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92 Truths~  tag game

Rules:  write 92 truths about yourself then tag 25 people.

Thanks to @ulookatme-ilookintoyou for taggin us 💕

Em👸🏽

LAST…

[1] drink: Cold green tea!

[2] phone call: Called my aunt to please pick me up hahaha

[3] text message: I think it was to the same aunt.

[4] song you listened to: Fun by Troye Sivan.

[5] Time you cried: yesterday evening, I’m super sensitive for a lot of things going on in my life so yeah, I was talking about it and cried a lil tiny bit

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] Dated someone twice: uh no (don’t think I would anyway)

[7] Been cheated on: hmmm let’s say no, but I think one of my boyfriends did, I’m just not 100% sure about it, the asshole…

[8] Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes! it was a friendship sacrifice so… but still yuck.

[9] lost someone special: Yes, but not recently.

[10] Been depresed: Yes, been there.

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: lol yes, and I don’t like to remember those times, thank you very much.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

[12] White

[13] Pink

[14] Purple

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: Met a lot of people, but I don’t consider them friends yet whatsoever.

[16] fallen out of love: Nah

[17] laughed until you cried: Of course! it’s one of life’s pleasures

[18] found ppl were talking about you: nothing bad actually, just nice things, I’m cool like that 😎

[19] met someone who change you: I guess not?

[20] found out who your true friends are:They are the same as always!

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: No

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: Most of them, I’m not that active on fb anyways.

[23] do you have any pets: No, sadly.

[24] do you want to change your name: Well, this is tricky, I’m not the biggest fan of my name but I guess it’s alright to keep it.

[25] what did you do your last birthday: Chilled with grandpa and slept on his bedroom hahaha, I celebrated it like 9 days later.

[26] what time did you wake up: 5:10am (dying internally)

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Talking with a friend and simultaneously reading one of the new requests we got for Jin that I finished (I’m my number one fan💞 gotta keep myself going)

[28] name something you cannot wait for: Leaving this country.

[29] when was the last you saw your mother: I honestly can’t recall exactly, like two months? one, or more? something of the sort.

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I guess my personal health, if I could.

[31] what are you listening right now: Touch by Troye Sivan!

[32] have you talked to someone named Tom: Never.

[33] something that is gettin on your nerves: Inefficient people! jesus freaking christ, I’ve been dealing with them the whole day and I just hate it, I don’t have time for inefficiency  because other’s don’t freaking do what they have to!!!

[34] most visited websibe: Have to be tumblr and youtube.

[35] elementary: Finished, I was cute, naive and nerdy.

[36] high school: Finished, I was a cool nerd through that hahaha.

[37] college: Finished two years ago! I was cooler and fabulous, burned my eyelashes studying in almost every semester, college made me grow up a lot and learn a lot of things about myself and others, I’m glad it’s already over but it was a good experience🤓

[38] hair color: Dark brown.

[39] long or short hair: I’m fan of both, but currently I’m digging long hair the most.

[40] do you have a crush on someone: Awn, yes, I actually met such a fine man past week, I’m speechless, he’s boyfriend material and I’m 8 out of 10 seeing him at work very soon again aaaahhh

[41] what do you like about yourself: Physically, my body shape, my freckles and beauty/birth marks, my eyes, my voice, my hands. About my personality, hmmm, my endurance, my drive to succeed, my constancy, my imagination, my strong will, my confidence on the days it shines. I’m trying to tell myself the things I love about me more.

[42] piercings: On my ears only.

[43] blood type: B-

[44] nickname: Em, Enicito, Yani, some in my family call me maravillita which is something like little wonder too.

[45] relationship status: Single (but mentally in a long term relationship wih my alpha boyfriend Jin 💕 )

[46] zodiac sign: I’m a Scorpio babe.

[47] pronouns: She/Her

[48] fav tv show: GOT, Say Yes To The Dress, Cupcake War, the gourmet channel, oh and what not to wear.

[49] tattoos: A tiny one on my right ribs.

[50] right or left hand: I use the right.

