they don't make messages like this anymore


tumblr is not doing good things for me. well, that’s a lie. I’ve talked to some wonderful people and made some lovely friends. I’ve learned a lot and laughed a lot…..but the cons outweigh the pros. to me and my adhd, tumblr is basically crack. completely addicting. it’s interfering with my life and I’m not getting stuff done. being surrounded by posts about mental illness and discrimination in the lgbtq community and politics and stuff like that….is exhausting really, especially for someone with mental illnesses and disabilities like me. I guess what I’m trying to say is that adhd (and anemia cause that’s a way bigger problem than most people think) is a huge force in my life right now, and I need to save my spoons and take care of my self. I can’t lie on my bed and hyper focus on my phone for hours everyday anymore. so I’m taking a break. or at least a partial break. I’m mainly on mobile, so I’m deleting this damn app as soon as I finish this post and I’m gonna go do my makeup and go have some fun with my friends. I’m not staying home tonight, not again. I’m not missing out on life because my energy has all been drained reading negative posts on the Internet. I’ll keep up my queue and talk to my mutuals on my laptop, but I’m turning off my asks. (however submissions will stay open and will be greatly appreciated in order to keep my queue up) if I unfollow you, please don’t take it personally, I just need to keep myself from getting distracted and I need a dash that is free from shitposts and discourse. anyways. thank you for being such amazing, caring, understanding, patient and beautiful followers. and thank you for putting up with lil ‘ole me and my disabled ass. maybe when I get better I’ll be more active again.
xoxo, lots o love,

I’m like 90% convinced that someone asks me about Katsucon just to bait me into saying something stupid, and then it makes someone uncomfortable enough to message me, and then it makes me feel like a shitty person AND THEN I go back and delete every single ask about it because I’d rather not have a witch hunt start for me because I was like ohohoho they’re cute I’d smooch them if they wanted to

So yeah, I’m just not going to answer any anon ask about Katsu anymore. Sorry for being a party pooper. :^)

anonymous asked:

your blog is turning into a hyuk blog. don't you bias ravi anymore?

I am what I have always been since 2011!

A multi-fandom blog, who is multi-biased! No one messaged or questioned me when I went from being Leo biased to Ravi biased, or when I fell madly and deeply in love with Minho last year. I have biased every single member of VIXX save for Ken, who is like a brother type to me. I have a bias in every single group I favor, always have, this is nothing new.

I don’t know if it’s the same person or multi-people who keep messaging me about this but STOP IT! I will not address it again as I have addressed it here and here before. I am allowed to bias whoever I want and how many I want. My heart has room for more than one bias. Right now that space is shared by Ravi, Hyuk, Onew and Minho as my top biases. Next week that could change and if it does SO WHAT?!  If you are only bias to one person that’s great, enjoy it but do not go about acting like everyone should do the same.

Normally I’m polite but I’m sick and tired of it. It is okay to be multi-biased.

freakyfrusciante  asked:

I know it's not gone gone but i'm gonna miss klinghxffer 😞😅

Honestly it might be gone gone… I don’t know if this is the one that’s gonna stay, I have a couple that I’m debating on but I don’t think I’ll go back to klinghxffer. I have it saved, but idk.

I’m really sorry guys. It makes me sad to make a sudden change like this, but I REALLY need this right now. Nirvana’s always been a safe space for me when I need it the most, and I can’t express how badly I need that right now. It’s kinda the only thing that makes sense right now. Please try to understand things are really hard for me and I need to utilize this as a coping mechanism. It’s not for nothing.

i’m sorry but it’s important to me and if i don’t write it down right now i’M GONNA DIE. it’s regarding the ask / confession from earlier

in short: it makes me sad that i can’t reply to everyone anymore ;; but please know that you help me so much, and your messages cheer me up without fail


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SMAP live message from SMAPXSMAP 2016.01.18

Is that all? They’re not really saying anything here. Just making some wordy apologies to everyone. Tsuyoshi also said they’re apologizing to Johnny-san and Shingo said they’ll keep making people smile from now on. EDIT: Apparently Tsuyoshi also said that they’re able to apologize to Johnny-san thanks to Kimura. (wtf, as if his gap with the others wasn’t wide enough already)

But… nothing definitive is said about their group’s status. I’m positively shaking when typing this. They looked like they’re in so much pain and swallowing things that they actually wanted to say.

I’m not sure if I want them to stay together anymore if it means they’re going to be suffering on the inside.

I’m deleting my blog.

I’m really sorry for anyone who likes this blog, and I really wasn’t planning on ever actually deleting this blog, but it’s gotten to the point were it’s really taking over my life a lot. I spend way too many hours a day on tumblr, and it’s been distracting me from my actual life. I want to spend more time on my work, and more time developing relationships with people around me, and at this point the only way I can see being able to do that is removing this as a distraction.

This is making me really sad too, and hopefully I can make a new blog sometime and rejoin the tumblr fandom. If anyone wants to still keep in touch with me you can follow me on twitter or follow my main blog.

I love all you guys, and it’s been really fun! I’ll reblog this a few more times over the course of the day.

“Respect yourself enough to walk away from anything that no longer serves you, grows you, or makes you happy.”

This has always been one of my favorite quotes and it’s a life lesson for me, it’s words to live by and never forget. Long goodbye note after the cut, you’ve been warned. If you don’t feel like reading it, that’s fine, so I’ll just give you a quick goodbye and thank you for everything. 

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