Kai Parker x Reader word count: 5 001 warning: smut summary: Kai and Reader are roommates and secretly both of them have a crush on each other but neither of them does anything until one day something happens everything changes. * gif by me
Kai pushed her bedroom door open and took a peek inside. A part of him already knew what he’d see inside, he had been eavesdropping ever since he had come back to their little apartment a few minutes ago, fighting the urge to do just this – take a peek. In the end he had caved in and now he couldn’t tear his eyes away from her and everything she was doing. Somehow watching her fingers draw soft to rough figure eights on her clit, her fingers slipping at a steady pace inside her made him feel angry. Only it wasn’t the anger he usually experienced. It was the kind of anger he felt when he saw a guy get close to her, touch her or even look at her. Jealousy, the word popped into his mind. He felt jealous it wasn’t him doing all those things to her, that he wasn’t beside her on her bed in that moment.
It wasn’t like he and Y/N were together or anything. They were just roommates but every now and then he’d catch himself thinking about her in a way he shouldn’t be thinking about her. Daydreaming about doing just that and so much more with her. Some nights he couldn’t get a wink of sleep because of all the thoughts about her going through his head. Especially if he had watched her walk out of the shower with a towel wrapped around her and water still dripping down her body earlier in the day. Or in the kitchen bending over to get something in the fridge or lifting herself on her toes to get something from the upper bookshelves giving him a peek at what was under her skirt. Y/N and her obsession with short skirts, he smiled to himself, testing his patience every day since the moment they had moved in together. Seeing her wearing those always made mind drift off into a fantasies of how he sneaks up behind her, snaking his hands around her waist and kisses her neck… Or how he pulls her onto his lap touching her the way he wanted, their lips moving together while their bodies were skin to skin. Only he never acted on any of those intentions because Y/N was the most special person in his life and he didn’t want to risk ruining their friendship in any way.
And now – there she was, laying on her bed wearing only a t-shirt, his t-shirt unless he was imagining it, with her legs spread wide giving him a full view at what her fingers were doing. Even from a distance he could see her folds glistening in the afternoon sunlight and as if being pulled by a magnet he took a quiet step towards her. His eyes followed her fingers movements, drifting from time to time to her eyes and lips, feeling his jeans tighten around him a little more with every passing second and then, to his surprise she moaned his name. Kai stopped in the middle of the room expecting her to throw a pillow at him, yell at him to get out but that didn’t happen. Y/N hadn’t seen him or heard him come on, she was so lost in her fantasy and what she was doing, she hadn’t even realised someone was in the room with her. He took another step towards her watching her fingers pump inside her at a steady pace while her free hand squeezed her breasts through her shirt and she moaned softly. Quietly he kicked off his shoes and made his way towards her without taking his eyes off her for a second, carefully climbing on the bed with her. Slowly he trailed his fingertips up her legs all the way from a little above her ankles to her inner thighs and he smirked hearing the sudden change in her heart beat. His eyes followed his fingers’ movements while he listened to her moans get a little louder and again she moaned his name. For a long moment he sat there completely mesmerised listening to her breathing become uneven, knowing she was close and suddenly felt torn between interrupting her or allowing her to continue, and then something inside him snapped hearing Y/N moan his name again.
“Need a hand? Or lips… tongue..? I’ll be more than happy to help…“
Her eyes opened and she gulped, moving up on the bed while he crawled right after her until their eyes were on the same level. Her heart skipped a beat and for a moment she got lost in his ocean blue eyes. Every time she gazed in them she felt as if she might sink, drown and die and somehow she knew she wouldn’t mind that. Only right this instant his eyes were darker, darkening still and the way he was looking at her made a tingly feeling through her body like a tidal wave. Y/n could barely keep her hands away from him in that moment after daydreaming, dreaming and fantasising about him for months.
