they are going to kill me one day

anonymous asked:

do you have any advice for depression cause like its passive-agressively killing me I'm just?? tired?? I guess?? like idk I kinda wanna die but lazy and no motivation and violent parents suck .-.

*hugs* When I was going through a bad bout of depression in high school the thing that helped me the most was having a small thing to look forward to every day. For example, I had this one passion hibiscus tea that I loved, and I told myself that if I got through the day I would get to drink as much as I wanted of it that night. 

You’d be surprised how much a single small daily ritual helps you make it through the day. I find it helps a lot more than setting goals like “I’m going to cure my depression in six months by joining basketball and this and that” because a daily goal helps with the short-term, which keeps you from getting burned out but still gets you through to the hard days. 

Also if things get too bad, don’t be afraid to talk to someone for help. If your parents aren’t open-minded, find an adult around you who is. Grandparents, aunts or uncles, teachers, since it’s better to talk to anyone rather than to do something drastic. 

SORRY IF ITS GETTING HEAVY ON MY BLOG TONIGHT, I hope this helps! Remember that regardless of what tumblr screams about, the majority of people want to help you get better, medical care for depression has come a long way, and we’re all rooting for you <3  

Ibn al-Qayyim said: One day Ibn Taymiyah said to me:

What can my enemies do to me?

My garden is in my heart;

wherever I go it is with me and never leaves me.

My detainment is seclusion (an opportunity for worship),

my being killed is martyrdom, and being expelled from my city is a journey.

— Al-Waabil al-Sayyib (p. 110).

today is a big day. on january 19th, 2014, the very first frickle frackle edit was posted. originally going by the name “agentsofno”, the agents-of-frickle-frackle name took hold an edit or two later. i honestly had no idea what i was doing or if people would like these silly things or how long i would continue posting them. and now here we are, THREE YEARS LATER????? OVER THREE AND A HALF THOUSAND POSTS LATER??? OVER TEN THOUSAND FOLLOWERS LATER???

it kinda blows my mind to think about the amount of time and effort that i’ve put into this blog. i know i’m not nearly as active as i was back in the glory days, but i’m really glad i’ve been able to keep this up and entertain you guys for so long. and i’m thankful you guys have continued to put up with me and my terrible jokes for this long. while it’s true i may be a big supporter of the #freebrennafromaos movement, i will always be grateful for the people that this fandom has brought into my life. it’s given me some of my best friends who i talk to every single day. 

i don’t know how much longer this show will continue to air, but i promise this blog won’t go anywhere. posts may get far and few between, but it will always hold a special place in my life. thank you guys so much for making this so fun. 

                     ♥ happy birthday agents of frickle frackle ♥

Hey babe! Congrats again on 600!! Could I get some possibly smutty but also fluffy Jared on this one? <3 @td122609 / @impalaimagining

“Babe, you are killing me with these interviews!” I pulled Jared behind a closed door after he finished his last interview of the day. We finally had a break and I was going to take advantage of it. I launched myself at him, his strong arms catching me and hiking my thighs up to wrap around his waist. Within seconds, I had fisted both hands in his hair, pulling his face to mine. The kiss was hot, needy and sloppy. After the way he had been teasing me all day, I couldn’t wait another minute to have him all over me, in me.

Jared finally pulled away, resting his forehead against mine, both of us breathing heavily. “Taylor, we can’t do this here. I want you so badly, but we need to get back to our room first.”

“Then do it, take me there and make me yours. Now.” I panted in his ear, hoping he was feeling the same urgency I was.

The elevator took forever, but we finally reached our floor but I couldn’t keep my hands off him for as long as it took to walk to our room. He managed to unlock the door, but before it was even shut I was taking my clothes off. Jared just watched me, eyes wide, palming himself through his jeans. I lay back on the bed, open for him and he didn’t miss a step. In three long strides, he was on me, ravishing my pussy like it was the last thing he was ever going to taste. His tongue and fingers, drove me to heights in record time, my lips screaming his name as I came for him. I wanted to return the favor.

I summoned him to stand and stripped him of his jeans and boxers. I had never been this hungry for him before. I needed all of him and I needed him now. I sat on the edge of the bed and wrapped my hand around his throbbing cock. I knew I wouldn’t be able to take the whole thing, but I took as much as I could until the tip hit the back of my throat. And that was all it took. I let go of him and in a mad rush, ran to the bathroom and emptied the contents of my stomach into the bowl.

