Some days I really want to kill myself but I don't do it because I wouldn't want to miss your posts....I know it's stupid.
I am glad I am here then.. because losing you to something like that would make me really sad.
Looks like I will be posting everyday for the rest of my life. And i will take pleasure in doing so knowing that you are still here enjoying them.
In the meantime I would really love it if you would visit my friends at https://www.imalive.org/
they have some great people over there who are trained in crisis intervention and are standing by waiting to chat with you. All you have to do is click on chat now… you dont even have to call. I promise you its worth it.. and that they would really welcome you and be happy to be there.
similarly.. theres the hopeline at https://www.thehopeline.com/
you can actually call and hear a voice.. or simply online chat as well. and they have some great resources to help you that focus on everything from sexual assault to self harm and more.
Theres zero reason you should ever feel alone… and please please please dont feel like you are a burden or bother. You are important… to me.. and many others.
Never give up… and keep giving me a reason to be here.