ok so you know how theres that theory that the original goner ending music is the start to heavydirtysoul?
well i was thinking that the original goner, heavydirtysoul, and the ‘new’ goner could be telling a story. in the first rendition of goner we clearly see that tyler loses. hes a goner, theres no point to living anymore. but he gives it one more day. thats when heavydirtysoul starts. hes begging for someone to save him. his soul. and then the new goner starts and it starts off kinda like the first one but over time you see tyler fights back. he realizes whats going on and he fights blurryface. its that point in the song when he first starts to scream ‘dont let me be gone’ that starts the fight and the final gentle ‘you’ is the end. its llike a sigh. tyler won this time. he decided (story-wise or real life) to stay alive for just another day and he realized that it was worth it, he can beat this thing and live.
i just know a lot of suicidal people do this, where they decide to live just one more day, or one more week etc.
im saying its worth it, and those songs are proof. we’ll beat our demons one day. and we’ll be happy to be alive. just keep fighting.
this is my favorite jinhun moment from the whole episode, hands down. look at the way jihun’s expression changes from laughing to being serious and attentive towards youjin real quick and then he just listens to youjin speaking as if it matters a lot, as if whatever youjin’s got to say matters a lot.
it’s one of the things that i love about their dynamics - that jihun, despite his playful self that would sometimes ~make fun~ of youjin when the older’s rambling, he also knows how to listen, and he listens well.
I oppose it (Seungjun collecting the Pokemon stickers), by the way. First of all, he hardly eats the bread he buys. He once bought it as much as 10K KRW. furthermore, what made me angry this morning was i saw four pieces of bread in Seungjun and Inseong’s room…. It doesn’t matter to buy lots of it. But he just doesn’t eat it while collecting its stickers. It’s such a waste of money.
I’M CACKLING. MOM!YOUJIN IS ON THE LOOSE AGAIN. Y’ALL BETTER LISTEN TO HIM L O L.