they give me all the feelings

The 1.8 script

So if the 1.8 script that was leaked last week was actually filmed & then edited to not be so romantic.(And they always are ahead in their writing of the next episodes before they film) in theory ep 1.11 could’ve been written which gives me all kinds of feelings. in 1.11 Raven leads Bellamy to believe that Clarke & Finn ran off together :

Originally posted by murphyslaw100

 two episodes before in the cut scene he asked her to runaway with him & she said no & talked him out of it. IT EXPLAINS HIS ANGER when he delivers the line “ You’re mistaking me for somebody who cares” for that brief amount of time he believes that Clarke Griffin decided he wasn’t worth running away with but Finn was. 


it explains why he looks so relieved to see her in 1.12 & in 1.13 when she yells at Finn for suggesting Bellamy can stay if he wants. & she says “no he Can’t” to which Bellamy replies “what do you want me to say Clarke?” “I want you to say you’re with us”

 and that is all Bellamy needs to hear. just being co-leaders with her is like the most important thing to him. he thought she had left him to fight for the kids alone. which just makes the end of 2.16 even more tragic, when she did leave him alone & ran away after he begged her with the same lines she used under the tree (add in the cut lines about running away together and it’s doubly tragic) I JUST HAVE A LOT OF FEELINGS ABOUT THE LEAKED SCRIPT & HOW THAT CONVO WOULD’VE MADE EVERYTHING SO MUCH MORE TRAGIC ABOUT CLARKE LEAVING BELLAMY.

@forgivenessishardforus @rosymamacita  @bellamyblakesprotectionsquad2k17

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you act like such a lonely man, but look at you. you’ve got the biggest family on earth. [x]

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This isn’t Cow Chop related at all, but today I found out Gabe The Dog passed away.

Many months ago when my brother showed me “remix videos” I thought they were annoying at first but then I slowly grew into loving them. Those videos always made me happy no matter how I was feeling, sometimes I would even watch them when I’m feeling down.

All I can say is thank you to his owner for giving me joy, I will miss you gabe, rest in peace sweet pupper. 😞💔

my dad always told me that anyone who does the same thing and expects a different result is insane.
I guess I’ve been crazy all my life lol but on a more serious note, I got some news today that kinda put a dagger my spirit… had me feeling sullen and dejected.
But earlier this week, I made it to church and the message was “a stress free adventure”- to not be so stressed out that you feel you can’t move forward.
As I received this upsetting news, I felt stuck. Like, this was the end. Then I remembered the words that were spoken to me this week. There is no need in being anxious or over burdened when I have a God that will supply… all I have to do is submit and allow my mind to be changed. For my perception to be distorted.
With that being said, I decided to sit down and come up with a personal formula for success.
Ima give it a try and see if it puts me where I want to be. If not, it’s back to the drawing board I go.
I’ve never done this before, but I’m ready to see positive change in my life.

With faith and will, we’ll see how this goes.
-B♥️

BTS react to you wanting sex early

A/N: sorry if this is rather late but this is my first smutty request so i hope you enjoy~ 

Please feel free to send me any more requests as I am trying to reply to most as soon as i can!


Jungkook

Originally posted by mrspreadinglegsjungkook

At first, he would slightly be taken aback by your sudden confession but that surprised look will quickly fade into Jungkook’s signature cocky look and he’d do all he could to try to turn you on as much as possible… his voice becoming deeper, lip biting, staring at you daringly until he knew he had successfully turned you on.

“Are you really up for it?”


Taehyung

Originally posted by myjaebutt

Taehyung would give you a little square smile and nod his head “okay” before going back to whatever he was doing. From time to time, Taehyung would give you a knowing look and teasingly wink at you as a way to make fun of (as well as) initiating sex with you.

“I’m only ready when you are”


Jimin

Originally posted by amsimaria

Jimin would be rather confused at first, he would ask again to make sure that you were completely serious so that you wouldn’t regret it when you both end up having sex. He would be so sweet and caring about your feelings but having sex with Jimin, on the other hand, is a completely different story.

“What made you change your mind so soon? do i look that good?” He would tease playfully.


Namjoon

Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin

my textposts make me look like a namjoon bias and stan

His mood and aura would immediately change as soon as you had mentioned it to him, he would stop whatever he was doing and just look you dead in the eyes with lust in his. Namjoon would probably inch closer to you, trying to either intimidate or turn you on, maybe even both, initiating this was his way of challenging you to repeat the words you had said to him.

“Are you sure you’re ready baby girl?”


