theyll be better

isthatacalzone  asked:

i didnt even get notifications for them?? the fuck instagram??? if this is going to become a thing i hope it Gets It's Shit Together

god i know

I KNOW THIS QUOTE IS OLD BUT I STILL LIKE IT anyway i hope you had a merry christmas 

capture card test!! it was so easy to set up, and it looks great. i’m excited to use this more

looks kinda like poop on tumblr but thats just cuz tumblr reduces video quality automatically

i might even redo some of my screenshot packs cuz this thing takes screenshots in 1080p and it has an instant screenshot shortcut just as i hoped. so theyll look better and there’ll be way more of them

If you know your friend, partner, or family member has dependency issues and they’ve made it clear to you that they have separation anxiety and would rather you tell them you don’t want to talk to them rather than ignore them, and you still ignore them, I’m sorry, but

You’re a piece of shit and they deserve so much better than you. I don’t care what the fuck your reason is. There literally can’t be a logical explanation as to why you can’t take a minute out of your day to text your loved one who’s MADE IT CLEAR THEY NEED THIS to tell them that you’re not ignoring them, you’re just not in the mood to talk.

You are a piece of shit.

anonymous asked:

My crush and I cuddled (WAIT wait we're dating now so idk what she is to me anymore but more-than-crush) and then I tried to tell my parents that I think I need help for mental illness and they responded with "you need more exercise" so ??? It was both wonderful and horrible

firstly: ewiudhQAU DUDE THATS SO BOMB WHAT CONGRATS ON GETTING THE GIRL I ONLY THOUGHT THAT HAPPENED IN MOVIES bc romance?? in tHIS economy?? (no but seriously im so happy for you guys rock on)

secondly: that sucks im sorry you didnt get a helpful reaction. but im super proud of you for bringing it up; that was a very courageous thing to do. and hey! now that its out there, maybe you can slowly educate them more about mental illness and theyll start to get a better grasp of it. baby steps! (my fingers are crossed for you)

tell me about your day on anon

v short drabble, natsu pov, basically
Natsu realizing he was about to kill himself and the implications of this

Everything hurt.

His heart was pounding frantically in his chest, blood oozing out of various wounds. Hell, he couldn’t even feel his cheek anymore, only a burning inferno of pain. It became worse with every heartbeat, with every mile Happy brought between him and Zeref.

His body was aching, but it was nothing compared to the chaos raging in his mind.

Natsu didn’t want to believe any of this. And yet, in some old, hidden part of his mind and soul, he knew Zeref had not been lying.

The guild had come into sight, and troubled thoughts had mixed in with his confusion. He could feel Happy trembling above him, from distress or from holding onto him, he wasn’t sure. Both. His paws…

And that was when Happy dropped him, right in front of the large doors to the guild. Both of them fell to the ground in complete exhaustion, but it took less than a second before footsteps trampled all around them, the frantic shouting of their names filling the air.

Wendy dropped beside him first; he barely saw her in his field of vision, and she looked unsure who to reach for, tears in her eyes. Weakly, Natsu nodded, and she understood, cradling Happy into her arms and gently letting her healing magic envelop his paws.

“Sorry, buddy…” Natsu croaked, closing his eyes as a new wave of pain washed over him. “Sorry…”

“You’re my friend, Natsu!” Happy suddenly started sobbing, “You’ll always be my friend, no matter what!”

Clenching his fists, Natsu tried to sit up. Worried faces stared at him wherever he looked, and he knew they wanted, and needed, answers. They deserved them.

But oh, Natsu didn’t even know where to start. And there was no strength left in him, not right now. He coughed, tasting the blood on his tongue and fighting against the black dots clouding his vision.

That was when he saw Lucy pushing through the crowd, though. She must have arrived later, for some reason, he didn’t know and he didn’t care. But she was here now, her eyes locking onto him the moment she broke through the circle of people surrounding him.

Tears spilled onto her cheeks, eyes wide as she took in his state, much like the faces of everyone else. Some had tried speaking to him, he knew, he’d heard Grey shouting and Erza demanding answers in a way that tried to conceal her shaking voice. But none of their words registered in his brain. It was like a cloud of noise, and he couldn’t filter anything out.

Lucy’s lips moved too, and he blinked slowly, trying to focus on her alone so that maybe she could anker him to reality. And then she dropped to her knees, flinging her arms around him so hard he almost fell onto his back all over again. He could not lift his arms to return her embrace, but he could feel her shaking against him, trembling and sobbing and repeating words all over again, words that made no sense to him.

But one thing made perfect sense to him now:

He had almost died. He had almost killed himself in vain.

He had almost betrayed every word he had ever spoken, every moral he lived by and every friend he had ever saved.

You didn’t die for your friends. You lived for them.

And yet dying was exactly what he had chosen back then, dying for his friends, his guild, his loved ones. It was Happy who had stopped him.

Oh, what a hypocrite he was.

Natsu realized all this now, in the arms of his partner who cried for another near-loss, who cried for him, out of fear and worry and relief. He buried his face in the nook of her neck.

“Lucy…” he rasped, “Everyone… I’m back…”

Then, he lost all his strength, and the world went black.

He was back home, alive, and he would stay.

If they let him.

  • prof while looking through my sketchbook homework: I can tell you were tired when you did this one.
  • me: I was tired when I did all of them.

does that mean these are all the day version pics because i have the sinking feeling theyre gonna drop the night version and theyll be 20x better and ill die of death