FIRST…

[51] surgery: None yet.

[52] piercings: None besides the ones on my ears.

[53] best friend: Mars💖

[54] sport: Llike the first I played? idk must have been volleyball, it was the only one I was good at.

[55] Vacations: God, must have been to the capital I suppose.

[56] pair of trainers: I have no idea what this is.

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: Pineapple.

[58] drinking: Cold green tea.

[59] im about to: Get into bed and probably talk until late with a friend that is staying over.

[60] listening to: Shape Of You, by Ed Sheeran (love,love,love)

[61] waiting for: Success, luck and wealth in my future!

[62] want: A big big chocolate bar, I’m craving it, oh and flips too but I’m currently banned from buying sweets.

[63] get married: Hopefully I will someday with Mr. Right.

[64] career: I’m a Lawyer.

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: both, but I’m picking hugs.

[66] lips or eyes:  I recently discovered I have a thing for full lips, but I’m still picking eyes for this.

[67] shorter or taller: On the man I like? Taller❤️ in anybody else, whatever.

[68] older or younger: I guess older.

[69] romantic or spontaneous: Awn both, I cannot…

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms to pick me up with because I’m a princess!!! 🙈

[71] sensible or loud: Let’s say sensible,but not that sensible.

[72] hook up or relationship: hahaha what is this? this depends of the situation and person you’re being with, but a relationship it is.

[73] troublermaker or hesitant:  A perfect mixture of both. Hesitancy gets on my nerves and a total troublemaker would get on my bad side sometimes.

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger?: Yeah.

[75] drank hard liquor: Yes, in this country you go ride or die with liquor.

[76] lost glasses/contac lenses: Yes, when I was a child I lost my glasses.

[77] turned someone down: Yes.

[78] sex on the first date?:  Not yet honey.

[79] broken someone’s heart: I guess not? Idk

[80] had your heart broken?: Yes, it’s all part of experience, makes you learn good things for the rest of your life.

[81] been arrested?: No.

[82] cried when someone died?:Yes, when my grandma did.

[83] fallen for a friend: I had a crush on a friend once.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself: Absolutely, I try to always do it.

[85] miracles?: Yes

[86] love at first sight?: No. Attraction at first sight on the other hand, yes.

[87] santa clouse?: hahaha I will if he brings me gifts. I need new makeup Santa, please.

[88] kiss on the first date?: Yes, if the feel is right.

[89] angels?: A total yes for this.

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: Mars 👸💞

[91] eye color: Dark brown

[92] favorite movie: The Corpse Bride it’s an all time favorite, no matter my age.




Mars 👸🏻

LAST…

[1] drink: Black coffee. 

[2] phone call: The bank, cries.

[3] text message: a friend to meet up later!

[4] song you listened to: Sexy Movimiento by Wisin Y Yandel (why every time I do these things I’m listening to reggaeton???)

[5] Time you cried: I don’t know, two weeks ago, yey, beating records right here, no cry no more. 

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] Dated someone twice: Yes, and it’s no fun lmao.

[7] Been cheated on: Yes.

[8] Kissed someone and regretted it: Oh yes, I wish I could unkiss.

[9] lost someone special: Yes.

[10] Been depresed: Yes.

[11] gotten drunk and thrown up: Yeah lol more than I’d like to admit.

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

[12] Pink

[13] Black

[14] Grey

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU…

[15] made new friends: Yes, some didn’t last but yeah.

[16] fallen out of love: No.

[17] laughed until you cried: Yes!!! and oh god it’s the best feeling ever.

[18] found ppl were talking about you: Yes yes, good and bad, but we can’t control what other people do or think so…

[19] met someone who change you: Nah.

[20] found out who your true friends are:I found out this a long time ago.

[21] kissed someone on your facebook list: No.

GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know irl: I don’t use Facebook lol but when I had one I knew a lot.

[23] do you have any pets: Yes!!! Her name is Paris and she’s a beautiful Alaskan Malamute, so beautiful although we are not together at the moment, cries❤️💔

[24] do you want to change your name: Not anymore, there was a time I wanted a cooler name but the hell, my name is pretty.