Hoseok

Originally posted by hoseokxx

Hoseok would most likely react awkwardly to this at first, not knowing how to react to your sudden confession but of course he would make sure that you were genuine about what you had said before initiating anything beyond making out. He would be very caring and careful when you both had sex, making sure that your needs were fulfilled before his. 

“Wow, so sudden…”


Yoongi

Originally posted by yoongight

Believe it or not, Min Yoongi would most likely be flustered when it came to the topic of sex (though, he’s completely different when actually doing it…) after you had told him this, he would simply give you a simple nod but smile at himself when you weren’t looking as an dirty scene unfolded in his head. He’ll remind himself to apply his imagination into reality for the next time.


Seokjin

Originally posted by jhopefluxo

At first, Seokjin wouldn’t have realised that you were being serious and teased you with an equally flirtatious reply, but when he saw that you were genuine about it, he would most likely take it seriously and tell you to wait patiently for the right mood and moment.

“I knew you couldn’t resist this face for too long”


                                                   -bangtan angels-

I Never Thought I'd Say This

I feel I’m losing my support here a bit, and it’s affecting me. I’m not entirely sure why. At this time in my life, with all the doleful sentiments I’ve been experiencing, it’s really poor timing for me to feel this way.

I hesitate to go into too many specifics or lament, so, I’ll just say, since I’ve gotten close to Chris, my followers have slowly decreased, and the hearts on posts have decreased. It’s unsettling. It was never about hearts but this trend says something. When I was weepy, heartbroken, et cetera, I had less confidence in my writing and you guys actually read me quite a lot more than you do now. It’s hard not to take that personally. It’s difficult to look at my followers and see that I’m losing people daily. And I find it disconcerting the amount of males that have conveniently dropped off over the last few months. I was oblivious to the undercurrent. I honestly thought we were some kind of adults.

For a year this blog was cathartic. Therapeutic. Now, it’s a source of contention; anxiety each day that I see yet another person leave for some bullshit reason. I don’t know what they want or expect from me, but I did my best here. I try to do my best at everything. So, with having said that, I’m going to take a break from Tumblr.

To those of you that have been supporting me and being my friend, it is not lost on me. I’m truly ambivalent. You are the reason this blog still exists. Thank you. A thousand times thank you.

To quote my guy: “You’re an artist and you need a supportive, well-versed, non-biased, audience who can appreciate and help your creativity blossom whether you’re happy, sad, angry, whatever emotion you want to express. Not some jealousy riddled, singles club who only love you when you’re down.”

I just wanted to express myself. I just wanted to write, like everyone else.

I guess, I’ll be back.


Update: please do not comment on this post if it is negative. I have just blocked two people, conveniently both males whom attempted to devalue my opinions and tell me, basically, that my feelings aren’t valid because it’s art. *sigh* This is exactly what I’m talking about.

I’ve got sumthin to say!
I’ve ben waiting for tha right time to do this and now with the ‘Tallica Club Mag I can do it proper like.
I wish to thank all of you who showed your support when I was burned in Montreal. From the calls to management, giant cards signed by the local Tallifreaks, posters, banners, flowery little notes, cases of beerz, vidios of our insane friendz in action, they all hepped me up!!
Even though I wasn’t gonna get beat by it (well, my arm’s already ben broke twice & has plates and screws in it, now burnt?) it’s great to feel people give a shit about ya
So thanx again! You know who you are (now so do we)
Cheerz
Jaymz

If I could’ve told the 20-year-old version of me to appreciate my body at the time… You always zero in on something, everyone has insecurities … You’ll end up realising that it was so tiny and stupid and insignificant, and you’ll end up loving it. In fact, my insecurities are now my quirks, and I love all those things more. The flaws are what make you beautiful, in my opinion.

anonymous asked:

While I drown in my own phlegm, I'm thinking about post Lucky Penny Steter. You know, where Peter performs all kinds of beautiful fatherly acts. Tucking Stiles in at night. Teaching him how to skin things with his new claws. Letting him have the best, most tender bits. Dropping him off at school and kissing MOUTH TO MOUTH. "Oh that's my uncle. He's very European." Sports dad Peter almost dragging Stiles into his lap on the stands. All aboveboard. Just innocent guardian-ward stuff <.<

OH WHOEVER COULD THIS BE?????

