thestateofluciddreaming

thestateoflucidreaming asked:

I freak out sometimes when I think about Matt and how he could be the last person I ever experience. My coping skills are pretty much telling myself to shut up and just remember that if I worry about something in 5 years, I'm going to resent what is making me happy right now and for my (although short term) foreseeable future.

My coping skills are failing me right now.