they just give me a lot feels

“….you just disappear!”

Jesus this is heavy.

He does have a point though. Like, I understand that Rose probably felt incredibly guilty and bad, she didn’t trust herself to change like Pearl and Garnet had done, she didn’t expect herself to follow the path she had allowed other gems to take.

So she decided to disappear, to kill herself.

Remember that she could’ve had a fully human offspring and not die if she wanted to, but she decided to give Steven her gem.

She chose this, and for better or for worse, despite her good intentions and desires, she hurt a lot of people.

This kinda reminds me of that part in AT:LA where a big theme of it is how guilty Aang feels that he basically disappeared for such a long time, and how many people are angry at him for that.

Difference is, he didn’t have a choice in it.

Holy shit this shot.

It’s beautiful and haunting and help this episode just got fucking intense.

Steven just said exactly what I said.

Rose may not have intended to hurt anyone, but she inevitably did. Sure, she couldn’t have known that Homeworld would come back so soon, but the possibility WAS there. Pearl, Amethyst and Garnet, none of them had the experience or maturity to accept what happened and raise Steven without any bumps in the road.

And just…. everything Steven’s suffered, all because of Rose’s choices. She was an incredibly kind person, but she lacked perspective.

That’s another thing. Was Rose so ashamed that she tried to hide from all she did? Was that really one of the main reasons she created Steven?

It’s impossible to know for sure, but….

Lucifer Playlist

Originally posted by noeli94

Hey fellow Lucifans! This hiatus is like a drop-kick to my feels, so I made a Deckerstar playlist to help fill the void! I organised it by character pov and tried to follow the show’s timeline of events, because yes, I am that bored, and my music enthusiasm and anal retentiveness knows no bounds. I have plenty of other songs and for other characters too, if anyone would like me to make another playlist just give me the nod! Enjoy!

You Blew Me Off - Bare Jr. (L)

She Got the Devil - Danny Farrant and Paul Rawson ©

Who Are You, Really - Mikky Ekko ©

Strange and Beautiful - Aqualung (L)

Can’t Pretend - Tom Odell (L)

Monster - Imagine Dragons (L)

I’ll Be Good - Jaymes Young (L)

The Devil’s Dancefloor - Flogging Molly (L)

Down Low - Alex Winston ©

Explosions - Ellie Goulding ©

Eve, the Apple of My Eye - Bell X1 (Both)

I Found - Amber Run (Both)

Love Is Blindness (U2 Cover) - Jack White (L)

Someone To Die For - Jimmy Gnecco (L)

Skin - Rag ‘N’ Bone Man ©

All I Want - Kodaline ©

Blood On My Name - The Brothers Bright (L)

Sorry for the late post, Reshiram was just busy picking flowers for the ball! When they heard it was going to be flower themed they got really excited because they love flowers ^^ If you want me to draw Reshi giving your character a flower, feel free to send an ask~

Hi Friends,

So I’m in a sappy mood tonight, but I just wanted to thank you guys for reading my writing and hanging around for so long.. I’m generally not the type of person who sticks with things, I tend to be very critical of myself and give up a lot of the time, but running this blog has made me feel more and more passionate about writing every single day, because of the words of encouragement i get from all of you. Writing as often as I have been has made me so much more articulate in my thoughts and my ability to voice them, following through on this blog has made me feel empowered and strong, and receiving so many kind words from you all has made me feel confident in my self and my worth as a person. I can’t thank you guys enough for just being there to support me, but I wanted to try.

i luv u all 💕-tay xx.

anonymous asked:

There's this guy I spent over a year liking. He was the first person I've ever had a crush on and recently he told me liked this girl. Obviously I helped him and they might start dating soon. My entire window to tell him I like him is closed. I have clinical depression so obviously this is hitting me incredibly hard, I don't know what to do or how to feel. All of my friends say it's stupid how bad I've been feeling, and that's been bringing me down even harder. What advice could you give?

It’s completely reasonable that you’re feeling bad. That would upset anyone, and your depression makes it all the more difficult for you.

I suggest letting yourself mourn the lost opportunity. You’ve liked him for a long time, spent a lot of effort on him. It’s perfectly acceptable to just, process that loss. 

I suggest affirming to yourself that you are wonderful, and that while you didn’t end up with this guy that you’ll find someone again. Remind yourself that you deserve to have a good relationship and you will, and even if it takes a while you’ll be okay.

