Hey^^ Can you write a letter from Crowley for me? I have a depression and I'm suicidal. I'm often feeling very hopeless and empty and maybe this letter could cheer me up a little bit :)
Even though you told me not to read your thoughts, I had to because it was eating me alive. Sitting on my throne pondering over what was bothering you was enough to draw me away from work and Hell itself. For once, I actually wanted to be on Earth to watch over you and gain some sort of insight. When I couldn’t get you to open up to me, I resorted to my last plan. Please, feel free to get mad at me, but I had to help you and I do not regret it.
Darling, depression is a cruel illness that lies and makes you believe things that aren’t true. It is probably telling you that suicide will take your pain away and make everything okay, but it won’t. Don’t you realize? It doesn’t take the pain away, it only passes it on to the ones you love. You’ll be gone then, and you will not be able to help them through their struggles. I wouldn’t be able to see you again, and that thought is enough to make me lose my cool.
Not only that, depression makes you feel horrible things that I wouldn’t even put on the damned souls bound to the racks . For you, it’s hopelessness and emptiness and probably more things that are indescribable. I can assure you, hope is not gone. Hope is never gone. There will always be light waiting on you; you just have to get past the darkness that consumes you. And, please, don’t say you’re empty because you are full of wonderful things. You’re full of kindness, beauty, strength, and bravery. Of all the humans I have came across, you are the most innocent. Usually humans have a sense of evilness and bitterness, but you are something different. Maybe that is why I can tolerate you, Alissa
So, please, try to stay strong for me. I am always here, and in the snap of my fingers I can be by your side. Juliet will always be guarding you as well. Imagine her as a large teddy bear to cuddle…but this teddy bear just happens to have razor sharp teeth, but that doesn’t matter. And, if all else fails, I will allow you to enter Hell even though I would prefer you not to be around all the pain and wickedness. Stay strong, darling.
okay so i am a nerd and love the nasa comparison for IPRE and know way too much about nasa recruiting methods, so i’m here to tell y’all that one of the most important things that they do for recruiting long term missions is making sure that an entire team is compatible personality wise and will often make their final decisions on how they interact with each other and anyway i’m looking for whatever fuck that looked at taako and lup and then barry and said it’d be fine
Got sprayed by the holy water, blessedt by Yoongi and Hoseok themselves
In sugAR DADDY ROBES MIGHT I ADD
Some girls lightstick bomb top went flying from behind me; thrusting her light stick too hard
A girl fainted in the pit RIGHT when they were going on stage
Taehyung likes blowing kisses and having us go insane
Got noticed by Jimin, Seokjin, Namjoon, and Jungkook plenty, I got a nod and smile from Yoongi.
Then I got Hoseok who was just being a fluffy hyper baby the whole time who had 17 cups of coffee
I don’t think he noticed me
Taehyung was pretty chill, he was exploring everywhere. I think he gave me a wave at some point.
B LE S S THEIR ASSES FOR COMING TO MY SIDE
The girl next to me was a Jimin stan and went nuts when she saw him do Lie, I’m not kidding, she was full on convulsing and wanting to jump the rail in front of us
I collapsed on my friend and the seat every time they played those bOPS
EVERYTIME I SAT DOWN BECAUSE MY FEET HURT I’D SAY “OH MAN MY FEET HURT I MIGHT JUST SIT DOWN AND RELAX–”
“EVERYBODY J U M P”
NEVER M I ND THEY TO L D ME TO J U MP
CYPHER 4 WAS SO LOUD AND YOONGI LOOKED LIKE A DAMN VAMPIRE AGAIN
A girl was screaming JHOOOOOOOOPE every 2 seconds without rest. I aim to be that fucking girl. Bless you.
When everybody was not putting up banners at the according songs and it was confusing af since we had like 2 to 3 projects going on lmao so I didn’t get to use them that much
YET TAEHYUNG MANAGED TO GET ONE AND SHOW IT OFF AND I WAS EXTREMELY HAPPY HE GOT IT ON THE STAGE
Seokjin got hit with a cap and just stared at it on the floor like “excuse you hoe I’m tryna talk tf?”
Someone was legit chucking plushies up there and Hoseok grabbed them all to hug them at once
wHAT A CUTIE I'MMA DIE–
there was so much shoving and pushing to get through processing oml it was scary seeing everyone rush
everyone was loud. just loud. it was perfect
I HAVE TO SAY THIS–
WE DIDN’T PUT THE BAGS ON OUR LIGHTSTICKS FOR THE RIGHT SONG. IT WAS GONNA BE FOR 2!3! BUT OUTRO: WINGS STARTED AND I WAS SHOOK LIKE WAIT WE WERE EARLY OH W E L L
SO WE KEPT THEM ON LOL
someone gave Jungkook the American flag after he gestured to it for it to be given to him, and wore it as a cape after displaying it. this is going to be his thing. idc.
