they killed him a year ago

For the people that think I overshare on my blog, ill tell you a little secret.
In real life, noone knows that Josh has cheated on me. Noone knows how he treats me. Everyone thinks we are a perfect happy couple. Everyone thinks im happy…

If I didnt have this blog to release my emotions and experiences on too, I would literally go insane… I would be even more alone. If I didnt have the support from so many nice people (even though its virtual), I would probably kill myself. I would be so aline in all my thoughts. Noone in my life knows what Im going through… Noone knows any bad thing that has ever happened to me, because I hate people feeling sorry for me.
Im so ashamed that I have put up with being treated this way for so long. I should have left him the night we moved in together 5 years ago, when i found out for the first time he was cheating on me, after only being together for 6 months.
I am so ashamed and embarassed that I let this man walk all over me from the very start, that I hid myself and everything else in shame.

This blog has saved me.
You guys have saved me.

anonymous asked:

hey i was wondering if you could pray for me? i don't have a lot of religious friends and so no one really prays for me.. there is lot going on in my life.. my boyfriend and i broke up a year ago, but see each other almost every day and it still hurts that i will always love him more than he loves me ; one of my best friends killed himself and i miss him; my father is potentially cheating on my mother with other women and it's tearing our family apart. please friend, speak to god about me

Hi friend,

Sending up so many prayers for you. I’m so sorry. Lean into Him. Trust Him. Know that He loves you. Know that I love you. 

“He heals the brokenhearted
   and binds up their wounds.” - Psalm 147:3


All my love,

S. 

jostello  asked:

Haha I used to live in Florida two years ago and I constantly was at the Kylo m&g but every time I brought my mother she scolded him for killing Han. Also I have a video where she does it again but hands her phone to the cast members to stand next to my sister and me and then he just gets really close to my mom to intimidate her and she looks so tense lmao. But then she says "she [me] thinks you're gonna be my son and law. I say no way no how" and then he fucking shakes his fist at her.

LMAO omgggg that’s so great, I really wanna yell “ben” at him but I’m too shy lol

DeanCas Coda to 12.05

So, uh, guess what, Sunshine?”

Castiel smiles at Dean’s enthusiasm, grinning at the tinny voice in his ear. Resettling on the lumpy motel bed, he crosses his socked feet at the ankles and tugs on his tie. “What?”

I killed Hitler.”

Unconsciously, Cas’s head tilts to the side. “You… killed Hitler.”

Yep,” Dean replies. The angel can practically see his hunter’s chest puff up with pride as he struggles to contain his glee. “I killed motherfucking Adolf Hitler. I punched him, and then I killed him. I killed Hitler.”

A frown. “Dean… not that I doubt your skill or prowess, but—Hitler killed himself years ago. He’s already dead.”

No. No he’s not. Because the thule put him in a fancy-ass nazi pocketwatch and brought him back—and then I ganked him. Cas, your boyfriend—huh?” 

There’s some shuffling on the line, and Cas can hear Sam and Dean speaking and then bickering before the former’s voice filters through the speaker: “Hey, Cas.”

Sam Winchester sounds incredibly unenthused.

“Sam,” the angel replies. “Is everything… alright?”

Oh yeah. I mean, other than the fact that Dean won’t shut up about—fine, yeah! Fucking—jesus, Dean, stop! I’m telling him, alright! Fuck—” A heaving sigh. “Cas, Dean killed Hitler. I saw him do it—Stop it! There. Are you happy now?!?”

The phone changes hands again and Dean is smiling through the receiver. “So,” he grins.

“So.” Cas can’t stop himself from huffing a laugh. “This world owes you a great debt of gratitude, Mr. Winchester. On behalf of all of us, I thank you.”

Well y’know,” the hunter says, overly casual. “Just doin’ my duty.”

“You must have been very brave.”

Dean’s voice pitches low. Cas’s smile widens. “Oh, I was, Sunshine. The bravest. You’ve never seen, um… uh. Yeah.” He clears his throat. “Real brave.”

“Bravery should be rewarded,” Castiel murmurs.

Fuck.”

“That was more or less my thinking, yes.”

“…I miss you,” Dean says, suddenly sounding vulnerable. “Is it really dumb that I just wanna kiss you right now?”

“I don’t think so,” Castiel replies. His voice is soft and his heart is warm. “I want to kiss you, too.”

In your text, you said you’ll be done tomorrow?”

“Tomorrow,” Cas confirms. “I’ll probably be back by about eleven.”

I think I can handle that,” Dean hums. “FYI: the first thing I’m expecting when you get out of that POS pickup truck is a congratulatory kiss.”

“Because you killed Hitler,” Castiel teases.

He’s certain Dean nods.

Because I killed friggin’ Hitler.”

the heir - pt.1

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Description : It has been eight years, long enough for you to forget about him. But seeing your son everyday, who is almost a duplication of him, always brings back the painful memories of how the only one you had ever loved had died eight years ago. Killed by the police for being a criminal who had broken into a bank and kidnapped a hostage.  

