But, he wasn’t. The cage broke, Rusk and T7 had been released, the guards and staff had been taken care of. Doc didn’t have time to process what just happened, then her saw the Jedi Knight

Well, we got out of this. He though, I wonder if thats the force’s way of telling me to ‘do it’? He thought


I hate to do this - considering i moved not long ago. BUT. My notifications are broken and currently read NINETEEN DAYS AGO - which means I have no doubt lost drafts over the last fortnight that i hadn’t put in my thread tracker. Also all my tags are broke and things keep going missing and to put it lightly this blog is a mess with constant changes and the like.

So for that reason the blog can now be found HERE. All drafts here are nearly done and I am WORKING on finishing them off. At the same time as getting the new blog finished. Right now it’s still UNDER CONSTRUCTION. But soon it will all be done and everything on this blog will be done. Including the last of my drafts POSTED out of queue.

Anyway hope all of you follow me over there and make things as lovely as its been here (minus tumblr being a dick )

@arianagrande: I just would like to say thank you. I don’t even need to explain to you, because you already know. You are greatest, most epic love that I have ever had. You are the world I wish to always live in. You have the hands I want to hold forever. You have the eyes that I always want to get lost in. My love, my love, oh my love, you’re all I need. You are my love.  @your-curly-harry

                                       AUGUST 26th, 2015.

     THAT was the day i started up this blog & made my very first post. it’s absolutely MIND-BLOWING to me that it’s already been an entire YEAR. i began roleplaying about 6 years ago, but NEVER have i had the drive or attention span to keep one blog going for as long as a year. i usually lasted a few months before losing interest, but with Peter it’s been non-stop. i think a lot of it is YOU GUYS. you make me want to come back here again and again. i never thought i’d make it this far. i never thought i’d make FRIENDS on here that i’d talk to outside of tumblr! 

     this blog has been my ESCAPE. it’s been a place i can go to when i wanna have FUN. i’m a crappy person. i forget to message back, i take forever on drafts, i suck at communication, i get inspiration sporadically, i haven’t even done my giveaway prizes for the winners of my 500 follower thing! i’m awful. i dunno HOW you guys put up with me but i’m so glad you do. when real life is shitty i’ve got you guys, & i’m so grateful for that. 

     in the span of the year i’ve been here i’ve MADE friends, LOST friends, been close to some, and then drifted away. i don’t regret ANY interactions i’ve had with anyone. ( though i do regret drifting away from some friends ). they’ve really molded me into the rper i am today. 

     my skills have improved GREATLY since i began! not only have i gotten better at writing, but my PS & css skills now exist! before this blog i didn’t edit much, even though i WANTED to. i’m glad this blog really got me into it & now i can’t stop making edits! ( which reminds me, i really DO need to make those edits for the poor winners of my giveaway OTL )

     ANYWAY, what i really wanted to say was THANK YOU. old followers, new followers. new friends, old friends. you’ve really helped me improve, you’ve helped me be HAPPY

     i dunno if i wanna make this a giveaway, because i’m spectacularly BAD at doing things requested of me if i’m not feeling inspired, but i’d really love to do SOMETHING to make it up to you guys. 

     talk to me. ask me things. bug me about aesthetics. edits. drabbles. ANYTHING! i dunno. i just wanna do something for you guys. i really love all of you.

( BEWARE! below the cut is A HELLA LONG LIST OF URLS! if you’re url didn’t make it to the list, please don’t be discouraged! i don’t appreciate you ANY LESS! it’s just that once i hit hour 2 of typing names i had to stop. )

TAG: /arxneosus anniversary!

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

Your blog is great and I love the theme, it's very soothing to look at.

I’M SO GLAD. Well, not for your emotional destruction but that you enjoyed it. I’ve been shying away from writing longer things for a while (anything more than like? a scene? caused my brain to melt) but once the idea took hold of me it would not let me go

The thing about writing longer things, too, is that naturally things get cut out! I wrote up a bit more about their relationship pre-Liam in the original draft before deciding I wanted to focus more on the relationship between Liam and his dad.

Here’s my favourite snippet:

They meet at a bar on the Citadel, where Calvin can’t help but notice another human who looks just as lost as he is. They might not be alone in the universe but that does not mean he they are not lonely. “Can I buy you a drink?” he asks, wondering when his hands got this clammy.

The woman smiles up at him, pats the stool beside her. “Please,” she says, “it’s good to see a familiar face.”

When he leaves, three long and beautiful hours later, her business card is burning a hole in his pocket. 

“I’ve always been a bit old-fashioned,” she’d said

But honestly I was just trying to draw a handful of parallels with the Sara/Liam dynamic without being too shoves it down ur throat about it! 

Anyway this was a bit of a ramble but clearly I just latch onto any opportunity to talk about my writing :’) I’m so so grateful for this game and the way it’s resparked my motivation. I’ve sat down more this week with the intent to write than I have in the entire past year, so that’s really gotta say something, right?

And I’m really glad you like the theme! Having tiled themes is really important to me personally because it means I can easily look at my more image-heavy tags when I need cheering up. But then comes the issue of having a theme which doesn’t mangle long text posts. I think this one does a pretty okay job of it! 

psa to my rp partners : There are days when I am a speed demon with replies, but there are also days ( weeks/months ) when I am a snail. But NEVER think that I have forgotten about you. Sometimes, things get lost or they are in my drafts and my muse is being a derp and screaming “lol nope”. If you know it’s my turn to reply, NEVER be afraid to message me and inform me. Even with thread tracker, it can get messy, especially with RL in the way.

Remember I love each and every one of you guys and appreciate that you guys even take the time to write with me. ❤❤❤