these are the things i do at 4 am

glindatthegood  asked:

Prayer request- I have an interview today for a program that I realllllyyy want to get into. I struggle with a lot of anxiety and this kind of thing sets me off, so please pray that I can have peace and do my best today.

Hi friend,

Sending prayers up. You’ve got this and you’re going to do great! Let me know how it goes. <3

“…do not be anxious about anything, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God. And the peace of God, which surpasses all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.” - Philippians 4:6-7

“…fear not, for I am with you;
   be not dismayed, for I am your God;
I will strengthen you, I will help you,
   I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.” - Isaiah 41:10

“Peace I leave with you; my peace I give to you. Not as the world gives do I give to you. Let not your hearts be troubled, neither let them be afraid.” - John 14:27

All my love,

S. 

Song Tag! (Anotha one)

Tagged by @jojojojivlogs don’t apologise for tagging! I love these things! 

List ten songs you are currently vibing on and tag 10 other people

1. Dream Awhile- Ink Spots
2. Hurt- Nine Inch Nails
3. Chop Suey- System of a Down
4. Mona Lisa-Panic! At The Disco
5. I’m Not Ok- MCR
6. Worldstar Money -Joji
7. her-eery
8. https://youtu.be/FXglHbYB1Y4 (I AM NOT TYPING THE NAME OUT FUCK THAT)
9. All These Feelings-Atpunk
10. Peace and Love- Steven Universe (fuck you, I love it)

Ten people I tag: @axokami @batm3mes @softboyjoji @soft-robots @filthyhomovlogus @joji-beats @dizastatv @pxnkstealth @gayjoji @mypenguinlife

anonymous asked:

(1/2)i was playing craig's 2 date and i'm a lousy cheater so i looked up the order for the detective bit. (i'm easily frustrated) and once i got to the diner i wanted to choose a different option during the bit right before joseph's creepy ass kids where you talk to robert (i think). so, i reloaded the save and fast forwarded to where i was at the diner. and of course the game decides that we can't have nice things. the evil joseph twins were stuck on my screen for the entirety of

(2/2) the entirety of the diner scene and i couldn’t get them to go away and i just wanted craig to love me ? it was like 4 am and here i am trying to have a successful BRUNch with my fucking boy craig over here. and these devil children are just staring into my eyes. i’m terrible at overwatch but somehow i’m even worse at dating sims. why do these things happen

DSADFFADSADS bruh dont worry i needed at least 3 friends to tell me how i can get to brunch w/ him BC I JUS T CANT DO IT and luckily when i finally did it i didnt get that glitch bc i was a determined binch who wanted to do everything perfect (for craig) so i have my save file all the way back to the RUN part w/ him, so no creepy kids on my save files 

im sorry you had to go thru that lol i thought i’d get that too bc a lot of my mutuals experienced that too adsdfsf anw we shall bond over our terrible skill at video games , even dating ones 💪🏽

anonymous asked:

My AP EURO class only had 7 people, so by the end of the year we had all become very good friends. I had a huge crush on one of the guys and asked him out after we took the exam. He turned me down, but come to find out I got a 5 while he got a 4!

aww its sad that u guys didn’t work out but wow 💓 I really admire ur courage for confessing bc thats a really amazing thing to do!!! its great that u didn’t let this get u down and focused on ur studies 💫 I AM SO PROUD OF U and I know you’ll find someone else who’ll see ur optimistic + smart side!

Aurora Starters - Pt. 2

{as requested by @monochromaticoccultist♥}

Warrior

  • ❝I cry the world, for everyone.❞
  • ❝I can’t recall the last time I opened my eyes to see the world so beautiful.❞
  • ❝Let love conquer your mind.❞
  • ❝Underneath darkened skies, there is a light kept alive.

