When I first saw the headline about Chester Bennington committing suicide I thought it was a twisted joke or a hoax.
I’m rarely truly shaken up and shocked by a celebrity’s death but this one really caught me off guard.
I’d always see him talking about his children, his band just released an album, he seemed to have it together on the surface, despite having stated that he’s struggled with depression and addiction in the past.
This is exactly why you can never judge a person’s state of mind and well-being based on what they allow you to see. You never know the demons they’re dealing with when nobody’s around.
( because the world needs more salt && complications. feel free to change up the context or pronouns! )
❛❛ No. No, no, no — you really don’t want me as a soulmate. ❜❜ ❛❛ So, you’re the unfortunate soul stuck with me. ❜❜ ❛❛ Can we just - forget about this? ❜❜ ❛❛ We’re not meant for each other. Trust me. ❜❜ ❛❛ You’re my soulmate? Wow - talk about a let-down. ❜❜ ❛❛ We were only supposed to be friends. ❜❜ ❛❛ Something’s wrong with this shit system. We are not soulmates! ❜❜ ❛❛ How is that I love them more, when you’re my soulmate? ❜❜ ❛❛ I know how you look at him - even though you’re not his. ❜❜ ❛❛ Please, believe me. You are not my soulmate. You can’t be. ❜❜ ❛❛ I don’t want a soulmate. ❜❜ ❛❛ Find someone else - I don’t need this in my life. ❜❜ ❛❛ No way - I can’t have TWO soulmates. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not very good with commitment, or soulmates, or love. ❜❜ ❛❛ Oh - this. This is a joke. Very funny. You can call April Fools now. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not good enough for you. This is wrong. ❜❜ ❛❛ Life is cruel, huh? Pairing us together like this. ❜❜ ❛❛ To think we were fated to grow old together makes my stomach turn. ❜❜ ❛❛ Why is fate such a bitch? Why are you a bitch? ❜❜ ❛❛ This wasn’t supposed to be real. It was a joke. ❜❜ ❛❛ I don’t know what’s worse. The fact you love them, or the fact I love you. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m not suddenly trusting you with my heart! Or anything! ❜❜ ❛❛ I wish I could clean this mark off with some fate-Windex or something. ❜❜ ❛❛ Scary, right? Tied to a person you might not even know. ❜❜ ❛❛ I can’t trust you to love me. Not fully. ❜❜ ❛❛ We weren’t supposed to fall in love like this. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’m going to be frank, && say I have zero attraction to you. So this is a mistake. ❜❜ ❛❛ We’re rivals. Not soulmates. We’re supposed to be at each other’s throats. ❜❜ ❛❛ Things were better before this stupid mark, & stupid fate. ❜❜ ❛❛ I’ve tried. You can’t cut the string. I’ve tried, trust me, I’ve tried. ❜❜ ❛❛ This mark. It appeared this morning. I don’t want it - I. Don’t. Want. It. ❜❜
airmom. tumblr. com/post/159215839296 is the mars post I was talking about you doing for the rest of the signs. it's simple, to the point, and informative. I like it a lot. lol.