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  • Maul: Now that I know where Obi-Wan Kenobi is I shall kill him and finally have my revenge! MUHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA!
  • Darth Vader: *steps out from the shadows* Excuse yourself, if anyone is killing Obi-Wan, it's going to be me. I called dibs 17 years ago.
  • Maul: He cut off my legs 30 years ago!
  • Darth Vader: But did you call dibs?
  • Maul: No...
  • Darth Vader: Then get in line.
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Okay, you see this? These are jacket cover/inside cover of a book called “The Beast Within” written by Serena Valentino, who wrote other Disney books that are so amazing. I purchased her first Disney book in the Germany Pavilion in Epcot a few years ago and have bought every other book of hers since. But lemme tell you why this one is my favorite:

Not only is “Beauty and the Beast” one of my favorite films of all time, but the Beast is one of my favorite characters in any film. And this book makes him seem so much more understandable. It’s written in his perspective and there’s literally a scene where he’s so close to being an actual monster that he goes out to kill Belle after she runs away from him.

Did you hear me?

HE GOES TO KILL BELLE.

Of course, he fights the wolves that attack her because in his mind, he’s like “wait I can redeem my human status still” while the beast side is literally chanting “RIP THE FLESH OPEN AND SPILL HER BLOOD EVERYWHERE ALL OVER THE SNOW COVERED GROUND”.

Let me tell you, this book is so good. And it gives more backstory to Gaston (who is, as you guessed, one of my favorite Disney villains).

If you enjoyed the 2017 version of “Beauty and the Beast”, you’ll enjoy this book. It’s different than the film, but just as good, in my opinion.

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I look into those blue eyes that no amount of dramatic makeup can make truly deadly and remember how, just a year ago, I was prepared to kill him. Convinced he was trying to kill me. Now everything is reversed. I’m determined to keep him alive, knowing the cost will be my own life, but the part of me that is not so brave as I could wish is glad that it’s Peeta, not Haymitch, beside me. Our hands find each other without further discussion. Of course we will go into this as one. 
 ya lit meme 5/8 OTPs Katniss Everdeen and Peeta Mellark (the Hunger Games trilogy by Suzanne Collins)

We should ALL start using #johnwatsonlives on twitter because Sherlock got his own after Reichenbach five years ago, but this time it’s John who needs it. The BBC thinks it’s making history? WE are making history. They’re following in Doyle’s footsteps by killing off their characters in The Final Problem? WE are following in the fandom’s footsteps by demanding they be brought back.

John Watson said on his blog “#sherlocklives means #johnwatsonlives” – isn’t it about time we finish the message for him?

Let’s make Victorian fandom proud.

#johnwatsonlives

a song someone sings | on ao3 | story by weatheredlaw, art by @whothebuckisfucky/ @whothebuckdraws

Summary: Years ago, all but one of the de Rolo family were killed, leaving behind their youngest, Cassandra. Years later, she offers a reward for the return of her brother, Percival. When Vex'ahlia finds a young man in the market bearing a striking resemblance to the lost son of Whitestone, she ropes him into her scheme. But Percy’s memory may prove stronger than it seems, and Vex might get a lot more than she bargained for.

Quick Rogue One headcanon:

Bodhi Rook has met Darth Vader. Not only that, but he’s been threatened and/or almost killed by Darth Vader. You can see when Saw inhales through his mask that Bodhi starts to panic. His eyes widen, his pupils dilate, and you can see him mentally preparing himself for pain. And the sound is so reminiscent of Vader’s breathing apparatus that it can’t be a coincidence.

Maybe it was years ago, when he was young and clumsy and not nearly so good at fading into the background, and there had been an inspection. Bodhi was so nervous that he dropped something by accident and the whole engineering deck held its breath as the last of the Sith and their most feared general stepped forward. Maybe Vader got close enough that Bodhi could see himself reflected in the glossy black helmet, hear the mechanical breathing that sounded like something straight out of a nightmare. Maybe it was enough that Vader gave him a scare and was on his way.

But I think something different happened. The movie doesn’t explain why sweet, nervous Bodhi was so devoted to Galen. I mean, sure, he gave him hope for the future, but save for a few hardheaded rebels, hope isn’t enough when you’re in the belly of the beast and stare death in the face day in and day out. 

I think that Bodhi made some mistake, or maybe Darth Vader was feeling particularly murderous that day, it doesn’t matter. But Bodhi got stuck in the crosshairs and before he can so much as beg for his life, the air is squeezed from his lungs and he’s three feet off the ground. He thinks that this is the end before a science officer steps up and insists that Bodhi is essential. He’s their best cargo pilot, best mechanic. He’s irreplaceable. 

