they are so gay omg

                    alright i’m going to be a lil sappy here so forgive me. but i’m really glad i joined the fairy tail fandom. i know i wouldn’t of been the same person without the experiences here. sure, it’s had it’s up and downs. but, when i think of this place i think of all the great friends i made and still have today. 

                    feels like just yesterday when i joined, and i remember so many fond memories too !! laughter, smiling, especially when it was a tough point in my life it brought me so much peace to know i could laugh with everyone here, and most importantly how people accepted me for me !! honestly, this fandom gave me something i always wanted; friends. i don’t have many here behind the screen, but now i got nakama that’ll last me for life, along with the memories. 

                    so, thank you guys. i love you. fairy tail will always have a special place in my heart. whether i’ve been following you long-term ( years for example bc i’ve been here since 2013 !! ) or an short period of time, i still appreciate you. thanks for letting be apart of this community. <3.

Monday 8:27am
I woke up with you on my mind.
You called me babe last night —
my heart is still pounding.

Tuesday 10:53pm
Today I realized we won’t work.
What we are is hurting her.
And I think she matters more to me than you do.

Wednesday 11:52pm
I broke things off with you today.
She barely said a word.
I’ve never regretted anything more than this.

Thursday 4:03pm
I shouldn’t have sent that message.
You shouldn’t have been so okay with receiving it.

Friday 9:57pm
I almost messaged you today.
I didn’t.

Saturday 8:49pm
I’m walking around town in search of alcohol.
They say that liquor numbs the pain of having a broken heart.
I want to put that to the test.

Sunday 2:32am
I heard you texted a girl you’ve never spoken to before.
I wonder if it’s because you’re trying to replace me.
I can’t help but wish you weren’t.
I thought I was irreplaceable.

—  a week with you on my mind, c.j.n.