“Kai!? Wh-what are you doing? You can’t be here –”
“Why?“ he brushed his fingers against her cheek, noticing how her heartbeat increased to dangerous levels the second he touched her. “Because you don’t want me to hear you moan my name while you play with yourself? That was –” he bit his lip. “– so fucking hot, watching you play with yourself, moaning my name. Wearing my t-shirt… I just – Hmmm..” he pursued his lips. “You know if you wanted me, you should’ve just said so.”
“What? I – N-no.“ she protested feeling his breath on her face intoxicating her.
Kai smirked at the change in her heartbeat. “I was just um–”
“Daydreaming about me and all the things I could do to you and we could do together?“ he smirked, glazing his fingertips up and down her thighs without actually touching her where she needed him. "I bet you’ve dreamt about me getting nice and comfy between your legs… Kissing you. Touching you the way only I can.”
“M-me? Having a wet dream about you? N-no.“ she lied again thinking back to what had prompted her little afternoon adventure. However the last thing she had expected to happen had been for her to get caught… by him. And now her mind was spinning at the thought of what could happen between them. "You are so full of yourself. Why would I be dreaming about you?"
“I have… dreamt about you.” he thought out loud, noticing her heart do a weird flip at his words. Her eyes kept drifted between his eyes and lips, her breathing turned so shallow it wasn’t even there and his lips curled up. “I’ve been dreaming about you for months, wondering how your lips would feel on mine. What it would feel like to be with you that way, to touch you the way I want… to taste you. It’s driving me completely insane how you find your way into my mind. I can’t focus on anything but how much I want to be with you.”
“Then why didn’t you say something?“ she asked quietly feeling her skin turn on fire having him this close to her in that moment. All of the sudden she felt self conscious and tried to cover up, to press her thighs together when she realised his knee was right between her legs.
“I didn’t do anything because I didn’t want to ruin our friendship but now –” he leaned towards her until his lips almost touched hers as he spoke. He paused for a moment, his eyes drifting between her eyes and her lips. “– I want you more than I have ever wanted you. And I always get what I want.”
“What if I say ‘no’?“ she hooked her hands around his neck, playing with the scruff on the back of his head. His eyes fluttered closed for a second and a quiet moan escaped his lips. "What would you do then?”
“I’d spend the rest of my life chasing after you until I make you mine.“ he said longingly gazing in her eyes. "I’d do anything to… to win you and your heart."
“You would?” she said, her lips curling in a small smile.
Kai hummed, leaning towards her while she pulled him towards her until their lips met. The second their lips touched it was as if an explosion happened. All emotions he has ever felt towards her coursed through his veins at 100 miles per hour waking up every cell in his body and he couldn’t help but notice how their lips seemed like a perfect match for each other. How instantly they found their rhythm as if they had kissed for ages and that wasn’t their first kiss. He pressed his body against hers, his lips getting more demanding with every second while his crotch grinded against hers making her moan into the kiss. Y/N pushed his jacket off his shoulders and rolled on top of him without taking her lips off his for a second, neither of them able to get enough of the other. Kai’s hands skimmed the sides of her body, finding their perfect spot on her waist both of them creating their own rhythm. He pulled her towards him making her straddle him faster while she continued to suck the air out of his lungs and tugged on his shirt, pulling it over his head. Y/N ran her fingers through her hair for a second and smiled at him, biting her lip. Her hands moved slowly up and down on his chest feeling his heartbeat increase and leaned in over him, gazing into his eyes which no longer had a trace of their usual blue colour. They were dark with lust, devils dancing in them and the way he was looking at her in that moment was enough to turn her skin on fire.
“Well then, let’s ruin the friendship.“ she whispered in his ear, her lips almost touching his earlobe as she spoke. Kai growled quietly and in a flash she found herself on her back, her head sinking into the soft pillows. His lips crashed against hers, anxious, demanding while his tongue slipped in her mouth and his fingertips brushed up her bare skin, pulling her shirt over her head. His eyes lit up like a little kid’s at the sight before him and he cupped her breasts, his eyes never leaving hers while he pressed the flat of his tongue against her left nipple taking turns between swirling the tip around them and nibbling on them. Y/N moaned softly feeling his fingers roll her other nipple between his thumb and index fingers, before he switched. Slowly he explored every inch of her body with his lips and fingertips using her body as a canvas on his way to her heat stopping only for a second to admire the sight before him.
