these 2 are breaking my heart

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Transgender woman Chyna Gibson shot and killed in New Orleans

  • Transgender woman Chyna Gibson was shot and killed outside of a shopping center in New Orleans Saturday night, according to the Times-Picayune.
  • Gibson was also a drag performer who went by the name Chyna Doll Dupree. Though the Times-Picayune did identify her as trans, it also chose to “dead name” Gibson, meaning it used her birth name in the story.
  • An anonymous friend told the Times-Picayune that Gibson was visiting her family in New Orleans to celebrate Mardi Gras.
  • Gibson’s friends and loved ones shared messages to her on Facebook in the hours shortly after her death.
  • “My heart breaks as this community must find a way to honor you in death and begin to move forward,” one person wrote. “The stage will never be the same!” Read more (2/26/17 11:13 AM)

anonymous asked:

It's either a new song, or E 2.0 is coming soon soon and it's a message to Harry and / or us. I wish he didn't have to do that at all. My heart also breaks for Harry....

I love him.

Confession #2,122

It breaks my heart when I read about elementary school kids having to cope with the same chronic illness that I deal with. I’m 24, and most days I can’t cope with my symptoms or understand why I got dealt this hand in life. How do you expect a kindergartener to understand when most medical professionals don’t even have answers to the cause of it, and don’t have a cure or reliable treatment options?

CAN WE JUST TALK ABOUT HOW HIGHLY LANCE THINKS OF HIS TEAM, LISTS OUT ALL THEIR UNIQUE TRAITS AND QUALITIES EXCITEDLY TO THIS COMPLETE STRANGER

look at how cool he thinks they all are!!!!!!!

MEANWHILE HE FEELS LIKE NOBODY ELSE APPRECIATES HIS TALENTS THE WAY HE APPRECIATES HIS TEAM. HE FEELS LIKE THEY DON’T THINK HE’S USEFUL. YOU GUYS.

MY SON???? WONDERS IF HE EVEN HAS DEFINING CHARACTER TRAITS THAT PROVIDE USE TO THE TEAM?????

HE DOESN’T FEEL LIKE HE’S NEEDED OR THAT HE’S AS IMPORTANT AS THE OTHERS OH MY GOD PLEASE PROTECT HIM

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Have you ever found yourself wanting a metric ton of DAI music? Have you ever thought to yourself, aw man, DAI’s soundtrack was 15 hours shorter than I wanted it to be? If that sounds like you, then this is a link for you.

I’ve ripped all the music from this game - that is, all the ambient snippets of music that you hear while running around in the world, and all the music that happens in cutscenes - and it turns out there’s 16 hours (1.6 gigs) of it.

(- here’s the download link -)

So if you’ve found yourself wishing you had the heaps of music that never made it to the official soundtrack, you can now roll around in hours of it. 

it breaks my heart how like 99% of people with trauma feel like their trauma wasn’t bad enough and they shouldn’t include themselves in spaces for those who’ve survived trauma. i mean i feel that way all the time. 7.2 billion people could assure me my experiences are legit traumatic, wouldn’t rly help, i’ll just continue to say i’m fine and making a big deal out of mildly upsetting events.

things i wish i knew when i started running

1. this sport breaks your heart. over and over and over again. 

2. your worth is not in how many miles you run, how fast you race, what place you finish. 

3. when a dream starts to feel like a prison sentence, it is okay if you leave it.

4. step back. breathe. LITERALLY stop to smell flowers, stare at the sunrise, or talk to the squirrel gathering nuts. look around you. take the moment in. you are alive. remember that. thirty seconds of appreciation will never be a mistake. 

5. you can’t weigh 100 pounds and be a size 00 forever. muscle mass is bad ass.

6. but you will still never have boobs. genetics really did a number on you. 

7. you will save all of your race bibs and all of your “good luck, run fast” notes. these will be stored in a box shoved under your bed. you will come home from college, find it, and cry. do not let the bitterness overwhelm the good memories. there are so many good memories. remember those instead.

8. you will outrun your love for running. it will take you two years to admit this aloud.

9. always stop if you see a dog during your run. always.

10. you may never become the runner you thought you would. but you will become an incredible woman who knows of sacrifice and strength, commitment and perseverance. you will become a woman so many people are proud of, even when you can’t be. you will stand on the same legs that met the finish line muddy, sweaty, or bloody hundreds of times before. you will breathe with the same lungs you swore were collapsing during your conference meet of your sophomore year. when reunited on winter break, you will hug your teammates with the same arms that held them during pre-race huddles and post-race breakdowns. you will be different, but beautiful. my god, you will be beautiful. you will be who you always needed to become. 

