really tho i’m so tired of seeing those posts that r like “stop trying for people who don’t show any effort” because like…….idk bout any of u but i’m emotionally n mentally screwed and sometimes it is very -very- hard for me to show someone that i genuinely want their time and attention because the only thing my mind is set to when trying to get close to them is ‘don’t get too close. they’ll hurt u. push urself away. be distant. whats the point if they’ll only leave anyway.’ and i can’t help that…..? i mean yea i’m trying to get better with it but seeing those posts jus make me feel like such shit for it, its so tiring lol
I don’t think anyone makes a record with competing with someone else in mind, I think then you don’t make it for the right reason. […] It’s not a win/lose thing, it’s… we hope that our fans like it and if it does well that would be amazing but that’s not ultimately what it’s about.
it frustrates me immensely that the primary mode of social interaction for people my age is apparently “large parties at loud bars” because like, that is the least optimal kind of social interaction for me
I can’t hear you and I don’t know 50% of these people which means I just hide in a corner talking to no one
can’t I have board game nights with max five other people or something, why can’t we do that
My mom texted me this morning saying “It’s Tuesday, I Like you.” She then proceded to tell me that an episode of House was on, and what scene is it? Where Chase and Cameron are about to hook up. Please tell me again why I let my mother watch my work? I really hope I’m fully clothed in this scene, and that my father isn’t watching with her.
ever feel bad about feeling super sketchy about blogs? like, you know you should give chances and usually u do but you just? idk man, the community gave me lots of Lessons a couple months ago and it just sucks feeling sketchy.