they are so lovely i want them inside me

i’m always a slut for a christmas au 

  • “i know we hate each other but it’s christmas eve and your flight was cancelled please come inside”
  • “i got you for secret santa so i got you this really expensive but sentimental gift that you’ve always wanted, hoping you’ll never find out it’s from me - and that i’ve been in love with you 1234567 years”
    SNOWBALL FIGHTS
  • “hi we’re neighbours and omg are you alright i could smell cooking burning - whoaaa now that’s just embarrassing? step aside i’ll handle this”
  • person a seducing person b into taking a few steps back/backing them against the wall (”oh look, how did that mistletoe get right there????”)
  • “you’re in the hospital for the holidays so i came in while you were sleeping to decorate your room i love you merry christmas”
  • “YES I BOOBY TRAPPED THE PRESENTS BECAUSE YOU DO THIS EVERY FUCKING YEAR”
  • “i live below you and i was minding my own business watching the snowfall out the window WHEN I SAW A BODY FALL ARE YOU REALLY PUTTING UP CHRISTMAS LIGHTS NOW”
  • I KNITTED YOU A JUMPER
  • MY MOM KNITTED YOU A JUMPER
  • “we’re strictly ‘platonic’ but we’re snowed in omg we’re gonna have to repopulate the earth”
  • “i slipped on ice outside your house and you ran out barefoot to help me quick let’s get inside under a blanket”
  • “’it’s a wonderful life’ aww it sounds so cute babe sure we can watch it! *30 mins later* “YOU MONSTER”
  • “we were playing in the snow and you suddenly tackled me to the ground and now…we’re just…staring… at each other…”
  • “YOU DON’T LIKE MARSHMALLOWS IN YOUR HOT CHOCOLATE? WHY DO YOU HATE LOVE”
  • TREE DECORATING (bonus points if one of them is doing it completely wrong omg why am i in love with you) 
  • “we took our kids to santa’s workshop and they both wished we would get together”
    FRIENDS AU - “our christmas party turned into a tropical theme because the radiator is broken and it’s hotter than hell in here - damn you look good without a shirt i never noticed before asgdhfjgkhl” 
  • “we’re co workers who hate each other but you had too much to drink at the staff christmas party and admitted your love for me i don’t know how to act around you now” 
  • DRUNKEN CAROLLING (”that’s not a thing” “oh yes it is”) 
  • TEACH ME HOW TO SKI (lol jk i know how you’re just so fucking cute)
  • “there’s a storm and omg i’m losing signal are you okay?? hold on let me drive 489432 miles to get you the night before christmas” 
  • PULLING YOU IN FOR A KISS WITH A SCARF 
  • “i did that annoying thing where i put loads of smaller boxes inside one big box and you’re getting really mad but you don’t know that the ring is in the smallest box and i can’t wait to see your face”
potential angst starters
  • “please don’t forget”
  • “you know you should have stayed”
  • “you’re cold on the inside”
  • “there’s a dog in your heart and it tells you to tear everything apart”
  • “you ruin everything you touch and destroy anyone you love”
  • “i know that you can’t hear me anymore”
  • “it’s so loud inside my head”
  • “i haven’t been all that you could have hoped for”
  • “if you held on a little longer, you would have more reasons to be proud”
  • “i talk to the shadows hoping you might be listening”
  • “how can i say this without breaking?”
  • “i loved and i lost you”
  • “i don’t want them to know the way i loved you”
  • “i don’t think they would accept me”
  • “your heart fits like a key”
  • “it’s so quiet here”
  • “you said that you weren’t alone”
  • “you still owe me a reason”
  • “i act like i don’t fucking care”
  • “maybe you’re too good for me”
  • “lately colors seem so bright”
  • “i can’t admit that you’ve got all the strings and know how to tug them”
  • “losing you was something i always did so well”
  • “i don’t do anything anymore”
  • “sorry, i nearly lost my head”
  • “this feeling i dread, it makes me wish i was dead”
  • “i’ll be alone instead, i don’t need anyone in this bed”
  • “i come home on my own”
  • “i don’t care if i don’t look pretty”
  • “big girls cry when their hearts are breaking”
  • “i’m in pain”