-Lou the Lobster

Ok so while I was watching the episode these were my basic emotions
I mean Steven basically got to bond, play catch and a game with his mom like a “normal kid”
Then Rebecca Sugar gave me the feels by basically making Steven explain to Rose how he felt as if he’s just there for her to get away from all the things she’s had to do, this gave us an inside to how Steven feels about himself. Thankfully this was cleared up a bit at the end of the episode.
(This show gives me a lot of emotions)

anonymous asked:

Ok so, I'm practically addicted to your blog and I heave read every single fanfic you posted so far so... any recommendations? (Also nsfw headcanon JD moans like a female pornstar)

OMFG HE DOES (they both do if that sexual belting at the end of DGW are any indication)

I made a list of NSFW fic recs here

Also literally everything by Heather_in_hell is amazing like their writing gives me life

also this one holy fuck

a marked up copy of moby dick is a bunch of cute short stories


this is literally just short and cute and pure

pep rally from hell is dark and kinda sad but also really good and a spot on portrayal of jd’s feelings after veronica faked her suicide

there’s lots more but these are my faves


Hi everyone! I’m Mika, you all know me. I just wanted to say a couple things to everyone.
First of all, i wanted to say this since yesterday so I’ll do it now. We all read your comments on mangafox and we feel happy that people support us. I actually felt really touched when Caramel and Serya showed me the comments (they had to show me because i don’t have an account there). So, i wanted to say thank you to all the people who support us in this. Really, thank you, it means a lot to us.

The other thing is: readers keep sending us ask trying to help us or just giving us thanks for working in this manga for so long (thank you for that too).
We also got some asks saying that we should look for ways to stop these people from entering the forum. Some people say that we should do it so we can continue with the scanlation, others don’t.

The thing is, and Caramel already said it, our forum has almost 4000 accounts and a lot of people log in and out every day. Even if we are 4 people in this team it’s impossible for us to look at who logs in and what they’re doing and even if we do, there is no way to know if someone is reading the chapters or actually doing something to repost them.

We already tried everything to stop people from reposting, we thought that we could do that by using the flipbooks but apparently it couldn’t stop them. That was our last resource.

We knew that some people had problems reading from the flipbooks and only recently (and thanks to Mitha) we found another way of posting the chapters (chapters 28 to 30, remember?). We were planning to take out the flipbooks and post all the chapters again using those new codes but this happened.

The point is, even if we are the administrators of the forum and have access to a lot of things that normal users don’t, we don’t have super powers. There is no way we can know who is honest and who isn’t. We didn’t find any new way of stopping them from reposting because we already tried everything.

I’m posting this here now because Caramel is (and i quote) “really happy playing Elsword right now” (i would like to be too but I’m working now, so rip me) and remember, all our personal accounts are public so everyone can go and read everything we say and we don’t mind that at all. Actually, my twitter account is private because i had a personal issue but it was public not so long ago as well.

Thanks for all the support, everyone. It means a lot to us. Sadly we don’t have any other solution than stopping the project at this point. And even if we had, we won’t keep doing it. Those guys on mangafox ruined everything we did and the damage is already done.

I have nothing left to say so, have a good day!

- Mika

anonymous asked:

I can't stop thinking about my ex. We broke up a while ago, but we still talk a lot. I think the time is right to try it again, but we're both really shy and she recently said she was scared of hurting me again. What do you think is the best way of asking her to be my girlfriend again? Thank you x

I think you should just have a conversation with her and tell her about how you still have feelings for her and that you would like to give yours and hers relationship another go. That’s the most simple way to do it I think. I hope this helps a bit :)

Just give me a chance


I don’t really like Lance sad but sometimes life puts you down but what’s amazing is what happens afterwards, after you overcome it. You’re ready to take over the world, you’re not the same person you were before, you became stronger than ever. Sometimes you just have to be pushed to your limits for you to grow and learn. Lance will overcome this and when he does, he will slay you all

"i fell in love with a girl" mixtape

1. helplessly // tatiana manaois

“i’m not a coffee drinker, but i lost sleep just thinking of you. so pour me a cup, i need to wake up, i need love - now give it to me.”

2. red // miki ratsula

“a tilt in her head and parted lips, all sense of time vanishes. the engine stands still, my heart does not. fingers intertwined, her skin is soft.”

3. drove me wild // tegan and sara

“when i envision you, i think of your sheets tangled up beneath me, your body inching closer to the edge.”

4. one bad night // hayley kiyoko

“when it feels this good, don’t let go. you make me feel like i wanna be bad.”

5. oceans // lauren sanderson

“every time i see her smile, i feel that time is passing me.”

6. drive // halsey

“your laugh echoes down the highway, carves into my hollow chest, spreads over the emptiness. it’s bliss.”

total track time: 23 minutes

there’s something about the style of DAO that i love

it’s just so… it’s very drab.  all rogue armor looks exactly the same.  like, helmet upgrade?  yep it’s the same thing but in a slightly different tint.  mages get those ridiculous hats and the dingy robes.  grey wardens don’t have that flashy blue and silver armor yet they just wear whatever the hell drops off of darkspawn.  ferelden is brown and muddy.  as it should be.  denerim is the crown jewel of the country but it’s just dogs barking and dirt and flies.

when your warden suddenly decides that they’re no longer an archer or mage and grabs a random ass sword to shove through the archdemon’s skull, they’ve marched their way up and down this maker-forsaken land and they’ve got mud and dog shit all over their boots and no part of this journey was even remotely glamorous, because it was about spending days in the deep roads, covered in blood and bile and ichor, so of course you’re gonna make your final blow look at least vaguely fancy, because you deserve that much

and i just.  i love it.