[25] what did you do your last birthday: I had a great day at NYC, it was amazing, I went to sephora and then ate japanese, what else could I have asked for??

[26] what time did you wake up: 8am!

[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: Writing!! Yes Yes, I was writing a Taehyung scenario.

[28] name something you cannot wait for: Being economically stable on my own.

[29] when was the last you saw your mother: A week ago, I won’t see her for a long time, gonna miss that girl and her amazing cooking.

[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: I have to be more motivated.

[31] what are you listening right now: Beautiful by Crush, one minute reggaeton and one minute this, that’s how my brain works lol.

[32] have you talked to someone named Tom: No.

[33] something that is gettin on your nerves: My bank!!!! I cannot deal with banks.

[34] most visited websibe: Tumblr or youtube. 

[35] elementary: Finished, following Em’s line I’d say I was mischievous and rebellious.

[36] high school: Finished, I was a rebel for the most part, but I was pretty cool and popular so it was fun lol

[37] college: Same as Em I finished two years ago (wow it’s been a while) I had many stages at college, I studied a lot, but I also partied a lot, I knew a lot of people and did a lot of crazy things, some things weren’t the best but at the end it was all great because I learned a lot.

[38] hair color: Dark brown.

[39] long or short hair: Long hair all the way.

[40] do you have a crush on someone: No, and I’m kind of angry because I want a crush lmao, but I’vent find someone I like recently.

[41] what do you like about yourself: Well let’s start physically, I love my hands and my legs, I like how I’m a bit short but my body shape is elegant since I have long and slender legs and arms. I love my hair, my lips, my a+ boobs no shame here. And about my personality I love my imagination, the way I speak, I love how I can be both very friendly but very reserved at times, I love the way I can adapt to certain things, I love my empathy to others, I love many things about myself!

[42] piercings: Right now two on both ears.

[43] blood type: A.

[44] nickname: Mars, here on tumblr. Mary, Pachi, Garza (which is heron in spanish).

[45] relationship status: Single, of course Min Yoongi would beg to differ but I’m not an easy girl 😈

[46] zodiac sign: Sagittarius.

[47] pronouns: She/Her

[48] fav tv show: GoT, The Walking Dead, What not to wear, everything in discovery id, American Horror Story, etc.

[49] tattoos: None.

[50] right or left hand: Right.

FIRST…

[51] surgery: Just one.

[52] piercings: I got one in my tongue once, I’m telling you, I was a rebel lmao.

[53] best friend: My first best friend was named Natasha, she’s an awesome girl, I’ve seen her in a while but I wish her the best!

[54] sport: I don’t remember the first I played, but I was in tennis classes once so…

[55] Vacations: To Margarita I guess, we traveled a lot while I was a child and I don’t remember. 

[56] pair of trainers: What?

RIGHT NOW…

[57] eating: Nothing.

[58] drinking: I finished my coffee a while ago.

[59] im about to: Either write or go out.

[60] listening to: Not Today by BTS.

[61] waiting for: The plans for today to know what I’m going to wear.

[62] want: More makeup, more money, more love. But chicken and beer would be nice too.

[63] get married: Yes yes, I hope someday.

[64] career: I’m a Lawyer.

WHICH IS BETTER…

[65] hugs or kisses: I like both, but I’m picking kisses today!

[66] lips or eyes: Eyes!

[67] shorter or taller: My man has to be taller than me, which is not difficult lol

[68] older or younger: Older?

[69] romantic or spontaneous: Both are amazing.

[70] nice arms or nice stomach: Nice arms, and nice hands!!!! If he doesn’t have nice hands I cannot. 

[71] sensible or loud: Sensible.

[72] hook up or relationship: It depends on the person, because there are guys who are just for hooking up, but I want a relationship, so, relationship it is.

[73] troublermaker or hesitant:  I don’t know, too hesitant is boring, too troublesome would be annoying. Something in the middle I guess.