Murder Song (5, 4, 3, 2, 1)

  • ❝He holds a gun against my head.❞
  • ❝He’s killing me for mercy.❞
  • ❝He didn’t mean to do no harm.❞
  • ❝He did it all to spare me from the awful things that come in life.❞
  • ❝The gun is gone, and so am I.❞

Home

  • ❝One day life will be kind.❞
  • ❝We are not alive. We are surviving.❞
  • ❝We are home.❞
  • ❝We are wrapped in a cocoon made of flesh and bones.❞
  • ❝I feel warm again.❞
  • ❝I am fine.❞

Under the Water

  • ❝Under the water we can’t breathe, so why do we jump in?❞
  • ❝So many souls that lost control, where did they fall?❞
  • ❝We can’t be together.❞

Black Water Lilies 

  • ❝The wind is the only sound.❞
  • ❝I am warm.❞

Half the World Away

  • ❝I would like to leave this city.❞
  • ❝I can feel the warning signs running around my mind.❞
  • ❝My body feels young but my mind is very old.❞
  • ❝So what do you say?❞
  • ❝You can’t give me the dreams that are mine anyway.❞
  • ❝You know I’d stay but I just can’t stand it.❞
  • ❝You’re half the world away.❞
  • ❝I don’t feel down.❞

Nature Boy

  • ❝The greatest thing you’ll ever learn is to love and be loved.❞

Wisdom Cries

  • ❝We’ve gotta go back to the start.❞
  • ❝Are we meant to go down again?❞
  • ❝It’s an emergency.❞

anonymous asked:

"5 reasons I love your writing" a list by me who recently read BA on ao3 1.) your descriptions are magnificent 2.) you somehow pull readers straight into the moment 3.) you make everyone fall in love with Saeran like how????? 4.) you write emotions that readers actually feel. which is hard to do for the more stoic of us. like I've read your chapters and end up knowing the exact emotion and somehow feeling it like you wizard. 5.) there's so much passion behind your writing. 💕💕💕💕💕

Originally posted by blesstale

ANON. THIS IS THE GREATEST THING I’VE EVER READ. DO YOU HAVE ANY IDEA HOW HAPPY I AM RIGHT NOW??? (;´༎ຶД༎ຶ`)

I’m going to be grinning over this the entire day. Just watch me. ;-; Thank you so much anon this REALLY means a lot to me, you have no idea. I LOVE YOUUUUU 💕💕💕

anonymous asked:

So, I'm not a regressor yet but I really want to become one. How do I start? I'm only 13. Is that too young? How do I become a little in a house of 4 others? Can you give me some basic terms and basics and things like that please. *I don't know a lot yet, but incase I messed something up, I do mean nonsexual and non kinky as I am ace*

are you the same anon that just sent an ask? i’m just wondering

but hi! i personally started regressing at 12, so i think you’re never too young to regress. i don’t think you really ever have to “become” a little, just regress whenever you feel like it! if you have trouble hiding things like a paci and sippy cups, try putting them in places that people rarely look into.

as for communities and terms,

@playdoh-queen has a really nice post on that here!

@http://playdoh-queen.tumblr.com/post/158165203103/age-regression-community-masterpost

hope i helped!

-mod kayla

golden-stitches  asked:

For the ask game: Gansey, Ashley, 300 Fox Way, Jesse Dittley??

can i tell you i forgot when i posted people might ask me things? hahahah

anyways!!!

Gansey: Do you have a fav historical figure?
I’m finding this hard to narrow down I don’t have an instant answer I am sorry to disappoint!!!

Ashley: Do you have knowledge about any topics people wouldn’t expect you to?
I know an absurd amount about bowling and One Direction

300 Fox Way: What’s the most magical place you’ve ever been?
Weirdly it has to be 4 am on a bus in London. There’s something in those moments when your make-up is smudged and the people around you are tired and they’re all living different lives and you’re watching the lights go by and it’s the coolest fucking moment and you can’t believe you’re awake let alone alive to see it. 

Jesse Dittley: What’s your favorite flower?
I really like roses. Cliche but they were a thing with my high school.

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A few quick re-draws from this post, because cuddles

Beginner Witch Tips

WARNING: I am a sarcastic butthole and it shows through out this hot mess of a post. This is some random craft junk I have learned in my days of practicing witchcraft

Witch craft is not magic.

I don’t care what you have heard. Witchcraft is not magic. It can not turn your eyes different colors. It can not make you into a animal. You will not be able to control the weather or summon wind with your fingers. Ghosts will not do as you say. This is not Harry Potter. Case closed

Intent over tools

Do you think it’s gonna matter if you use a butter knife as an athame? Or you have to sub a white candle for another color because you don’t have the funds to buy that color? Or you had to leave out an ingredient because you don’t have it or you’re allergic? No, it’s not. Witchcraft (to me) is about mind over matter. If you are making an effort for your God/god/goddess/deity/elf/fae/etc it isn’t gonna matter what or how you got there, but the intent you had getting there

Cursing and hexing is up to you and your beliefs

Totally up to you if you believe that this is okay or not. However, if you don’t like this, do not go and tell someone else it’s wrong. If they ask you how you feel you can tell them it’s not your thing. If you do like this, do not go and tell someone else it’s fine and try to get them to accept it. If they ask you about it, you can tell them that you are into it

You do not have to have an alter

It’s up to you and your practice. And if you can where you are etc. If you want one and can not have one, draw one or, my favorite, Set up a pinterest board for your god/goddess/fae/elf/deity etc. and save things that you thing relate to them.