“You are so beautiful.” he smiled, drawing fire lines on her inner thighs with his fingertips touching her everywhere but where she needed him most. "Absolutely beautiful.”
Y/N felt her cheeks flush at his words and her eyes fluttered closed for a second. His touch felt like shock waves of electricity being sent into her bloodstream, leaving her craving more and she knew there was no way she’d ever get enough of him or his magic touch. “Kai –“
“Yes?” he asked knowing what she wants but craving to hear her say it. “Tell me, what do you want.”
“You.“ she bit her lip. ”I want you.“
Kai smirked devilishly at her and brushed his fingertips against her swollen clit, listening to her heart rate increase to dangerous levels. Without taking his eyes off hers he leaned in towards her, leaving soft kisses up her inner thighs all the way to where she needed him most and pressed his mouth on her core inhaling and exhaling sharply for a few long moments, feeling her body convulse for a second when his lips touched her swollen clit.
“Look at yourself.” he cooed, slurping some of her arousal about to drip onto the sheets. “So wet you are dripping. I will have to fix this straight away.”
Y/N bit her lip feeling a light stream of air hit her clit and her eyes fluttered closed for a second as she tangled her fingers in his hair, lightly tugging on it. His tongue lapped slowly round and around her clit ever so slightly touching it driving her out of her mind. His lips and tongue worked steadily, slowly building her up and she could feel herself drip onto the sheets. Her imagination couldn’t even compare to what he was doing to her in that moment and the way he was making her feel. Every time his tongue even slightly touched her clit felt like electricity hitting her blood stream directly. As if he wanted to make her lose it, and/or burn her alive.
“Please Kai, I need you –“ she moaned.
“You need me to what?” he asked innocently, sideways flicking her clit with her tongue. “Drive you out of your mind? Finger you? Make you feel my long slim fingers curl inside you slowly, going deeper every time while those tight walls clench around them…”
“FUck YES, please –“ she squealed, feeling him lightly bite her clit for a second. His fingertips pressed against her entrance and a finger slowly entered her, curling around exploring every inch before pulling out almost to the fingertips and going in again a little deeper every time. He lightly flicked her clit with his tongue, listening to her moans get a little louder and her breathing become heavier as he enveloped her clit between his lips sucking/tugging on it. His tongue’s movements were light and slow, it was driving her completely out of her mind. Y/N wanted him, all of him but all he did was continue to tease her, taking turns between flicking her clit sideways, lapping his tongue around it and nibbling/sucking and tugging on it.
“You taste more amazing than I could’ve ever imagined.” he moaned, adding another finger slowly curling around feeling every inch, going in deeper every time. “I can spend eternity between your legs and not get enough.”
Y/N moaned a little louder feeling her orgasm approaching slowly. He was taking his time savouring every moment and building her up, bringing her right to the brink and pulling her back just to do it all over again. Her skin felt as if it was literally fire, each curl making her body arch off the bed a little more until he had to hold her down. His fingers pumped inside her a little faster, changing the pace between slow to fast to steady digging in deeper until his fingertips hit her spot and her moan turned into a small scream.
“That’s it, isn’t it?“ he smirked, lightly biting on her clit again. Y/N squealed semi-screaming ‘Yes’, pushing his mouth further on her while he sucked and tugged on her clit, sending the vibrations directly on it. “So tight – ” he cooed, feeling her walls clench around his fingers. “– it will feel so good stretching you out later.”
