these videos make me so happy you have no idea

anonymous asked:

I know this is long over and I'm late to the party but you said you didn't where around when all the tronnor drama happened? Girl I was and it was so sad and awful, Connor got a lot of hate for no reason and he was so sad it actually pained me to watch his videos, but I have to admit that the good side is -artistically- a very beautiful song, the harmony? The melody? His voice? But I'm just as petty as you tbh

aw poor connor :( he’s just someone who makes me very happy, he has such a good energy and the idea of him being hurt and having people hate on him just breaks my heart. but it does look like he’s in a better place now and he’s been doing truly amazing stuff. he has my heart <3

and of course the good side is an amazing song, troye is a fantastic artist and i love everything about it. but for some of us the pettiness was awakened. it happens.

sister-whaleton  asked:

I watched your pride video last night, and let me tell you, at first I was just watching a bunch of cool people hanging out and answering questions, but then... that outtro. You have no idea how much I needed to hear that. Heck, I didn't even know how much I needed to hear it until I heard it. You made me cry in the best way! Happy Pride Month!

It’s incredibly true though. I say it allllll the flippin time, but hearing my friends talk about how much you guys support them, and make their days, it filled me with so much love and gratitude to you all. I am just so proud of the people you are and the actions you choose to make in this world.


this is based off the COMPANY IS COMING video. I guess this is like some au where Tony lives with Rhodey and Pepper and Clint and Natasha live next door and Tony is meeting Sarah Rogers for the first time so he’s freAKING OUT about the state of cleanliness his apartment is in because he wants to impress her. He and Steve aren’t even dating yet oh my god
I drew this as a Christmas present for @xtaticpearl because she always makes me laugh when I talk to her and sends me pieces of her beautiful writing (hyped as FUCK for the Gifted AU) and made me a really lovely video when I wasn’t feeling good. She’s hilarious and talented and sweet and just really wonderful I love her. I hope you like it, Pearl!!❤️


I need your help! November 12 is Sean’s 5 year anniversary on Youtube and I wanted to do something special! So I’m asking all you beautiful people to join in on this project I have planned called 5 Years Of JackSepticEye 

My intent is to make a 3 minute video and post it here on Nov twelfth. I will also be posting a longer one on Youtube but that one is probably less likely to be seen. I really want to make the video comprised of the following topics:

1)The first video you’ve ever watched of Jack’s 

    A)Screenshot of video

    B)Title handwritten with selfie/pic (or typed out w/o one)

2) Your favorite video/playlist of Jack’s

    A)Screenshot(s) of video(s)

   B)Title handwritten with selfie/pic (or typed out w/o one)

3) A selfie/pic of you with your JSE merch

4) A short message for Jack

    A)Handwritten with selfie (or typed out w/o one)

5)Fan art you’ve made for Jack that he hasn’t seen yet, 

    A) With or w/o selfie /pic


I will be searching the web for these for the next 34 days and making the video. If you want your name or username mentioned, put it in the post you make (on the pic/message/text post) and I will be more than happy to do so :)

**Submission deadline will be November 10th.**

Other methods of sending me stuff for the video if you don’t feel comfortable posting it here or you’re seeing this on twitter:

-DM’s here on tumblr, or twitter


Make sure if you do post it on social media, to post it with the #5yearsofJSE

Please spread the word so that we can get as many people in the project as possible :D! I love you guys and I can’t wait to see what you all make!


vandrecer  asked:

Hi!!! :) I love your writing <3 , it is awesome and it is so accurate with the characters' personalities. And I would like to see, if you want and can :) , how it would be with the RFA, Saeran and V with a hacker MC. It would be interesting. And also I send tons of love and hugs. Be happy! :D

ww, you’re so sweet

I was quite sleepy and drunk when I wrote this, have no idea if this makes sense, but I’m pretty sure some of them are completely crazy.

Try to roll with me on this lolol:

RFA + Saeran and V with a hacker MC


  • His photos and performance videos were being spread like a virus again.
  • But now in emails of the most important producers and directors in Hollywood .
  • And Seven was the one to tell him that, so he wasn’t the responsible for it.
  • So who did it?
  • I mean, the pics are all very flattering, it’s not like this person is doing something bad. “Whoever did this probably likes you a lot?” “More than MC?” “Maybe somebody just like MC…”
  • He keeps thinking about this, it’s ridiculous, he knows it. But there’s nothing wrong about asking, right?
  • “Babe, hear me out on this. I was with Seven trying to figure out who spread those pictures and he said it could have been you! Can you imagine?” he laughs, you don’t. Oh… you can do much more than imagine.
  • “B-babe?” “Zen… I thought that was a good way to try to tell you?” “Tell me what, MC?” “That I’m a hacker.”
  • So… many… questions! And he’s so worried that you might get involved in thinks like those emails leaked from Sony Pictures that time or even more dangerous stuff.
  • You shrug telling him hacking isn’t really your thing, it’s more like a hobby. But it could still be a problem for his career if anybody ever finds out about this… he’s worried, you’re worried, but you both telling each other everything will be fine.
  • “But, please, babe. Be careful!” you will, you have been careful for a while now. And you work by yourself, so it’s hard to associate you to an agency or to someone.
  • And he still worries, but it’s not like he couldn’t complain when he got an invitation to a screen test in Hollywood. Thanks to you.



  • Here he is playing LOLOL while you are reading a book.
  • “This guy is good! It’s the third time he beats me!” “Then don’t let him!” you say mindlessly. “I’m trying, but I think he’s using some cheat code or something.”
  • You go to him and watch as the guy beats your boyfriend again, and yeah… it seems suspicious…
  • “Let me try something, honey.” You type something really fast and Yoosung just watches it.
  • He would feel really aroused having you almost sitting in his lap, but you look terrifyingly serious, and this is about LOLOL, so he’s very serious too.
  • “Done. This guy won’t be a problem for you anymore, honey.” You kiss his forehead and walk away. He has no idea what you’ve done, but… all the items the guy collected before now belong to him.
  • So forget LOLOL for a while, he’s more curious about you. “What was that, MC?” “Hum? Oh, you were right, that guy was using a cheat code, but blocking him was child’s play, don’t worry, honey.”
  • “But… how do you know how to… block cheat codes and… basically accessing the database of the game?” “Ah, yeah… I’m kinda like a hacker or something…”
  • “A HACKER? LIKE SEVEN? SO YOU DO DANGEROUS STUFF LIKE HIM? ARE YOU BEING CHASED, MC? IS THE FBI AFTER YOU? IS THE MIB AFTER YOU?” “Well, I’m an earthling, I don’t think I’m a threat to the MIB, Yoosung…”
  • “THIS IS SERIOUS! MC, I’LL PROTECT YOU!  TELL ME WHAT I HAVE TO DO AND I’LL DO IT!” you giggle, mainly because you know it’s true.
  • It took a while for him to understand hacking is more like a hobby, you’re not really interested in making money out of getting information. It’s not really worth the trouble, you know?
  •  He is still a little shocked with all your bluntness about this, but as long as you’re not doing anything dangerous, he won’t say anything. And if you want to teach him some cheat codes, he won’t complain either.


  •  You cut the crap and told her as soon as you started dating
  • She’s confused… you’re like Luciel, but without the disgusting eating habits and the weird sense of humor?
  • And you’re more like a freelancer? Okay…
  • And you’ve been dealing with some shady stuff like hacking into government databases? Okay…
  • Cool…
  • She’s so scared, it’s all over the news! People are calling you a terrorist! And why would you even tell her this? You want her to be your partner in crime or something?
  • “I just told you because I trust you.” You smile sweetly, and for one minute she forgets all those terrifying thoughts, but just for one minute.
  • “Okay, thanks for trusting me. Now tell me what you’re thinking for your plans if you ever have to run away?” “I…”
  • “Oh my God, MC! You don’t have a plan? Okay, so here’s what we’re gonna do…”
  • And this woman spent the next two hours telling you all the logistics for you eventually having to leave the country. You will definitely follow them if you ever need to, but right now… you’re just shocked with this clever woman standing before you.
  • She really isn’t as innocent as everybody thinks, huh? Just like you…


  • You told him.
  • Better tell him before he finds out with you being arrested or something, right?
  • “I’m a hacker, I leaked those emails. No, I’m not quitting just so you don’t get worried about my safety.”
  • “I love this, Jumin! I truly do! You have no idea how amazing it is! Information is power! And I have the biggest power in my hands. And people need to know what happens behind the curtains when it comes to politics and companies and capitalism and…nnnggg.”
  • He interrupts you with a kiss.
  • “J-Jumin?” “I’m not pleased, but you’re passionate about this. I won’t get in the way of your passion or your life.”
  • “But…”  “Isn’t that what you want from me?” That’s exactly what you need from him, you just didn’t know it could be that easy to get.
  • “Do what you have to do. I also have power, so I can bail you out if you ever need me to.” Whoaaaa, is he serious?
  • “But be careful, don’t do anything reckless.” YES, SIR!
  • So yeah, he doesn’t show much how concerned he is, and you see how hard he is trying to give you space.
  • But he’s also very impressed. Information is power, indeed. There are very interesting things in what you do that could be useful for him.
  • So guess who’s being paid by Jumin Han to find important stuff on market sales?