HAVE YOU EVER…

[74] kissed a stranger?: Yes.

[75] drank hard liquor: Yes, sometimes fun, sometimes it isn’t lol

[76] lost glasses/contac lenses: Yes.

[77] turned someone down: Yes.

[78] sex on the first date?:  Yes lmao, for the fun!

[79] broken someone’s heart: Yes.

[80] had your heart broken?: Yes, it hurts a lot but then you feel like you are another person which is a great feeling by the way.

[81] been arrested?: No.

[82] cried when someone died?:Yes, it hurts to say goodbye.

[83] fallen for a friend: Nah, friends are just friends.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN…

[84] yourself: Yes! At least is what I mean.

[85] miracles?: Yes

[86] love at first sight?: Not love love, but like, the feel that you Have to get to know that person.

[87] santa clouse?: I wish.

[88] kiss on the first date?: If we both are into it and I think it’d be good then yeah sure.

[89] angels?: Yes.

OTHER…

[90] current best friend’s name: Em 💞

[91] eye color: Dark brown

[92] favorite movie: I have a lot of favorite movies, how can you do this?? But two of my all time favorites are Gone Girl and Memoirs of a Geisha.

We tag everyone who wants to to do this!!! Love you all!!!

92 truths🌸 TAG MEME🌸

Rules: Write 92 truths about yourself 🙆🏻and then tag 25 people 👯👯👯
thanks to my lovely pal @loonylein for tagging me in this handsome thingy!❤️😱
LAST…
[1] Drink: hot chocolate ☕️.
[2] Phone call: mother… Awkward 😓😂 [3] Text message: Group friends in whatsapp.
[4] Song you listened to: elastic heart by sia 😂❤️

HAVE YOU EVER…

[6] Dated someone twice: No, I honestly never dated someone in me whole life 😂 I’m awkward in too many ways possible🤓
7] Been cheated on: Just with people that eat my desserts… That assholes… so I eat them food back REVENGE😤

[8] Kissed someone and regretted it: Yes, accidentally kisses when I’m greeting someone and a check kiss turn into a lip one(?) more awkward when is with a boy tbh I got red like a red traffic light 🔴.
[9] Lost someone special: yeah, grandparents, uncles, pets etc. etc. but is not like I suffer really(?) they pass away to a better life I guess
[10] Been depressed: Yeah, but I never realize it until is a big deal 😂.
[11] Gotten drunk and thrown up: Never, I can drink and don’t get drunk so I can walk with my two legs to home safe😂.
LIST THREE FAVOURITE COLORS… wine[12] golden [13] black [14]

[15] IN THE LAST YEAR… I felt more awkward(?) I went out and hang more(?) that’s an improvement no?.
[16] fallen out of love: never bruh.
[17] laughed until you cried: YASSS that’s beautiful
[18] found out someone was talking about you: Positive talk or negative one? Well both ways 😂
[19] met someone who changed you: I’m always stubborn so is like impossible to make me change especially other person apart of me.
[20] found out who your true friends are: I know only the internet ones, irl nope :‘v [21] kissed someone on your facebook list: Nain
GENERAL…