ooo hehehe ok sure
Aries Mars: -anger e over everything - 1, 2, 3 action! (cannot handle laziness) -loves competition, either gym rat or athlete monstr -hates waiting -angr e sex could be a strong desire -strong risk-takers, u either try or die trying -loves the chase -actions speak louder than words!!! -str8 to the point -wants to play basketball w ur feelings probably -wants to live their life to fullest
Taurus Mars: -likes to touch rather than talk -process things slowly and steadily (not saying they’re slow, I meant by approach) -takes patience to understand them heh -might b a sugar daddy/sugar baby -obsessed with their things, so don’t b surprised how protective they can b abt u -so calm, so hard to read -keeps sexual activity like a secret, sh -might forget that sex is abt creating a bond, bc they are so focused on their own pleasure oopz
Gemini Mars: -so unpredictable omgknjvnsjvnd -like to makes things abt themselves sometimes -likes to learn, hit them with that new math problem u learned at school -double-texters imo -want someone to keep up w them -so easily distracted, and scattered o no -have a way w words oo la la -likes to talk over the phone, might have a phone sex kink (shrug) -prefers variety and to keep their options open -needs their space, does not like to rush into things
Cancer Mars: -will talk about having children -cute girls > hot girls -protective -huge homebody oo co zee -most likely to come off really cute!!! cute energy!!! -v smart, will make the effort to the things they want to achieve -hides in their shell, so ppl don’t see their true intentions -takes a while to get with these bad bois (eas e peas e? ya u tHouGht) -likes to observe the ones they like -might give u a quiz, n will see where the relationship is going from there (might make platonic or romantic move on u, and see ur response to it) -might come off harsh if they feel trapped -want to feel secure!!
Leo Mars: -anger e over everything pt 2 -lazy but are very goal-oriented -confident over the person they r trying to pursue (might not always b the case) -need to learn to slow their roll, 100/100 likely to go straight into flirting -likes attention n affection hehe -when they aren’t trying to seek a partner, they r busy doing something artistic -loves everything art -wants to make themselves n the ppl around them proud!!! -super stubborn grrr -loves the adrenaline they get when they r in love ahh, thats y they like falling love -enthusiastic, and warm makes them v cute partners -pretty much a top
Virgo Mars: -keeps it one hunneh -likes to pursue things n not make a big deal out of it, they know they did good -strives 4 success -polite conversations > flirting -calm, and quick-minded -dont get in their way bc they’ll just push u aside -has sharp-tongue (b careful when u french kiss them o no) -can turn calm into detached, ya theres a difference -hit them with that correct grammar and that advanced english -old-skool loverz -they remind me of….office sex -another earth mars that keeps things secret sh -prefer to do things thru experience
Libra Mars: -another air sign that has a way w words oo la la -commitment is not in their dictionary (ehehe jokes) -most likely to win ur heart (fUcK) -so charming, alluring, and kno how to grab ur attention -dont kno what they want -decisions r so frusTurAtInG -when they become weak when they are being pressured (sorry I’m exposing u like this) -struggles to be fair, what other ppl want and what they want -want to have fun, so rushing things will b ur downfall heh -like to b complimented and shown any type of attention -likes dirty talk probably, sexting may b?
Scorpio Mars: -hates losing, losing is not an option -prefer to have a few goals, so they can b focused in order to achieve them easily -possessive & controlling -will sit back n think whether u r worth the effort -digs deep into things -probably a stalker (love to research and find out things for themselves but that doesn’t mean u should b dishonest w them) -very hard to befriend -takes a while to gain their trust, lots of patience pls -pls proceed w caution -very good healers, very strong fighters -fascinated w occults, death, dangers, and things that r unanswered
Sagittarius Mars: -adventure seekers -change their wants everyday probably -always coming up w ideas -likes someone who keeps them entertained -not a cheesy/corny lover -fun > emotions -quick-witted, and r very fun to have a conversation w -funny!!!!! so funny!!!! -they r so spontaneous -always going thru new experiences, wisdom is key!!! -can never finish projects bc a new idea always pops up o no!! -will dip when things get 2 serious 2 soon
Capricorn Mars: -DADDDY KINKS I SWEAR TO GODDJSKJLF -sorry but reality is harsh and so are Cappys -goals come first -very serious & straight-forward, lets cut to the chase -work-oriented, especially when they r pursuing someone!!! -patient -can b cold when u c their bad side, move aside, they want to achieve -love and sex is a slow-burning pleasure yummy -they strive for success like the other earth signs -can control their anger -old-skool as heck -plans for the future!!! -make great spouses tbh -dry dark sense of humor ):<