  • You didn’t tell him.
  • You showed him.
  • This boy says he’s done with hacking, but deep down, he misses the rush a bit.
  • So why not do this as a game for old time’s sake? He wouldn’t be in danger if he played along inside your own little game.
  • It starts with you disabling his security system and sending enigmatic messages.
  • Then you mess with his cars, programming the GPS to send him to this particular address.
  • Okay, he was so mad and desperately trying to fire back, but he has to admit: this hacker is good.
  • Then he sees the address and… your house? OH SHIT! Are you in danger? You quickly call him on your most friendly voice telling him some random thing just for him to know you’re fine. So… what the hell?
  • He goes to your place with a taser gun. Maybe the hacker didn’t attack you yet? They were just waiting him to show up?
  • He enters your living room and he almost falls in his back. You’re alone… wearing lingerie and messing with your phone.
  • He gets a notification in his phone, a text from the hacker: “Kudos on passing through the phases, now it’s time to meet the boss of this game.”
  • He had so many questions, but that would have to wait a little… No need to say he took you to the space station without ever leaving the room.


  • He was suspecting for a while now.
  • You spend as much time on your laptop as him and his brother.
  • And trying to find out what you’re doing turns out to be more difficult than he thought, like… you know a way to shut him out.
  • “How are you doing this?” he asks all of a sudden. “Doing what?” “Blocking me and my attempts to hack into your stuff?”
  •  “Why are you trying to hack into my stuff?” touché “Because I think you’re onto something.”
  • “Like what?” you tease him. “Like hacking.”
  • “Hum… am I?” “I don’t know, that’s what I’m trying to find out. So stop blocking me!” “Try me…” OH, IT’S ON!
  • And the first Hacking Challenge began. He was attacking you with everything he has, you were defending yourself and using you weapons too.
  • At some moment, he got so caught up with this he almost forgot why he was doing this. It was fun, after all.
  • And as he couldn’t beat you, he turned off his computer and got away all grumpy, yeah, he’s a bad loser…
  • You went after him, saying you were sorry and you could make it up to him. He grinned, expecting for something dirty, but your idea was even better.
  • “How about we join forces to mess with Saeyoung a little?”


  • You told him.
  • He was a person with many secrets who dated another person with many secrets.
  • It was time to break this cycle, right?
  • He looked shocked, and sad.
  • Have you risking yourself like this, after all you two have been through…
  • He was scared, for you and… of you?
  • But he needed to know. “Why do you do this, MC?”
  • “Because people deserve to know the truth, Jihyun. You know how tiring it can be to keep hiding things like this. And let me tell you, if it’s tiring for you, it can be terrifying and… even dangerous for the people who doesn’t know these secrets. People deserve to know, V! And if I can manage to tell them, why wouldn’t I?”
  • Well, if you put it like that… he knows some secrets should never be secrets, people like hackers have the resources to share these secrets, if he were a hacker, if he had these resources, wouldn’t he do the same?
  • He hugs you all of a sudden and kisses your head. It feels good, but yet you’re very surprised.
  •  “I’m so proud of you, my love.” Oh… okay, that’s good.
  • “But be careful and don’t be imprudent, or I’ll end up being imprudent too in order to protect you.” You have no doubt on how serious he is being right now.

anonymous asked:

Mysme react to MC being a youtuber and join MC for a video? Like a boyfriend tag video?

Some of the questions in the boyfriend tag, we all know the answer and some of them have a different answer (like the hair color)
To make things more interesting she’ll pick a paper with the question randomly
Thank you for your request!
I hope you like it!

