these feels i cannot handle

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how to be a very cute little duckling as performed by kim namjoon

mike is so expressive and passionate about everything he doesn’t really hold back, his feelings bubble over and spill in the most obvious way. if he’s happy, you know it, if he’s sad, you know it, if he’s angry, you DEFINITELY know it because mike wheeler’s feelings are loud and he won’t subdue them for anything

so it makes me… all the more emo… that loud vibrant mike wheeler is so gentle and soft with will byers…. he’s patient with him, he lets him take his time to voice his thoughts, because will is so much more careful than mike, has to shift through his feelings before settling on what he has to say. I REALLY CANNOT HANDLE THE TENDERNESS OF THESE TWO BOYS HELP ME

Yoo Youngjae… his apple cheeks, the perfect crescents his eyes form when he smiles widely, his small dimples, his soft mochi expressions, the way he tilts his chin up a bit and curves his lips to look like the :3 - emoji, his peace signs paired with his aegyo, the way he sits cross-legged on chairs, the way he searches skin contact with other members when he‘s laughing, how he bubbles over with joy and bursts into those laughters and giggles that come from deep in his chest… a real life angel.

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This is Xu Minghao, he’s ½ of the Seventeen’s Chinaline.

His stage name is THE8 which was once paired with “the cool cutie” to which he changed to “infinite possibilities”. 8 is a lucky number in China and when you flip it to the side, its the infinity sign.

He’s an adorable chinese boy who can’t eat cold noodles, isn’t fond of sweets and does b-boy. Any hairstyle fits him, any outfit works on him.

His korean accent is the most heart fluttering thing you’d here and his giggles would make you smile.

He has a side which we call Thughao where the cute side of him takes a break and out comes all the sassiness and the swag and the cool shades, and it all seems surprisingly natural.

He dances with so much style, you’ll be speechless and when he sings (oh dear lord when he sings) its like listening to the gentle wind.

He’s amazing.

This is Xu Minghao and I am madly in love with him.

my heart flutters around him.

Okayy so I recently ruined my life by watching like 14 years of a tv show in less than a month. So now, yes, I sold my soul to the one and only supernatural fandom (courtesy of @downworlderss)

I just got a couple of remarks for this show and none of it had any structure or order so here we go.

*MASSIVE SPOILER WARNING IF YOU HAVEN’T SEEN ALL THE SEASONS*

  • This show fucking ruined me, binge-watched seasons 1-12 in about 4 weeks, my pinterest board had over 700 pins in like a week afterwards
  • It started off genuinely creepy and then kinda digressed and idk if I just got desensitised or what
  • John Winchester is a terrible father
  • Bobby Singer is an amazing father
  • I was really confused when season 5 ended because I still had 6 more dvds (and season 12 on amazon prime cause I couldn’t get the freaking dvd because being British sucks sometimes) and I thought it was ending at season 5 because DEAN WAS FINALLY HAPPY DAMNIT
  • It was about season 7 when I got a new pair of glasses ‘cause my eyesight got worse and made the realisation that JENSEN ACKLES HAS FRECKLES WHAT
  • Called it that Chuck was God from the moment I saw him- he literally fucking told them he was a god come onnn
  • Dean’s contact name for Castiel in season 11 or 12 or whatever better be a fucking joke because it’s Cas not Cass
  • I thought I couldn’t hate Metatron more and then he goes and spells his name with a double S and I decided he needed to die
  • The subtitles also say Cass (on amazon anyway) and.. just no, okay? It’s CAS
  • Cried when Cas killed Balthazar
  • Kevin’s life went to absolute shit and idk if it was terrifying or hilarious
  • THE FRIENDSHIP BETWEEN J2 AND MISH IRL YES
  • Naomi is actually the worst, why do more people not hate on her? She tortured Cas and I am not okay with that I was happier when she died than when Metatron did I’m not joking
  • Sam kinda breaks my heart
  • THE WINCHESTER RELATIONSHIP SAM AND DEAN HAVE SUCH BROTHERLY COMPASSION DIE FOR EACH OTHER ALWAYS
  • Gadreel was decent, okay? I think I genuinely liked him and I don’t care.
  • I mean I know he killed Kevin but still
  • CROWLEY OWNS THE FREAKING MOON
  • Cas, honey, you’re a wonderful person/angel but mannn do you fuck up sometimes, I mean seriously
  • Misha Collins is a fucking incredible human being and his acting skills give me goosebumps I’m deadly serious. What with Cas and Crazy!Cas and Castifer and Godstiel and Levi!Cas and MetaMisha I have so much respect for this man and he is a national treasure.. of America.. damnit
  • I threw something when Charlie died
  • Lucifer is actually really cute (mainly just when he’s in Sam’s head though) but yeah, I think I love satan is this an issue
  • Okay but sometimes it hits me that Jared and Jensen and Misha are just three middle-aged dads running around pretending to stab things and smite demons I think that’s beautiful
  • I think I cried when the angels fell I can’t remember
  • Fuck Adam, I don’t care about him honestly- if he comes back he’s gonna be a crazy bitch- we should all just forget about him like the boys did
  • I’m pretty sure Mary Winchester is actually a terrible mother
  • Jody Mills is a fucking incredible mother, she’s like mum bobby
  • Season 12 made me hate my own nationality because THE BRITISH MEN OF LETTERS CAN GO FUCK THEMSELVES OKAY I was so happy when the freedomsquad rolled in with their whiskey and flannel and UGHH it was so good to see Britain fall, okay?
  • Apart from Mick, he was okay… before he died
  • Okay, but the season 12 finale
  • I WAS SOBBING FOR A SOLID 14 MINTUES
  • I HAD TO LEAVE MY HOUSE I WALKED UNTIL I DIDN’T KNOW WHERE I WAS
  • TURNED OUT I WALKED 6 MILES FROM MY HOUSE SO I HAD TO WALK 6 MILES BACK
  • 12 MILES BECAUSE OF CAST-FUCKING-IEL
  • Dean’s reaction made me wanna throw myself off a bridge
  • I didn’t even care about the Nephilim by that point
  • Just Cas’s relationship w/ Dean (I am neutral ground between platonic and destiel atm) but whatever you think you cannot deny that these two fucking love each other and it’s just so damn beautiful
  • JIMMY NOVAK IS THE BEST FATHER IN THIS THING
  • The Novak storyline just makes me cry
  • Lucifer Cas was genuinely disturbing at times but this fucking line is now my life