Bodhi is released, his life is spared, and when he can finally see again he’s looking into the solemn face of one Galen Erso. And so, Bodhi’s loyalty is won, earned alongside a lifelong fear of Darth Vader. 

im still mad that people somehow interpret percy using bob as somehow….a sign of dark percy, or of his cunning and manipulation 

bob is a dude who tried to kill him and percy is a desperate kid stuck in literal hell with his girlfriend trying to survive the next ten ten minutes. what is he supposed to do, go ‘hi yes bob your real name is iapetus and you and your people were straight up trying to wipe us out four books ago wanna be bros?’

eta: AND THE CONVINCING OF BOB THAT THEY WERE FRIENDS IN THE FIRST PLACE WAS IN LIEU OF KILLING HIM BECAUSE HE’D JUST LOST HIS MEMORY

What happened after Vader made that pun:
  • Vader: Be careful not to choke on your aspirations, Director. *stops Force choking Krennic, storms out, and immediately turns to Force Ghost!Ahsoka* Come on, up top. *Holds his hand up for high-five*
  • Force Ghost!Ahsoka: *Looks at him unimpressed*
  • Vader: Come on, you know that was a good one. You made the same one at Bonteri years ago.
  • Ahsoka: ... *sighs and high-fives him*
  • Vader: That's my apprentice!
  • Ahsoka: You still killed me.
  • Vader: I've killed everyone, especially the people I love. Don't take it so personally.

me a year ago: I can’t believe someone would make a recommended viewing order for SU that cuts out a bunch of “filler episodes”; even the more lowkey episodes have something conducive to the plot!

me now: they seriously followed up the episode where Steven learns his mother killed other gems with a roadrunner parody, the episode that reveals that Steven’s trauma is eating him up inside with one where he pretends to be a psychic robot, and left bismuth bubbled for months while Steven has dinner with his racist uncle??

An spiritual journey

After many sessions trying to get this one asshole villain that had killed the fighter’s family in his backstory, we finally captured him and decided to give the fighter his shot at revenge.

Bad Guy: “Do it, finish what you started.”

Fighter: “You know, over the course of the past few days, I went on an spiritual journey during this chase. I learned a lot about myself and even though you killed my family 10 years ago, I think I am ready to forgive you and show mercy.”

BG: “Really?”

F: “No.” And then proceeds to dismember the asshole.

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“jean will help you if you help him.”

jean was privy to the ugly truth about the moriyamas, as he’d been sold to tetsuji years ago to settle a debt with the head of the family. jean hated his lot in life, but he was past the point where he could even think of fighting back. 

he wasn’t a rebel; he was a survivor.
he did whatever it took to get through the day.

the addams family sentence starters.

❛  Is this made from real lemons?   ❛
❛  You were like some desperate, howling demon. You frightened me. Do it again!  ❛
❛  I’m a homicidal maniac, they look just like everyone else.  ❛
❛  Are they dead?  ❛
❛  I’m going to electrocute him.  ❛
❛  But, Mother…  ❛
❛  I would die for her. I would kill for her. Either way, what bliss.  ❛
❛  When we first met years ago, it was an evening much like this. Magic in the air.   ❛
❛  You were so beautiful. Pale and mysterious.  ❛
❛  Don’t torture yourself, [ name ] . That’s my job.  ❛
❛  The human spirit, it is a hard thing to kill.  ❛
❛  To live without you, only that would be torture.  ❛
❛  I’ve smoked since I was five. Mother insisted.  ❛
❛  why I could just… eat you alive!  ❛
❛ This is all so humiliating. Why did I marry you?  ❛
❛  I’m beginning to think my brother truly is lost.  ❛
❛  Don’t be a baby. I know what I’m doing.  ❛
❛ So it can kill you.  ❛
❛  Haven’t you ever slaughtered anyone?  ❛
❛  I’ll never listen to you, never, ever again!  ❛
❛  You never really loved me!  ❛
❛  I’m blinded by such beauty.  ❛
❛ How can I compete? You’re twice the woman I am.  ❛

the values.

They had sex.  ❛
❛  Do you think that maybe someday you might want to get married and have kids?  ❛
❛ You have gone too far.  ❛
❛  You have destroyed his spirit, you have taken him from us. All that I could forgive. But… pastels?  ❛
❛ You have enslaved him  ❛
❛  He has my father’s eyes.  ❛
❛  Why are you dressed like that?  ❛
❛  We’re contagious  ❛
❛  It’s just, I wish I had more time to seek out the dark forces and join their hellish crusade.  ❛
❛  Be afraid. Be very afraid.  ❛
❛  So I-I killed. So I maimed. So I destroyed one innocent life after another.  ❛
❛  Don’t I deserve love and jewelry?  ❛
❛  You sent us to camp. They made us sing.  ❛
❛ None of you really believe in me, so I’ll have to prove my power.  ❛
❛ Would you die for me?  ❛
❛  Well, you have a black dress.  ❛
❛  I’m saying I want you dead and I want your money.  ❛
❛  Gimme a kiss.  ❛
❛ Gimme a twenty.  ❛
❛  Does he always do that with women he likes?  ❛
❛  Marvelous news. I’m going to have a baby. Right now.  ❛
❛  I love you dearly, but I can never see you again. ❛

the heir – pt. 2

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Word Count :  4,112

Description : It has been eight years, long enough for you to forget about him. But seeing your son everyday, who is almost a duplication of him, always brings back the painful memories of how the only one you had ever loved had died eight years ago. Killed by the police for being a criminal who had broken into a bank and kidnapped a hostage.  

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