things are getting personal now

Hello! I have an announcement to make. First, a little confession time:

Five years ago, I became a highschool dropout. My depression got to a point where I had to quit school for a year to recover some emotional stability. Then, in 2014, I started high school again, in a special program that somewhat allowed me more time and private classes, because my biggest issue wasn’t the grades, but the people around me that drove me to extreme anxiety. And now, today, 18th of December of 2017 I AM OFFICALLY DONE WITH HIGH SCHOOL. I gave my last exam, passed it, and now I’m officially DONE. And I know it may not mean much to some people, but to someone like me, who went from extreme anxiety and depression to actually fulfilling one of my goals is?? Truly something that makes me feel so happy?? It was my personal battle, and I won.

Now things will get easier, I know it. I will be able to find a job, I will even maybe start college someday, even at age 21. I don’t know, all I know is that I won’t have to worry about being a dropout or being in the process of finishing high school and that?? means the world to me because I have been so horribly judgmental with myself all these time and now I can finally look at myself and feel somewhat proud of what I’ve achieved.

I wanted to share this with you guys because it means so much to me and?? even if I didn’t tell anyone about it before because I was embarrassed about it, the emotional support some of you have given me truly means the world to me!!!

THANK YOU ALL, AND HAVE A LOVELY HOLIDAY SEASON!! NEVER FORGET THAT YOU CAN ACHIEVE ANYTHING YOU SET YOUR MIND ON!! YOU CAN DO IT, YOU HAVE THE STRENGTH!! I BELIEVE IN YOU!!

anyone else kinda terrified you’ll never be able to hold a job in the future because of your mental illness

I really need some like, otayuri fluff in my life rn?? Like pls

•At the beach and Otabek cant swim so Yuri tries to teach him how to swim
•it turns into a giant mess tho because Yuri is apparently a really shitty teacher
•Otabek kisses his frustrations away and instead they make sand castles

•Otabek can draw?? What?? So Yuri lays down on the couch in the LEAST sexy pose and says “draw me like one of your french girls”
•Beka takes a whopping 5 minutes on it, coloring and all, and they laugh at it for 10 minutes
•Later when Yuri falls asleep during the movie at the other end of the couch, Otabek sneaks down and actually does a very nice portrait of Yuri asleep
•Yuri has them both framed in his apartment next to each other

•Yuri constantly buys shit for Beka because he has like no impluse control
•Guys this boy has like a $1,000 backpack okay dont talk to me
•Anyways one day he buys Beka this leather jacket that looks like it belongs in a Lady Gaga music video. Its a crop top jacket with studs and fringe EVERYWHERE and Yuri LOVES IT
•After mails it, like, a week later, Otabek posts a pic on instagram of him, leaning against his bike, in leather skinny jeans and the jacket with ray bands on and it goes like, viral over night. Yuri is s h o o k. Otabek texts him later like, “Oh, by the way, thanks for the jacket Babe”

Give me the boys being silly and stupid and in love p l e a s e

i wish i could do things right and i wish i had motivation to get up

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yeah yeah git outta here

Jimin and Jungkook on their own and together and the 3As

This is continuation of my thoughts on this post (Part 2): https://denivned.tumblr.com/post/168151815086/about-ships-gcf-jungkook-and-jimin-and-ship

Disclaimer: These are my own thoughts. I am not attacking any ship in any way. So If you support another ship and happen to see this post please know that I respect everyone’s opinion and I would always fight for the right it to be voiced, even if I don’t share it. I simply want to talk about some things I have been contemplating (and hear different points of view on them as well). Feel free to ignore any part you don’t agree with and let’s be gentle and civil with each other!

About Jimin: one look at my blog and you would know he is my bias. He has been ever since I saw him in BS&T and he snatched me by the hair into his lane. Since then I’ve been a loyal stan (mostly, Disrespect-Kook almost wrecked me with his body rolls at Mic Drop Dance break MAMA2017). All the Bangtan boys are wonderful and deserve all the love in the world, but to me JM is just special. Maybe it’s his precious smile, his dual personality, his sweet and caring nature; maybe I connect with his journey of self-acceptance and love. I don’t fully know myself .

