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I remember it now...


I just finished my rewatch of Eureka seveN after few years since last time. And I am a crying mess right now.

I remembered what I forgot through all those years. I was reblogging E7 related stuff on this blog for a long time now, but I didn’t feel anything. I was just mindlessly doing it out of habit.

But now I remember. How I felt as a 12 year old boy, who stumbled upon this show by pure coincidence. Ever since then I was mesmerised by it. I couldn’t wait till next episode. Nine pm, everyday. I remember the time when episode 50 aired. How sad it was to see that my favorite show, my favorite characters, my favorite world was gone. It felt like leaving something behind. Something really important to me.

Back then I thought that if Renton’s 14, then I still have 2 years to become as cool as him. This memory is so vivid it feels like it was yesterday. When I was a child, I didn’t know where lies the limit of human imagination. Eureka seveN felt real to me. I wasn’t looking at this show as a cartoon made by people. For me it was a real world. It was an experience. A journey.

This anime taught me a lot of things, With every year I gained, I was learning different things from it. I’m still amazed that even after 8 years, I can see new things in this show. New things I can learn from. This show taught me about family. About friendship. About love. That not everything in life works out. That to get something, to make something real, I can’t wait for it to happen. I have to do it myself.

About 4 years ago I think I forgot why I even liked this show. I thought I remembered it well. Well, I was wrong. Without realizing it, I forgot why I am so attached to it. But while I forgot a lot of things, it let me feel like I was watching it for the first time. I felt like a kid again. It felt like definitive end for my childhood, even though I’m 20 years old already.

But I remember it now…

I finally remember why I fell in love with Eureka seveN in the first place.  

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((Thank you! And yeah, I’m still excepting these.))

@ask-demon-china

anonymous asked:

Ugh sonja, harry follows a lot of nasty harries on twitter it makes me wanna puke (i know maybe it's not a bit deal...but still ew).

he is with sony after all so i’m not surprised they’re keeping that particular type of fan service going 

anonymous asked:

Your blog makes me feels safe, but I haven't seen any posts about violent sexual thoughts, which is concerning. Is that just me?

definitely not just you!!!!! i should do a better job at consistently tagging them (i’ll do that from now on), but usually they fall under tags like this one!

anonymous asked:

I am a woman on a mission and I will not stop until I have read every one of your fics (except that one that's on hiatus). They are making me very happy. 💙❤ Also, sorry for not leaving all the comments you deserve, I just really can't come up with anything rational by the end (I am leaving kudos at everything though). So you get these squealing asks here instead. Thanks again for the wonderful fics!!! ❤💙

EEEEP OH GOD THE ONE ON HIATUS,,,,, i feel so bad, i uploaded the first chapter in december and haven’t worked on it ever since :’D

i’m glad my fics are making you happy though 💙💙 don’t worry about leaving comments or not, i’m already happy that you read them :D and the squealing asks are just as good, believe me ❤❤

I LOVE THE PIZZA ONE TOO!! :D probably because it’s the first one i’ve written, i have an emotional connection to it. it’s also the only one where i’ve really written them flirting and oblivious keith was extremely fun to write :P 

!!!! have fun with that, i hope you’ll like it!!^^ ❤💙 you don’t have to thank me for writing stuff, i’m more than happy to do that. it’s fun and everyone is always so super nice to me… 

:DD i love you too! and thank you for reading all my stuff!! you are definitely not annoying, i consider us friends now :P

anonymous asked:

If you can't afford sperm, how do you expect to be able to afford raising a child?

i mean i’m 21 with a part time minimum wage job so right now? i don’t.

i was being hyperbolic like - the sperm itself isn’t the most expensive part but doing it all right way, going to probably a midwife or OB/GYN and getting the sperm washed and implanted, is a really expensive process. it’s expensive if you only need to do it once. chances are, you’re going need to do it more than once. that’s $500 per sperm sample, around $1000 for the washing and implantation process (and this is presuming you’re going with the simplest implantation process the IUI) PER ATTEMPT so if you’re trying to get pregnant you do this once a month while you’re ovulating til you get a positive. IUI should only be used for about three months in those with healthy uteruses so three months at $1500 a month - that’s $4500. say you need additional fertility treatments to stimulate ovulation. per cycle, those run at on average $1600. that’s $4,800. we’re at $9,300 FOR THREE MONTHS OF TREATMENT. a full fertility workup is about $1,800 so if it hasn’t worked, you’re probably gonna want a workup. $11,100. just for three months.

NOW imagine that none of this is working, you have a hostile uterus, other things are wrong. and you go to IVF. in vitro fertilization is $13,000. ALL BY ITSELF. imagine adding another $13,000 in addition to the $11,100 you’ve already paid to try and get pregnant.

$24,100 just for a shot at getting pregnant.

want to try asking me this question again.

So I thoroughly apologise that I’m not a better artist, but I had a dream last night where these cute little insects were buzzing around my room, and they were a cross between a bee and an eggplant, and no I don’t know wtf is wrong with me but here they are and they were adorable and I give you THE BUMBLEBEEGG

Happy Birthday @qi-tana !! (´∇ノ`*)ノ

This is Firefighter!Otabek from Qit’s fantastic fanfiction Fire Red !! I hope you like it~! (/ღღ///)

Thank you for always being such an inspiration to me and motivating me to do my best every single day, I’m truly grateful for having you in my life (´▽`ʃƪ)♡

As we all know, all skating routines in Yuri on Ice have their own meaning and are crucial to understanding the characters and to their development. In this post, I’d like to talk about the meaning of Yuuri’s Free Skate program in episode 9 and how it relates to the rest of the episode because it’s actually really important to the rest of the episode and also because… well, let’s just say the actual meaning of the events we’ve seen might just be sadder than what we initially thought.

This will be a long post so I shall welcome you under the cut and I leave you with these two screenshots deliberately placed together so as to pique your interest.

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Resurrection 

Teddy: *lies awake in bed, unable to sleep*

Teddy: *sighs, glancing around the faintly lit room* *slips out of bed*

Teddy: *makes his way outside, the full moon looming overhead*

Teddy: *glances over at the forbidden forest* *breath catches*

Teddy: Don’t even think about it… You definitely shouldn’t do it. *takes a deep, calming breath* …. Fuck it. 

*As the boy moves through the trees, he suddenly stumbles on something*

Teddy: *cringes and looks down* *spots an odd looking stone on the ground* 

Teddy: *holds up the stone, examining it* 

Voice: …… Yeah……

Tonks: *stares, trying to take in the sight of him* *shrugs weakly* 

Tonks: *glances slowly past Teddy and smiles* 

Voice: *sighs* Not… that… old…

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i. my mother tells me:
every time you’re nervous,
say you’re excited, it’ll help
your anxiety
and i said:
okay, i’m willing to try anything
  
ii. when you look at me i feel
little arrows shooting through me,
a falcon wing, a feather quill, a
poem writing itself on the back of my skull
  
iii. what if when i talk to you
all that comes out of my mouth
is a jumble of letters,
a mumble or worse talking too much or
not enough or what if i accidentally say the wrong thing
and we never talk again or what if
  
iv. i’m excited i’m excited i’m excited excitedexcitedexcited
 
v. good morning how are you, good morning
you’re so pretty i get flustered when you speak,
good morning i love those freckles and
the dimples of your cheeks, good morning that sounded
really creepy, good morning my name is, good morning,
hey, how ya doin, yo, oh my god i’d never say yo what is this
the 90’s, i’m trying to hard aren’t i, i’m not trying enough
maybe, okay again try again - good morning
  
vi.  you look at me and 
 
vii. i’m excited.
—  r.i.d/inkskinned