you know what baffles me? that sometimes i realize that i’m alive and an actual being who’s put on earth for some wacky ass purpose and given free will from some higher power cause idk why else i’m here. why does this higher up fella make you VIEW certain things? FEEL certain things? LIKE certain things? there has to be a reason behind it all. like why are ya making me look up specific people, what’s the purpose here? why do i feel connected to folks i never met before? WHAT’S THE REASON?