It’s not about fancy stuff

This goes back to intent over tools, as long as you are comfortable with what you are doing and using, do it and use it. I use salsa and yogurt containers, coffee filters taped together, M&M tubes, and envelopes to keep crap in. I use a 99¢ Wal-Mart bandanna to do spells on that I got from Girl Scout camp and it has rainbow peace signs all over it. Do I care? Nope. Does anyone else care or will they judge you? Nope. we are all in the same boat here.

Hand making things is way too underrated  

I LOVE hand making things. Whether you are good or bad at it, it is a good way to save money, and personalize it just for you. Example: I made tarot cards out of printer paper that I cut out and wrote the card name, and definition of what it means (to me) and I love them. Pencil wand? Yas queen. DIY cauldron out of play-dough? Frick me u p daddy.

DONT EAT/SMOKE/DRINK SOMETHING YOU HAVE NO CLUE ABOUT

You’d think I would have to include this bUT
Some things are okay to consume. Sometimes if taking a certain medicine you can’t consume that. Sometimes you are allergic to one thing, and in turn you will be allergic to that thing too. Sometimes you are pregnant and it’S HIGHLY DANGEROUS TO CONSUME THINGS WITHOUT KNOWING WHAT IT DOES

Never ignore professional medical advice and help in favor of witchcraft methods.

Case c l o s e d

Spirit workers

Not nice spirits can attach to people who have depression and anxiety more so than people who don’t

There are good and bad spirits. if one makes you feel comfomy, do not feel bad for asking it to leave/getting rid of it

Don’t ask your tarot cards every time you have a question

This happens a lot. Especially when you get a new deck and it’s so new and shiny and you can’t w a i t to get your grubby little hands on it and do crap >:D but you don’t want to get into the habbit of “ohgoshgollybatman I have to go to the store, okay let’s see if I’ll get hit by a car… oh and do I really need the applejuice..”  or “do I REALLY need this plant..” bc the answer to that is always yes duh

Divination is not for predicting the future

Now stay with me, it is for guiding you in the future. It can not tell you what day you are going to die, who you are going to marry, etc 

The future is not written in stone

Let’s sayyyyy you do a simple past, present, and future reading with tarot, and you get a bad reading for the future, it doesn’t matter. That is how it is going right now, now you can see what you need to change etc 

You dont need a fancy journal for a grimore or book of shawdows

Heckadoodle I use a binder and notebook paper so I can move stuff around. I just write with a pencil and pen, and color with dollar store crayons or collered pencils. 
Now, you may be thinking, “Oh but, it’s a nice binder right?” Lemme stop you right there. It is falling apart, needs to be ducktaped, has a picture of my doggo inside and I’ve used it for school for abouutt.. 7 years?
Summin’ it up: It don’t gotta be fancy

If you forget to blow out candles set a timer on your phone

I do this all the freaking time and I’ll leave a candle out, and then here comes mother. Closet underage witches know the struggle. Trying to explain why you have a burning candle left in your room. Or if you are adult and have to adult after a spell or whatever and leave the house and come back to the candle just sittin’ there. Burning away. (my mom did this once and it caught her table on fire)
Timer. Yep.

You don’t have to know a certain language 

This is more focused to me bc i am nerd but okie dokie
I know Latin from school, therefore I mix it into my spells (like some on @witchy-recipes-and-things) and provide a translation. I don’t want anyone to think you have to have a certain language for your craft.

How to Ouija

Tbh this is too long already so if you want another post on it tell me and I’ll make one and link it

Sigils can be drawn everywhere

In your phone case, in your wallet, in a shoe, under fingernail polish, under seats, wherever whatever-I can also elaborate more on this

TAROT IS PRONOUNCED “TARO”

CONSENT IS KEY

When doing love spells, consent from the other person is a must. 

