they way i loved you

Don’t judge a Book by its cover.

You know the society you live in is really fucked up, when a stranger can judge another person based off of their portrayal of and them relating to a fictional character; when ALL the evidence points against them being a bad person and more likely you not knowing what you’re talking about.

That a person whose shown to be selfless, kind, hard-working, funny and humble can be debased by some fuckers pathetically cruel and idiotically nasty take - cause they think they know best due to his personality not conforming with societies boring bullshit and him acting differently towards people cause he’s doing his job and getting into character to give us the best performance possible, just cause he’s not being happy go lucky with every single person on set (even though Adam ‘I hate hugs’ Driver allowed John to continue hugging him even though he must have felt uncomfortable) especially the OT actors like Mark cause you’re a die-hard “fan” and can’t imagine why somebody wouldn’t… ugh.

There’s a reason Adam has social anxiety, and went/goes through depression, that he’s humble to the point of being heartbreakingly self-deprecating or that he doesn’t like physical contact- it’s judgmental fuckers like the ones going against every great thing the SW cast has said about him and in general what the themes of SW actually are - just cause they can’t get their ignorant heads out of their own backsides. It’s not a hat honey. It’s sickening, and disgusting, and it doesn’t just happen to Adam, but so many other people too. My friend’s little brother is autistic, and he is one of the smartest most awesome little lads I’ve ever had the pleasure of knowing - yet people treat him differently just because he’s different from them - it makes me so angry sometimes, and sad.

I don’t like hugs, I’m introverted, I’d prefer an interesting book and a good cup of tea over conversing with other people most days; I don’t need to explain myself just to satisfy peoples self-righteous egos nor do they have a right to judge me - a person they know fuck all about or why I am the way I am.

It has become normal in our society for us to have to explain ourselves on anything and everything we say or do. Why the fuck should we have to explain ourselves? What right do you have to judge us? People, not all, have lost the ability to respect their fellow human, that we are complex creatures and you must first learn before you judge - otherwise it’s just a cycle of judgment and segregation and misinterpretation…it leads to walls between people, this can lead to hate and we all know where that leads to…suffering.

Until I was about 7, I didn’t actually know that racism, or sexism, or homophobia or discrimination or anything like that existed. It never crossed my mind, I’d always treated everyone equally and I never judged somebody on their skin color or their sexual preference/gender or the way they acted - I’m not saying I was perfect, cause I’m not believe me - I’m just saying those things weren’t concepts to me, they never crossed my mind. I found out through a history lesson on the Holocaust. Yeah. It left me baffled, asking why are humans seemingly so eager to hate one another for reasons that seemed so pointless to me? I’m still baffled to this day.

Star Wars especially has always been about hope, forgiveness and most importantly love. I know that sounds cheesy, but it’s true. It’s about people coming together, about transcending those walls, and finding hope there in the darkness of our own reality. It’s fiction, yes, a story - but to every story there is always some truth. Our spec of time in infinity is not worth wasting on pettiness and judgmental hate. I know I’m a nobody, that my voice is just a soundless plea echoing into the endless void, but please. PLEASE. don’t be a puppet of ignorance. Our lives are our own stories and in the most basic way possible what I’m trying to say is…

Don’t judge a book by its cover.  

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If you got to the end of this little rant of mine, bless you for having the patience to deal with my tired queer mind. I don’t know I just thought about all the stuff going around about Adam being creepy and BS assumptions of Adam from the VF interviews, and my sadness at the hate from some antis in the tags (especially as a Reylo shipper), and needed to just release my inner rantersaurus-rex. So thank you, and I hope you took something from this that wasn’t 'wtf is this weirdo going on about?’ X) and I hope you have a lovely day and know that for all the hate in the world, there will always, ALWAYS, be people who understand and are kind. Damn that was some heavy shit, sorry guys I’m not usually like that, lmao. 

May the force be with you. 

ihni  asked:

Isn't it one of the universal truths in life, that EVERY writer wants comments? I thought everyone knew that.

Like, that was my impression but apparently?? not????

