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anonymous asked:

Do you think it's possible for me to surf on my leaf? If so we could practice together!!!-@chikoritadaily

Uhm, I’d say. Negative… @chikoritadaily

dammit i wanted my first fanart of my angry trash son to be cool and intimidating and feature a lot of explosions or something, not This

anonymous asked:

Wait. Isn't boogie2988 the same guy that tried defending pewdiepie for using slurs?

eh i only vaguely remember the video where he talked abt pewdiepie/jontron/some other dude but while i didnt agree w it, i understood where he was comin from. he wasnt defending it (it wasnt the slur thing, it was back when pewdiepie made a holocaust joke & subsequently destroyed ad revenue on youtube for like eight months) or agreeing w them- from what i remember he was like “human beings make mistakes, i think jontrons claims are really out there and messed up but i cant fault him for trying to figure out what he believes in, id love to talk with him and share ideas and maybe we could each learn something” which is code for “i dont want anyones feelings on either side to be hurt even tho i know jontron said fucked up shit, i just wanna help him be better so he stops saying fucked up shit”

& yeah imo that was kinda .. tacky & not well thought out, but its par for the course w his personality which i fuckin resonate with because i have the exact same anxious tendencies. always tryin to ‘middleman’ heated arguments simply because you internalize them & you cant see another human being as a piece of shit, u just see them as you but less informed & making a mistake. i get where hes coming from but i think he shouldve taken the time to realize that vocalizing those thoughts at inconvenient times is really problematic cuz sometimes a lot of outrage is called for & just needs to happen.

basically every word boogie says sounds like a reflection of my own fuckin soul & altho i dont think it was right to make that vid about those topics, with the gentle “lets all just be friends” stance, i still rly kno where he was comin from so i dont hold it against him as being a bad person. cuz like, im the same way, it’s a flaw but it’s (in my case at least) a learned anxious behavior from being raised around loud/angry people and lots of fighting. it just takes a lot to b able to step outside urself and let arguments happen when bad behavior deserves to be confronted with anger. 

s4 is going to be dark = sherlock is blind speculation

remember when they told us it was going to be dark?

remember when one of our speculations was that “dark” meant blindness as in sherlock going blind because of culverton

we may have been wrong but damn it that headcanon still haunts me to this very day

and i still NEED to see it at least fic’d!! oh all the angst can you imagine when sherlock was hospitalized after john beat him up and culverton went into his room, what if culverton had put something into his iv drip that ended up blinding sherlock

can you imagine when sherlock eventually wakes up and he discovers he cant see and he panics, he can feel someone’s presence there and assumed its john and he pleads and pleads “john what’s happening to me? why cant i see? john–!” and tears rolled down as panic and defeat overwhelms him. His arms searching for john but when he finally touched the other person, only then did he realize it wasnt john. The arm was too thick, too hairy. Not john then who? and culverton finally cracks up. “Oh you’re not so brilliant when you cant observe anything are you? no more deductions, no more tricks, no more plans. Can’t get yourself out of this mess this time…”

and what if, even after john comes in to save him from culverton, sherlock pleads to him “John please, get me something, i suspect he must’ve given me something to make me blind. I-I can’t see! Please just, undo what he did, you’re a doctor, get me something that will undo this thing”

but it turns out that there was nothing john could do, nothing anyone could do. the damage was permanent, and sherlock had to live the rest of his life unable to see john smile at him anymore. His final vision of john was John staring at him with disdain. His last vision of the man he loves most was the look of utter fury and disgust. And now he can never see john again. He’ll never see how Rosie will look as she grows up. He’ll never be able to observe and deduce like he used to. He can’t learn a music sheet and play it like he used to.

tagging some people who might be interested @thepurplewombat @currently-in-my-mind-palace @scotchlock 

talkativetiad  asked:

ive been working on an animation in toon boom, but im using toon boom studio 8.0 and it freaking sucks. i cant even figure out how to hide my layers (and im not even sure if im using layers? it says exposure sheet and ive been "adding drawings" to it) but i cant see what im trying to animate because i cant hide the other layers.... i got toon boom bc you use it, but i wasnt able to get the one you use right now. i dont know if im asking for help rn. ill watch your toonboom vids to seeif it helps

yeah, drawings are layers! idk if this’ll help since you have a different version (can’t be helped since Studio isn’t out anymore), but here’s what I do

so, I’ve got this toolbar above my exposure sheet

this guy is the button you’d want

and then u get this sidebar where you can check and uncheck what you wanna see!

best of luck @v@

Nina knows that Charioce aka Chris did bad. Also look at Charioce’s face, he is like: I know. He didnt want Nina to ask such a question from him.