Kai could barely tear his eyes away from her, watching her mouth hung open, soft moans mixed with whimpers and his name rolling off her tongue constantly while she tugged on his hair and her other hand gripped on the sheets. His fingers pumped inside her at a steady to fast pace, feeling her walls clench around them spurring him to go faster until her orgasm tore through her body and she screamed his name. Slowly he trailed his way up her body leaving kisses on his way until their eyes were on the same level. Kai rested his forehead on hers and he shoved his fingers in her mouth for her to clean. Her tongue swirled around them, their eyes locked on each other and her free hand shot for the back of his head playing with his scruff while her other hand pushed its way in his jeans, palming him through his briefs. His quiet moan tumbled off his lips and his eyes fluttered closed for a moment thinking what it would feel like to have her lips and tongue on him while she moaned around his fingers.
“Y/N –“ he moaned, biting his lip.
“Shhh … No talking.” she rolled on top of him, her lips crashing against his. Their lips barely pulled away from each other getting more demanding by the second while he trailed his fingertips up her back sending shivers all over her body. Slowly her lips moved down his jawline, down his neck while her fingernails lightly scratching at his bare chest. He couldn’t tear his eyes away from her, watching her slide down his body without breaking eye contact with him for a second as she lightly nibbled on his stomach, drawing figurines with the tip of her tongue mixing with kisses until she got to what she wanted. Her fingers worked swiftly, undoing the belt/button and zipper of his jeans before she pulled them down his legs. Y/N’s gaze kept drifting between her fingertips brushing up his thighs to his eyes while he propped himself on his elbows watching her semi-sit on his hips. She ran her hand on his thick shaft, rubbing him through the thin fabric of his briefs and ran her fingers through her hair, moving it to the side before pressing her lips on him, letting her hot breath on him.
“Damn Y/N –” he moaned, watching her fingers hitch around the waistband of his briefs and slowly she pulled them down his legs, trailing her fingertips the entire way down/up. Her fingers wrapped around his thick shaft, stroking him at a steady pace while her thumb drew slow circles on the tip of his lenght gathering the pre-cum on it before bringing it to her lips, letting out a soft moan as she tasted him. Slowly she leaned towards his lenght running her tongue all the way from his balls to the tip, her nose brushing against him the entire time while she looked at him with innocent eyes. It was driving him insane how she could both look so innocent and so naughty at the same time. As if her personality switched between both every half second or so.
“You are driving me insane.” he moaned quietly. “Who knew you were such a naughty girl.”
“I’m the naughtiest.” she said in a low seductive voice, blowing a light stream of air onto the head without taking her eyes off him. His eyes fluttered closed for a moment feeling her tongue slowly run on the underside of his lenght while she took turns between nibbling on him and swirling her tongue around the head. Every time he moaned her name her heart skipped a beat and she couldn’t help but think how if this was a dream, she’d absolutely break after waking up. There had been so many moments her mind had drifted off into a fantasy about just this. Like all those times he had walked around their small apartment wearing only his boxers. Or the time he had thought she wasn’t home and they had bumped into each other in the hallway right as he was getting out of the shower, his hair still wet and water dripping down his toned torso before his towel had been wrapped around him, giving her the slightest peek at what she wanted but knew couldn’t have.
“OH FUCk Y/N –” he moaned feeling her take turns between nibbling on him and swirling her tongue around the head before she took just the tip in between her lips. Her nails lightly scratched at him while she continued to stroke him, moaning and humming some song, taking him a little further in lips every time. Kai tried to figure out what the song was but could barely even remember where they were in that moment. All he could focus on was her and her lips on him, how hot she looked in that moment with his thick shaft disappearing in her mouth every time and the vibrations of her moans hitting him directly. Y/N driving him completely insane making him feel as if he was on fire and he just couldn’t get enough. But there was something else – he couldn’t get out of his head the way she had been playing with herself before. Every time his eyes fluttered closed the image popped up in his mind and he could barely wait to find out what it feels like being inside her. To feel those tight walls clench around him while she came around him. And every move of her tongue, of her fingers fondling his balls was only pushing him further to pulling her up and tossing her under him.