Please feel free to send me a feedback, if this is NOT what you wanted, I’ll do it again in no time!
Any mistakes, report to me

My requests are still open! Please feel free to send your request( HERE it’s my do’s and dont’s)


  • What is a youtuber? You’ll have to explain to him.
  • He doesn’t think it’s a good idea such exposure
  • But when he sees you doing a video, he’s happy about it
  • You seem so happy, so energetic
  • It’s a good sight.
  • You asked him to appear in the “boyfriend tag”
  • He sees it as one opportunity to show everyone that you’re his
  • After some questions, you picked one and read out loud
  • “What is my best friend’s name?”
  • “Elizabeth the 3rd”
  • You laugh, it’s better to not say anything
  • Ok, another one
  • “Complete this sentence “My girlfriend is…”
  • "You’re my wife, not my girlfriend”
  • He’s no fun


  • He knows he has seen your face in some place!
  • He’s subscribed to your channel, he thinks you’re pretty funny!
  • He’ll secretly want to appear on your videos..But will not say anything
  • When you ask him to do a boyfriend tag
  • He’s so happy!t’s his dream!
  • After a lot of questions that Yoosung answered without hesitating 
  • “If i go away to some place, where would i go?”
  • “Mc…Are you leaving?”
  • Yeah, he’ll cry
  • He will take this questions too seriously


  • “This is like..Your fan club?" 
  • No, it’s my subscribers Jaehee
  • She doesn’t want to appear in a video, it’s too personal
  • She’ll know everything that you asked her, but she wasn’t comfortable knowing a lot of people are watching it
  • Please, respect her privacy
  • She can answer anything that you want
  • But the camera can’t be here


  • He’ll spread your videos like a virus
  • This work, your subscribers are only going up!
  • This is good!
  • When you asked him to appear in the boyfriend tag,  he’s not sure about it…People cannot see him like that
  • Then he put a bag on his face
  • Problem solved!
  • Hey, guys, this is my boyfriend bagged face
  • 10/10 
  • "Ok Seven..Next question.What is my eyes color?”
  • “Do you have eyes?”


  • Well …He doesn’t watch your videos, he can see a little, but this is not enough
  • He feels bad for it, it’s something that you love to make and he’s not even watching it
  • So when you asked him if he could be in the video
  • He agrees without thinking, he feels good about it
  • V is such a good person, he answered  everything correctly
  • “Do I often make you angry?”
  • “You never made me angry love..”
  • Is this possible?This guy is calmer as shit


  • Oh, you’re famous on the internet
  • An opportunity to appear on a video?This is good
  • He loves to make an appearance at everything
  • But he doesn’t know…Why is this all about you?
  • People want to know about him!
  • No Zen.
  • “Ok Zen..What eyes color did you wish I had?”
  • “I think i’m perfect like this”
  • “It’s about me..Not you”
  • “Next question.” He says,smiling to the camera
  • While you’re looking at his face, wanting to cut that damn rat tail off


  • NO
  • He isn’t going to be in this ridiculous thing
  • He doesn’t like those people that watch you..Those comments, compliments, he hates it
  • Yeah, he’s jealous
  • But you’re insisting and insisting
  • He says that he’ll do it, but only if the video was live
  • And then it was, you were picking some papers, he’s answered (But he doesn’t say how you two met, you must know why)
  • Then HE picks up one paper
  • “What is our favorite sex position..This is an easy one”
  • “Saeran, this is not on this pap—”
  • “I like when MC is bending over–”
  • You finish the video
  • “Never call me for this again. I warned you.”

It’s Autism Acceptance Month and what better way to celebrate it than have Jacksepticeye answering my question. I joined the stream about an hour in and I honestly never EVER thought he would answer my stupid comment about Symmetra being autistic. I just got into Overwatch and I’m autistic so having an autistic character in a popular video game is a brilliant form of representation. @therealjacksepticeye I admire you so much and the fact that you think it’s cool that Symmetra is autistic makes me so happy. You can’t imagine my excitement and happiness when you answered my question. I literally started shaking, I tend to overreact over small things like that. I have no idea what I’m saying right now, I’m just over the moon by the fact you answered my comment. You are an inspiration, Sean. Never stop being you <3


So here are my tricksters for the @homestuckartists drawpile!
I’m really happy with all the designs, and also have speed paint videos on youtube of them all. (They’re linked below!)

I’m not happy with the music in the videos though and I’ll have to think of another way to deal with that if/when I stream again. (Also all the videos are sped up so they aren’t over an hour. If you have any feedback on how to make them better or anything please do let me know!)

Video Links and Description Under the Cut!

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Haunted House Shenanigans

Summary: Bucky and the reader lose a bet so they have to go through a haunted house together.

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Warnings: none, just some funny shit (maybe cringy?)

A/N: I’ve been having major writers block so I decided to write this to try and help me out of it. I hope you enjoy it :) Also I got this idea from those videos where Ellen makes Andy go to haunted houses :)

“Aw fuck yeah! I won!” Sam shouted as he tossed the controller to the couch.

“Beginners luck.” Tony rolled his eyes as Sam started doing what he called his ‘happy dance’.