But Nina asked the right question. We or Nina or even others dont know who he is. But this scenes kinda proved what kind of person he is.

Chris: Should i tell her or not?

Chris: Okay, its decided, im gonna tell it.

He thought he was doing it right. But outcome was different as he thought and he knows himself. Sometimes what we believed or what we thought cant be like as the way it is.

Even if result was bad, result wasnt the things that he thought, he already abandoned the guilt. He has to move forward for all of these things.

He has wavered, even if he knew himself that he did bad, he has to believe his own ideals and has to reach for it. But Nina come to his life. No matter how strong, genuis he can be, this girl still made him waver it. But that doesnt mean he is gonna abandon everything for Nina. He knows that he loves Nina, but he isnt gonna abandon everything for love. He is still gonna try to achieve his goals, because it is right thing that he believes in.

Whether he did bad or not, Nina is still trying to help Chris despite knowing he did bad. Some of you may claim that Nina is blinded, or Charioce gonna abandon everything. But i dont think thats the case. Nina embraced both cruel and gentle sides, thanks to Chris. They are both each others weakness yet strongness.  I dont think Nina forgot her friends, she still knows it, but Chris is one of her important people, thats why as the way she is, as the way she can, she try to help her important person. It is Ninas nature that not gonna change.

This scene alone proved he is not gonna abandon, since Nina is important to him, he will tell her what he is trying to accomplish.

this isnt me reaching for attention or anything i rly am not asking for it but… it rly hurts growing up n never getting told u look nice and whenever some does say it its like a family member . how am i supposed to come to terms with myself when nobody else likes me either

im an ugly child

What the fuck did i get into

i started watching Noragami last week, it was really good so i thought id read the manga. except NOBODY FUCKING TOLD ME THIS WAS SOME TWISTED KAWAII VERSION OF GAME OF THRONES. SERIOUSLY WHAT THE FUCK. i was just happy to find a cool action series that was hilarious while having dark undertones and strong, complex characters but no seriously what the fuck happened in chapter 71 i did not sign up for this apparently it takes a month for a new chapter what the fuck is wrong with you people how am i supposed to function why cant yato be happy yukine is terrified of the dark daiko better not die like tsuyu isnt even a shinki she shouldnt have gone in the first place damnit when did this turn into a horror show why cant i have nice things also fuck you yatos old man hiyoris first kiss wasnt supposed to be her soulmates dad also its canon theyre soulmates literally the only thing keeping me going along with ebisu


soooooo i was tagged by my lovely @ka-xing and the cutie @sugapt4 aaaaaages ago and theyre so sweet i wanted to do it and honestly i wasnt gonna do double pcy but we had matching pink AND blue hair i just had to ok ok aksjkadjhasjkdg

now @fuckboibam @amembivert @nine-in-the-afternxxn y’all literally the only friends i have lmao but i tag anyone bc this is just cute!!

bye dont mind my face

anonymous asked:

How did bro abuse Dave? I feel like I might've glanced over it. What happened?

well lets see. bro regularly physically abused dave, beat him to the point of the record on his shirt shattering, threw him down the stairs, which is implied to happen regularly if sb&hj is any indicator, imposed on dave a standard of hypermasculinity and homophobia that forced dave into a coolkid facade to keep his own thoughts and feelings at bay to try to reach them, monitored all of daves blogs and points of output on the internet leaving him no real safe place but pesterchum, not even his own fkn bedroom, monitored him also in the sense that he had various webcams hidden around the apartment and would film dave regularly enough for dave to be aware of it, actually played off of daves blood-induced anxiety having him gore a puppet full of blood pellets to upload to his gross puppet porn site, heavily neglected him in terms of emotional needs and quite literally neglected him in ways such as dave squirreling food away in his closet just to eat, gave a kid who was only thirteen when he got away ptsd correlating strongly to the sound of metal clashing and blood and forced so seriously into his head that bro was the pinnacle that dave needed to reach for that it took him years to work out that it was fucked up and its okay to be himself.