You can be a christian, athiest, pagan, whatever, and still do witchcraft

It is about the craft, not religion 

Witchcraft is not a religion, Wicca is

And you do not have to be Wiccan to partake in Witchcraft

Sage doesn’t have to be in cone shape to burn it

I put rubbed sage meant for cooking on a metal plate and torch the sucker Shane Dawson style but with one of the long lighters, then run around my house in my underware screaming “MAY THE POWER OF CHRIST COMPEL YOU BITCH” in Latin

When cleansing 

OPEN.THE.WINDOWS.WHEN.DEALING.WITH.SMOKE
Trust your witch mother who is allergic to everything and is an asthmatic, open the windows and doors.
Also, as the smoke leaves you room through the windows or whatever, the spirits/bad vibes/etc leave with it

You don’t have to believe everything you read

Witchcraft is how YOU feel about things. No matter how other people feel about things

You can have your own corresponces for things

Like I think cinnamon is hot, deals with the sun, direction south, used for healing love etc., but it can be totally different for you

Divination doers do not have to be witches and witches do not have to be divination doers

S T U D Y

Can not stress this enough. This is the best thing to do even if you can not practice your craft where you are atm. knowledge is power.

So here is a list I’ve complied :D (yes I’ve made all of these, I was too bored to ask people’s permission to add things, sue me) (All of the spells are all religion inclusive)

Learn you star sign with detail
Edible Flower List
Witch Tools
Tarot Meanings Cheat Sheet

Good First Spell-Calming Tea Spell
DIY Charcoal Pencil
Get Shit Done Bottle
Spell to Sleep
Sea in a Bottle
Protection and Calm Bottle
Find a Item You Lot

Referring to “When cleansing”, Line two, words 3-4, I am now your witch mother and if you ever have any questions feel free to ask! This list was requested from a witchling and if you have any requests feel free to ask :3

there’s so much symbolism behind the hey man scene and i’m like.. not talking about klance this time. literally the paladins were all in this mindset of “we’re going to do this, and then we’re going to go back to Earth and life will be the same again.” they don’t see each other as family at all. 

and out of all of the things that the writers did wrong in season two? they portrayed this right.

you know this scene at the end of episode 11? it kind of uses the same tactics as the hey man scene, in which they’re all recalling moments of shiro. in this scene, they were just kind of… recalling fun moments and stuff they’ve had together. 

but they literally… talk about going completely separate ways. they don’t even question it. (which is kind of sad because they were just reminiscing of what they’ve done together as a team.)

the hey man scene on the otherhand, you know none of them are going anywhere. this is the hardest test of their bond yet. and the fact that they had lance, his “rival,” the person who he bickers with all of the time, of everyone there to go comfort keith emphasizes this. lance and keith’s dynamic was just kind of portrayed as “oh, they just bicker and stuff” with those few moments that imply that they care for each other. but this moment? this moment changes all of that. you know that they seem to understand each other. and the thing is? they could have had literally any other character have this dialogue, but they chose lance. they chose the character that keith is supposed to be the most at odds with. and if this moment had been there any earlier than this? i doubt lance would have been the one to comfort keith.

this moment shows how they’ve grown together as a team and how they’re going to grow together. they’re with each other. and they’re staying with each other. 

Is this Relationship Working for You?

Not every friendship is helpful and worthwhile … and sometime we need to ask ourselves the following:

1. What am I getting from the relationship? Is this person there for me when I need them most? Do they build me up, and bring out the best in me?

2. Is this friendship draining, or is it mainly negative? Do I feel I’m just being used? Are things always about them?

3. Can I be genuine and real – and just myself - with this person? Or are they likely to react if I share my honest thoughts?

4. Do they care about my feelings, my views and my opinions? Or do they treat me like an object, whose feelings never count?

