they are my anti drug

(If you’re wondering whose head I threw onto the woman, it’s Shelia Jeffrey’s. Author of anti-trans and anti-gender novels)

you love her like heroin and sickness, bruised heart in a spinning room. she loves you like screaming is an art and blood is violent.

you lie to yourselves to get through the night cause it’s easier to breathe in toxins if you’re not alone,

cause she loves a girl with hair like flames and you dream of taking him home

and it hurts.

—  numb // saphael and clizzy

I’m beginning to think only, like, 70% of the reason I love Shidge is because they’re my two favs and they would be so so sweet together it would rot your teeth. The other 30% is just spite. Pure “Fuck you, I do what I want” spite that rose from the ashes of people denouncing Shidge after the age reveal last year. Honestly I think that fits both Shiro and Pidge pretty well and I believe that it’s a beautiful shipper origin story.

I’ve had another experience with the transcult

I was leaving the stall in the women’s restroom, when all of a sudden the transcult kicked down the door to the restroom. They were wearing pink, blue, and white cloaks. Us TERFs all know those colors, they’re the colors of the anti womyn pride flag. They quickly walked into the stalls, with the hot pink bedazzled toilets, and started to all wash their hands in sync. You know not in a sink, in sync. I ran out to get someone, but when I came back, the cult was gone.

Please, be aware of these hand washing in the toilet maniacs.

anyone who says weight loss is as simple as ‘eating less’ has never had a significant amount of weight to lose

“I’ve always tended to not let some dumb RP’er ruin my view on characters, but I can’t look at Liechtenstein the same way after being borderline harassed by a Liechtenstein RP’er.  I was playing as Belarus and the Liech RP’er forced BelaLiech down my throat even though my Nat is a heterosexual aromantic.  I received insults and was accused of being ‘homophobic’.  The Liech RP’er tried to be all ‘yandere’ on my character.  Seriously, the femslash can be just as worse.”

For the RP’ers out there: NO means fucking NO.

If someone says no or is not interested in your ship, do NOT shove or push yourself on them or their character.  Do not guilt trip, do not insult, do not harass, do not go “yandere” (fuck off with that stupid shit - it’s not cute), do not be a piece of shit.  

Not everyone’s going to agree with you, so get over yourself.  Either suck it up and RP, or find somebody else who’ll agree.  Either way, be polite and again, no shoving.

- Mod V

“- Don’t you dare touch him again…”

Kyuubi Naruto for my fave @moonsuke <3

Zombie status achieved.

I was up with Violet from 3-6am this morning (thanks, wilful toddler sleep regression) and then had my gallbladder removed. I am the QUEEN of naps. So why in the holy hell have I not been able to sleep ever since waking up from surgery?!

I have a boat load of drugs and anti-nausea medicine in my system and yet I’m lying here catching up on Southern Charm.

I also may be leaving incoherent messages on your posts, snapchats and Instagram posts. For that I apologize. 😂

Also, can we all just agree that I’m done with surgery forever now. I think 5 is plenty. I’m good now.


I’m really sorry I haven’t posted anything new lately (or even replied to asks, because I’m fail). I hadn’t been feeling great, and right after comic con I went to the doctor, and he was all “wow you have so much anxiety and ptsd”, and he put me on some anti-anxiety drugs and frankly, they’re kicking my butt. I’ve been so tired, and apparently it’ll take like a month or so for my body to get used to them. But, we rejiggered how I’m supposed to take them a couple days ago, so fingers crossed. 

Anyway, other than that, I’m feeling a hell of a lot better, and hopefully I’ll start waking up soon so I can get back to writing and such. 

Apologies, and thank you for your patience, and I’ll reply to asks and such tomorrow. Love you guys!