dave said that being on the meteor with his friends was the first time in his life hed ever honestly felt like he was around people who loved him.

beyond all of that, i dont know how the hell you managed to read his conversation with dirk without getting a teeny tiny itsy bitsy HINT that bro was, yknow, severely godawful in every way.

heres just a snippet of it:

DAVE: why did i get such a raw cut of the asshole deck
DAVE: and why did it take me so long to figure that out
DAVE: and like hes dead now so thats that
DAVE: so all thats left to do is look back and try to put the pieces together of my first 13 years
DAVE: and all i can think is what the fuck WAS that?!
DAVE: i dont come away with the impression i used to try convincing myself of, that he was like “mysterious” or “stern” or “aloof”
DAVE: the only feeling left is this insane impression that i was raised by somebody who fuckin HATED me
DAVE: and the whole act of even “raising a child” was some totally fucked up game to him
DAVE: like parenthood was one of the highest tiers of irony in his solemn bullshit bro-ninja code
DAVE: so he went through those motions and did whatever he thought was “funny” or “badass”
DAVE: but under that weird stylistic and totally sociopathic approach to parenting i cant even IMAGINE there was any emotion toward me other than some sort of loathing
DIRK: What…
DIRK: Did he do?
DAVE: i dont want to get out the laundry list
DAVE: but for reference laundry wasnt one of those things
DAVE: that was just one of the many little domestic things i just had to sort of FIGURE OUT
DAVE: sorta like i eventually had to learn what the REAL purpose of a refridgerator was from movies
DIRK: Wait.
DIRK: What??
DAVE: i dunno theres too much to even get into
DAVE: just
DAVE: i dont remember the atmosphere ever not being nerve wracking
DAVE: all havin to sneak around and…
DAVE: ugh my shitty childhood spider senses are tinglin just thinking about it
DAVE: it was “training” you know
DAVE: but you know what it really was it was some vicious shit that was bad and sucked and i hated it
DAVE: it didnt make me stronger
DAVE: it did the opposite
DAVE: it made me never want to fight
DAVE: it made me never want to see blood or be near danger or hear metal sounds
DAVE: it made me hate the idea of being a hero cause he was a hero and he ruined the idea of heroism
DAVE: i dont even want to be fighting this shitty version of jack but hey nobody else has secret welsh powers so i guess i have to
DAVE: what gets me is how long it took me to put all this together
DAVE: to stop seeing it as some kinda roughhousey and eccentric life i had but was otherwise normal
DAVE: it took years to deconstruct it all and put it back together to understand how fuckin mad i should be
DAVE: and in particular how stone cold deeply uncared for i was my whole life
DAVE: like… being merely “monitored” by a violent robot
DAVE: i only started getting it after spending a lot of time in person with a bunch of people who actually did care about me
DAVE: and i could start feeling like
DAVE: actually somewhat human for the first time
DAVE: instead of…
DAVE: some sort of runty afterthought to a household cabal of smutty puppets



anonymous asked:

there were nerfs? wasnt it just the pvp and pve tool seperation? so only skills in pvp was nerfed?



I cant bear to repeat myself again so here’s a conversation I had:

Friend: Anyway, wanna do something together?
Me: you might
Me: not feel like
Me: doing anything
Me: if I told you what happened last night
Friend: What happened?
Me: check the patch note.. that they didnt even bother to write out properly in fear of what players will say…………