“I demand a rematch!” you shout, thrusting your controller in the air.

Bucky hums in agreement. “I’m with Y/N.”

“Fine.” Sam says, sitting back down. “Rematch. But this time, loser has to do something.”

“Do what?” you questioned.

“Um…” he stared at the wall as he thought.

“How about the person who gets last place has to go to that haunted house that just opened up?” Tony suggested.

“You mean the one with the clowns?” Bucky asked.

Tony smiled. “That one.”

“I love it.” Sam smiled. “And let’s make this more interesting.” the three of you quirk up an eyebrow. “Instead of just the person who gets last place, let’s make it the bottom two.”

The four of you hum, nodding your head.

“Alright, I’m down.” you shrug.

“Same here.” Tony says.

“Let’s do it.” Bucky leans back into the couch.

Sam smiles. “I hope you guys are ready to lose again.”

You scoff. “Like I’m gonna lose.”

You watch Sam click on ‘new game’ and the four of you began to pick which character you wanted to be. You pick Princess Peach then choose which car you’d be using before waiting for the others to finish.

Once the last person was done, you began the game.

“Cheaters!” you shout.

“This shit was rigged! You planned this!” Bucky also yelled, throwing his controller to the floor.

“We won fair and square.” Tony grinned.

“Looks like you two have a date with a haunted house.” Sam high fives Tony and you groan, throwing your head into your hands.

“This isn’t fair. Rematch.” you say.

Sam chuckled, shaking his head. “Nope. We made a bet and you two lost so now you have to face the consequences.”

“I’m scared of clowns, I can’t.” Bucky says, causing the other two men to laugh.

“Me too.” you add. “Since I was little.”

“Well maybe this’ll help you two with that fear.” Tony says.

Sam then claps his hands together. “Get your shoes on, it’s haunted house time.”

“We’ll be right here when you get out.” Tony says.

“Whatever.” Bucky scoffed, the two of you standing beside each other. He breathes in and turns to you. “You ready?”

You sigh but nod. “yeah.”

The two of you walk to the entrance of the haunted house and you immediately link your arm with Bucky’s metal one. With a deep breath, the two of you enter, immediately being scared by someone. You and Bucky scream, backing up.

“What the fuck!” Bucky yelled. “It hasn’t even started yet!”

“It’s okay, it’s okay. Let’s just keep going.” you say, tugging his arm.

He nods and you walk back in, being scared by the same clown.

“Shit!” he shouts. “I knew you were there, yet I still got scared.”

The two of you continue inside and another clown pops out from around the corner.

“No!” Bucky screams. “No! Go away!”

“Buck, c’mon.” you pull him forward, keeping your head down.

“This isn’t okay.” he huffed.

You make it to a long narrow hall that had pictures of scary clowns hung up on the walls and Bucky grabs you by the shoulders.

“You go first, you’re – you uh… know what you’re doing.” he stutter out.

You walk forward, guiding him when a picture suddenly pops open and a clown laughs maniacally, reaching for the two of you.

“Shit!” Bucky shouts, falling to the floor, taking you with him.

“Bucky!” you land on him and bury your face into his chest while the clown continues to laugh.

Bucky wraps a protective arm around you. “No! Go back in the thing and close it!”

The clown disappears behind the picture again and you and Bucky get up. You cautiously walk by the picture and the clown pops out again, causing Bucky to let out a scream and dart forward, leaving you behind.

“Bucky!” you shout. You rush forward, head down and hands over your ears. “Bucky! What the fuck, man!”

You find him, bent over, hands on his knees as he breathed in and out heavily.

“Bucky!” you shout, startling him.

“Fuck, you scared me.” he sighed. Bucky then wrapped an arm around you, pulling you to him. “Alright, let’s keep going.”

You nod, walking through a curtain.

“Listen,” he says. “I need you to stick with me.”

You both take slow, cautious steps forward.


“You abandoned me back there and that doesn’t work for me.” he tells you.

“You ran away!” you exclaim.

“That’s not the point.” He shakes his head. “The point is- Oh my- What the fuck!”

A clown pops out of nowhere and Bucky grabs you, shielding him while you cover your eyes and scream.

“Go away!” Bucky shouts. “I’m not scared, go away!”

He pushes the both of you past the clown and huffs.

“I’m reporting him.” he says and you would’ve laughed if the clown behind you hadn’t started to chase you.

The both of you scream, running forward until you enter another room.

“Thank god.” you breathe. “Where are we? What is this?”

