Hello my beans <3
So I’m going to give you some news. But you have to promise you won’t be mad at me. Promise? Okay. Here goes. I’m taking a break from this blog.
Several life things as well as several Amber things are forcing me to take a step back for a while. And while leaving y’all is the last thing I want to do, it’s what’s necessary. After this week, I will not be writing or posting for an indeterminate amount of time. I will effectively be on “hiatus”. (but I’m not abandoning! I will be back!)
A few questions that may have crossed your brain:
1. But amber how long will you be gone?
Wow what a great question, peach! I’m not sure :/ At least for the next month. May is going to be crazy, stressful, annoying, and honestly depressing. I have to study for and take my finals, pack up my entire apartment, go on vacation, then move six hours away. So I am going to be stressed. Plus, it’s graduation month. Amber should be graduating, if she’d had her shit together for college. Amber did not have her shit together. Amber is not graduating, so amber is depressed, and will be depressed for a while.
I’m not telling you guys this to fish for reassurance, btw. I’m sharing because I genuinely care about you guys and want you to know why I won’t be around. So after I’m moved and settled and school is out I will probably be back on. We’ll have to see how it goes.
2. Should we still tag you in stuff? Can we still talk to you?
Absolutely, my loves! However, I’ll not be checking this blog regularly. If you want me to see something, tag my main blog, @darkchocolaterey . I’ll still be on over there occasionally; it’s just writing and this blog I’ll be taking a break from. (also if we’re mutuals feel free to ask for my snapchat or number or anything <3) Feel free to follow me and send me messages over there! I still love all of you and I’m honestly so grateful for you guys, and I still want to hear from you!
3. What does this mean for your writing?
Well, it means I’m taking a break. I love writing, and I especially love writing for you guys. But lately it just hasn’t been right. It’s hard to explain. I think some time off will allow me to fix some things I need to fix without feeling like I’m letting you guys down. (or maybe I am. pls forgive me <3)
But everything will be on hold, including WIP series (like they weren’t already lol) and the NSFW alphabets (I’m so sorry!)
Now I just want to emphasize again, this has nothing to do with you guys. I love all of you. All 904 of you. Y’all are literally the best group of followers ever. I get no hate, no discourse, nothing but positive, glowing vibes from all of you.
(I promise when I get back we’re gonna celebrate that number in style, btw)
Please continue to be amazing, and please remember I love you guys, okay? Amber is just in a bad headspace, and certain things on my end of this blog are exacerbating the headspace problems. A little break should be just what the CMO ordered! ;)
I’ll be leaving at the end of the week, and in the mean time I have a fic or two planned and one NSFW alphabet to go up.
I love you guys, from the bottom of my potato heart.
hugs and kisses, my loves. Amber <3