things i am sick of

“Now I am bored with all things brief and transitory,
With love, and life, and death, and even with ennui;
Now no things interest me,
And I am sick alike of passion and of glory,
Of days and nights that are an old and tiring story,
And dreams that can not be.”      - Donald Wandrei

Artwork By Nicolas Delort

Pro Ana

I am not pro Ana, I am the farthest thing from it. I am disordered, sick, and I would never encourage someone to become disordered. However, I will give people advice, or help them.

Before you go off on me, here’s why

I always try to give healthy advice. Eat above 1,000, don’t fast for 2+ days, water, green tea, exercise instead of restriction.

I would never give people advice to do half the things I do, because it’s extremely unhealthy.

But why do I give this advice? I give it because if they don’t get it from me, they’ll go get it from someone who isn’t as caring. Who’ll tell them to take laxatives, purge, exercise and fast for days at a time.

No, it’s not right for someone to encourage a disorder, or give tips, but I’d rather they get semi healthy and self preservative tips from me, then for them to turn around and get tips from someone who is “pro Ana” with no qualms about destroying the health of someone else

my least favorite thing is where I don’t intentionally procrastinate and instead just suddenly find out that I totally didn’t do the thing and it is now too late

I hate that thing

So last night was a mess, I danced and sang in front of the camera until I puked but otherwise it was fine and dandy and fun, so thank you my friends for hanging out with me while i was drinking alone! <3

I am… so sick of hearing things like “Witchcraft is about harmony with nature and connecting with the spirit of the earth!” That may be YOUR craft, but it is not MY craft.

Witchcraft is like art – everyone does it in their own way, using the tools they feel most comfortable with and they all have their own, unique, reasons for doing the thing. No two people have the exact same reasons or feelings about the Craft.

My craft is about regaining the power that years of abuse has taken from me, about building up defenses for those I love and tearing down those that would do my harm. My craft is largely aggressively defensive and has very, VERY little to do with being “in harmony” with anything but my own innate power.

Stop trying to tell others what the purpose/point of Witchcraft is because I assure you: it’s different for everyone and you are NOT the grand arbiter of what witchcraft is.

an taehyung apple a day keeps the doctors away ✨

this is available as a sticker on my redbubble c:


What do you think the cage is like?”  


I’ve been asked this question before, and I answered it in San Francisco.” 
“I didn’t see it.”
I’m glad you didn’t - because I was cyber-bullied for like three days by people that thought I endorsed rape.” 


i drew this thinking i could play with expressions.. only to realise.. no.. not really.. and then i got really disappointed with myself and started doubting how i draw Rhys and well.. how i draw.. -side eyes- 

Tim Lawrence and Rhys©Borderlands
-disappointeeeeeed- ©me

Things that give me life in 2k3

Leo’s terrible terrible puns.

Donnie’s lisp (srsly just listen closely, it’s there bros).

Raph’s soft spot for the ‘underdog’.

The fact Mikey’s probably the second smartest turtle (but he’s too busy inhaling comic books to put it to any good use).


i can’t wait for “what animal does this blood come from” next halloween