[22] how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life: 100% I only add meet people smh.
[23] do you have any pets: one cat: Ginger (is orange bruh) one dog: billy, a Pomeranian ( orange too bruh) and a horse.
[24] do you want to change your name: Nah that’s why my oc have my name I love it 😂🙆🏻.
[25] what did you do for your last birthday: I ate a single cake and got parents present🎂… What a depressive birthday lol
[26] what time did you wake up: 5:30 school sucks and mornings more😤
[27] what were you doing at midnight last night: sneezing and trying to still awake watching Supernatural
[28] name something you cannot wait for: crawl around my bed and eat some chips at the end of the day
[29] when was the last time you saw your mother: in breakfast
[30] what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: my family 😂 it would be cool if I was lonely:/ also being taller 💁🏻✨😂.
[31] what are you listening to right now: they dog scratching the door
[32] have you ever talked to a person named tom: A cat counts? Cus I named one tom and I talked to him🤔
[33] something that is getting you nervous: yeah, Crowley and the fukin’ leviathans also Castiel’s dead he will return I’m sure 😭✨.
[34] most visited website: Google, YouTube or tumblr
[35] elementary: I was like a little queen bee😂
[36] high school: technically I’m invisible smh and my friends are fake as fuck
[37] college: still waiting and hope it gets better?
[38] hair color: dark brown and soft red-ish ends(?) they are now like invisible so sad😭
[39] long or short hair: super long! Nah just like in the lower back
[40] do you have a crush on someone: I usually say crush when I like someone physically so like 2 or 3 guys
[41] what do you like about yourself: my face? And I guess my birthmark that is a heart in the lower back❤️
[42] piercings: two in the left ear, I not longer put them tbh
[43] blood type: O+ what a common human I’m
[44] nickname: val, Vale, lore, lore-lore, vale verg*, vale lore
[45] relationship status: single and lonely 💔😂
[46] zodiac sign: Taurus♉️ Bulls rules💓🙆🏻🤘🏻
[47] pronouns: She/Her/they also I’m not in trouble if I’m treated as a him(?) [48] fav tv show: SUPERNATURAL i have a recently trauma…
[49] tattoos: 2 - nope my skin still virgin 😌✨✨ lol
[50] right or left hand: right babies 🖖🏻

FIRST…
[51] surgery: appendicitis when I was around 8/9 thanks to genetic and mom 😘
[52] piercing: earrings hurt af
[53] best friend: None bruhhhh
[54] sport: eat counts(?)
[55] vacation: cancun in a few moths Paris ❤️
[56] pair of trainers: Adidas HELL YEAH 
RIGHT NOW…
[57] eating: DONUTS 🍩
[58] drinking: water what a healthy girl I’m 💁🏻💧
[59] i’m about to: watch supernatural when I end this tag thingy 🌚
[60] listening to: my mother giving me medicine and told me instructions 😂
[61] waiting for: my birthday and @loonylein ’s birthday 
[62] want: pet my cat (that lil fucker is hiding) 
[63] get married: when I get older >:’D of course! Also three kids!
[64] career: something related to art, psychoanalysis, criminologists or modeling, also I like medicine but is not so much interesting to me.
WHICH IS BETTER…
[65] hugs or kisses: kisses obviously 
[66] lips or eyes: eyes they are the window of the soul 😌❤️
[67] shorter or taller: taller! Love tall guys
[68] older or younger: I prefer older boys I’ll fell like a mother If I got a younger boyfriend iugh
[69] romantic or spontaneous: omg wHy I have to chose?! I guess spontaneous
[70] nice arms or nice stomach: nice… Sjajakqkww whY I guess stomach yeah
[71] sensitive or loud: sensitive pls 
[72] hook up or relationship: relationship is better
[73] troublemaker or hesitant: I prefer hesitant because I’m so much trouble:'v
HAVE YOU EVER…
[74] kissed a stranger?: nope
[75] drank hard liquor?: yass
[76] lost glasses/contact lenses? No, but I was near to loss my glasses more than once 😂🤓
[77] turned someone down: I guess hundred of times
[78] sex on first date?: I’m 14 years old WTF OF COURSE NOT😂 
[79] broken someone’s heart?: I don’t know really I guess no one ever put an eye on me bruh
[80] had your own heart broken?: nope, I have never been in love so..
[81] been arrested?: noooooO? Ok no😂
[82] cried when someone died?: no
[83] fallen for a friend?: nain
DO YOU BELIEVE IN…
[84] yourself?: that’s the person who I believe less.
[85] miracles?: yasss 
[86] love at first sight?: no, just desire at first sight, love is in the felling, how someone can fall in love with just seeing wtf that’s stupid.
[87] Santa Claus?: is fake as diet cake.
[88] kiss on the first date?: puah nope
[89] angels?: of course
OTHER…
[90] current best friend’s name: in Internet: muri ma’ loony gurl ❤️ and irl I’m a really picky person so no one atm 
[91] eye color: coffee like pop
[92] favorite movie: beauty and the beast, in cartoon since childhood and now I fall in love with the live action again
 tag 25 people: oki doki!❤️ hard work but not impossible! Now I tag: @wandering-sucrette @elmundodeyukimora @eldaryandy @eldaguardian @incorrecteldarya @ondriaprice @ilorangejuice @dresamae @facegroper @geheichous @johannathemad @jaidenhawson @knitemaya @kaitouhyuuga @xxneonbunniexx @c2ndy2c1d @vikconder @veroww @vae-eldarya @veronicacaulfield-price @bbrigid @bokuto-x-akaashi @nipahdubs @mcl-trash
And also I tag everyone who would like to do this cute thingy❤️ and if you get tagged and you don’t wanted too, u get upset or u already do it I’m so so so sorry 😖❤️ then, love y'all and see u soon!❤️❤️❤️