Jungkook = New Captain America
everyone kept throwing plushies at Hoseok and Taehyungs feet like guys they gotta wALK DON’T BUST THEY ANKLES
Namjoon smiling really big whenever we’d take over his lines
Yoongi doing the “let’s take out my inner ear piece and see all my bitches scream for me” for his introduction
fuccboi hoesucc come thru with baepsae and mama
jimin’s no hands when he was hip thrusting into the air like he tryna bust a nut on stage… boi
s l u t d r o p s
high notes into over drive by maknae/vocal line
everyone sang awake
THEIR EN G L I SH TH O
Seokjin and Yoongi made me cry, and the chorus to Spring Day
had them back up violinists and shit for some songs, being fancy
I WAS QUANTUM NUTTING FOR LOST, HAD TO HOLD THE RAIL BECAUSE THEY CAME OUT CENTER STAGE AND I DIDN’T KNOW HOW CLOSE THEY’D BE LMAO
I did a body heart to Namjoon and he had thAT DIMPLE FACE I FELT COMPLETE
Jimin teasing tf out of the girls in pit… way too close to the edge… back up bruh, they want to eat you alive, don’t do it
me: *watches Taehyung do Stigma*
me: “WAIT FOR IT”
also me: “hoe don’t do it”
me in the end: “omg”
he hit the note
I have announced my funeral
y'all are invited
when they were saying goodbye, Hoseok and two other members had us all waving our arms to the ending of Spring Day left to right for a straight minute, we mirrored them exactly the same way
I think my friend said Taehyung or Jimin cried
I’ll have to see about that later
many many hobi stans
the look on their faces when we did the rainbow ocean for them
seokjin’s sHOULDERS FUCK MY LIFE
wanna climb his ass like a tree
the way yoongi stomps and raps at the same time had me rolling, he’s an angry smol man tryna prove a point
…When someone tells you jimin is 10x more handsome in person, believe them. just do it.
I made a mistake of even looking at him
they are very real. all seven of them. wow.
I was too close for my own good to them
I’m not okay
but seriously what the fuck
why can’t I go back in time to watch Yoongi say “fuck you and you” in a strangled growl on loop, live and in my face? :’)
I wish I could go to Newark Day 2. Please give them so much love. Stay safe. Don’t push. Don’t shove. Don’t throw too many things at them. Just be respectful. They want to have a good time and so do you!
BTS deserves plenty of love from you guys. Have fun!
Summary: New babies mean late nights, not that Dan isn’t used to it. (Or really sappy Parent Phan.)
Warning: Disgustingly fluffy. (Other than that nothing at all.)
Word Count: 663
A/N: With all of the domestic crap that has been going on lately I’ve felt really sappy and I wanted to write some domestic parent phan. Please don’t hate me lol. I know it sucks, but that’s fine. Enjoy!
It was a day like any other for you and your group, except that for the first time you got out of the car with your boyfriend.
Now it’s been months that the media knew of your relationship, but you never appeared at a public event together. Not if that event were the Gayo Daejun, so important to shake your legs just at the thought.
“Y/N, breathe. You look like you’re about to die. ”
“Sorry, sorry… It’s that I’m afraid. ”
“Of what? You look beautiful tonight. “He murmured in a tone almost flatterer, winking at you;” Indeed… you’re even too beautiful and sexy. “ He added, biting his lower lip with malice, bursting out laughing because of your gaze.
You bowed your head your own thighs, covered by the black fabric of the dress you were wearing and you bit your tongue not to answer them in kind.
Yoongi loved to tease you like that and you couldn’t ever figure out how to react. Indeed that night he was even more upbeat than usual, and your hands clasped seemed glued together.
“Yoongi, we’re here.”
"Let go of my hand..” You hummed looking out the window, knowing that the cars behind you hosted yours and his friends.
Yoongi’s gaze slid mischievous on your body, shaking his head and then opening the car’s door. The blue suit he wore that night was so good that for a moment you have enchanted by his beauty.
Only his delicate touch on your hand brought you awaken and like a gentleman he was holding your hand and helped you get off the car.
Immediately he laid his hand on your hips as you approach him without leaving even one centimeter of space between your two bodies. Even with heels, you were lower than him, your meter and fifty had never been a problem for you, and his presence at your side could totally brighten you up.
“I repeat… you’re too beautiful tonight, ” He whispered into your ear, gently touching your skin with the tip of his nose.
His hot breath stroked your neck and a thrill ran through your back, but with your great effort, you got to not let go any moans from your lips.
“THERE, THERE!!” your best friend, as well as bandmates, yelled, getting you two and giving a loud kiss onto your cheek.
You greeted them all with a huge smile and a bow, addressed to the other members of BTS because anyway they were your sunbeam and respect was really important.
Finally, you began to walk along the velvet carpet laid out for the occasion, you along side Yoongi while the others were in front of you.
The smile didn’t leave for a second your lips and Yoongi loved to see you so happy. And for one night, he decided to be what usually he was into intimacy with you, because he knew that somehow it was what you wanted.