Aquarius Mars: -rules? never heard of her -r not obvious lovers -prefer to b ur friend first!!! -they think instead of express, they r an air sign not a water (ahem) -can be very detached, anything expressive or physical can give them discomfort -reasonable, and calm -kink e -they like to experiment ((((; -idealists, they know what they abt to do to u -logic & reasoning, logic & reasoning -have a very headstrong approach to everythinnnnnnng -independent!!! quirky!!!! -”me, myself, and ego”
Pisces Mars: -things change their moods v easily n they won’t notice!!! -goes thru things unconsciously -will like u one day then won’t answer ur texts the next (wauw) -so indirect -if they want to pursue something they need to b emotionally committed ):< -go-with-the-flow -never know where their feelings r coming from when they express them (y r they sad? tHey DOnT KnOW) -things like money, power, security, etc will not tempt them -they r v soothing, feels like u r rocking in the ocean when they hug u (try it) -patience pls for this water sign (aside Cancer & Scorpio) -difficult, u r in for a ride!!!! -should meditate when angered
hey clint mcelroy heres my question when are you going to canonize merles same gender attraction bc the Men Merle’s Flirted With number is pretty up there and you ran out of Just Joking strikes so commit to it
Hey dude how do you feel about all the pewdiepie drama lately? Honestly I still love him, he made mistakes trying to make a joke and he realized what he did was not cool and apologised. I dont think he deserves all the backslashes and hate he's gotten. But anyway what do you think?
(this post is talking to people generally, not specifically to you, the person who asked. :>)
WHAT I FEEL ABOUT THE PEWDIEPIE SITUATION
cuz I’m getting so many asks on it.
I was in California for when this situation happened in Long Beach comicon from an event I literally came back from tonight, and I’m, both disgusted, and I’m not even surprised that this happened. If anything, I’m surprised it took so long for everyone else to finally chip in and see the vulgarity that the media is placing on Pewdiepie.
I watch Pewdiepie’s videos every day. I also watch him more often and favor him over literally any other channel for he’s even apart of my daily routine. I wake up, watch the new vid that came out, and then draw. He’s by far my favorite channel, (I know, CRAZY! innocent little me doesn’t seem like the type to enjoy his entertainment, but I truly do, and will be a bro forever. XD lolol) and because I’ve been actively watching him without fail as a big fan of him for the past year, I’ve seen from the beginning how the media has placed attack after attack on him, warping what he says out of context to make him out to be a monster, when he is infact NOT. because I would watch the videos first and see the context of his videos before the media threw lies at him. The proof, in my opinion, is undeniable that pewdiepie is being attacked. It’s actually because of how I see raw proof of evidence of how disgusting the media is that I don’t trust a lot of news I see anywhere, even regarding politics because the media targets that like it’s a gold mine. (because for them it is. it’s all about money to the media, NOT morals or standers, click bate and ad rev and controling people’s views and opinions so they can keep wracking in more money for later scandalous news articles and reports. it’s all a fake greedy glutenous ploy for money.) So seeing what happens to pewdiepie, I don’t trust most media, because they are the same people that make news on everything, even to people I don’t always agree with or support such as Donald Trump. I will say that I am definitely not a Trump supporter, but the media does the same thing to him as they are doing to Pewdiepie, they are in the same position, Just… food for thought…
Now when I say this, I want to make it clear that my point when I say this is that, be careful what you believe when it comes to hollywood, news, the media, the press, even when it comes to people you hate, or love.
I may be only 22, so it’s probably not saying much when I say this, but I have NEVER seen the media, the press, news, even the bias of some teachers in education, Hollywood, etc become so full of lies, let alone people be so GULLIBLE as to believe whomever gets to them first, and then believe it without question, or do any background check, or research. The people that think Pewdiepie is what the media is making him out to be, is just as ridiculous to me as the media itself who is accusing him of these horrendous labels. Like seriously, the least you can do is watch his videos to actually see what’s going on. it takes all of 15 minutes. I don’t understand how people can be so disgustingly violent and ready to believe and hate and disrespect someone so quickly just because someone pointed the finger to them, let alone with false evidence, when they have NO idea what the story is? HOW Can you people be so hypocritical to call someone scum, and then act like scum, TO SOMEONE WHO IS INNOCENT!
basically, the media is disgusting, and I’ve seen it’s vulgarity for a while, and I find the people that believe it to be wrong too, especially when they spread hate themselves and lets the media control their views.