Jared rushed in, held my hair and rubbed my back. When I was done, I leaned back against the tub. He wet a washcloth and ran the cool rag over my face and neck.

“Babe? Are you okay?” Jared asked me, his eyes not leaving mine.

I was mortified, but it’s now or never. “Um, yeah. I am great. I am so great.” Like I was trying to give myself a pep talk. “I just need some water.” I got up and walked out to the kitchenette, pulling a bottle of water out of the fridge. As I did that, I reached into my purse and handed him an envelope.

“What is this?” Jared just looked from the envelope to me.

“Just open it, please. I’m, ah, I am going to go brush my teeth.” I pleaded with him before returning to the bathroom.

With a mouthful of toothpaste, I stared at myself in the mirror, not believing what just happened. Well, I can, but I am still mortified. Within minutes, Jared was standing behind me, his hands on my hips. He bent down to rest his chin on my shoulder and met my eyes in the mirror. “Are you serious?” He asked me with a huge smile on his face.

I spit and cleared my mouth before speaking. “Jared, this is about as serious as it gets. This is why I have been so horny. I just didn’t know your monster cock was going to make me projectile vomit. I am so sorry.” I couldn’t meet his eyes any longer.

“Are you kidding me? I don’t care. I am the happiest guy in the world right now! We’re gonna be a family! I am going be a dad and you are going to be the best mother in the world. I love you Taylor.”

impala-dreamers-mainfrigginblog  asked:

FMK: @impala-dreamer, @inmysparetime0, @frenchybell

Fine Beka! You evil, evil girl!  This is just mean! How can I be expected to kill off one of my brujas?!  I could change kill to kiss, but nope, not going to.  You wanna play that way, I’ll play that way.

@impala-dreamer Kill. Because you are EVIL! You can’t seriously send this to me and expect a good result to come from it!

@inmysparetime0  Dammit Beka! Lindz, blame Beka! Fuck. You may not realize this, but you are sexy and totally deserve to find that guy that you are looking for.

@frenchybell  Marry. April you are just so chill and down to earth. I could totally spend the rest of my life hanging out with you.

anonymous asked:

Anytime Ohm's around Jon just clings to Bryce but one day Ohm's there and Bryce has to leave for an emergency and Ohm's just thinking 'the fuck do I do with you?' and they just awkwardly sit together and Jon goes to get some noms and twists his ankle, falling off the couch, and Ohm's freaking out and trying to help bc 'oh God Bryce is going to kill me!" and he holds him and rubs his ankle. When Bryce gets back he just sees them cuddling(ish?) sleeping (my head thinks of weird stuff) ~Indigo 💙💜

!!!!

They have this love/hate relationship bc sometimes theyre both fine with eachother and sometimes its like “id sell you to satan for one corn chip”

I was tagged by the amazing @sarcasticallygenius

Thank you! ❤

A- Age: 17

B- Biggest fear: abandonment

C- Current time: 8:34

D- Drink you last had: water

E- Every day starts with: turning off my alarm and going through my everyday beauty routine

F- Favourite song: Be Okay by Oh Honey

G- Ghosts, are they real: yes??

I- In love with: the world around me

K- Killed someone: nope

L- Last time you cried: a week ago

M- Middle name: McCarrell

N- Number of siblings: 1

O- One wish: World peace (including the extinction of xenophobia, racism, homophobia, sexism and transphobia)

P- Person you last called/texted: a close friend

Q- Questions you are always asked: Oh my god, you’re a twin?

R- Reasons to smile: the sun rises every morning and brings countless opportunities to be my best self and spread kindess. Also, I live in the same time as Ezra Miller and Sebastian Stan so,,

S- Song last sang: I Feel It Coming by The Weekend

T- Time you woke up: 6:00 on the dot!

U- Underwear colour: jet black and baby pink

V- Vacation destination: pls, someone take me to France

W- Worst habit: overthinking EVERYTHING

X- X-Rays you’ve had: dental

Y- Your favourite food: pizza!

