I want to be in a relationship where we take cute pictures, make fun of each other and call each other names but don’t really mean it cause we actually just love each other a lot. I want to have a cute apartment and own silly things. Make forts and have movie/game nights. I want to get a puppy and kitty with that person. I just want the simple things. I honestly don’t care if we go out to fancy places or getting expensive things. Simple things just make me happy.

I honestly feel like I don’t have friends anymore. I snapchat a few of my friends and they open it, but they never respond. I feel like I bothered them and they got tired of me. No one texts me anymore. I always have to and when I do they never answer or they do, but don’t keep the conversation going. I’m always home now. I honestly feel like shit cause of this. I want friends who would be here for me or actually want to talk to me.