  • “she gives me toothaches just from kissing me”
  • “i didn’t care much how long i lived”
  • “heaven and hell were words to me”
  • “i need to feel your hands upon my face”
  • “words can be like knives. they can cut you open”
  • “i think i might have inhaled you”
  • “i can feel you flowing in me”
  • “i miss you more than i thought i would”
  • “i never meant to start a fire. i never meant to make you bleed”
  • “i’ll love the world like i should”
  • “the blood on my hands scares me to death”
  • “you took a chance and you took a fall for us”
  • “my love, look what you can do”
  • “i know in peace you’ll go. i hope relief is yours”
  • “was i selfish again? well, i can’t help that”
  • “i pour my heart out on the ice and everyone’s watching but you”
  • “i can’t see you, you can’t see me”
  • “everybody’s watching but you, and i don’t think i want them to”
  • “there’s a bitter storm inside of me”
  • “i do it all for you”
  • “it’s all gone to shit, it’s out of our hands”
  • “if you’re searching for us, you’ll find us side by side”
  • “as long as we’re going down, baby you should stick around”
  • “does any of this love exist or is this just a fire keeping out the cold?”
  • “memories never lie”
  • “tell me that i’m right”
  • “your tired, unfamiliar face says it all”
  • “even though we all grow old, love will never die”
  • “that was long ago”
  • “i used to call you my own, my dear”
  • “now you’re lost and i am drunk alone”
  • “when you said your last goodbye, i died a little bit inside”
  • “if you loved me, why’d you leave me?”
  • “our love was made for movie screens”
  • “i tried to be someone else for you”
  • “i thought that i loved you, but we weren’t love”
  • “there was something that was not there”
  • “i can sleep forever these days”
  • “i believe in anything that brings you back home to me”
  • “there is no distraction to mask what is real”
  • “now you’ll be missing from the photographs”
  • “in my thoughts, you’re far away”
  • “i can picture you so easily”
  • “what’s gonna be left the world if you’re not in it?”
  • “every minute of every hour, i miss you more”
  • “it’s such a shame we have to see them burn”
  • “i’ve lost control of all of my senses”
  • “put me in my place”
  • “i can’t help but think of you”
  • “it’s always been just you and me”
  • “and i’ll hold in these hands all that remains”
  • “i don’t want to rest in peace, i’d rather be the ghost that annoys you”
  • “hold me in your arms”
  • “don’t listen to your friends, they only care once in a while”
  • “it’s pulling me back”
  • “when you go home, everything looks different”
  • “i wish you would tell me how you really feel”
  • “when you leave me, you take away everything”
  • “that’s not our deal”
  • “i want you so much”
  • “i want to go back to the first time, the first place”
  • “my heart is open like a door, but i don’t trust you like before”
  • “you came and took me by surprise”
  • “maybe one day you’ll be the one, but until then…”
  • “now i’m fucked up and i’m missing you”
  • “please just look me in my face and tell me everything’s okay”
  • “i’ll never be like you”
  • “absolve me of my sins, won’t you?”
  • “it hurts me everytime i see you”
  • “i hate that i love you”
  • “you want her, you need her, and i’ll never be her”
  • “do you miss me like i miss you?”
  • “wedding bells were just alarms”
  • “you said you wouldn’t but you fucking did”
  • “i guess this is moving on”
  • “you don’t care, you never did”
  • “you don’t give a damn about me”
  • “you’re only happy when your sorry head is filled with dope”
  • “if you’re looking for love, know that love don’t live here anymore”
  • “i don’t want to see you go, i just want to see you smile”
  • “tell me that now is not the end”
  • “if you’re trying to find pity, then you need to look somewhere else”
  • “i’m a first class let down”
  • “how did it come to this?”
  • “love is a polaroid- better in picture but never can fill the void”
  • “if it’s broken then it can be fixed”
  • “all you need is time”
  • “we promised the world we’d tame it”
  • “i wonder what keeps us so high up”
  • “could there be a love beneath these wings?”