Look, I’m not saying that Pewdiepie’s jokes were in good taste, and that labeling it as “oh it’s just a joke” justifies the bad joke he made, and I can understand why it would be offensive to some. but an offensive joke is something worth forgiving, that’s just a mistake, and it’s a COMMON mistake that many do, everyone is guilty. it only matters because he’s in the public eye. like it’s not like he raped someone, or committed murder. and unlike those things, a joke, does NOT define a person for what they truly believe in, that’s why it’s a “joke”. So to call pewdiepie any of the horrendous names that the media is labeling him under, is absolute slander and bull, it’s disgusting, it’s inhumane considering the fact that it’s literally an all out attack to give attempts in ruining his career, Just So the media can make money off of a story that isn’t even true.
I see other’s such as Markiplier, Jacksepticeye, h3h3, CToastKen, even The Amazing Atheist who hates pewdiepie, etc. defending pewdiepie, and these hypocritical “social justice warriors” who’s blindly follow the horrific media trying to tear down Markiplier and all who defend pewdiepie with hate, and calling them homophobic, racist, nazi, kkk, antisemetic etc. I even saw people accusing Markiplier, one of the most genuine and respectful people on youtube’s platform, being called these things today…So originally, being a small tiny youtuber in comparison to the giant youtubers who are being attacked just for defending a friend who is innocent…. I was scared to talk about this subject, because unlike them, a lot of hate for me defending pewdiepie can seriously hurt my channel…. And chances are, I will receive hate for this post, and will be labeled the same things as them. but ya know what?… I don’t care… And if people don’t agree with me and think I’m a homophobe, or a sexist, or a racist, and attack people and tell people to go die over a situation you don’t even know, (despite that I’m a female, feminist, liberal that is apart of the LGBT community) you can gladly unsub to me if you so desire. And I will respect that. because respect, is important. it’s not easy to respect someone you don’t agree with, or even someone who hurts you, it definitely takes the bigger person to respect something you don’t agree with, And it seems like a lost trait these days…
So I’m ready and prepared for whatever is thrown at me once I click that little blue button saying “post” in the bottom right corner of my post.
I completely 100,000% defend Pewdiepie, and stand firmly by him. The Media is disgusting.
I am vastly amused by how well the Doocasta thing has caught on because it means I am not the only one who looked at this pair of upright and dignified elders and went "I bet they're either worst enemies or secret lovers... Or both" and watched as it became headcanon. Also I maintain we need a Scandalore AU where they're ALL secretly married! :)
Once it occurred to me, it suddenly seemed SO OBVIOUS. Because OF COURSE they start out as bitter rivals and it turns into a game of petty one-upping (do the Jedi get graded in their classes? They totally compete for valedictorian or whatever.) Everyone around them is like “yeah, you totally hate each other, riiiiiight” and Jocasta is like “Um, clearly I DO, he’s awful and conceited and he has NO RESPECT for the Dewey decimal system and also his face isn’t even nice to look at or anything” and he’s like “she’s a nightmare! Statues in this temple have more of a personality than she does! I don’t even wonder what it would be like to hold her hand it would be HORRIBLE I BET” and then they ABSOLUTELY end up making out in the archives and a yearslong secret love affair is born.
And yes, that would be a good twist on Scandalore – Obi-Wan makes his big announcement in the Council room, and then Anakin’s like “I’m married too!” and then eventually everyone starts raising their hand and finally Mace is like “OK, hold up: is anyone here NOT married?”