THIS MYSTERY

IT SHALL HAUNT ME

who are youuuuuuuu, sweet anon, bringing such beautiful, sparkling, grade-A trash to my door, like some magical gift-giving raccoon? whoooo who who whoooo?

hellooooo babe :p

Alpha Peter, and his fresh little werewolf bb. Uncle Peter, so European and affectionate, so dedicated to making his little orphaned charge feel welcomed and loved. So wholesome. 

I am flailing and making horrible noises. This is everything I want. This ^^^^ 

Which, you know. It’s Lucky Penny. So if I want it… I sort of have to write it. Curses.  

anonymous asked:

Reader see herself as a distraction or unimportant in Kara's life and tries to distance herself but Kara reassures the reader how important they are and how much she's loves her.

Originally posted by suprcorp

“Kara, you…you are everything to this city.  To this planet,” you sigh and gaze out at the skyscrapers highlighting the skyline.  This was hard.  Loving Kara was hard, sure, but trying to step away was so much worse.  “I don’t want to distract you from anything.”

“Y/N, you aren’t a distraction,” Kara frowned.  “You’re…a breath of fresh air for me.  Whenever I feel like I’m getting crushed under all that other stuff, by this city, you’re there.  You give me something to come home to.”

Kara grabbed your arm and you turned away from the window to face her.  The sincerity in her expression did a lot to quell the guilt in your stomach.

“I love you, Y/N.  More than anything.”

          It’s about time I’ve made one of these because of how rapidly I alternate between feeling too distant and too overbearing.  But Lea, what does this mean?  Let me tell you, friends ; by liking this you’re stating that you’re a-okay with me sending you random memes ( between one and a million ), dropping you random asks, tagging you in random starters, are open to plotting, and all that fun stuff.  It’s essentially giving me the green light to pester you.

anonymous asked:

Wait. Pause. Kajol and Karan Johar aren't friends anymore? Could you give some context and details please. I must be a martian I didn't even know.

Okay, I’m just going to write it out exactly how Karan described it in his memoir An Unsuitable Boy:

I don’t have a relationship with Kajol anymore. We’ve had a fallout. Something happened which disturbed me deeply which I will not talk about because it’s something that I like to protect and I feel it would not be fair to her or to me. After two and a half decade, Kajol and I don’t talk at all. We just acknowledge each other, say ‘hello’ and walk past.

The problem was never actually between her and me. It was between her husband and me, something which only she knows about, he knows about, and I know about. I want to keep it at that. I don’t really want to say what transpired. But I did feel that she needed to apologize for something she didn’t do. I felt that if she’s not going to acknowledge twenty-five years of friendship, if she wants to support her husband, then that’s her prerogative. At some outer level I understood it. But I just couldn’t see myself in her life any more. It’s been months we haven’t spoken to each other.

Prior to the release of Ae Dil Hai Mushkil, there’s a lot that happened. Things were said, crazy accusations were made against me, that I had bribed someone to sabotage her husband’s film. I can’t even say that I was hurt or pained by it. I just wanted to blank it out. When she reacted to the whole situation and put out a tweet saying, ‘Shocked!’ that’s when I knew it was completely over for me. That tweet validated the insanity, that she could believe I would bribe someone. I felt that’s it. It’s over. And she can never come back to my life. I don’t think she wants to either. I never want to have anything to do with them as a unit. She was the one who mattered to me but now it’s over. I told my mother that she could have a one-on-one relationship with Kajol if she wanted. That’s my mother’s preference and if Kajol chooses to, but she’s out of my life.

I wouldn’t like to give a piece of myself to her at all because she’s killed every bit of emotion I had for her for twenty-five years. I don’t think she deserves me. I feel nothing for her anymore. I’ve been told by my friends that it’s still my hurt talking but I’m so indifferent to the situation now, what with everything that’s transpired. There was still a bit of me that wished we would get back to what we had, but that one word tweet that she put out–that was the most humiliating thing she could have done for a person who loved her deeply. That broke me. Once it broke me, it angered me and then I went into indifference. Now no matter what happens, I’m never going to be there for her. Maybe it doesn’t matter to her at all. I don’t even want to speak about her husband because that’s inconsequential to my life now. He doesn’t matter to me, he never did. I still don’t want to say anything about her husband because I want to respect the history that she and I shared. 

But yes, it hurts me that she’s still close to people I’m really close to, like Manish and Niranjan. Somehow I wish she wasn’t. When they talk about her, it angers me. I know it’s not fair for me to impose my feelings on them but it bothers me. I can’t be dishonest and say it doesn’t. I can’t help it. I’m human. But I don’t want to be that person who asks his friends to take sides. I’m not territorial normally, but about this, I feel very strongly.

