these are so dark sorry

honestly tho sometimes i cry bc i can like, imagine a scene in my head like yeeeearrss later in this timeline, when dark & maple r a lot older and have diff lives, where mapleshade n sparrowfeather finally….finally….get MARRIED like they actually get married bc maple is like “fuck it, ive had a shit life and i love this girl. we’re gonna get married”

and dark is like !!! awesome but then maple….maple does something 2 test their friendship……shes like

“listen dude. dont like. cry or anything but like. sparrow was talking about it, and i said yeah, and she like. wants u 2 be the best man. if ur not like busy.”

dark cries. he cries for a v long time. hes so happy he promises 2 bathe and wear the best suit.

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Finished the shit-comic from this sketchdump because I still think it’s funny. :3c

What your fave melodrama track says about you
  • <p> <b>Green Light:</b> You're gay<p/><b>Sober:</b> You're gay<p/><b>Homemade Dynamite:</b> You're gay<p/><b>The Louvre:</b> You're gay<p/><b>Liability:</b> You're gay<p/><b>Hard Feelings/Loveless:</b> You're gay<p/><b>Sober II (Melodrama):</b> You're gay<p/><b>Writer In The Dark:</b> You're gay and sad<p/><b>Supercut:</b> You're gay<p/><b>Liability (Reprise):</b> You're gay<p/><b>Perfect Places:</b> You're gay<p/></p>

Dean barely notices when Sam runs into the house to investigate the nephilim situation. His eyes dart this way and that, taking in the tattered, broken wingspan spread out before him.

All of the times that he lost Cas, he never saw his wings. Not once. And it feels so…final.

Dean’s lips tremble as he casts his gaze upwards towards where he knows heaven is watching. He wonders if the angels care. He wonders if God cares.

He knows Chuck probably isn’t even in heaven, and maybe he has his ears turned off while he’s having the family meeting to end all family meetings with Amara, but he tries anyway. He wants to beg, bargain, and scream, but he’s not sure he can speak. He sends up a plea, his lips mouthing silent prayers.

The air is still. Too still. Deathly still.

Dean squeezes his eyes shut and slumps down to the ground. He bows his head down, but he can’t yet bear to look. Not yet. Not again.

He breathes, and it feels like a monumental effort. He is hyper aware of being alive, of his lungs filling with oxygen and expelling carbon dioxide, and suddenly he thinks he might understand why yoga helps to clear the mind. Maybe he’ll take it up. He could do with a nice, clear mind after…after…

He opens his eyes. Cas is there, but he isn’t.

Dean swallows against the burning lump in his throat as he reaches a hand out. Hand touches hand. One is cold.

Dean stares at the eyes and wills them to open as he curls his fingers around the still, cold hand. And finally, after much effort, he finds that he can speak.

“Please,” Dean pleads, his voice smaller than he thinks it has ever been. “Please. Cas. I need you.”

No. That’s not right. That’s not enough.

“I love you.”

Too late. He says it, finally, after all of these years, and it falls on deaf ears. Ears that will never hear those words.

Dean’s eyes sting. “Come back. Like you always do.” His voice cracks. “I love you. I love you. I love you. Please come back.”

The world is still. Too still.

He’s not coming back this time.

Dean folds himself over Cas’s body and finally allows himself to break.

season 3 prediction

lance sacrifices himself to save keith and he says “im just a boy from cuba, you can go on without me.” that’s how he “dies” (as jeremy apparently has stated?). but he doesnt die and he makes his way back all by himself, maybe meeting some aliens along the way where he can talk to someone about his insecurities. 

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Ron glanced at Hermione, then said, “What if pure bloods and half-bloods swear a Muggle-born’s part of their family? I’ll tell everyone Hermione’s my cousin–” Hermione covered Ron’s hand with hers and squeezed it. “Thank you, Ron, but I couldn’t let you–” “You won’t have a choice,” said Ron fiercely, gripping her hand back. “I’ll teach you my family tree so you can answer questions on it.” Hermione gave a shaky laugh.

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regulus was instantly recognisable as the boy sitting in the middle of the front row: he had the same dark hair and slightly haughty look of his brother, though he was smaller, slighter, and rather less handsome than sirius had been.

And it feels like all that comes out of my mouth are apologies.
    I’m sorry.
I never do anything right, I am always messing something up.
   I’m sorry.
I don’t do enough for people, I’m not good enough sometimes.
   I’m sorry.
But I’m trying, I’m trying so hard to do things right for you.
   I’m sorry.
I want to be good enough for you, but I’m just so tired of trying.
   I’m just so tired of saying sorry.
—  sorry for being the apologetic one