When I answered that first question (which I was happy to get and discuss!! so thank you nonny for asking in the first place!! I love you!!), I immediately got a couple responses agreeing and then a couple responses from other writers that were basically saying they were used to kudos only and it was spoiled to want or ask for more than that, and how I shouldn’t expect more than that, why do writers deserve comments just for writing, maybe you should write for yourself instead and I’m?? blown?? away?? like?? you deserve better?? I just want a better community??? I want us to be nicer to each other more often because the world is a shitty place and fanfiction is a thing we all love?? and I want it to keep being written??? and the best way to make an author happy?? is commenting??? Why are you so upset/angry that I want this??

holy shit, you know?

purple-possibilities  asked:

Yeah see that last one was a lie lol this is the last one. Scouts honour! “It’s two sugars, right?” For....hear me out.... KakaYuugao. I KNOW IT'S CRAZY!!! But they do seem kind of close and I think once Yuugao gets over her grief for Hayate it could work!!! And people deserve to find love a second time! Sooooo consider it? Again, no pressure! Ignore me if necessary. Thanks again for putting up with all my poking lol!

Getting over the person who you had always considered to be the love of your life was such an incredibly hard thing to do. And yet, Yuugao had determined that trying to decide when she was ready to get back in to the dating pool was even harder. How was she supposed to know? Was there some sort of sign she should be watching for in herself?

“Only you can say when you’re ready,” Kurenai had said to her. “It’s alright to never be ready. It’s also okay to be ready in a few months. Everyone grieves differently.”

“But how do I tell?” she had whined, hands gripping tight around the material of her sleeves. She could remember with perfect clarity the kindness in Kurenai’s eyes as the older woman had loosened her fingers before replying. 

“You are ready to date again when you find yourself wanting to.” 

Yuugao hadn’t truly understood what she meant at the time. Not even at this moment as she sat in the jonin lounge and listened to some of her fellow shinobi gossip about the latest drama over who had been caught making out with who in the lower levels of the Archives. She sat apart from her peers, ensconced in a corner with a silent Kakashi. The silver haired man had been a surprisingly good friend to her over the past few months. She especially enjoyed the quiet peace of sitting with him while they each read their own book.

When her companion shifted and stood she looked up to see him stretching out his back, wincing when she heard several popping noises. 

“I think a cup of tea is in order,” he said, tossing his book down on his seat and eyeing the small beverage table across the room. “Would you like one?”

Yuugao nodded. “Please.”

“It’s two sugars, right?” Kakashi asked absently, not waiting for her answer as he was already stepping off towards the kettle. 

She watched him go, her fingers slowly loosing their grip on the book she hadn’t really been reading. She felt almost as if she had been struck by lightening - apropos considering who had caused such a sensation. Kakashi continued walking, oblivious to the sudden introspection he had inspired. Yuugao couldn’t remember ever telling this man what she took in her tea. He had just seemed to know one day and had never failed to offer her a cup right when she felt she needed one.

He was just the type of man she would want to date. The realization hit her hard and her book went fluttering down to the floor by her feet. Even more stunning was how appealing the idea was. She wanted to ask him on a date, she realized. 

When Kakashi returned and handed her a cup of tea she took it with hands that were shaking slightly. He said nothing about it even though she was sure his eyes had swept down to take in the way she trembled. She took a sip of tea to calm herself, sighing slightly in delight when she detected the perfect amount of sugar blended just the way she liked it. 

“Kakashi,” she said as she lowered her cup. He hummed as he picked up his book and sat down. “Would you…be interested in having dinner?”

“I’ve always been interested in having dinner,” he answered, nose disappearing behind the pages of his novel. Yuugao swallowed both her nerves and a wave of fond exasperation. 

“I meant as a date Kakashi.”

“So did I.”

She barely heard his quiet words and when her head whipped around in surprise she could just barely made out a tint of pink on the tips of his ears. Was he saying what she thought he was saying? 

A smile spread across her face as his book rose even higher, hiding his embarrassment inside erotic fiction.

“How does this Saturday sound?” she asked, her confidence returning in light of such a warm reception to her question.

“Sounds good to me,” Kakashi murmured from behind his shield. Yuugao laughed a little, feeling incredibly light. Kurenai had been correct. There was no sign for when she would be ready to date again but she was absolutely sure that she wanted to. 

Slothquisitor’s Follower Celebration!