So what we can gather from this is that 1) they are totally dunzo, 2) they weren’t on speaking terms before the ADHM vs Shivaay clash and it had something to do with Ajay, and 3) her supporting Ajay saying that Karan bribed people to undermine Ajay’s film was the last straw for Karan and now he flat out hates her guts.

anonymous asked:

As a Clexa shipper, it is SO refreshing to see a Bellarker appreciating them even if you don't ship them. I sometimes too appreciate the idea of Bellarke and it's hard to say that out loud in certain corners of fandom without getting publicly lynched so major props to you, honestly. Thank you for allowing an objective opinion of Clexa on your blog. It gives me hope yet for this fandom as a whole. I mean, can't we all just get along? If only for Clarke Griffin's sake!

Aw! Thank you. Right? We all share Clarke Griffin in common, and we all want her to be happy, so I think that binds us in a pretty big way. 

(note: some in the BC fandom don’t love Clarke even though they ship her with Bellamy, so don’t know if those people want to connect with us. lol. Oh, well, more cool mutuals for us!)

I just hope people can feel more safe in expressing their opinions. I felt safe because I’ve built up a reputation and created friendships with amazing people who won’t judge me for admitting that I like CL a bit. In fact, I think that shows that there are definitely people in my fandom who can get along with CL shippers more than there aren’t people who can’t get along with CL shippers. 

But yeah, I got some backlash for admitting that I like CL, too. so… . definitely some refuse to tolerate CL sympathizers, but these people have unfollowed me by now – thank god. I don’t want to be mutuals with anyone who is intolerant. 

Thanks for letting me know this, btw! Let’s hope we can craft a fandom experience that’s more inclusive for multishippers and multiship sympathizers and tolerant shippers alike. 

Klaine one-shot - “Affirmation” (Rated NC17)

While washing dishes, Kurt catches Blaine doing something that clues him in to the fact that Blaine might not be feeling too good about himself. Kurt tries to change that … but doesn’t have a lot of success. But Kurt promises Blaine that they’ll work on it, so that Blaine will someday see all of the wonderful things that Kurt sees when he looks at his sub. (1006 words)

Dom Kurt, sub Blaine. Warning for anxiety and talk of washing Blaine’s mouth out with soap.

Part 48 of the Taking a Journey Together series.

Read on AO3.

“Tell me how you’re feeling about yourself today, pet.”

“Uh …” Blaine stops washing the dishes. He’s unprepared to give an answer, this simple question catching him off guard. “I’m sorry, Sir. Can you please repeat the question?”

“How are you feeling about yourself today? Right this second?”

“Fine, I guess, Sir,” Blaine replies, fiddling with the soapy bowl in his hands. Blaine feels that’s a sufficient answer. It has been kind of a rough day, but he’s not really in the mood to discuss it. Though he shouldn’t make the decision not to talk about it without his Dom. He’s supposed to tell Kurt everything that’s bothering him, and then Kurt decides what they work on and when. But a few things happened today that were a little too embarrassing to own up to, like the fact that one of the wardrobe manager’s assistants mentioned that they would need to size Blaine’s costume up from the pattern that they had created a few days back. Not that she said it in a cruel, or even criticizing way. Further conversation indicated that they had taken his measurements incorrectly to begin with. The difference was only about an inch, but that still bothered him. He worked so hard on maintaining his physique, and the last choreographer he worked with on Kinky Boots was often less than complimentary.

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anonymous asked:

Do you ever find yourself wearing clothes influenced by Alex? Please tell me I'm not alone in suddenly owning loafers and little scarves?!

Omg anon, of course!! it probably most likely started with the leather jackets hahaha. You are definitely not alone at all. I purchased a pair of loafers this summer bc they were called the Alex Loafers first of all, and second, I thought to myself… I feel like Alex would wear these. As it turns out, loafers don’t look awesome on me? Hahaha but I try. I definitely wore a lot of scarves/bandanas around my neck this past summer, too. His glasses and boots, as well. Honestly, give me his leather jackets, his boots, his glasses, and fucking anything he owns that’s YSL. I wanna wear it all. I once did lettering on a leather jacket modeled after his Ornamental Conifer-designed One for the Road jacket. The man is a trendsetter. No one did the Teddy Boy hair or clothing like him until he started all that. There’s quite a lot of men’s fashion editorials about his style and how to get his look. 

