Guys I did it , I am done with my bachelors degree. I know have a 24k debt another trillion years of study , but I’m officially done with my degree.
The amount of effort and years it took to get to this point i never thought I would be able to make it and yet I did. After starting my uni journey at 18 , developing anorexia , 4 hospital admissions , NG tubes an overdose , moving countries , starting a nursing degree twice and withdrawing as it looked better then staying and being on academic probation and having DNC. To then relapsing again with anorexia , starting therapy with H , going through all of that , then losing H , then going non contact with mum , to having the thing happen with FZ, to starting a new job , moving house and losing my church I somehow made it through.
I made it through and finished the degree.
I even rang my parents to tell them and mum said she was proud and i dont know the last time i heard her say that and she didnt turn it around or anything, she was proud.
Even though i have lots of other study left to do , from starting my degree at 18 and being 22 before i was able to start actually studying full time and not having to withdraw to finishing the degree at 24 , although it has been a 2.5 year journey at the same time its also been one I’ve been on for 6 years.