//Dr. Min Yoongi is here to make you feel so much better//
~couldn’t find the gif I used on the first one T.T, but here is Part Two finally! Also hope this counts for the nonnie who asked for some benefits smut with fluff at the end, enjoyyy. Slight BDSM warning;)~
Let me tell you something about this scene. Let me analyze this for you. Because there is no scene - not one, not the episode with the date, not the episode with the dance - none of them that compare with this scene and let me explain why; this scene is all but physical, spoken proof that these two characters were in love with each other. And if this is what it all led to, and this is how it ends, then this show wasn’t really a comedy after all.
1. we can see how miles is slowly accepting the thought that having somebody close to him does not have to be a bad thing. he is getting closer and closer to admitting to himself that he needs phoenix, and that pushing him away may not have been a wisest choice. going from harsh ‘don’t ever talk to me anymore’ to unsure ‘i don’t know’ is quite a progress, i would say.
2. we’re gonna see this, and miles asking phoenix to defense him next week in the anime and let’s just say i am not ready for this. so. not. ready.
when you realize that all that time Twelve was memorizing Clara’s each and every facial expressions to understand her better… only to forget them all in the end…
all her expressions were so clear(to us) in the diner scene…her happy but sad smiles…but he couldn’t see/read any of them because he didn’t have his memory of those. And it’s ironic that the only reason we as audience know exactly what these expressions are is because he always pointed them out before.
“Yesterday you told me, you’ve made a list of all the ways that loving me has ruined your life. And I get it, I haven’t been easy on you. But I made a list too. Of all the ways that loving you has changed mine. You were by my side when I needed a friend, you made me laugh, made me dance, you told me I’d find love again. And I understand if you need time to heal and to live your life without me. I understand if I’ll have to wait for you. I will. I’ll wait. And when you’re ready for me, I will be ready for you”