The two of you look around and notice hanging ‘bodies’ and ‘blood’ smeared all on the walls and puddles on the floor.

“Ew.” Bucky vocalized.

“You’re an avenger, Bucky. I’m sure you’ve seen more blood than this.” you say, hopping over a blood puddle.

“Yeah I know but… ew.” he responds.

Suddenly, a clown comes out from a door and again, Bucky grabs you to shield himself.


“I’m sorry, I’m sorry!” he exclaimed.

“Let me go!” you cover your face and try to wriggle out of the super soldiers’ grasp.

“Just take it!” he shouts. “It’ll be fine!”

You somehow make it out of the room and are now in a hallway like before, minus the clown pictures. Bucky’s now standing next to you.

“Okay…” he says. “This isn’t so bad.”

You walk up to a clown statue and Bucky stares at it for a bit.

“Wow.” he says. “It looks so real.”

He goes to touch it when it lunges for him. Bucky screams and nearly falls backwards while the clown comes towards him. He then holds up a finger, signaling to wait as he bends forward with his hands on his knees.

“I just peed.” he says. “I swear to god I just peed.”

You hear the guy in the clown mask laugh before getting back into place, waving a hand at the two of you to pass him.

“Thank you.” you breathe before grabbing Bucky. “Come on.”

As you kept walking, Bucky groaned. “I peed. Oh my god.”

You laugh. “I can’t believe you actually peed.”

“Shut up.” he huffed.

Just when you were about to laugh again, a clown comes out of nowhere and scares you. You scream, stumbling backwards while Bucky presses himself against the wall.

You rush over to him and hold his arm. “What are you doing?”

“Maybe if I stay here long enough I’ll become one with the wall and the clown won’t see me.” he says.

“Let’s go. I wanna get out of here.” you whimper, flinching back when the clown comes close to you.

“Go away!” Bucky huffed. “Leave her alone.”

The brunet grabs you and quickly walks away from the clown. The two of you come up to another opening and he grabs you, putting you in front of him again.

“Why’re you making me go first again?” you groan, throwing your head back.

“I’m not, I’m protecting you.” he simply says and you roll your eyes.

You continue walking and just when you’re about to turn the corner, another clown pops out and you jump back. You let out a scream, turning around and jumping into Bucky’s arms. Acting on instinct he catches you, holding you to him.

“Go!” you shout, burying your face into his neck. “Run!”

He starts running and before you know it, you’re outside. Bucky comes to a stop and is now breathing heavily while you’re still clinging onto him for dear life.

“What the hell?” you hear Tony laugh.

You pick your head up, locking eyes with Bucky and you blush. He puts you down and you clear your throat, smoothing your shirt out.

“So, how was it?” Sam snickered.

You and Bucky give each other a look before shrugging.

“It was alright.” he says.

“Wasn’t as scary as I thought it would be.” you add and Bucky nods.

“Yeah, nice try guys.”

Sam smirked. “Mhm.”

“Well, let’s go home. This haunted house sucked.” you sigh.

“Yeah, you wasted your money, Tony.” Bucky says.

Tony takes a good look at you then at Bucky before quirking up and eyebrow.

“What’s that on your pants?”

Bucky’s eyes widen and the two of you look at each other.

A/N: welp here ya go :) tell me what ya think! I’ll edit it later, I gotta do some shit real quick.


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A rejects album could be on the way!! ONLY a FEW HUNDRED songs!!! This album would make me so happy, you have no idea how many audio clips from crappy YouTube videos I have of Ed performing these unreleased songs about 5 years ago, so full studio versions of these would be a dream come true!

anonymous asked:

I don't know if you did this number, but if not, then please number 20. :-)

I’m not even sure what this is tbh it just popped into my head


“Something’s clearly wrong,” Beca said, casting an anxious glance at Chloe, who was still sitting in the corner of the sofa. Her knees were drawn into her chest and she was scrolling on her phone. There was a crease in her forehead she only got when she was frowning. “Maybe if you told me what it was I could help.”

“There’s nothing wrong,” Chloe said, not looking away from her phone.

Beca sighed and ran a hand through her hair. She wasn’t good at this. She wasn’t used to it. Chloe was always the happy one.

“Don’t you have somewhere to be?” Chloe asked. She didn’t say it particularly harshly, but Beca still recoiled slightly.

“No,” Beca said. “We got everything in the studio done today so I thought I’d come home early. I thought you’d be happy to see me.”

It was Chloe’s turn to sigh.

“I am happy to see you.”

“Yeah, you really look it.”