  • Actually so many things Castifer says and just the way Misha portrays all of the alter egos. It’s just amazing.
  • When we’re introduced to Levi!Cas Misha freaking Collins wtf how do you do that crazy thing with your eyes that makes you look like a completely different person
  • When Dean calls Cas his brother and says ‘i want you to know that’ is so fucking important to me because this wonderful being has been hunted by his angel brothers and sisters and Dean Winchester does not idly throw around a word like brother this scene was so special
  • Assbutt
  • Castiel’s wings scorched onto the ground just hit me so fucking hard and goddamnit it I can’t deal with that because he’s actually dead
  • Just… Castiel

-I’ll probably think of a load more this show man…


UPDATE:

  • HOW THE FRICKATY FRACK DID I FORGET GABRIEL
  • The car scene with Gabe and Cas and the parallels between them and the Winchester boys
  • BITCH PLEASE YOU’VE BEEN GOD MORE OFTEN THAN DAD HAS
  • I don’t think I stressed Balthazar enough because his death and the fact that Cas did it killed me.. and him
  • Crowley crowley crowley crowley
  • These boys are frustrating as fuck sometimes get your damn feelings sorted out you are brothers for fucks sake love each other always
  • It’s just when they’re like ‘oh we can’t be brothers anymore how could you do that to me’ and I’m sat there thinking ‘YOU LITERALLY DID THE SAME EXACT THING TO HIM LAST FUCKING SEASON COME ON’
  • Alsooo when Cas is Castifer everyone just seems to forget that, hello, CAS IS BEING POSSESSED BY LUCFIER DO YOU WANNA KEEP HIM SAFE IS HE YOUR FRIEND OR WHAT. And then Dean goes ‘what about Cas’ and I’m marginally satisfied
  • This scene
  • LOVED THIS SCENE
  • I always love Lucifer until he goes after Cas and then I hate Lucifer and when he’s doing something else I love him again
  • This is not devil worship
  • Sam’s exasperation and the bitch face is honestly so funny to me I have no idea
  • SASSTIEL
  • The fact that Cas thinks so little of himself that the only way he believes he can be ‘of use’ to the boys is BY ENDLESSLY SACRIFICING HIMSELF
  • STOP CAS
  • YOU’RE FUCKING LOVED
  • Also the way Dean screams Cas’s name and how Sam has to drag him back through the portal to their side in the season 12 finale PFFFH don’t even get me started
  • So is Gabe alive or what?
  • So is Cas alive or what?
  • SO AM I ALIVE OR WHAT