It has been well over a year since I did one of these. I kept watching milestones go by and thinking, oh when I have more time. Now I’m at nearly 600 followers, and it is now summer for me, so time do to this! 

I don’t have a lot to offer beyond my writing, but that’s probably what you’re here for anyway, right? So I’ll be taking prompts from now until Friday, June 2nd. I’ll reblog some prompt lists, but you’re definitely not restricted to those. My main parings are: Cullen x Mara in Class Act AU, Reparation AU, or the canon-verse, and Barris x Rosalie in Reparation AU. I’ll take prompts for anything in the stories, so was there something that went unanswered in Class Act you wanted to see? Want to know more about the Rutherford siblings? Send over a prompt. All of this will be tagged as #slothquisitorfollowercelebration for your blacklisting convenience.

Originally posted by slothilda

100 ways to say “I love you”:
1. You are beautiful.
2. I love your smile.
3. Here, let me get that for you.
4. I love seeing you wake up in the morning.
5. You are amazing.
6. I love (this) about you:
7. Stay safe. Text me when you get there.
8. I love when you do (this):
9. I think you’re beautiful when:
10. You’re too good for me.
11. I don’t deserve you.
12. I care about you.
13. Don’t put yourself down like that.
14. I adore you.
15. I can’t stop thinking about you.
16. Seeing you makes me smile.
17. I need you by my side.
18. I’m thankful for you.
19. You make me a better person.
20. You complete me.
21. Have a good day at work!
22. You’re the light of my life.
23. Seeing you makes my day.
24. I get butterflies every time we talk.
25. I’m so lucky to have you; I don’t know how I got so lucky.
26. You set my heart on fire.
27. I’ll walk you home.
28. I love to make you happy.
29. You’re my soulmate.
30. You’re my best friend.
31. I can’t wait to see you (again).
32. You mean the world to me.
33. You’re my rock.
34. I value you.
35. I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
36. I love being around you.
37. Pull over and let me drive some.
38. Take my jacket, it’s cold outside.
39. I want you.
40. You complete me.
41. You’re my happiness.
42. Do you need anything?
43. I want to hold your hand and never let go.
44. You’re the only one for me.
45. You are my heaven on earth.
46. Every time I look at you I fall in love all over again.
47. Drive safe.
48. I don’t know what I’d do without you.
49. Forever isn’t too long, because I know I’ll be with you.
50. I’d rather argue with you than kiss someone else.
51. You look great today.
52. I love that _______ on you.
53. You look cute when you push your glasses up.
54. I’ll always be here; I’m here for you.
55. My heart hurts when you’re not around.
56. I can’t think of what my life would be like without you.
57. We’re perfect for each other.
58. I cherish you; you’re more important than anything else in my life.
59. I will love you until I die, and even after.
60. You’re mine.
61. I support you.
62. I’m addicted to you.
63. You’re perfect in my eyes.
64. Take this; it’ll help you feel better.
65. I can’t wait to see you.
66. You’re the only one for me.
67. I’m crazy about you.
68. I had an amazing time with you.
69. I feel so lucky to have you.
70. I’ll never let you go; I’ll never want to.
71. I hope this moment never ends.
72. You leave me breathless.
73. I’d do anything for you.
74. Seeing you happy makes me happy.
75. I’m sorry for hurting your feelings.
76. You always find a way to make me smile.
77. I can’t put what I feel for you into words; it’s too great.
78. I still get jealous even though I know you’re mine.
79. I’m listening to you.
80. I made this for you, I know it’s your favorite.
81. I’m excited and nervous for tonight with you.
82. I got you your favorite candy.
83. I’ll always care about you.
84. I made you breakfast.
85. I can never stay mad at you.
86. I love your eyes; they’re gorgeous.
87. I love that outfit on you.
88. You look so cute.
89. You’re the highlight of my day.
90. How’d you sleep?
91. Your smile makes my heart go crazy.
92. I hate seeing you cry.
93. It’s my job to make you happy.
94. I want to spend more time with you.
95. I’ll fix it.
96. I hate when we argue.
97. You’re the only person I want to live my life with.
98. You drive me crazy (in a good way).
99. I’m proud of you.
100. I trust you, I always will.

- L.L.
—  via @thoughtlessinspirationss on tumblr
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