“Oh shit—” he groaned, grabbing a fistful of her hair and pushing her mouth further on him, making her take him all the way for a long moment for a few seconds. Y/N moaned around him, feeling him twitch inside her mouth and her eyes started to water a little. He let go of her letting her continue on her own watching her tongue swirl around the head of his length and down to his balls, lightly sucking on them for a moment before nibbling on him on her the way up. His eyes fluttered closed for a moment and he pulled her up, tossed her under him in flash and his lips crashed against hers. Her legs wound around his waist when suddenly they slipped off the edge of the bed fell on the floor. Y/N tried to grab onto something to hold onto but all she did was end up knocking her nightstand lamp along with them.
“Whoops.” she laughed, wounding her legs around his waist.
“You really are the naughtiest, huh?” he said amused. "Are you okay?”
“Asked the person I fell on top of.“ she leaned in towards him but he pulled away and rolled on top of her, pinning her hands on either side of her head while rubbing his thick shaft against her soaked core. They gazed into each other’s eyes and she couldn’t help but notice how his eyes glowed differently for some reason and she realised the way he was looking at her when he was turned on was enough to drive her insane and her to turn her fire all over again. Even more so while he continued to tease her, pressing the tip against her entrance and sliding just the tip inside her. Every second felt like the sweetest kind of torture and she both wanted it to end and to never stop.
“Please ‘what’, princess?“ he said innocently, continuing to tease her. "What does my girl want?”
“I want you.“ she moaned. "All of you. I want to feel every inch of you inside me.”
Kai rested his forehead on hers and smirked devilishly at her mouthing ‘no’, listening to her beg for him again. Up until this point he hadn’t realised how much this would turn him on, how listening to her moan his name and listening to her beg would make him feel. Her hips kept bucking up and pushing down on him wanting all of him but every time he was a step ahead until when she least expected it he entered at once with a heavy thrust. A small scream escaped her lips and her body jolted forward a little while his hot breath hit her face intoxicating her completely. For a short moment he stood still, just enjoying how good she felt around him before withdrawing slowly, making her feel every inch on the way out leaving just the tip inside her and filling her to the brim again. Not only their lips were a perfect match for each other, they seemed to fit perfectly together like two pieces of a puzzle as if they had been made for each other.
“FUck, you are so tight.” he moaned, intertwining their fingers together. “I love it –”
Y/N’s lips curled into a smile and she clenched her walls around him for a moment earning a low growl from him and he thrusted inside her harder. His thrusts were slow and hard at first, picking up the pace every time until there were barely a few seconds between each of them. Their lips met in a passionate kiss and she felt herself getting lost in him and everything he was doing to her. Kai was everything she had imagined and more, somehow knowing just how to push her buttons perfectly. Every now and then he’d slow down only to catch her off guard and knock the air out of her lungs, each thurst leaving her craving more.
“Fuck me harder.“ she moaned, holding onto his hands tightly while he thrusted heavily inside her leaving her breathless.
“So greedy.” he groaned with a lazy smile. “I can break you.”
“Then break me.“ she bit her lip, watching him push both her legs over his shoulders before leaning in towards her. He gripped her wrists and entered her harder than before, turning her moan almost into a scream, withdrawing slowly before easing himself inside her again. Her back arched off the floor and she threw her head back for a moment feeling his lips on her neck lightly nibbling on it. He could hear her heartbeat and breathing trying to catch up with each other and failing every time while he continued to pound her senseless, wanting to bury his entire self inside her and stay like that forever, listening to their moans/groans and the sounds of flesh on flesh colliding in perfect harmony.
“Fuck Kai – I’m so clo-se.” she moaned, her walls clenching around him almost at the same time his lenght twitched inside her. Her skin felt as if it was fire or maybe the room was on fire, she wasn’t sure. Every time his thick shaft entered her skin turned to fire all over again, each thrust deeper and rougher than the last hitting her spot perfectly. A slight pain started to show between her legs but it hurt too good to ask him to slow down. In a way she liked it and just couldn’t get enough of him and the way he was making her feel in that moment, knowing there was no one else who could ever make her feel this way.