Z- Zodiac sign: Scorpio

Tagging @softesebastian @kokoiki @jotunheim-asgard @no-you-move @calm-castiel @rhoodey @samwichwilson @fallingforthecaptain @falconisms @smithsonianstucky @letsboldlygomotherfuckers @imaginingcredence @evergrohl @agetwellcard @whotheeffisbucky @queeniigoldstein @vinterfalcons @thewinterhoran @catwomvn @gaygent-romanoff @youlightmeupbucky @romanovoff @sweetheartbarnes @imwithharley

Have fun guys! ❤

anonymous asked:

Choosing three women amongst your acquaintance. Eve Daniels, Venreena Thorne, Mairead Greum.

Keenan chuckled, “This little game is going to get me in trouble, one of these days. I’d marry Eve. She’s quite the looker, and don’t get me started on that hair.“ He smirked, thinking to himself. “Oh, right. I’d fuck Venreena, and kill Mairead. No offense to the woman, I’ve simply never met her.”

@eveshadows @venreenathorne @maireadgreum

anonymous asked:

Ugh Bloodline is also going to kill me! I'm on episode 10. I need more of Danny cooking! He needs to cook me a meal and then make love to me.

I think my next episode is 7 or 8 but i just can’t bring myself to continue it. It’s so painful to watch this family destroy someone just because they don’t think he fits in with their “perfect” life. Then you find out that they are not perfect at all, they cant see it and still they treat Danny like crap. They make me so mad. I will continue watching it one day…maybe.

ARE YOU TELLING ME VIKTOR NIKIFOROV WAS BORED AT A PARTY WHEN HE MET A DRUNK ADORABLE BOY WHO KILLED IT AT THE DANCE-FLOOR AND MADE HIS LIFE ENJOYABLE FOR THAT ONE DAY SINCE AGES, DEVELOPED A CRUSH, AND GOT HIS HEART BROKEN WHEN THE BOY TURNED HIS BACK ON HIM THE NIGHT AFTER IN AN AIRPORT JUST TO WATCH THE BOY DANCING TO ONE OF HIS PROGRAMS SO HE PROMPTLY LEFT EVERYTHING TO GO AFTER HIM AND STAY BY HIS SIDE AND THAT’S VICTUURI’S CANON STORY? I AM SO GLAD? I AM NOT WORTHY? THIS IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL STORY I’VE EVER WATCHED? MY SOUL WAS SAVED.

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Isak season 3 + hostile_goose tweets

Kaeri’s Otayuri Fic Rec List #4

Hello my lovelies! It’s Saturday which means… another Otayuri fic rec list YAY!!! I’m SO, SO proud of this fandom HOLY SHIT I can’t believe that within a month since episode 10 of YOI aired, we’ve already churned out this much amazing content…!!! I love you guys so much!!! <3

Okay, now get ready for my weekly screaming (tho I’m going to try, key word being TRY, to be more coherent)…

Under your skin the moon is alive. (oneshot, mature) by @dawnstruck

WELP. IF I THOUGHT THE FIRST PART KILLED ME THEN THE SECOND PART KILLED ME EVEN MORE UMMMM HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE??? Dawnstruck is probably one of my all time favorite fic writers their writing is SO gorgeous and exquisite I’M SOBBING GO READ HER WRITING RIGHT THIS INSTANT I DEMAND YOU

i walk my days on a wire (twoshot, mature) by @idrilka

THE PINING. THE AWKWARDNESS. THE UNRESOLVED SEXUAL TENSION. THE EVENTUALLY RESOLVED SEXUAL TENSION. THE BEAUTIFUL WRITING AND CHARACTERIZATION. GOOD FUCKING BYE WORLD THIS FIC KILLED ME

We fit together (oneshot, sfw) by Llama_and_Lion

I FUCKING DIED READING THIS FIC. I CHOKED ON THE SHEER AMOUNT OF FLUFF. OH MY GOD. HOW COULD SOMETHING SO SWEET AND PRECIOUS EVEN EXIST ON THIS EARTH??? I FEEL SO BLESSED??? WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK

Time Enough (oneshot, mature) by Beltenebra

I’M SCREAMING. THIS IS SO, SO SWEET YET HOT SET ME ON FIRE PLS??? THE FLUFF IS TOO REAL I’M CRYING I HAVE NO WORDS

for the rest of my days (oneshot, sfw) by my dearest @altisetsky

THIS FIC FUCKED ME UP SO HARD THE CENTRAL FOCUS ISN’T EVEN REALLY OTAYURI BUT THIS FIC IS SO, SO AMAZING OKAY GO READ IT FOR THE MILA AND YURI FRIENDSHIP FEELS YOU WILL FUCKING DIE I PROMISE

icarus, point to the sun (oneshot, mature) by @humanthyla

BEKA MOTHERFUCKING WON GOLD FUCK YEAHHHHHH MY BOI FINALLY GOT THE GOLD HE DESERVES I’M SOBBING??? ALSO… PROUD BOYFRIEND YURI??? BOTTOM!BEKA??? GOLD METAL KINK??? SIGN ME THE FUCK UP

Kotyonok (oneshot, sfw) by Bricker

I’M SCREECHING HAHA, this fic was so funny, witty and just really fun to read? OTABEK AND YURI AWKWARDLY FLIRTING IS THE BEST THING IN THE WORLD I SWEAR TO GOD

fingers crossed my obsession with you is tameable (oneshot, mature) by @yourplisetsky

THIS FIC. ENDED ME. OH MY GOD. IT’S SO FREAKING CUTE AND HOT OH MY GOD I WAS AGGRESSIVELY FANNING MY FACE THE ENTIRE TIME HELP ME I’VE FALLEN AND I CAN’T GET UP

Impulsive (oneshot, mature) by my dearest @nooowestayandgetcaught

I’M SHRIEKING THIS IS GOOD SHIT GOOD SHIT RIGHT HERE!!! I AM ON FIRE HOLY SHIT… also… pay attention to what Yuri is ranting about… COUGHS

i’d still dance with you (oneshot, mature) by @hawberries

I SPENT THE ENTIRETY OF THIS FIC DYING YOU DON’T EVEN UNDERSTAND I STILL CAN’T COHERENTLY EXPRESS HOW AMAZING THIS FIC IS (also… the writer is an AMAZING ARTIST how the fuck are people so multi-talented I swear to god)

Gravity (oneshot, mature) by @fahye

THIS IS SUCH A CREATIVE AND BEAUTIFULLY WRITTEN FIC??? Oh my god, the characterization is so great and it’s so awesome watching Otabek and Yuri’s relationship progress over the years…!!! A+++ WOULD RECOMMEND

cast your spell (oneshot, sfw) by @actualbird

THIS FIC WAS SO LOVELY…!!! Such a cute magic AU! I love how Otabek and Yuri develop their friendship so naturally and easily IT’S REALLY, REALLY CUTE AND ADORABLE <3

otabekaltindaily reblogged your post (ongoing, sfw) by @mighty-poffertjes

THE SOCIAL MEDIA FIC I’VE ALWAYS BEEN LOOKING FOR. WE CAN ALL RELATE TO KNUCKLEVINES I MEAN #OTABEKALTINDEFENSESQUAD FOR LIFE??? ALSO, WHERE CAN I SIGN UP FOR BEKA’S FANCLUB???

Darts Made of Hummingbirds (oneshot, sfw) by LiviKate

THIS FIC WAS SO GOOD I really love how this fic addresses Yuri’s growing and changing body! And how Otabek is MORE THAN OKAY WITH IT YEAH SON YOUR BOI IS GROWING INTO A MAN HEH 8D

Wow… okay, so I tried to be more coherent but it DIDN’T WORK. I don’t think I’m very good at containing my feelings. OH WELL.

I REALLY WANTED TO ADD MORE BUT I’M SO TIRED RIGHT NOW SO… see you next Saturday! <3

Please go and kudos all of these lovely fics! Also, please, PLEASE comment if you can; all these writers deserve so much love, support and praise for their hard work.

