HITAS Update: Goodbye - See you all again soon!
Yes, I’m taking a long break from Tumblr, but no, I’m not leaving. - Just thought I’d make that clear right now.
First of though, I wanted to thank you all for the continued and wonderful support you have given me since starting this blog just under a year ago. I really can’t believe it's still here and with such a following. Almost 2000 followers and rising everyday. That’s amazing, and I owe it all to you! But for now, it’s time to say goodbye.
As you know I suffer from serve depression and anxiety, which everyday feels like it’s getting worse. I need help. I need a break. From everything. So I can come back at my best and be the best for you all. I owe you all that much at least and I’m really sorry it has come to this.
But everyday is a battle. Getting up is hard, getting to sleep is even worse, and even though I don’t do much, I can’t seem to find the time for anything. I feel like I’ve failed you and not been the blogger you all deserved. I can’t stand feeling like this, and I can’t stand complaining to you all everyday - that’s not what this blog was for!
I hope I’ve made some of you proud and been there for those who’ve needed me. And of course, like I’ve always said, “no matter what I’m going through, I will always try and be there for anyone who needs me” - I hope I’ve lived up to that and I hope you guys can see how important you’re to me.
If you’re thinking about ending it at any point, while I'm gone, please don’t - this world needs you and I for one want you to stay. Don’t let whatever’s hurting you get to you. Don’t let it win! You’re so important, and so loved, I promise.
I’ve decided to at least leave my inbox open, so if anyone ever needs me - I’m still here.
This really hurts me, to say goodbye to so many wonderful and creative people. I wish you all the best, and please take care.
I’m gonna miss you all and I can’t wait to come back. I will come back!
Please understand, and once again, thank you, for all you’ve done for me.
All the best,
(HITAS will officially begin from the 1st of March - until counselling and recovery has begun)