At last, here’s my ultimate tribute to this show and the amazing brains behind it. Yuri on Ice means so much to me, and I’ve never been so invested in a series to the point of being at the verge of a heart attack everytime a new episode aired. (Well, not an actual heart attack, but it felt like it anyway). It’s taught me a lot about myself and how to deal with something I didn’t even know I had (anxiety has always been there, lurking somewhere inside my head without being noticed, but this last couple of weeks have been terrible and I even had an anxiety attack).

That’s why I wanted to thank Mitsuro Kubo-senei and Sayo Yamamoto-sensei for this wonderful work of art and love. They’ve given me (and the world) so much, it felt wrong not to give them something back. I don’t want to give them just a fanart but all my affection and support.

By the way, each flower means something! Boy, I love flower language, it’s so beautiful <3

Maybe I’ll post another image with the meaning of all the 17 different kind of flowers I drew here… 

So… Thank you so much for Yuri on Ice!!! See you next level!! <3 <3 <3

PS: Does someone know how to post something with transparent background? Because I’ve tried and it looks like Tumblr corrupts it…

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I’ve read your tags, darlings, of course Hanzo have a McCree Plush- just nobody knows about that except D.Va 

McHanzo Plushis as Extra, they have little magnets inside of their hands so they will hold hands when they near each othre :///3 (I want that….someone pls sew them and send them to me QQ)

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—Thank you for 1000 Followers Q//Q Srsly…Never thought I could reach for the stars and actually catch them. At least It feels like that!
Thanks you so much for liking my art you loyal, little pumpkins ♥ —

I look at you and all I can picture is the way you look at her. and its not fair. Its not fair that a person can make you love them without the intention of loving you back and thats what you did to me and thats what she did to you. 
and it still doesn’t make sense because I’m the one whose here. I’m the one whose always fucking there. and she isn’t. 
and Its so hard not to feel so fucking shitty when you give someone every single good thing inside of you when they dont even fucking want it. 
and I just can’t figure out how I’m not enough? I can’t figure out how you made me love you so damn much and I couldn’t get a feeling out of you. 
and I love you. I love you so much it hurts and you just hurt me. 
you hurt me over and over and all I do is apologize and make excuses for you. and I don’t know if that shows how much I love you or if that just shows how much of an idiot I am because I think its both. 
I can’t even start to describe how much you mean to me, and no one sees that. and you don’t see it.
Its not just a crush, its not just hard getting over you. this is completely different. I just want to talk to you all the time. I want to call you when something good happens, I want your arms wrapped around me when everything is falling apart. I just want you. I just love you so damn much, I feel like my heart is going to explode. 

and you feel none of it. 
you are cold and distant, and you are only there when you want to be. you are only there when you need something. 
everything that I feel for you, you feel for her.
While I am looking for you in a crowded room, you are looking for her. 
and its not fair, she doesn’t deserve that and I don’t deserve this. Unrequited love is one of the worst descriptions of love and i cannot even hate you for it because I know every horrible feeling I get from you, you are getting from her. 

I just wish you loved me back. I wish there was something here other than “good friends”

—  unrequited love is a bitch

I wish I’ve met you sooner.
I would’ve told you that it wasn’t the right thing to do.
That being cool and popular wasn’t about hurting people
And making them feel less than they are.

I wish you’d known how bad it was,
To be someone you’re not for the sake of something so superficial.
Unreal.
Passing.

I wish I could’ve told you how wrong your friends were.
How wrong it was to be their friend.
To call them friends.
That they didn’t love you, because if they did,
They wouldn’t have wanted you to be like them.

I wish I figured you out sooner.
Knew what you wanted me to do.
Heard your calls for me when you had no idea what you were doing,
Dying inside as you made someone else cry,
Their tears cutting through you like spears spitting fire.

I wish I was there to tell you to listen to yourself.
To listen to that little girl that was inside that teenager,
Screaming at the top of her lungs for her to stop.

I wish I had been there,
Carrying you through the halls,
Placing your books in your locker before first period so you wouldn’t have to be late,
And hurling your way to class before they caught you.
Before they told you to skip class.
Before they made you feel like it’s stupid to even want to be there.

I hope you can forgive me.
For not turning up sooner than I did.
For taking too long to show up on that door step.
For making you hurt every day.
For not lying with you on the cold, white tiles,
Emptying your stomach as if you could empty the pain.
The guilt.
The memories.

I wish you could speak up now
And tell me so.
Tell me that you’re not angry at me,
Anymore.
That you’re no longer withholding the forgiveness,
Punishing me.

I wish that you forgive me.
That you forgive yourself.

How I want my man:

✓  Looks good with blood (Call me a psychopath, but I like them when they’re a bit mad.)

Is a good person deep inside

✓  A bit spiced up with angst.

 Basically, is perfect no matter what angle you look at him even the gay angle

And these, my dear friends, are some of the reasons why I don’t have a love life.

I just got back from watching Fantastic Beast and I have never relate and fall in love with a character that quick. I, too, would like to fit all of my pets inside a small briefcase and carry it wherever i go.

Originally posted by chatnoirs-baton

there are butterflies resting along your spine. you look up and smile at me, golden curls bouncing slightly in the breeze. i feed you a sweet little confection and you reward me with a sweeter smile, your tongue hot against my fingers now.

your lips, that delicious pout, the scent of you, the sight of you laying naked on a picnic blanket drives me insane with want.

when i touch you, it feels like sunlight streaming through my veins, lighting up every nerve. you finish sucking on my fingers, leaving them wet. god, i need to be inside you so badly. i love your shallow little gasps and clenched thighs, the way you grind down on my fingers desperately.

i replay your moans in my head for days afterward.

