things i bothered to do

i was mad and upset for like. a whole twenty minutes until i realized none of this means anything. its not even important? like. at all. people will always come and go from my life, ill always argue with people, things wont always be perfect. why do i even bother caring about the future when i live in the present. im appreciating now for what it is instead of worrying ‘what if’ and ‘but’ about the future.

anonymous asked:

Speaking of embarrassing things, what’s the worst thing you’ve seen the droids doing? (Are they even capable of being embarrassing?) do the droids tell you stories abt their days when u ask?

The droids do talk to me on occasion, but some are better at it that others, depending on their programming.

For example, if you ask one of the more basic droids - like the mouse droids - about their day, you might just get some sad boops or a happy whistle.

More complicated droids, like the astromechs, are a bit more talkative, but their noises more often that not just translate to strings of swear words with things like “Dumbass pilots” and “Why do I even bother doing all the math if he’s just going to fly on instinct?” thrown in for flavor.

Most of the talking comes form the droids that are meant to interact with humans, like my K8-T3. She’s more of a supportive listener, though. Most of our conversations lean toward:

Me: Ugh. Rough day. Hux is such a douche.
Katie: Then you should kill him.


Some of the lonelier droids do get chatty when I visit them for repairs, which is cool because they…know stuff. Humans don’t really watch themselves around droids that don’t speak basic, you know? But my metal buddies lurve to talk. Like when the refrigeration unit told me she thought it rather rude that Cookie hoarded the chocolate pudding rations in her left door compartment rather than sharing them with the troops. Or how the laundry droid says she has to call Mitaka as soon as the drying cycle is done because he only likes his briefs toasty warm. Or that time one of the torture droids told me he was weirded out by how many officers were sneaking into his chambers to play “Helpless Resistance Spy vs Strong, Handsome Interrogator” during their…personal time (I changed the locks so only those with the  highest security clearance can get in now, bless his little metal heart).

Normal stuff. Nothing too special.

As for your first question: A long time ago I walked in on Ren practicing kissing with a protocol droid. Does that count?

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I see all the spelling and grammatical errors, but I can’t be bothered to do anything about it.
—  Ravenclaw, whilst reading over a very important essay.

who else out here being kept up thinking about shit that happened ages ago that you should really be over!!!

No one ever needs me as much as i need them
Dialogue Prompts
  1. “Surprise, I have feelings and you just hurt them.”
  2. “In the least creepy way possible, I know where you live.”
  3. “A onesie is not an appropriate gift for my mothers birthday!”
  4. “Why would you even suggest that?”
  5. “Emotions are a luxury I don’t have time for.”
  6. “Can I borrow your pencil, and your homework.”
  7. “I just want to start over.”
  8. “I’m sorry, can we just pretend I never said that.”
  9. “You hurt her, I stab you, okay?”
  10. “I would kill for a slice of cake right now…literally”
  11. “Well this got incredibly awkward incredibly quickly.”
  12. “Woah, hold the fuck up, you did what now?”
  13. “I love you, I always have.”
  14. “Take a deep breath and please calm the fuck down.”
  15. “I miss you, but then i remember what an asshole you are and the feeling fades.”
  16. “Tell me everything.”
  17. “What happened to you?”
  18. “Hey honey…did you seriously adopt another kitten?”
  19. “How many times do I have to tell you, we are not getting a bouncy castle for my dad’s 60th.”
  20. “I know it’s hard, but get over it.”
  21. “I am not dramatic, it was a very big spider.”
  22. “How to kill the mood 101.”
  23. “You left me with no one, sorry doesn’t change that.
  24. “This is a joke right?”
  25. “Clearly I did not drink enough for this.”
  26. “I’m not quite sure how it happened, but it did.”
  27. “You only want to go because there’s free food.”
  28. “This song is so us.”
  29. “It’s too early for this, just go back to sleep.”
  30. “If I tell you I love you will you make me pancakes?”
  31. “If you sing that song one more time I will kill you.”
  32. “Honestly, I don’t want to know.”
  33. “Hold up, she said what?”
  34. “You are so sweet, and I am so sorry.”
  35. “You don’t deserve this.”
  36. “Poke me once more and see what happens.”
  37. “Ghosts aren’t real for God’s sake.”
  38. “I need to punch something, preferably their face.”
  39. “You are so extra.”
  40. “Why did you think that was okay?”
  41. “When did you become my mother?”
  42. “New drinking game, drink overtime you’re a dickhead. Oh wait I already have alcohol poisoning.”
  43. “I trusted you.”
  44. “Don’t talk to me, I need my coffee first.”
  45. “Remember that time I thought you were stalking me?”
  46. “I hate that I still love you.”
  47. “Of course it’s not your fault, it never is.”
  48. “I am this close to calling my ex.”
  49. “Maybe this really was a bad idea.”
  50. “Jesus Christ I forgot how much I hate exercise.”
  51. “Baby, please tell me you can explain why there is a hole through the window.”
  52. “Wow I can’t believe he said you were ugly, hun he is clearly blind.”
  53. “Sorry I’m late.”
  54. “I don’t know why I bother.”
  55. “I’d rather do a lot of things than eat my vegetables but you gotta do it.”
  56. “That was so romantic.”
  57. “Out of all the things you could have said, and you went with that.”
  58. “I can’t wait to see you.”
  59. “I don’t want you, I need you.”
  60. “Stop laughing this isn’t funny!”