A huge thank you to all the writers on this list (and all fanfic writers in general) for sharing their beautiful creations with us! I love and appreciate you guys so much <3

Alex + Magnus things
  • It’s a well known fact that Magnus can be an absolute idiot sometimes, so he literally ignores his giant crush on Alex until it makes life impossible to live with. 
    • Like, he’ll walk into a room, see Alex, and promptly walk out. 
    • He’s watched Alex fight and forgotten that he’s a part of the team, too, and gotten all his teammates killed. 
    • He also asked Alex to “help him make a vase for his cousin.” Yeah, sure, Magnus. Make a vase for your cousin. Like that’s not a thinly-veiled “SPEND TIME WITH ME PLEASE”. 
  • Anyway, one day he’s sitting in the library or something and Halfborn, Mallory, and TJ sit down and are like, “Magnus, we need to talk.”
  • Sam’s there, too. Just, she’s pretending to mind her own business.
  • Anyway, “Magnus, we need to talk,” happens. And all of them are like, “Go ask Alex out. You’re killing us here. LITERALLY.”
  • And Magnus is like, “What? Me? Have a crush? IMPOSSIBLE.”
  • And Mallory’s like, “I am not dying for this one more time. Do you know how hard it is to get rid of the headaches caused by arrows in the eye? I didn’t think so!”
  • So Magnus loses and “has to” ask Alex out. 
  • So he walks up to Alex, who is sitting in her room doing pottery, as usual, and is like, “DoyouwanttogooutonadatewithmebeforetheworldendsorsomethingbecausemyfriendsthinkI’mliterallykillingthembywatchingyoufightandnotlookingwhereI’mpointingmyswordandIkindofthinkthiswouldbeforthebenefitoftheNineRealmsorsomething.”
  • Alex is obviously confused. What the hell? Was that even English? It didn’t sound like Old Norse.
  • And because Alex pretty much says whatever comes to mind, what comes out of her mouth is, “Was that English?”
  • So Magnus has to slow down and repeat everything again.
  • Cue the appearance of Sugar Glider Alex, who comes up when Alex gets nervous. 
  • And Magnus is like, “Wave your tail once for yes, twice for no, like a seance.”
    • Alex turns back into Human Alex and gives him the best “What the fuck is wrong with you?” face she can possibly muster. Obviously it’s a yes, the question was just a little sudden.
  • And so Magnus spends the next week stressing about what he’s going to wear and where he and Alex should go, and “Are first dates ice skating and holding hands or sledding and knocking each other into the dirt?”
    • Mallory: “It’s summer, idiot.”
    • TJ: “I don’t think Alex ice skates.”
    • Halfborn: “There’s dragons on Thursdays!”
  • Magnus and Alex end up going hiking, because both of them like hiking. And then they end up at Hearth and Blitz’s place for a movie. Kind of like a double date with Magnus’ adoptive parents but… not?
  • Alex and Hearth get along really well. Alex asks Hearth to teach him how to swear in ASL, and Hearth is more than happy to oblige. Blitz and Magnus then make it a competition: Who can come up with the most outrageous sentence in ASL?
    • Hearth. Hearth can. No question. Hearth is the master of sentences that should never see the light of day. And he thrives on the light of day. 
    • But Alex’s sentence isn’t bad. It’s definitely not something you’d say in front of polite company. Or company at all. 
  • Magnus walks Alex back to his room, because that’s the sort of thing you’re supposed to do on a date, right?
    • Wrong. Alex turns right around and walks Magnus back to his door. Because he honestly doesn’t think Magnus won’t fall over his own two feet or get hit by a dragon. (See, Magnus? When you act like an idiot for weeks, everyone starts thinking you’re a disaster waiting to happen!)
  • And then there’s the whole bit of whether or not they should kiss at the door, because it’s just a first date and all that. 
    • Alex decides yes. Magnus decides yes, too. 
  • TJ, Mallory, Halfborn, and Sam have all gathered in the hall and are exchanging bets. 
    • Magnus slams the door in all of their faces and Alex has the last laugh when Halfborn trips on his way back to his room, taking Mallory, TJ, and Sam down with him. 

“Sorry! I thought you might be getting sick. I didn’t mean to startle you.”

Huevemeber Day 24: This is fanart for @uncannycookie‘s wonderful, wonderful fics cause I absolutely love them and they are killing me. This scene is actually from the second one, And Nearly Letting Go, but I totally recommend reading Of Cold Hands Reaching first! 100% worth your time if you like this pairing.

It was also their birthday the other day so Happy Birthday as well!

I adored drawing Shigeo with bed hair, it is by far his cutest form hahaha. I never know what to do with Teruki’s hair at the best of times though… I’m inclined to have him grow it out again (they are around 16 in this pic) but that’s just cause I have the selfish desire to give him a ponytail when he’s older.