It was the feeling when your fingers started to intertwine with mine. When my heart jumped so high every time you call my name and showed me your beautiful smile. The time you tell me the most wonderful words I’ve ever heard. When we begin to create precious memories and put them inside a jar with a mix of our love. It was those feelings I want to repeat, to fall for you again and again. You see, I will always want to remember the first time than to dwell on the hurtful last time. Because I knew I could never have them again in my arms. I don’t want to forget, so I’d rather choose all the flashbacks I always wanted to get.
—  ma.c.a // Beginnings Vs. Endings

What happened to 
my soft autumn light?

It’s November now, 
the light is gone and
it’s so cold outside, or
maybe just inside me,
and I can barely
remember what it was 
like to feel warm.


I kept telling myself I’d
tell you tomorrow, but
tomorrow was yesterday,
and now it’s months by.

—  Where’d I go? (It’s too late to tell you now.)

someone: hey are you ok?

me on the outside: yeah!

me on the inside: im still not over mark kissing hyuck’s cheek and i know all of my followers are so tired of me talking about them but oh my gosh it’s sososososo clear they love each other whether it’s platonic or romantic they still care about each other and that kiss must’ve been so djfjkbdsjsdfnj for them because a bunch of my guy friends can’t even hold hands and mark kissed his best friend’s cheek and hyuck WANTED THAT KISS AND MARK IS SUCH A DUMBO WHO WONT MAKE THE FIRST MOVE AND I LOVE MARKHYUCK

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do you want it? do you want anything i have? will you throw me to the ground like you mean it, reach inside and wrestle it out with your bare hands?

They’re taller and older now
Dean’s no longer a four-year-old
I don’t have to tie his shoes
Or wipe his nose when he cries
Sam no longer wails for food
Or coos for attention

They’re taller and older now
They’ve got great wisdom
Some I never wished for them
They know things I never wanted them to
And sometimes when I’m alone in my room
I’ll yearn for our lost years


They’re taller and older now
And Dean can hold me in his arms
And Sam towers over me
They’re both so full of love still
That never seemed to change
Inside, they’re still my baby boys

— 

yearning for our lost years; j.r.l

Supernatural Poetry Challenge | envydean vs. @godshipsit
Prompt: Mary Winchester
Pairings: None
Tags: Family, Slight S12 Spoilers, yearning

Getting It On

Request: can i have an imagine where the reader is like the youngest member of the cast and they all view you as a sister and then lin walks in on you and your boyfriend in a heated makeout session and then you have to deal with teasing from the cast? i thought it would be cute! thank you and happy holidays

A/N: aaaaa this was rushed af i’m so sorry it’s terrible i just whipped this up bc im free atm IM ALSO SORRY FOR IT BEING SO LATE AUGH IM SO BAD AT KEEPING TRACK OF THINGS ALSKDJKFKA

Pairing: Platonic!Hamilcast x Reader?

“Come on.” You tried to pull your boyfriend inside the Richard Rodgers theatre after the show. Everyone has been asking about your love life for some reason and they’d all been dying to meet your significant other.

“They all want to meet you.” You grinned and put your arm around his.

“Them? They want to meet me?” He laughed, a little hesitant.

“Just shut up and come with me.” You laughed with him and with what little strength you have compared to him, you finally managed to get him inside.

You first showed him your room before meeting anyone else because you’d want to warn him first about everyone so they won’t intimidate him.

“Basically,” you huffed. “They’re really friendly but after awhile, they’ll be pretty nosy but they mean well. I think.”

“Okay, okay.” Your boyfriend laughed. “It still sounds pretty busy outside. Let’s stay here for awhile.” He got up from the chair and approached you with a smirk on his face.

He snaked his hands around the small of your back and pulled you closer to him for a kiss on the forehead, on the nose then on the lips. You stayed like that for awhile until neck kissing, hands roaming and stifled moans happened while being pushed down on the couch.

You didn’t stop any of it and even took ahold of his wrist and placed his hand on your breast. He started massaging it until Lin barged into your dressing room.

“Hey Y/N, I heard your boyfriend was finally here–!” He stopped in his tracks with the door wide open. His jaw dropped but his mouth formed a smile and started laughing a little.

You both tried to fix yourselves. You could practically feel the redness of your face as you tried to look presentable as much as possible. “Lin, wait don't–”

“Y/N AND HER BOYFRIEND ARE GETTING IT ON.” Lin ran out laughing and screaming to practically the whole of the theatre.