“Me too, princess.“ he groaned, "Hold it for me.”
Y/N nodded slightly, throwing her head back with the next thurst and her walls clenched around him a little more intensely, pushing his emotions on a complete overdrive. Purple/black veins flashed under his eyes and for a moment he got scared she might freak out or push him away. Instead she did neither and took him by complete surprise with her next words.
“Y/N, I don’t want to hur–” he started, watching her mouth the same words. Their lips collided, drowning out her semi-screams while he thrusted heavily inside her and his lips traced their way to her neck. Her entire body ignited all over again the second he sank his fangs in her carotid artery and she almost let go, her emotions getting pushed on a overdrive. Y/N moaned in his ear and dug her nails in his back almost drawing blood which only turned him on more feeling his lenght twitch inside her again and his thrusts, even though a little sloppier, picked up the pace. “Let yourself go baby girl.” he whispered, feeling her walls clench around him when her orgasm tore through her body triggering his while he continued to thrust inside her until they were both finished and he collapsed on top of her.
Kai rolled onto the soft carpet next to her, both of them trying to catch their breath. Y/N turned towards him and snuggled closer to him, his hands wrapping around her. Gently he lifted her chin up, cupping her face with one hand, his lips pulling her into a slow kiss.
“Well, there goes the friendship.“ he said amused, brushing his nose against hers for a second. "S-should I be worried you won’t ever look at me the same way?”
“Depends.“ she rolled on top of him, placing her hands on his chest while straddling him slowly. "Did you mean what you said earlier?”
Kai’s hands found their way on her waist and he moaned quietly, his eyes fluttering closed for a second. “About winning your heart?“ he gazed into her eyes. "Yes. Though I am absolutely terrible when it comes to emotions. But this I know. There is something I feel when I am with you and only you. I can’t shake it and I don’t want to.” he said softly, noticing how her eyes had filled in with curiosity and something else he couldn’t quite understand. Instantly he panicked a little. “W-why are you looking at me like that? D-did I say something wrong?”
“So cute when you are panicking.“ she shook her head smiling.
“What – what is it?” he insisted. Y/N just leaned over him, not taking her eyes off his while he continued panicking. Remaining silent was the hardest thing to do, but somehow she managed, testing his patience at it’s fullest. “Tell me.”
“Make me.“ she blurted out.
“You little –” he tossed her under him, his lips curling into a small smile as he pinned her hands on either side of her head. “Tell me.”
“You’ll love that don’t you. Tell me.” he kissed her neck softly feeling her melt under his touch. “Tell me.”
“Nothing, just – you really can’t see it, can you?“
“See what?” he gazed into her eyes.
“You already have won my heart, dummy.“
_________________________________________ note: i don’t know how it happened but look how blue his eyes are in this gif. 🙊 'Ocean blue eyes … I feel like I might sink and drown and die.’ 💙👀
MASTERLIST - SMUT MASTERLIST - FLUFF
Before I get into my general assessment of these moments I need to bring your attention to the above 3x22 gif because I’ve never seen this scene so close before and the way Stefan looks at Elena before she looks up at him… like he looks like this might be the last time he gets to kiss the woman he loves.
But what I love about these angsty SE moments, which happen throughout the series but specifically season 3 is I think you see the physical representation of KW’s quote on how Stefan and Elena meet each other and can breathe again?
^^ like even here there’s a moment where Elena’s lips widen and it’s like she’s exhaling, you see it in the phone call in 3x01 when Elena says Stefan’s name and he exhales:
and what makes that “breath” angsty is the fact that the scene usually starts out with them taking a chance, either an emotional one or a physical one, that has them holding their breath, maybe Elena has moved on, maybe Stefan doesn’t want to fight anymore, maybe I might die:
and then SE connect and they breathe:
In season 1:
So what I love specifically about this last gif is how Stefan makes eye contact with Elena until the last possible moment because that eye contact is establishing trust, like if you don’t want to do this at any time, I’ll see that and I will be perfectly happy dying here while you leave and it also establishes how much he loves her while Elena offering her vein to an in-need ripper establishes how much she loves him.