I hate when a neurotypical asks me why I’m tired and I reply with “Oh, I did this one thing” and they go “Only because of that? I did a lot more…”

It makes me feel like I’m useless.

Really messed up feelings:

• When you’re surrounded by people and still feel completely alone
• When the people who tell you they care about you leave, just like everybody else
• When you really want a hug, just so you don’t feel so alone, but feel too needy to ask for one
• When the one person in the whole world you thought you could rely on leaves you when you need them most
• When the person you trusted with your whole life lets you down
• And then makes you believe it’s your own fault
• And you’re left sitting there, crying in your room, trying so damn hard to muffle your sobs into your pillow so you won’t wake your family in the next room, wondering what the hell you did wrong… what the hell you always do wrong…

it’s getting messy. lex calls me on tuesday and leaves a voicemail. “i know you’re ignoring calls right now but we miss you.” i listen to that six times in a row and almost text back. everything sounds fake. what am i gonna say. sorry yet again i made you feel like you don’t matter to me. even the sun doesn’t matter to me. even my own body. i mark the message as “unseen” and hope i one day have the energy. getting back is always so many steps, so many apologies. the little things pile up. sorry about that time i let you down. oh and the other one. oh and those small things you never mentioned but we both know bother you. i want to fix things. i do. but i just don’t know how to.

at this point, anyone not into power rangers should definitely blacklist it because i’m not holding back anymore and this blog is now Real Power Rangers Trash.


울고 싶지 않아 x 민원 (insp.)

hyung, you left and it almost feels as if half of me is gone.

i got lost on the way home from the subway station tonight. the route i thought i knew so well i could waltz through blindfolded- two pedestrian crossings, left turn, left turn again, right turn. it makes no sense; how many times have we stumbled back together drunk? i realised the streets aren’t familiar just because i see the same old wired fence caging up the elementary school a few blocks down, or step on the same graffiti-stained concrete. 

they’re only familiar because i had your hand to hold.

“You act pretty strange for a human”

Lance has his suspicions he’s tried to prod out information from keith. He knows about the knife thing with the marmora but he never speaks out. Keith feels Lance knows something about his past causing a bit of distrust and frustration.

  • Youtube reviewer: *starts video by taking a long swig of alcohol*
  • me: "HOOOO BOY! I better BUCKLE THE FUCK UP for your HOT TAKE on The Emoji Movie"

I’m probably just stupid, to be honest.
But let’s be real, trying on and actually finding a purchasable item is an impossible task.

I just want pretty things to wear why it gotta be so hard