Chloe had to bite her tongue so she didn’t snap back. “It’s just… since you posted that picture of us on your Instagram, some of your fans have been… well, they just aren’t happy that you aren’t single.” Chloe said.


Chloe handed Beca her phone so she could read the string of hateful anonymous messages that Chloe had received on her tumblr.

“Oh my god,” Beca said softly. “Chlo’, I’m so sorry. I had no idea this would happen. I thought they’d be happy for me.”

“It’s okay,” Chloe said.

“No it isn’t,” Beca replied. “It is absolutely not okay.” She handed Chloe her phone back. “Baby, I’m so sorry they did this. I’ll post a video or something and tell them to stop.”

“No, don’t do that, it’ll make it worse,” Chloe said. “I’ll just turn off anonymous messages and stay away from social media for a few days.”

“You shouldn’t have to do that,” Beca said.

“I knew something like this would happen,” Chloe said. “Your fans are always so… intense. I knew they’d react strongly to you getting a girlfriend.”

“But we’ve been dating for years!”

“But they’ve only just found out,” Chloe said. “They just want you to be happy. They think I’m some new girl who just showed up. They think I don’t know you and I’m just interested in you because you’re famous.”

“But you make me happy! I’m gonna post something,” Beca said, pulling out her own phone.

“No, you don’t have to.”

“Yes I do,” Beca said.

She scrolled through her photos and found an old selfie of her and Chloe and wrote a long paragraph before posting it to Instagram.

Chloe’s phone buzzed like it always did when Beca posted something.

She clicked on the photo, and read the description.

‘This is my girlfriend @aca-Beale. We’ve been dating for around five years. This photo was taken on the day we graduated college together. She’s been my best friend since the day I met her. She makes me feel so loved and so happy and I love her more than I thought humanly possible. She has been there through all my highs and lows. When I got rejected for the third time by a record label, she stayed up all night with me while I cried. And a year later when I got my first number 1, she stayed up all night with me and partied. She is everything to me.
I know you weirdos care about me, but sending my girlfriend hateful messages online isn’t cool. She is the most important thing to me in the world, and today I came home to find her practically in tears because people who call themselves my fans hurt her. I want to be able to share cool moments of my life with you guys, but if this carries on then all of my social media will go away. I know most of you would never do something like this, but I’m hoping you can spread the word that it’s not okay. I love you guys, but I love her more.’

Chloe wiped her eyes and Beca pulled her into her arms.

“I love you too,” she said.

“I love you more.”

“It isn’t a contest,” Chloe said, finally smiling.

“Luckily for you. I’d definitely be winning.”

seeing people meeting jack, mark, ethan (and of course other incredible people that are too many to mention) makes me wanna cry. i know i made this post about i believing that YOU will meet jack. that same goes for mark and the people you watch on youtube that you wanna meet so badly but it makes me sad that i don’t believe what i just posted about not losing hope on meeting them. 

i have made a lot of post about having high hopes that i WILL meet them someday. 

FIGURE 1: click here
FIGURE 2: click here
FIGURE 3: click here
FIGURE 4: click here

but i don’t know. i keep seeing panels on livestreams, pictures of people meeting them, and people taking videos of them saying hi for their friends that weren’t able to go and it breaks my heart and my mind keeps telling me that it won’t happen to me. im not making this post because im a jealous ass bitch. of course im so fucking happy for them but you know, i want that to happen to me as well. i feel like im the only person left not meeting them. 

im sorry that i feel like this. i don’t know. even though jack said to me that he’s sure i’ll meet them (see figure 4), i have no idea why i don’t believe it right now. i just have these days where i just sit and be sad. 

i mean getting noticed by/interacting with them on tumblr/twitter is the greatest feeling ever but meeting them is probably the best thing to ever happen, i just don’t think it’ll ever happen to me :/


People of Tumblr

I haven’t been around too much lately.

I am currently in preparation for a real cool (and maybe even - career wise - very important) job. So… if anyone can spare some fingers to cross… that would be just lovely :) Thank you!

Also, I am writing and pre-producing the next episodes of my podcast. I am still baffled because of the overwhelming success of the last episode. Within just a couple of days, the monthly bandwidth my hosting service provides was used up. If this continues I will have to change my subscription model. Thank you!!! Oh, and there are quite some videos for my YouTube channel in preparation. BY THE WAY: If you have suggestions, questions, ideas… for either: the podcast or the YouTube channel… don’t hesitate to message.

