they dont let you leave!

Dead cold hands.

I need to be reassured all the time that I’m wanted and that you love me and that you’re not mad at me because everyone I’ve ever loved has left already and if another person drops out of my life without an explanation I don’t know what I’ll do.

reblog with what kind of psychotic you are im lightly chilled psychotic

Don’t leave me here alone. Don’t go where I can’t follow.

so @watson-sighs-and-tuts made this gifset and the tags are everything I need in season 3

there will be a day when you find someone, they don’t have to be a boyfriend or a girlfriend, they are just the one person who can make you laugh when you want to cry, they can change your view on the world, they make you loved when you’re at your lowest. they will be your shoulder when tears are falling down your face, they will be your crutch when you are broken, they never let you go a day thinking you are unwanted. the one who makes you the best you can be. this person is your soul mate darling, don’t ever let them go.

You can drag me through hell, if it meant I could hold your hand
—  Bring me the Horizon

So, as you can see by the title, I saw the chapter 26 raw and all I can say is ‘’Ask and you shall receive’’. I lie to you not when i was innocently scrolling through Tumblr I was shot by the spoilers and almost needed a paper bag for hyperventilating. Mei was showing more feeling towards Yuzu lil’ by lil’ then Yuzu goes and messes up a good opportunity. Yuzu get your act together! Do you still not see Mei is trying to open up to you! I get that sometimes you get embarrassed but please…suck it up. I don’t want any miscommunication between you two.

And the yukatas, the rings as necklaces, were all to precious but what is with the new character? I’m getting anxious of not knowing what she said. It looked as if she outed them out (hopefully that’s not the case) but it looked pretty bad.

I keep telling myself I don’t love you, it’s gotten to the point where I can lie and I almost believe it but then I see you and my heart starts pounding and all of a sudden I can’t remember why I don’t want to love you, stupid right? I think so because then I remember why I can’t love you. You’ll break my heart, you’ll make me feel loved, happy, and everything else but just when I start thinking you love me too, you’ll leave. You’ll leave and forget all about the late night calls, the good morning texts, & drunken kisses. You’ll leave me and then I’ll be left to pick up all the pieces. You’ll break me so until it’s true, I’ll keep lying.
—  12:48 AM thoughts
You mean everything to me, picture this: Everyone has their thing that they need; they can’t live without it. For some it’s a pillow, others a type of food. But for me, it’s you.
Nothing else makes me happier knowing that you’re there with me. You make me happy, you mean so much to me and I just want you to know that. If you had any idea how much I love you and how much you mean to me, you would be dumbfounded to be totally honest. You’re my everything.
I want everyday to not be the same for you, but something you'll cherish and remember for the rest of your life. You look back and smile on our memories, laugh at my old jokes. Remember how each hug, I tried my hardest to be warm for you, so you wouldn’t have to be so cold. How every single kiss you give me, made me happy. How your voice can change my mood from shitty to best day of the world. How when you just say the three words “I love you” makes my day, and makes me want to be there for you. Every single thing you do, makes me happy. I want you to know, no matter what, you’ll make me happy. Nothing you can say will change my mind. I love you, for who you are. Don’t think you can be better because you’re the best someone could possibly be. I was meant for you, you were meant for me; our lives were made to be together. Now, it’s just to fulfill our destiny together.
Just thinking about waking up beside you in bed, your eyes closed, your hair messy and your lips a little opened, waking you up with a kiss, and then going to make some bomb-ass breakfast together with little hugs here and there and then eating breakfast while staring at you. Then getting ready while playing around with you, pulling you into a kiss while you’re half dressed because I just couldn’t wait for you to finish getting dressed, buying groceries together for a family dinner, apartment searching in a different state or country, slow dancing in the living room , kissing each other before leaving for work and saying “one last hug” five times before actually having to go, saying “I love you ” every minute just to make sure you won’t ever forget. I want all that and so much more, but I only want it with you.


i love you so much, B.