The angst of season 1 is all about establishing, establishing their connection through gazes, the depth of their love through stares, like we don’t see what Stefan’s expression is like when Elena tells him she loves him, it’s the back of his head and then Elena and then back to Stefan and he turns around so we the audience and she the love interest can see how completely moved and wrecked (in the best way) he is by what she said whereas their stares with each other are angsty because they’re extremely charged and both of them are deeply moved and it makes it intense:
In season 2:
Season 2 is probably the least angsty SE season but I think the two above gifs are underrated. Elena stabbed herself to stab Elijah and then Stefan rushes to feed her his blood but what I love about the above moment is how Elena is comforting Stefan as much as he’s comforting her? She knows how scared he must’ve been seeing her stab herself so she’s looking at him and holding his head like, are you OK? And the gif above it, I really love how earnest Stefan is there, the way he’s like I don’t think you get that I will literally die for you, so don’t worry and Elena’s strong like NO, I GET THAT, THAT IS THE PROBLEM. I DON’T WANT YOU TO DIE.
In season 4:
I talk about the above gif a lot because I find this scene so
underrated, it’s not the typical angsty scene but I included it in this
list because of the weighted tension of the entire scene and the
unspoken makes it angsty. Damon outs that Stefan slept with Rebekah and
he does it because he wants to solidify distance between Stefan and
Elena, he’s throwing it in Elena’s face essentially and Stefan knows
that it will hurt Elena which is why before this scene he stares at her
and Elena is visibly hurt when she looks at him and she is still hurt in this scene and Bonnie
even knows that Stefan sleeping with Rebekah will upset Elena because
she’s staring at her throughout this entire exchange like, damn girl,
you OK? And it’s angsty because everyone knows that Elena is sleeping
with Damon but that Stefan sleeping with someone else deeply hurts
In general, the season 4 angst was really about how
tethered Stefan and Elena still were to each other, I mean when she
touches his hand as he touches her face that’s the episode she sleeps
with Damon, the sexual tension of their prom dance is angsty because
Elena is clearly moved by it.
In season 5:
I think the last two gifs are angsty for a couple of reasons. In the
gif above I enjoy how when they’re not looking at each other, they have
an AWWWKARD expression on their faces but when Stefan turns to Elena,
their expressions change, they’re looking at each other’s lips
and Stefan actually licks his, which is like the whole point of this
scene was supposed to be like har har exes in close proximity, the
discomfort! Bu it actually looks like they legit want to jump each
other’s bones and thought better of it and Stefan using how Elena never
gave up on him as incentive for her not to give up on Damon is the show
dragging DE without thinking about it. The gif above is when Elena wakes
up after Stefan kills Katherine and just that soft blink Stefan does
when he sees Elena is actually there is super angsty because my guy
looks at no one else that way.
The overall angst of season 5 is a
continuation of season 4 but in my opinion sadder because these
emotional, charged moments but there’s also a sense of dejection in
their expressions like they can’t see a path that leads them back toward
each other because of the choices they made and yet they still envision
In season 6:
What’s angsty about the last gif to me is the way Elena lowers her
eyes and head when she walks away. In general, I find that the SE angst
of season 6 comes from the fact that they’re always cycling back to what
they were to each other, who they were to each other and it’s not in a
way in which they moved on, they’re trying to replicate that with other
people while episodes like 6x16 re-emphasize their connection.
In seasons 7 and 8:
all know why the last two gifs are angsty af, I especially find it
angtsy because we see Stefan’s wedding ring as he brushes Elena’s hair
away but Julie and co had so many interviews and quotes about how
seasons 7 and 8 are supposed to be the continuation of the DE love story
even though Elena isn’t present but I really think it just reinforced
the SE love story in much subtler but poignant, angsty and profound