5. Am I putting up with things because it’s started to feel normal? Am I scared that no-one else would really want to be my friend?

bangtan asks

we are bulletproof: if you could be any superhero, who would you be and why?

no more dream: if you woke up tomorrow to be incredibly famous, how would you react?

i like it: if you could reverse any moment in your life, what would that moment be?

n.o: biggest pet peeve?

we on: how do you deal with people who don’t like you?

if i ruled the world: what would you do if you found out that you were an heir to a wealthy kingdom?

coffee: what’s your coffee order?

cypher pt. 1: if you had to be part of a kpop group, what position would you want to be (i.e. leader, visual, lead vocal, dancer, rapper, maknae, etc.)

rise of bangtan: when and how did you get into the king and legends, also known as bangtan sonyeondan?

satoori rap: what does home mean to you?

boy in luv: when you are interested in someone (romantically, sexually, etc.), does your behavior change?

just one day: who would you want to spend the last day of your life with?

tomorrow: goal that you would like to achieve within the next year?

cypher pt. 2: one thing about yourself you wish people would appreciate more?

spine breaker: what is your weakness when it comes to spending money?

jump: favorite childhood memory?

miss right: what is your ideal ‘type’?

i like it pt. 2: dream date?

danger: have you ever had a near-death experience?

war of hormone: most embarrassing moment?

hip hop lover: three songs that are meaningful to you?

let me know: are you good at keeping secrets?

rain: most spontaneous thing you’ve ever done?

cypher pt. 3: favorite outfit to wear?

blanket kick: longest time you’ve spent lying in bed (sleeping or not)?

24/7 = heaven: what are you most looking forward to?

look here: do you have any hidden talents?

second grade: proudest accomplishment?

i need u: are you in love?

hold me tight: does physical contact comfort you?

love is not over: ever had your heart broken?

dead leaves: how loyal are you?

move: last time you cried?

butterfly: most beautiful thing you’ve ever seen?

run: do you like traveling? if so, where? what’s your dream vacation?

ma city: if you could live anywhere in the world, where would it be?

baepsae: do you vote and/or keep up with politics?

dope: what did you want to be when you were younger? how does it compare to what you want to be now?

fire: are you a spontaneous person?

save me: your favorite place on earth?

young forever: what is one movie from your childhood that you will always treasure?

boys with fun: you’re going on a roadtrip with seven other people– dead, alive, fictional, real, famous, or not. who are they, and why?

converse high: how many pairs of shoes do you own?

whalien 52: weirdest thing that has ever happened to you? alternatively, weirdest dream you’ve ever had?

house of cards: when was the last time you felt sexy?

boy meets evil: have you ever committed a crime? if so, what was it? alternatively, what is the worst thing you have ever done?

blood, sweat, & tears: kinkiest kink you have?

begin: who are you most grateful for in your life?

lie: biggest fear?

stigma: would you rather know the date of your death or the cause of your death?

first love: do you believe in soulmates?

reflection: if you could tell your past self one thing, what would it be?

mama: are you good at giving advice?

awake: if you had to be a flower, which flower would you be?

lost: how good are you with directions? do you get lost easily?

cypher pt. 4: what do you do to treat yourself or relax?

am i wrong: you wake up one morning in the hospital, knowing only your name and a single memory from your life. what is that memory?

21st century girls: do you prefer texting, calling, or video chatting?

2!3!: your favorite thing about bangtan?

spring day: who do you miss right now?

not today: what are your procrastinating right now?

wings: on airplanes, do you prefer the window seat, the middle seat, or the aisle seat?

you never walk alone: how many people do you trust with your life?

i. I’m trying to let you go, but every day it feels like an old record on repeat; a beautiful start with the same ending 
ii. I’m trying to do things I wouldn’t usually do, like write songs instead of poems and paint instead of drawing but every curve of my pencil still ends up spelling your name 
iii. I’m trying to sleep earlier and read more often but no matter how hard I try I still lie awake at 4 am missing you and wishing you were missing me too
iv. I’m trying to open my eyes to new perspectives, see the world differently and find peace in everything but no matter what I do I can’t help but see the colour of your eyes and the shape of your smile in every fucking piece of nature 
v. I’m trying to open up more, come to terms with what happened and realise it’s permanent but I can’t help but get a jolt in my stomach every time my phone vibrates hoping it’ll be you, coming back 
vi. And I’m trying. God I am fucking trying. But this pain seems endless and the thought of you is starting to make me feel sick. I miss you more each day and I don’t know how much more of can take of this but god 
vii. I’m trying
—  dissociatingx, try a little harder
6 Questions to ask when you’re making a tough decision

1. What option would I choose if I knew I would definitely succeed?

2. What would I do if I didn’t feel scared?

3. Who can I talk to who’s been in my shoes?

4. What are the likely outcomes of each choice and decision?

5. What is the worst thing that could happen; what is the best thing that could happen?

6. Am I making this decision for myself, or am I choosing to please other people?