He stopped, making stop you too, in front of some photographers and holding his hand firmly on your side began to greet them, allowing them to take pictures of you two.
“YOONGI, YOU TWO LOOK BEAUTIFUL TONIGHT!” Shouted one of the photographers, making you blush completely.
“Isn’t it? But I think she’s the most beautiful of the two tonight. Although I admit that jealousy is eating me alive. ”
His answer made all of them burst out laughing and you could both do but remain silent, completely surprised by his behavior.
It was an idea of your manager to get together at the party, by pure publicity, but he seemed to enjoy the moment.
“Can you kiss her for us? Your photos together are what everyone is calling for! ”
“N–” you were to answer when his hand leaned against the back of your neck, making you turn toward him.
His lips were on your moments later. They were hot, though the temperature that night, and immediately began to ask to yours to blend in with them. Despite the surprise, you began to reciprocate that kiss that wasn’t innocent, but passionate as those exchanged in the privacy of your bedroom.
Your legs shuddered and when he moved slightly away from your lips he had to hold you up because that kiss had been a real act of betrayal.
“Are you okay babe?” He asked with a small amused smile.
“N-No..” You whispered with the voice hoarse with emotion.
He winked, waved at the photographers, still in total turmoil, and joined his friends, who were waiting at the entrance of the huge building that hosted the event.
“Did you have to kill her in that way?” Hoseok asked, chuckling delightedly.
“I love to kiss her. Why hold me? ” He replied and you raised your eyes to heaven, even if oddly you loved the Yoongi of that night.
The evening was continued with joy, all the performances were great and Yoongi never missed an opportunity to show you to the cameras. Hugs, stolen kisses, his hands always in contact with your skin, the whispers into your ear. He never missed an opportunity of touching you and show some pda in public.
He was incredibly proud to say to be your boyfriend and that left you bewildered. The private Yoongi, the guy you loved for almost a year, was another person that night.
“Yoongi… are you okay? ”
“You’re all … Skinship and public displays of affection. ” You point out, while his smile widened and his hand ended up on your shoulders, discovered due to the cut of the dress.
“Don’t you like it?”
“Obviously.. But you’ve never been that way. ”
“True.. But you’re so and for tonight I want to make you happy. ” He murmured and the sincerity of his words struck you completely, threatening to make you cry.
You leaned gently your hand on his cheek, moving towards to him and touching his lips with yours. You didn’t care that others look at you or took a photo, you just wanted to kiss him.
“I wanted to kiss you, that’s all.”
Y/F/N continued to yell into your ear, as she attempted to reach the notes only Jimin seemed able to reach, while with a huge smile you observed the performance of the BTS.
Performance that ended too soon for your tastes, but fortunately they didn’t send them off the stage but the two MC began talking with them and ask what they had in store for their fans.
“Yoongi, tonight you’re here with your girlfriend, right?” Baekhyun asked, provoking you another wave of embarrassment. Hide behind your friends was unnecessary because the lights were already focused on you and the only thing you could do was greet the cameras and smiling.
“Yes, we’re here together Sunbae.”
“You get along well! Your secret?? ”
“Be in love.” Yoongi hummed with shyly smile and even if you were far from him you knew that his cheeks were stained pink and his gummy smile would make an appearance. “Y/N understands my needs and even though we are completely opposite, she’s still with me. Then look at her.. How can I not feel lucky with a girl like her? ” He added, trying to catch his breath and triggering yet another wave of the spotlight on you.
“In fact, she’s really gorgeous!”
“Yeah and she’s mine. That’s my girlfriend … It’s like a dream. ” He admitted running a hand through his black hair, making whistle Namjoon and Hoseok who had teased him.
Meanwhile, you were in utter embarrassment, so when they returned to their seats close to yours, you tightened his hand and you dismissed from the spotlight.
Walk on high heels was difficult, especially with the split of the dress which threatened to make you stumble, but you needed to speak to him.
You Loved his attention but didn’t want him to act in a different way just because you loved displays of affection.
Coming into a dressing room, you didn’t know who it was, you tightened your arms onto your chest looking at him seriously.
“What is it, baby?”
“I don’t want you to be who you aren’t.” It was the only thing that you whispered, looking into his eyes.
“Do you think this is not who I am??”
“You hate these things.”
“But I love you.” He Noted, making you jump for the umpteenth time. Rarely he admitted his feelings openly and that, like the others, he managed to melt you totally. Your heart melted and you could not do anything to stop him.
“Y/N.. What I said on stage is real. I’m lucky, damn lucky. ”
“Also I..But… it’s just … ”
“Baby, shut up and get back from the others, or they could think that we’re doing something dirty.” He giggled, taking your hand and as he approached the door.
“Huh, baby?” He asked into a breath, stopping with his other hand on the handle of the door; “What’s the matter?”
“I love you too.”
“I know, it’s impossible not to love me.” He winked at you, with that smile to take the breath away and you never tired of seeing onto his loveable lips.
And it was true, it was impossible to not love him.