they might as well have sat next to each other

Lay me down (Dean x Reader)

•For the song anon! Only 2 more to do!•

Yes, I do, I believe That one day I will be Where I was right there Right next to you

Four days. That’s how long Dean and you have gone without seeing or speaking to each other. Well, that might be because you took your 2000 Ford Taurus out of the bunker garage packed a duffel and left. You were surprised how you made it to this motel without crashing considering you’d been balling the whole way there.
“JUST LEAVE, (Y/N)!” His voice fuming those words was still repeating in your head. That’s what you did. You left. You sat up in the motel bed and sighed.
“I need to get my mind off of this.” You grabbed the room key off the nightstand and walked out of the room. The motel had about an acre of land beside it with a gazebo and a few picnic tables. The cool night air felt nice against your skin as you made your way over to it. You jumped the two steps and took a seat, looking up into the clear sky. It was around 10 so the night was in full swing. Every star showed itself in the dark navy blue sky. A smile tugged at your lips.

The moon and the stars Are nothing without you

You used to sit outside the bunker and watch the stars with Dean on occasion. Tears began to form in your eyes. You laughed. You tried to forget Dean by coming out here, but here you were reminded of more memories. Truthfully now that you thought about it. None of your memories didn’t have Dean involved in some way. Before Dean and Sam you’d been all alone and just trying to get by. But with them…you were living. Tears rolled along your jawline as you continued to look up to the moon and stars.

Told me not to cry when you were gone But the feeling’s overwhelming, it’s much too strong

You stood and wiped your face with your shirt sleeve before heading back to your room grabbing your things and getting into your Taurus. Your tires squealed as you ripped out of there and towards the bunker. You pulled up slowly. You’d begun to have second thoughts. What if Dean REALLY had wanted you to leave? Forever? You were about to reverse out of there when the bunkers door opened. You put the car in park and opened the door stepping out. Dean stared at you for a second before running over to you.
“Good lord, (y/n), don’t ever leave me again!” He wrapped his arms around you and buried his face in your neck. You ran a hand through his hair and your voice shook.
“I d-don’t want to…”

Can I lay by your side? Next to you, you And make sure you’re alright I’ll take care of you I don’t want to be here if I can’t be with you tonight

Originally posted by frozen-delight