I think it’s easy to want to dress like or emulate musicians because fashion and rock ‘n roll have always gone hand-in-hand. Look at the Stones… Bowie… Joan Jett… Stevie Knicks… fuck, any band from the sixties and seventies. The Beatles. I mean… biggest trendsetters of all time probably. In fact Alex and Miles were dressing like them during The Age of the Understatement era. And you can’t tell me Alex wasn’t channeling like, every great musician ever during all the shows in the Everything You’ve Come To Expect era. John Lennon for sure… Bowie again… 

There’s a reason Alex and Miles and Arctic Monkeys as a band have been in GQ numerous times, same with Esquire, Another Man Mag… they’re fashion icons. Christ, Alex practically owns a closet full of YSL and Miles and him were front row at the Heidi Slimane’s Saint Laurent show back in 2014. He’s got his finger on the pulse. Even those seventies porn-director track suits. Sportswear as everyday wear is an actual thing now. And those idiots were doing it back in the beginning of 2016. 

@theunitedkanedom did a post here about mules being popular footwear at DSW nonetheless and guess who was wearing them before anyone… Miles. 

@teagvn has done some extensive research on the specific labels/designers Alex and Miles wear and I’m super impressed. [x] [x] [x] [x]

Here’s a few more places with Alex Turner fashion mood boards:

Another Man Mag inspired:

[x]

A cute little drawing of his YSL pieces:

[x]

How to get his look from about 2010 on:

[x]

I love talking about his clothes, so I had some of these articles saved, check them out!! We’re not the only ones that want to incorporate his style into our look!!

The Idle Man

This is the same site but they updated his fashion evolution to include the EYCTE era tracksuits: The Idle Man

ASOS they do a number of pieces on him all the time: airport style, his coats back in 2014, his mile-high cool 😏, new retro style, outfit of the day

Off the Cuff

The “power tracksuit” on The Guardian

WhoWhatWear The Give A Damn shirt

SelectSpecs.com About which glasses to purchase to look like Alex - this one is great actually

Mainline Menswear

CulturaColectiva

Keep dressing like your icons, love!!! That’s what fashion and music are all about!!

L xx

Insomnia

We decided on a school for Prince. He’s visiting all day today to be observed/interviewed for acceptance. I’m fairly nervous for him. He’s advanced in math/reading but has trouble with social cues and keeping his body calm. It’s way more than I remembered it being, I think I remembered the Montessori school pricing. We definitely can’t send him there unless we get some financial aid. Cue insomnia.

The process for acceptance and enrollment is making me feel so bourgeois. I hate it. It’s kindergarten. And yet here we are filling out paper work on his interests and getting letters of recommendation and sending him to an all day try out. The school it’s self doesn’t give off pretentious vibes (no uniforms, no fancy campus) so I’m hoping it’s just the acceptance process.

Other things:
Peanuts family has no record of him being a baby. Not one photo. The most responsible relative only had them on a phone and gave the phone away. Mom/dad don’t have any. For some reason this bothers me, a lot. I know not everyone values photos/baby books, etc. I’m still pretty sad for him and annoyed at the whole situation.

No one knows what’s going on with Margot’s TPR/not answering my calls. We have court next week (annual review - she’s already been in care a year!), so hopefully we will find out.

JJ… let’s see… he has all his baby teeth except lower incisors, and I’m pretty sure those are coming in now. 14 months! He has an ever-expanding vocabulary: mama, daddy, up, more, hi, “Prince”, binky, grape, baby, thank you and signs “all done”. He is SO cute with baby dolls. He runs to look in the cradle for them, and picks them up and hugs them/pats them on the back. He will feed them bottles and put them “night, night” with a blanket. It’s the cutest guys.

My agency is getting their annual accreditation/audit from the state and I was selected as 1 of 10 foster parents to be interviewed (the agency has hundreds of homes). I’m glad my worker likes/trusts me that much to continue to give my name for these things. Not really excited to spend an extra hour at the agency though.

statuesarecooliguess  asked:

Hey, I noticed that it's been a while since you've updated Sugar Plums, and, because before you had been updating it fairly frequently, and then you just stopped, I wanted to know if you're okay? Like, I'm not trying to be all like 'omg update pls', if you've given up on the fic that's cool, def your right to do that, but i was worried about you, bc it seemed a bit out of the norm. Is everything alright? Sorry for bothering you.

You’re not bothering me. I’ve just been feeling ill and kind of had some writer’s block. The chapter’s nearly done, I just need to finish it. 

I don’t want to give up on it or anything. I’m just having a little bit of trouble.