one of the reasons mental illness sucks so fucking much is because people around you can literally tell you again and again that they love you, that they think you’re cool and funny, that they support you in every way, that you’re talented or intelligent, and no matter how many times they say it you’ll always cringe and shake your head and say “no, no i’m not, really” but the SECOND someone says one bad thing about you, even just once. You believe it completely. 

anonymous asked:

can I just say that I love you like seriously

you can say that

you know what I love like seriously? These porcelain seals I’ve been looking at on ebay 

jazzin

snazzin

hello

lads

this last one scares me and I feel almost unnerving levels of affinity for her

i just want you to know that i’m not the easiest person to love. I have a massive part of me that is missing or broken from the last guy and i’m not gonna lie, it’s gonna take a long time to fix those up, but that doesn’t mean I don’t want to try. I have to be honest to myself and to you and say that a part of me will always love my first love. A part of me is always going to want him, a part of me is always going to be sad and still have hope but every other piece, i want to be consumed by you. My first love has taught me so many lessons. So maybe i’m not going to fall as hard, maybe i’m not going to give in to an “i love you” as easily as i used too, maybe i’m going to have a bit of trouble learning how to trust again but i want to do that. The best part about a second love is it teaches you how to recover from the first, it shows you love when you thought all was gone to waste. I’m going to be difficult at times, I need attention, constantly. I love to be complimented and sometimes i need a reminder that i’m the only one, i love kisses and cuddles and sometimes i’m going to get mad, for no absolute reason except for the pure fact i want to see you get all frustrated and cute. I believe that all relationships have arguments and i am not afraid to have them, sometimes i’ll get sad whether there’s reasons or not and sometimes i need space, other times i need as much as love as you can give. Right now, I have more barriers than i ever have before but i’m okay enough to want to see where this goes. I’m not easy, but believe me, i’m worth it.
The truth is, I’m hopelessly in love with you. I said it many times to you, and I’ll say it many times about you. I’m crazy, I’m obsessive, I’m needy, I’m protective, I don’t care. I fell in love with you, and now I don’t know how to fall out of love. Now I don’t know where to put the memories, how to shake the thought of you and the truth is I fucking miss you. God damn, I want to hate you, I want to feel my blood boil at the thought of you, but I have nothing to hate you for. All you ever did was shower me with love, how could I hate you for making me happy? How could I hate somebody so innocently perfect? I miss you, I miss us, I miss the way you used to look at me and I miss the way you talk. I miss your stupid walk and your gross facial hair, I miss the tiny little things that I used to tease you for because now I don’t get to laugh at them. I took everything for granted, I took our entire relationship for granted because I made up in my head that it was forever, that for once a boy wasn’t lying to me. And I was so damn stupid to think that, to fall in love as if there was no tomorrow because of course you were going to leave and of course you were lying. What do I have that is so special? Nothing, I got nothing. And now you’re gone, gone for good and I’m left here not knowing what the fuck to do. Not knowing where to place all this love and not knowing how to smile on my own. You carried me through so much and dropped me like I was nothing, like everything we went through was all just a dream, and I guess now I’m living a fucking nightmare
—  I’m missing you