UPDATEUPDATE

  • The storyline with Hannah and Cas was SO uncomfortable
  • Like, they’re literally siblings and the whole weird half-romantic subplot was just… ergh
  • I’m so fucking hyped for season 13, give me scooby-doo spn and I sure hope it’s Gabriel because, honestly, who else would put them in scooby-doo, pleaseeee give me richard speight jr
  • I’ve been reading a ton of fanfic, this has ruined me. There’s this wonderful author on fanfic.net called 29pieces who does amazing fics and they’re my life now
  • Cas’s eyes yes please give me the sky
  • Spn is creepy ass monsters and traumatizing characters and heartbreaking scenes
  • But sometimes they just throw in a crack episode and they keep me sane, honestly. I would be in a limitless pool of tears if not for the crack eps and the gag reels
  • THE GAG REELS
  • THIS IS ONE OF MY FAVOURITES HE GOES FROM CAS TO MISHA IN LIKE A SINGLE SECOND
  • Back to sadness
  • CAS’S FACE AFTER METATRON SAYS ‘he’s dead too’
  • And he sees dean’s blood on the angel blade
  • HEARTBREAKING NO THANK YOU
  • SEASON 9. MAKES. ME. SO ANGRY. HOW DARE SAM AND DEAN HUNT WHILE CAS IS HOMELESS AND COLD AND A L O N E
  • I’m so sad about Cas being homeless because Misha and oh my god
  • Future!Cas also makes me sad because I know it’s funny and all to see Cas high but thinking about the road that led him there is not
  • Thinking about Cas’s depression that led him to drug abuse keeps me up at night
  • I NEED CHUCK TO TELL CAS HE’S HIS FAVOURITE BECAUSE OBVIOUSLY PLEASE
  • My angel feels inadequate and I cannot handle that today 
  • Everything about Cas just makes me sad
Oh.

That awkward moment when you realize Redwall Abbey is the richest place in the entire Redwallverse.

Things The Abbey Has That Blow Vermins’ Minds:

  • Stained glass windows. Windows that aren’t just a hole in your wall.
  • Fruit trees. All in one place. With several varieties available.
  • Really big well-built stone walls.
  • Fireplaces constructed so the room doesn’t fill with smoke.
  • Actual beds. No seriously. Think about it.
  • A hand-woven tapestry that decorates an entire wall.
  • Multiple ovens.
  • A fish pond. And it’s not just for decoration. But it kind of is.
  • A deep cellar that keeps drinks cool. (That’s like the future.)
  • Stone floors, not dirt floors.
  • An apiary. Just… just go in your backyard and grab some honey. Do it.
  • Wall sconces.
  • Random assorted objects made of metal and not wood. Whoa.
  • Books. Parchment. Quill pens. Ink. More than one of these items each.
  • A well-stocked food and beverage collection.
  • Abbess Germaine’s spectacles. Like, glasses.
  • Legitimate stonework. Decorative gargoyles, statues, etc.
  • Martin’s sword.
  • Furniture. Chairs that are at least mildly comfortable. Cabinets.
  • Two ridiculously huge, shiny metal bells.
  • Soap.
bpd:

-A Lot of the times I do not know how I feel and I don’t know how I’m going to feel in the future. Because it changes.
-Its very easy for people to guilt me into things because when they’re nice to me and make me feel safe I can’t see the bad in them. However, when they make me sad or upset I see all the bad and only the bad and I don’t hold back, I let everything out that I held in because I was scared they’d abandon me
-I over empathize sometimes. I am scared to drop a course because I don’t want to hurt my teachers feelings. I won’t talk about things that happened to me because I cannot handle other people’s pain. I am scared of my emotions and how intense they are. I try to numb then out because of this. I appear cold, rude, quiet and distant. But I am only trying to protect them from myself.
-I conform to others opinions to avoid conflict and so that they won’t leave me, I of course maintain my own opinions when it comes to things i’m passionate about but who I am literally depends on who I am around and I can’t control it
-I feel a lot of things at once and there are some emotions that I have that I have yet to find a word for. I can’t describe how I feel
-I numb myself to a lot of things, I have trouble recognizing when my emotions are getting out of hand. Someone has to tell me.
-I rarely feel understood, I constantly feel victimized.
-I don’t know who I am. My interests, opinions, values and personality change every day and it drains me.
- I always feel like I have to prove myself - I need attention and constant encouragement or I feel like I’m failing.
- Seeing people I care about give other people more attention or people in general getting more attention makes me angry, which makes me feel guilty because I know it’s irrational.
- I feel like a bad person a lot of the time.

Can we just talk about how Lucifer Morningstar, Lord of Hell, Prince of Lies, Ruler of Demons, Serpent of the Old, Fallen Angel, the FUCKIN’ DEVIL HIMSELF, asked to save the bullet that Chloe Jane Decker, badass cop, caring mother, FUCKIN’ MIRACLE on Earth, shot him with and had it converted into a necklace, A FUCKIN’ NECKLACE, so he could give it to her as a BIRTHDAY PRESENT and not only that, but also kept it hidden in a safe (note the ONLY THING IN THAT SAFE WAS THE NECKLACE) behind a picture he purchased so he could save her life when she was poisoned!?!?

