my friends, we’re close i guess and there’s this one friend that keeps calling me names. and at first it was funny but now it just gets worse. i don’t like it. but i don’t know what to do. she takes pictures of me when i don’t want her too, she keeps saying “ew” when she sees me, and calls me names i don’t like, and she’s even gotten my other friends into it too. they keep saying “you let it happen so u can’t complain” but when i tell her or any of them to stop, they don’t and i don’t know. 1/?
i keep telling myself the way she treats me isn’t right. but even now, as i write this, all i want to do is defend her. say that she’s just being a friend. and that we’re close enough for her to say this to me so i know she’s joking. and i mean she’s tells me every now and then that she does it out of love and that she doesn’t really mean it, and i tell myself that too. but it doesn’t seem like that anymore. and idk what to do. i feel like it is my fault and that i could make her stop 2/?
and that i can go up to her and tell her hey i don’t like when u do this, but i’ve done it once and she didn’t listen so idk anymore. i just, i really don’t like what she does to me, and as the days go one it just gets worse to the point i don’t want to talk to her at all some days. we don’t even have the normal conversations like we used too it’s just her insulting em all the time and me pretending to seem like everything is fine. i don’t know what to do.
I finally made it to a computer! I’m going to place a cut because you’re going a very honest response and it may be triggering for some.