thing a lot lately

anonymous asked:

I didn't even realize you still remember me, this makes me so happy! Seriously, ty for thinking of me after so much time, it means a lot to me... And don't worry, things are getting better lately (I'm more happy now, I even have come to love myself)

I remembered. You don’t have to thank me, sweetheart.
I’m so happy you’re getting better! YAY
I’m really really really really glad to know you’re happier and loving yourself (you really should, bc you’re a cutie and a sweet person who deserves no harm). If you ever need anything, I’ll be here

I’ve been feeling a lot of things lately.
I cried on the way to work the other day when I started thinking about high school and my activism and everything I accomplished in those four years and how my life is in a rut now.
I’ve been feeling like I don’t have anyone to talk to. I feel like everyone who says they care about me on cares about me in certain scenarios. My friend who i really adore is having a movie night tonight and I don’t even feel like I’m really welcome, despite the Facebook invite so I’ll spend another night at home.
I wish I had the money to get back into therapy and back on my psych meds that I’m not doing so hot without.
I’ve been having a lot of regrets about my time at Starbucks because I got into so much debt and was constantly miserable due to two faced bullies and backstabbing. I left my much better job with more responsibility to go there because I heard such good things and it really bit me in the ass. (If any of my former coworkers see this: hey, girl! Thanks for blocking me without telling me why! Our friendship clearly meant a lot to you!)
I feel like I’ve gotten ugly in the past few years as well and that’s pretty rough.
So basically I’m just really sad and overwhelmed and I feel like nothing I do is right.

I haven’t read a book for a while, I feel a little emotionally weak though. I am missing my old school’s English. I miss holding books, textbooks, pocketbooks or anything that is published. I remembered when I took a different way of passing and the teacher gave me a task to recite this in front of the class. I am missing a lot of things lately.

Anon said: Hey friend sorry to bother you but I’ve been having a real bad time of things lately and it would mean a lot if you could just piece together a little doodle. If you could just draw up some Clexa being cute and happy I’d really appreciate it but I mean it’s totally up to you. Hope I didn’t annoy or bother you or anything.

Sure I can do this! Have some Clexa love!

Cheer up anon. Hope you’ll be fine! And hey, you didn’t bothered me at all ;)

Short Notice!

SO, lately I get a lot of Anonymous questions in my mail-box!

I always do my best to answer them and I really appreciate you asking me things but…. BE PREPARE that sometimes I DO NOT answer the anonymous questions!

Simply because I don’t want to post the answer for everyone else to see (><’) (please understand me) My point is that, in case I did not answer your question, try to ask me normally so that I can send my answer directly to you (^_^)/

Thank you for the understanding!

anonymous asked:

Hi so I've seen a lot of things lately that are saying Louis and Harry broke up. Like I don't want it to be true but I was just gonna ask if you think they broke up?

Nopeeee never everrrr

anonymous asked:

diva

i’ve been thinking a lot abt this thing i’m calling diva worship a lot lately, which i wrote abt briefly the other day– but this compulsion from other queers with both fat femme men as well as gender non-conforming and non-binary AMAB people to perform this weird overcompensation of our beauty and how much they value us but it feels hollow and i wonder how much they really do. i think about this a lot in relation to latrice royale as well. so many ppl think she’s amazing and fabulous and hilarious and all this stuff and circulate gifs of her, but i wonder how they treat would treat her if she went to a gay bar out of drag and she was just a tall, fat, dark-skinned Black man. before i began to present as femme when i would go to queer spaces i would be ignored. now if i’m dressed up i’m either still ignored or fawned over and groped inappropriately by strangers.

and it’s like widely known and accepted that queer men identify strongly with strong women, our ‘divas’, and this division where queer men will draw strength and inspiration from femininity, consume and use that power for their own end, and deride it in others is a hypocrisy that does not go unnoticed.

So
My life is really good right now and it’s really early to seriously say anything about it but I can say that I’m absolutely happy about what’s happening and who I’m with and all that I’m doing with my time. I’ve been busy with a lot of things lately but I am really happy that way.

Another late tagged thing sorry xx

You can tell a lot about a person by the music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your music player and write down the first 20 songs! Then tag 20 people!
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I was tagged by fleshbutt-apocalypse annnnndd someone else I think? Can’t remember.

1. In Hollow Halls Beneath the Fells - Summoning

2. Beleriand - Summoning

3. A New Power is Rising - Summoning

4. Filtered Truth - In Flames

5. Jack the Stripper/Fairies Wear Boots - Black Sabbath

6. Tears on Tape - HIM

7. Last Hope - Apocalyptica

8. Pain is a Master - Gojira

9. Buried Alive by Love - HIM

10. King - Eluveitie 

11. Moondance - Summoning

12. Lock Up the Wolves - Dio

13. Warmetal - Ensiferum

14. Voodoo - Black Sabbath

15. Children of Bodom - Children of Bodom

16. This Fire - The Used

17. Axe of Judgement - Ensiferum 

18. Unsung Heroes - Ensiferum 

19. Kissing the Shadows - Children of Bodom

20. Drink - Alestorm

wellllll I’m not gonna tag anyone since I’ve done a lot of that lately… 

there was a ton of Summoning on this and I blame Álvaro for making me love them… 

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I cut 10 inches of my hair today. This is the first time since 5th grade I cut more than 3 inches of my hair. I’ve never felt more confident, sexy, and happy in a really long time. I’ve been wanting to change a lot of things in my life lately and I figured why not start with a drastic one like my hair. Today was the first step in a many step process to become a better version of myself!!

socaliente asked:

Hello! I am IN LOVE with the Alien Chocolate Thieves print - is there any way to order this?? Thanks!

Omg…i havent been checking my tumblr for almost a year….there is a link to my society6 storepage on my website http://catyang.com T_T sooo sorry about super late reply, ill be updating lots of things once this long term project im working on is finished!

The moon is so pretty tonight
The sky is beautiful
The sounds of the night time are wonderful
And yet you’re the only thing on my mind, you’ve been there a lot, even more so lately.
I wish I knew what to do.
What did I do to make you leave, everyone tells me it wasn’t me, but it has to be.

I’m sorry for whatever I did, I thought I was making the best decision and I still stand by it.
I would re do everything and still make the same choices in a heart beat if need be. But God I hope I don’t.

But maybe that means you would re think what you choose.

brittany-the-bookworm asked:

Hello~! I been seeing lots of supernatural things lately and i heard it was a good show. I was thinking of starting to watch it, but it's in it's 10th season so do you think it's a good idea to start watching the show?

Is it a good idea? That depends. ;)

It’s never too late to start watching. A lot of new fans catch up within a few months. If you’re really serious, you could watch a season in a long weekend.

But once you fall… there’s no going back.

anonymous asked:

has anything pissed you off lately

ive thrown several fits of rage in the past like 3 days so yes ive been pissed off by a lot of fucking things lately