You heard a collective scream and laughter of “what” as some rushed into your room namely Renee and Jasmine.

“Oh my god.” Renee laughed and pulled the two of you out of the room so you could see the other cast members.

Before they started saying anything, you rushed into action and started introducing them one by one to your boyfriend who seemed just as embarrassed as you were.

“Don’t you lay a hand on her.” Daveed laughed and teased. “I’m going to stand as her older brother in the theatre and there’s no way you’re having sex here, not on my watch.”

“Daveed!” You shrieked.

“I don’t want to see you grow up that fast, Y/N.” Jasmine pretended to cry and hug you. Being the youngest cast member sucked.

“Oh c'mon guys,” Pippa sympathized. Sort of. “Give her a break, they both looked uncomfortable and embarrassed right now.”

Lin shrugged and made everyone erupt in laughter by saying, “Well, they definitely looked comfortable earlier in-”

“Lin!” You threw your slipper at him. You were embarrassed being caught as it is.

“Do you want me to give you bedroom tips man?” Oak blatantly asked your boyfriend which made Hope choke on her water with laughter.

“We’re leaving!” You screamed and pulled your boyfriend past the cast.

“Use protection!” You heard Anthony shout in the distance, making everyone laugh.

Once you both got out of the theatre, you could finally breathe with ease and same goes to your boyfriend. He was laughing the entire time, saying how they could be a handful everyday and all you could do was agree.

“Ah, I didn’t get to actually talk to any of them though. You pulled me out way too quickly.” He said but he didn’t sound that disappointed.

“Sorry.” You mumbled, still feeling a little embarrassed. “I’ll bring you in again next time.”

He laughed, “Let’s not get caught again, I wasn’t able to speak at all. I thought Chris, was it? Was actually going to hit me for a second.”

“Oh god.” You laughed.

After a moment of silence of walking back to your apartment, he says, “Next time I should probably talk to Oak about those tips.”

You laughed and hit him on the arm.

i just love people so much and i know my heart is strong because it hasn’t burst from all of the love inside of it yet and it hurts so so bad when people leave because i love them wholeheartedly but you know what, it’s so worth it because i love loving, i love loving people, i love love and all i want is somebody to share this love with and when they finally come for me i will give them absolutely everything and i will never regret it the way people will regret hurting others

anonymous asked:

I've been feeling very uninspired lately but I really want to write. I admire you and your writing a lot, so I was wondering if you could give me some nice, sliiightly challenging prompts? I need them. Thanks!

hey love. i know this feeling better than i’d like to admit and it…isn’t fun. i have a “prompts” tag on my blog which you could look through, and it’s almost 2am right now & i’m wrecked but here’s what i can think of:

one word prompts:

  • hunger 
  • bruises
  • purple
  • noise
  • nails
  • shadow
  • wings
  • rust
  • memory
  • hollow

surroundings prompts:

  • the sky inside out
  • this road leads to nowhere
  • follow the cracks in the pavement
  • the air you breathe is molten
  • find where the horizon meets itself
  • there are lies in the person beside you

feeling prompts:

  • when the wind outside opens your skin at the seams
  • nostalgia for something you’ve never experienced before
  • falling in love with the ugliness of true love
  • searing isolation amidst company
  • aching body home to aching bones
  • the desire to do something, to live

theme prompts:

  • abandonment / fragments and mirror shards / escape / running around in circles / fairground music / white eyes / smiling with teeth
  • twilight / coolness / wisteria and willow trees / the moon behind clouds / damp grass / dewdrops / the colour lilac / soft darkness
  • blood / silence / concrete and cement / a heavy heart / muscle turned to stone / flash photography / the body used as a weapon
  • warmth / curling flames / smoke screens in amber / headiness / dreaming in the daytime / filtered light / shafts of golden dust 

anonymous asked:

I love your animal ears and tails?? they're so cute??? do you have any tips for drawing them o: !! I would really appreciate a few pointers, i really look up to your art :D regardless have a good day!

hi, thanks for the message!! I’m kind of bad at explaining things but here’s how I do it

for ears: big triangles along the top of the head (make sure they follow the curve of the head to be more convincingly attached) and then fluff inside the ear in all sorts of directions

for the tail: I usually draw a nice S-curve and then pile on the fluff around it

and finally

…I have no advice for him I’m sorry

haha anyway I hope this helped a little? feel free to send me a more in-depth ask if you were looking for something specific C: have a good day!!