Anyhow, I know we all love the boys but it is important to remember that we don’t actually really fully know them! Something that should definitely be kept in mind when talking about things like sexuality and what not. Basically this is just a harmless analysis, no need to get too serious about it!

Now onto the analysis itself:

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Someone online was translating lots of Osomatsu-san fanart for people and I asked if I could draw them something back since they’d been doing all of this for free. They asked for a bee Karamatsu and, well, that’s my specialty these days, isn’t it?

“C’EST LA BEE!”

😍😢They grow up so fast. They’re already trained to jump out in qeue🐤🐥

A Birthday gift for the good @nerogengar
Have a happy B. Day, my dude!

Saitama & Genos © ONE and Yusuke Murata
Art © Anjelzjelly129

“If you’re going to pick a fight with a turian biotic, I recommend something a little more involved than a single fist to the face.”

“Saren had it coming. I’m not going to let him talk to me - ow!- or my crew like that. He was being rude.”

“Is this a Shepard thing, or a human thing?”

“Growing up alone on Earth meant fistfights were the easiest way to get things done. Simple as that.”

“I see where you get your charming personality from now.”

“Thank you.”

“That wasn’t a compliment.”

“I know.”

(I couldn’t resist following up with another image for the What Might Have Been prompt for @meflashfanwork because a shryik romance is the ultimate what-might-have-been. #NihlusDeservedBetter)

i’m not saying anything but i am saying that personally i don’t blame dan and phil for hiding their (probable) relationship from the world 

“X is as important as Y!!! X deserves the same amount of support/content/exposure Y has!!!”

Ok.

Then go and do it. Start it yourself.

Give X exposure. Make content for X. Support X. Take care of X. Love X.

If you think X is under-rated for any reason, then go out there and give it what it deserves.

But for the love of god stop using that ^^^^ shitty formula for guilt tripping people and creating a disgusting antagonizing comparison because you know what? Some people might not be interested in X not because of some localized social or moral prejudice, sometimes people are not interested in things just because; and they are neutral about those things, no more no less. Sometimes people can also like both Y and X  but Y more because people happen to like things in different degrees (unbelievable right?).

What you gain from using this mindset ^^^^ is that people who are into Y will now naturally antagonize X to the object of their interest/affection and now they’re not neutral anymore, you just won people that will now actively or passively go against X.

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생일 축하해, 전보람!! ❤ [March 22]

Happy birthday to our most beloved Jeon Boram. Thank you for showering queen’s with love and ‘aeygo’, your smiles and ajumma laughs. No matter what decisions you make in the future, know we will always be behind you, supporting and watching over you. Thank you for being a part of our lives. Thank you for being a part of T-ARA ♛

in the spirit of possibly canon bi lance here’s a literal 100 word short thing i wrote last week bc i was cold and was imagining winter klance


“I think I could stay warm forever, with you by my side.”

Keith looked down at their laced fingers and smiled softly. “Your nails are turning blue, you realize?”

Lance spluttered, shoving his hands into his sweatshirt pocket while not letting go of Keith’s. It was an awkward position, but Keith got distracted as Lance leaned forward to press their noses softly together. “You know what I mean, mullet.”

“Hey, I thought we got over that name,” Keith pouted. His expression was replaced by a fond quirk of his lips as he squeezed their hands tighter together, and whispered “But yeah, I know. Me too.”

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I’ve been stuck in a pretty deep bout of dysphoria the last couple of months, I’ve been off the gym and off my diet, but have managed to stick to quitting smoking. Really proud of that and happy that my body has changed so much that even off my routine I still look pretty good 👀

Finally after 398348934 months I changed my theme.. it’s minimal but satisfies my visual needs for graphic design.

I just applied to a job with a REALLY involved application system, and one of the questions was “Do you have a sense of humor? Explain.” and I read that as “tell a joke” and so now this 90 minute long assessment is punctuated at the end with like the worst punny garbage and I don’t know if that improves or worsens my chances at getting hired.

anyway i, a mentally ill adhd'er, got my driver’s license today at 22 years old after 6+ years of driving being one of my biggest fears in the known universe. i was 100% convinced i was going to fail and i didn’t. so that’s pretty chill