And there is also an audio-project that I have been working on for a couple of months now and that I am really happy with so far.
About five years ago I had to make a decision. I had to decide between continuing to be “the assistant” or “doing my own thing”. And decided for the latter. For five years I wasn’t sure whether this was the right decision. Today showed me: It was.

And I am very grateful for that.

I will be back “here” on the weekend and try to catch up with all of you.

BTW: Who loves detective games? We’ll probably start one soon “here” on Tumblr ;) #121203

Also: I owe you a coffee, @themazette - I will catch up on that 

happy holidays

happy holidays, my loves! it’s been a crazy year, full of ups and down– one that passed all too quickly, and i’m kind of sad it’s over. i feel like i got so much older in such a short period of time. still, there are more adventures awaiting all of us in the new year. 2018 is starting to look more and more familiar as i write and type it, and i’m truly excited to step into it with so many new friends. although i cannot encompass everyone who made an impact on me this year (as it would be all several thousand of my followers), i want to show my most sincere gratitude to some of the people who have made this year an especially good one.

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I love Thomas Sanders’s fandom so much. Everyone is so accepting, caring, and creative. And my favorite part is seeing them analyze things. That’s always my favorite part of a fandom for some reason. And let me tell you, Fanders do it to a level words seriously cannot describe. You all always point out the most cryptic of things that I would never notice on my own. You figure out things about the Sides and about the plots of episodes that seem to me impossible to have gotten. That could just be me being slow on the uptake sometimes, but you all have serious skill. It fills me with such happiness to see Fanders notice amazing and in depth things about Thomas’s videos and then use those ideas to make up your own headcanons and stories. It’s so impressive.

I don’t know where I’m going with this, so I’ll end it here. But you’re all awesome. <3

anonymous asked:

I stopped watercolouring because it was difficult and I felt like I couldn’t do it. When I saw your tutorial and all your art, it inspired me to try it again. I’m glad I did because I really enjoy watercolouring now. So thank you for being an inspiration to me and many others.

;A; oh my god…. this is one of the most sweetest and kindest message i’ve gotten for these past few weeks and you have no idea how happy i am after i got this message. The word ‘inspiraition’ hit me like a boulder and i cried so hard after hearing that word

It’s been a rough week//month for me but after seeing this message, i feel so much better. Thank you so much kind anon, please do have a good day ❤︎

anonymous asked:

it's frustrating that this video is long-winded and hard to understand because it takes a lot important thought about it imo. i thought it was extremely white male-centric. the idea that it's now harder to 'follow your dreams' or 'make progress' is appalling to me having in mind all that the past prohibit minorities to basically live. i don't understand how he has been thinking for 2 years on an idea based around the ridiculous belief that we are in some kind of transition? like what

it annoys me deeply that the ‘philosophy’ (lol) dan talks about in his videos is literally just reddit white male oriented. no effort whatsoever to think about how is arguments apply to other people besides the ones that surround him. seemingly no recognition of that attitude, but the actual opposite, an idea that what he is saying is deep and interesting, and that he is a ‘nerd’ and is making incredible points. i don’t understand him.

i think these are important perspectives to consider and part of why i so vehemently disagreed with the premises on which he was attempting to make his argument. really well said. the part that i bolded is an issue that i have frequently with dan and phil both, although i think that dan generally has been making at least some effort to educate himself more on the experiences of populations (of which he’s not a part) that face various forms of oppression. it’s surprising to me that in spite of those efforts this video idea that he has supposedly been sitting on for so long was so narrow in its focus and basically blatantly overlooking the hardships that most of human history has entailed for anyone that wasn’t a white man. i think this narrow-mindedness is also a big problem w his ‘meaning of life’ video bc it’s all well and good to say the meaning of life is to do whatever makes you happy but there are literally huge segments of the population that have constantly faced structural obstacles to pursuing their dreams or whatever leisure activities bring them fulfillment and satisfaction, and to me there’s no point in constructing a fucking life philosophy out of a sort of boring aphorism that basically isn’t relevant to so many of the world’s populations,, but i forgive dan that bc he was like 20 when he made that video so it’s a bit more disappointing that over five years later when it comes to his philosophical introspection or whatever he’s still kind of centered on his own experiences to the expense of more vulnerable populations. it maybe wouldn’t have been a problem if dan had tried to make it super clear that this video really was jst meant to be him speaking from his own perspective and his own experiences, and narrating his own subjective views/opinions on life and history or whatever, but the problem was that he really didn’t make any clarifications like that so the viewer is jst left confused about who exactly he’s speaking to and from what vantage point. it’s all jst a bit too messy which leaves him wide open for this sort of criticism for sure