I don’t think people understand that some trans men are not feminine. And not because we’re pushed not to be, but because certain things give us dysphoria.

I am a fairly feminine trans man, but certain things make me uncomfortable. Many people on tumblr seem to coddle us and elevate our femininity, when it’s not something some of us want to highlight.

When you draw art or reblog pictures of trans men, ask yourself why you tend to always call them “soft” and “small”. Ask yourself why you try to elevate the femininity in the trans man, when a lot of us aren’t comfortable with that.

(edit: please don’t reblog if transmed/gender critical, please)

i feel like a lot of us rly Needed just hold on in our lives rn


how to be a very cute little duckling as performed by kim namjoon

just once i want someone to fight for me, to think “oh shit i could really lose her”, but it seems like i’m always doing the fighting. i guess that’s my problem, people think i’m always gonna be there because when they leave i don’t shut the door on their way out. i feel myself being pushed to the point of just not giving a shit and that says a lot because even though i’m fucked up, my heart’s big

Message from Rebs 💛

Hello everyone! I just wanted to reiterate that I am Okay. I didn’t really delete because of the pressure or hate or anything, it was just that I felt like I was making things worse by being around only to be negative when I feel like people followed me to find some positivity to start with. For that reason, I’m really sorry that me leaving has upset people, I didn’t really realize it would, I kind of felt like everyone would be relieved to not have to see that side of me anymore and could just remember the happy stuff I had done in the past.

All of that said I definitely do feel relieved to not have so many eyes on me right now. This is allowing me to feel a lot more removed from the situation, so I think my channel is safe from being deleted for now because I can kind of pretend if it’s not there. If I change my mind on that I will try to give people some notice. I already saw that @artfulkindoforder​ is working on archiving them which I really appreciate.

Thank you for the support you’ve given me over the last few years and everything you’ve done for me. Please know that I am okay and I really want you all to be happy and have a good time here, and I hope that in the future we all get to see the kind of positive, landmark representation we were looking forward to. I wish you all the best!


PS: please don’t pester Liddy about where I am or messages for me, xe very kindly agreed to post this for me but xe is not my delivery person <3

  • Baby: *whining* Daaaddyy
  • Daddy: Yes, baby?
  • Baby: I gots the sniffles and my tummy don't feel good.
  • Daddy: Aww my poor princess feels icky. Well baby girl, you're just gonna have to lay down and get a lot of rest. I want my baby to feel better. Cuddle all your stuffies since I can't be here all day and pop that binky in your little mouth so you can go to sleep. Remember to take your medicine and try to get something to eat. Don't push yourself too much and feel better for me, okay? I'll be back later to give you all the cuddles and kissies in the world.
  • Baby: But daddy then you'll get icky!
  • Daddy: Shh, daddy is gonna take care of you and if I get icky then that's even more reason to just cuddle with you all day. Got it?
  • Baby: Okay daddy. I love you.
  • Daddy: I love you too, baby girl.

Give me Jason being the only Bat who can get why Steph sticks out from the family.

Give me Jason caring for an injured Steph and Steph not knowing whether it was an act or really the guy beneath the Hood.

Give me Steph questioning Bruce, Dick, Babs, and Tim about whether Jason is really ‘evil’ or just a lot more brutal than Bruce wants.

Give me Steph tearing into Bruce for turning Jason into some tale used to scare the Robins into obedience instead of acknowledging his accomplishments.

Give me Steph who sneaks into Jay’s safe house to get to know the other street rat in the Bats.

Give me Steph confiding in Jason that she feels like a bad mom for putting her baby up for adoption.

Give me Jay telling Steph that she did the right thing and that she’s stronger than she thinks.

Give me Jason cooking a stack of waffles to cheer up a depressed Steph.

Give me Steph sneaking Cass over to meet the man that’s supposed to be an evil murderer.

Give me Cass observing Jason on patrols and seeing him interact with street kids and the working women and not understanding why the family calls him evil.

Give me Cass confessing to Alfred that she and Steph have been spending more and more time with Jason and are starting to think of him as a Big Brother.

Give me Alfred telling Cass that Jason was always meant to be an older brother and that he was so happy Jay was finally getting to show it.

Give me Cass and Steph sneaking in Jason’s window and hearing him screaming himself awake from a nightmare and rushing into his room to see him sobbing because he dreamt of that damn crowbar again.

Give me Cass and Steph calming Jay down and curling up around him telling him they’d protect him and staying up to watch over him all night and seeing how scarred his body is and the autopsy scar.

Give me Cass getting angry when Bruce pulls her aside and tells her not to see Jason anymore.

Give me Cass defending Jason in a loud voice in front of everyone and going to his home.

Give me Jason being the Big Brother he’s meant to be to his sisters Cassandra and Stephanie.