Like please…

LET ME FUCKIN’ LIVE AND BREATHE ON THIS EARHTLY PLANE! I CANNOT HANDLE ALL OF THESE FEELINGS AND EMOTIONS A SCENE LIKE THAT GIVES ME.

You know what, the Captain Swan was bad enough but now I also have Charming Family and Captain Charming feelings and IT IS JUST TOO MUCH. I CANNOT HANDLE IT ANYMORE.

LIKE LOOK AT THIS BULLSHIT. HE’S MAKING THE SAME FACE AS WHEN HE SAW HER WHEN SHE WAS 10. HE LOVES HER SO FUCKING MUCH.

AND THIS HUGGGG. THEY’RE TOGETHER AGAIN

BECAUSE EMMA HOPED TOO. I CRY SO MUCH.

BUT THEN THIS. FUCKING THIS. KILLIAN’S FIRST THING HE SAYS IS THAT EMMA MUST NOT HAVE TOLD YOU MY SECRET BECAUSE WHY ELSE WOULD YOU SACRIFICE YOURSELF FOR ME BUT WHEN HE HEARS THAT DAVID KNEW HIS SECRET AND DID IT ANYWAY, HE’S LIKE THE FUCKKK? FOR A SECOND HE DOES NOT COMPUTE. BECAUSE HE CANNOT COMPREHEND

THAT SOMEONE MIGHT FORGIVE AND LOVE HIM AND THEN DAVID IS LIKE WE ALL KNOW YOU’RE A CHANGED MAN

AND EMMA’S LIKE FUCK YES AND SHE’S SO HAPPY HER FAMILY IS TOGETHER.

AND THEN THE SMILE. IT’S SO LIKE GRATEFUL AND RELIEVED

AND HE DUCKS HIS HEAD AND HE LOOKS SO YOUNG HERE. LIKE DAVID IS HIS OLDER BROTHER. AND I HAVE 12 EMOTIONS.

UGH THIS IS TOO MUCH.

anonymous asked:

Nick asking Harry in an interview when him and y/n are going to start having kids. Maybe H says that she actually is pregnant with their first or if you want to have a different ending. (: Harry holding Ruby has got me all in the feels right now 😭😭😭😭

Me too anon! The way he was holding her just hit me right in the feels, my lord I cannot handle it, Harry with babies just kills me, I really need to write some Dad Harry soon 

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Masterlist


Nick: Good Morning Good Morning, it’s a Friday Morning just past 8 o’clock and I’m here with my guest, Harry Styles

Harry: Hiya!

Nick: How are you Harold?

Harry: I’m great Nicholas, no complaints

Nick: Big weekend ahead for you, tell the people what you’re doing

Harry: I’m getting married

Nick: And who’s your best man?

Harry: Some mediocre radio host

Nick: Gee thanks, maybe I won’t do it now

Harry: Nooo come on, I’m joking, I’m joking

Nick: Fine, I’ll do it, but only for Y/N

Harry: I’ll settle for that

Nick: I’m really looking forward to it, I think it’s going to be a really fun weekend

Harry: I hope so, Y/N’s been planning it for months

Nick: Is she a bit of a bridezilla?

Harry: D’you know what? She’s actually not, she’s been really calm about it all, come tomorrow morning though, that could be a different story  

Nick: She’s a pretty chilled person anyway, I don’t think much would phase her

Harry: No, I think we’re safe, we’re both more excited more than anything

Nick: That’s a good way to be, alright, should we go to song?

Harry: Yeah!

Nick: What should we go with? Have a look at those one’s on the screen there, tell me which one; to play

Harry: Oh I get to choose do I?

Nick: I trust your taste

Harry: Let’s go with Perfect, Ed Sheeran

Nick: No surprises there, he’s chosen a wedding song, here it is, Perfect by Ed Sheeran

Nick: Welcome back to the radio one breakfast show, I’m Nick Grimshaw and Harry Styles is here

Harry: Good Morning

Nick: Now Harry, you’re getting married tomorrow

Harry: I am

Nick: And we all know what comes after marriage

Harry: Do we?

Nick: Well, both you and Y/N are both a bit baby crazy, have you talked about it yet?

Harry: We have

Nick: And….

Harry: We both love kids, we obviously want to have our own someday

Nick: So not in the near future?

Harry: It might be happening sooner than you would expect

Nick: Hang on, are you trying to tell us that Y/N is pregnant?

Harry: Grimmers, I think it might be time for another song

Nick: Kiwi?

Harry: How about we go with Sign of the Times?

Nick: Introduce it then

Harry: I’m Harry Styles, and this is my song, Sign of the Times