Me: literally says “check the detail in game after maint
Friend: …..this is scaring me
Me: and so everyone had to search and dig through elwiki and namuwiki elsword to compare how much they nerfed everything both pve and pvp
Me: lol
Friend: ….well shit
Friend: okay, FUCK YOU KOG
Friend: FUCK YOU
Me: lol yeah thought you’d react that way
Friend: Low kick and back kick nerf
Friend: Airelinna nerfed again
Friend: let me guess, our passive gutted even further
Friend: and crescent kick probs nerfed too
Friend: dkb nerfed…
Friend: god they nerfed literally everythin
Friend: what the fuck
Friend: and let me guess monsters are just as strong as before
Friend: god dammit KOG
Friend: what are you smoking
Friend: are you TRYING to make people quit?
Me: pvp and pve skill separation they said
Me: when in fact it was basically
Friend: I don’t mind the pvp nerfs, it’s that they fking nerfed pve for NO DAMN REASON
Me: I know right, I mean the whole purpose of pvp and pve separation was so that pve will be left untouched lmao
Friend: exactly
Friend: and they fuck it up anyway
Me: dude they didnt even post the details of the nerf lol
Me: like how they always do for balance patch
Friend: how is it possible that you can’t even do a damn separation correctly without fucking that up
Friend: yeah cause they knew they were fucking the players
Me: lol
Friend: I’m so upset right now
Friend: You can probably tell
Friend: I wouldn’t curse like this otherwise
Me: ya know whats even scarier
Me: this is just for the 1st job
Friend: what 1st job
Me: I mean this isnt all
Me: theres more
Friend: I mean I’m completely not caring about Ain at all right now, I’m too pissed. And what do you mean this isn’t all? My WS unique skills got nerfed too
Friend: wait a second
Friend: holy shit you’re right they didn’t..oh dear god no
Me: 던전/대전 스킬 툴팁 분리 & 밸런스 개편 - 기본 전직에 이어 캐릭터별 1차 전직 스킬 툴팁 분리 및 밸런스 개편이 진행됩니다~!
Friend: -beats poster to death with exclamation point-
Friend: -logs off in frustration- you were right
Friend: they’re going to gut airelinna and nature force, I can feel it
Friend: the only two things that make us still viable
Me: a lot of people were saying
Me: they “balanced” with +11 users in mind???
Me: and I was like
Me: what is this, LoL, where they balance around pro players? lmao
Friend: That’s what itfeels like
Friend: how the hell is an aspiring WS supposed to deal with this
Me: yeah cuz people kill things too fast, oh no, better nerf everyone and screw over 99% of the population
Friend: you know, let the people who paid shit-tons of money to you to kill everything STAY AS THEY ARE SO YOU DON’T PISS OFF YOUR INCOME SOURCES
Me: do you know how many people dont even have a +7 weap .. I dont think KOG realizes it
Friend: And the people who don’t? pfft
Friend: going to be damn near useless
Me: everyone died lol
Me: quite literally everyone, I dont think Ive seen a class/char whose name wasnt shouted all night on the megaphone
Me: most notably uhh
Me: IP, DW
Me: who else
Me: WS?
Me: CA
Me: oh
Me: how could I forget
Me: MM
Friend: So, basically, half the classes I actually care about
Me: rip MM
Friend: and MM AGAIN
Me: and they buffed some of the USELESS skills lmao
Friend: DiE took the bullet first, guess it was his turn to die
Me: they increased the damage from Queens Throne and Force Field upon activation
Me: and this MM on megaphone wa slike “what the fuck?? do you expect me to kill things with a buff???
Friend: IKR
Friend: all our special actives are literally worthless shit now
Friend: like..they take more MP and longer to do less damage than active spam
Me: our WS guildie was like
Me:I guess I have to use phoenix to make a living as WS
Friend: I don’t think we have to stoop that low yet
Friend: at least not until they nerf WS actives too -_-
Me: I knew KOG dont have employees who actually play the damn game
Me: when we said “please separate pvp and pve skills” we meant, “give our old skill strength back for pve and leave the current ones for pvp
Me: but what they heard was
Me: -slips 20 bill- “hey. nerf everything.
Friend: yeah that’s what I was about to say
Friend: they CLEARLy don’t play the game themselves and actually farm their own gear
Me: the game-breakingly stronk people are prob like
Me: less than 2% of entire user population
Me: and quite frankly
Me: theyre the ones paying them their paycheck lol
Me: so uh why piss them off? why piss everyone off??? idk
Me: weird logic
Friend: exactly my point

