things that are alive

you know what baffles me? that sometimes i realize that i’m alive and an actual being who’s put on earth for some wacky ass purpose and given free will from some higher power cause idk why else i’m here. why does this higher up fella make you VIEW certain things? FEEL certain things? LIKE certain things? there has to be a reason behind it all. like why are ya making me look up specific people, what’s the purpose here? why do i feel connected to folks i never met before? WHAT’S THE REASON? 

i’m dissociating so bad right now oooh boy

small things to stay alive for
  • the possibility of tomorrow being the best day of your life
  • kisses on your forehead
  • bees on flowers
  • saying I love you
  • seeing pink sunrises
  • making a fort with blankets
  • pillow fights !!!!
  • snuggling up with a good book
  • looking up at the stars late at night
  • reuniting with someone after a long time
  • art museums 
  • seeing a butterfly
  • when a Christmas tree lights up
  • feelings being reciprocated
things to remember:
  • there will always be a tomorrow
  • nearly all problems are fixable
  • even your smallest achievements are something to be proud of
  • being alone can be exactly what you need sometimes
  • always get back up, no matter what it is that pushes you down
  • new opportunities will come along
  • you are not alone
  • you are valid
  • you are loved
  • and you are going to be okay.
8

“ More because I was  f a k e  before. I was just lying at home watching Narcos and gaming and stuff. And I’m over that. Now I want my life to be  r e a l

6

Let’s just say he had some help.