Note: They did the separation and the balancing together at the same time

robertraco  asked:

like last time i told him what he said was racist he started raising his voice and ended up yelling to me that he wasnt racist and then my whole family labelled my sensitivity as a sign of my depression (even tho im sensitive but like not liking racist/transphobic/ableist jokes isnt me being sensitive) like no matter what i definitely cant say anything cause i end up getting insulted like -hopefully the end of this rant

thats awful, goodness gracious 

You made me realize what love was. Love wasnt read messages, you posting selfies with other girls, treating me like shit. Love is caring so much about another person, their happiness is more important than your own. You can’t get them off your mind, and you dont want to believe it when they have done something bad enough for you to leave. Even though you should you cant. And thats when I realized that what I felt towards you was love. But all you felt for me was a “crush”. I derserve better and until I meet a boy who can brnig what i need into my life im not moving. so thank you for hurting me and waking me up. I needed that because it changed me in a good and bad way.
—  Thank you.

im having a nervous breakdown. you know when i said i was the dumbest one in my class? it was no joke, everyone is well above and beyond my level. i can’t understand half of whats going on and i cant even talk. everyone is so proficient and i’m there numb as a cactus muttering one syllable at a time. this is not for me. i shouldnt have come here in the first place. i knew this wasnt the right choice but i did it anyway. a daughter with a diploma in screenwriting isnt as good looking as a daughter with an MA in japanese is a snutty school. what do i do. i cant go back i feel trapped im so screwed everyone is going to realize im a fraud a mess a ruin. im in public i cant have a panic attack so i keep on writing this stupid article to even say what that im not good enoigh well said malvina youve never been youre never going to speak thi sstupid language and thats not even a surprise you knew already when you were in japan you knew all along this was not the right thing. well screw you malvina you fucked up big time now

Markson - Charisma
  • Jackson: hey mark, yugyeom is asking if we wanna go to chuck e. cheese’s with him
  • Mark: wtF no that’s way too wild for me
  • Jackson: *sighs* mark…we need to talk
  • Mark: about what
  • Jackson: to tell the truth…you’re boring
  • Mark: excuse me
  • Jackson: we need to work on you. your image
  • Mark: my image??? um someone already worked on my image, it was GOD cuz have you seen my face
  • Jackson: yeah sure you’re beautiful but you need more…
  • Mark: what is it, conditioner?
  • Jackson: more…
  • Mark: it’s face cream isnt it
  • Jackson: …charisma
  • Mark: umm ok but where do i buy that
  • Jackson: listen mark, look at the rest of the members. Each of them steal the show, with their CHARISMA
  • Mark: if you're suggesting I turn into them then sorry I refuse to act like a dumbass
  • Jackson: ok. let’s try different images. let’s start with bad boy
  • Mark: hell yeah i was made for this
  • Jackson: ok GO
  • Mark: yo whaddup jackson
  • Jackson: hey mark w-
  • Mark: shut the fuck up…what is this ugly piece of shit??
  • Jackson: umm a hairbrush??
  • Mark: *throws it across the room* disgusting
  • Jackson: do you even know what a bad boy is
  • Mark: do yOU??? ugh i cant even hang out with you, where’s your leather jacket ??
  • Jackson: where’s yOURS
  • Mark: um
  • Jackson: ok we’re done with bad boy. hmm…maybe being FUNNY is your thing mark
  • Mark: did you just discover that??? im hilarious
  • Jackson: ok, let’s see if you can make wild and sexy jackson laugh
  • Mark: ok so the other day in an interview, the guy asks, “who’s the face of the group?” and guess WHAT??? JB raises his hand ahahAHHAAH
  • Jackson: how is that funny
  • Mark: like he’s actually preTTIER than me omg i was DYING
  • Jackson: so funny isnt your thing
  • Mark: why cant you just accept me for who I am??
  • Jackson: well-
  • Mark: im just the cute, super hot and sweet natured guy ok
  • Jackson: …you’re right. im sorry i tried to change you mark. i love you for who you are. even if you are uglier than me
  • Mark: Jackson, I- wait what
  • Jackson: you heard me
  • Mark: that’s not funny jackson
  • Jackson: it wasnt a joke. im the visual now.
  • Mark: *passes out*

Krisyeol Matching Each Other -requested by Anon