MAGNUS BEGGING ALEC TO COME BACK TO HIM. MAGNUS TRYING TRUE LOVE’S KISS TO BRING HIM BACK. THE KISS TRIGGERING A MEMORY OF BECOMING JACE’S PARABATAI SO HE CAN HAVE TRUE LOVE SOMEDAY TOO. MAGNUS CRYING BECAUSE ALEC WON’T WAKE UP.

Originally posted by flightofthemoonman

I’m fucking DONE. 

My heart was breaking..  Adele is so sweet, this is a beautiful moment between 2 extremely talented women

“Tonight winning this kinda feels full circle like a bit of me has come back to myself, but I can’t possibly accept this award. And I’m very humbled and I’m very grateful and gracious but my artist of my life is Beyoncé and this album for me – the Lemonade album was just so monumental. Beyoncé, it was so monumental and so well thought out. And so beautiful and soul bearing. And we all got to see another side to you that you don’t always let us see and we appreciate that. And all our artists here adore you. You are our light. I love you and I always have and I always will.” – Adele

Now I need a duet asap 

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“ok guys. listen. the fact that lucas friar got up and walked away from the group, and then nodded for riley to follow him so he could say goodbye?? he cares about her so much, he is so careful about every single moment they share together, he wanted that to be a moment just between the two of them and that breaks my heart. it’s the same instinct he had when wanting to decide to be boyfriend and girlfriend in new world. it’s the same instinct he had when he wanted to tell her he chose her in gm upstate, waiting in the bay window alone for her to come back. it’s the same instinct he had when he waited until she was alone to tell her he chose her in gm ski lodge 2. this boy is so thoughtful and wants all of the moments he shares with riley to be quiet, and private, and just for the two of them – even their possible goodbye (x)”

one of my favorite parts of Bellamy Blake’s character development is the Bellamy Blake Hug Development that takes place over the first three seasons. At the beginning of the series the only person we see him hug/ hug him is Octavia. It’s understandable, so any Octavia x Bellamy hugs won’t be included in this.

So we have season 1 (this is 100% my favorite Bellamy hug with anyone, because from his reaction it’s the first time someone that isn’t Octavia has ever done this) 

Jasper hugs Bellamy. The hug isn’t returned and Bellamy is pretty much more confused than anything by this. ‘What is going on?’ ‘Why is Jasper hugging me?’ This is all so foreign to Bellamy and it breaks my heart.

Then we have season 2

the Clarke and Bellamy reunion at Camp Jaha

after Bellamy’s saved Fox

after Bellamy’s saved Maya and had a proper reunion with Jasper

What happens in season 2 is that the hugs are all initiated by the other person, however Bellamy actually returns them. Clarke’s is the first one that he returns, but he’s slow to do it. Other people, not Octavia, hugging him is still strange and confusing (and something not probably expected at all from Clarke of all people), and it’s almost like he doesn’t remember what to do with his own arms, and then finally it clicks and he hugs back. With Fox he’s a little quicker to return the hug, and then last with Jasper it’s almost immediate. He returns the hug just as soon as both of Jasper’s arms are around him. 

Each returned hug has an underlined feeling of being a ‘you’re safe’ hug.

The first with Clarke is one of complete relief and almost joy. He’d been out searching for Clarke and the others. He thought she’d (they’d) been taken by the grounders, and now here she is, safe, and maybe that means that the others are safe too.

The second hug is that reassuring that Fox is okay, and that he’s going to make sure it stays that way *there’s actually a really good breakdown of this hug somewhere, if anyone knows the one i’m talking about feel free to link it)

The third hug there’s a sense of relief that Jasper is safe, and we even see Bellamy tearing up because he knows how close he has been to almost losing Jasper and the other delinquents. (think of Jasper as being the fill in for all the delinquents) Also, Jasper is probably the delinquent Bellamy grew closest to over the course of the previous season

Last we have season 3

Bellamy and Clarke on the beach. Bellamy still isn’t the initiator, but he is quick to return it

The goodbye hugs in Perverse Instantiation Part 1

Bellamy Blake actually initiates these hugs. 

Bellamy Blake has gone from being surprised and confused and not returning the hug to actually initiating them. Why? Because these people are his family and loved ones. His circle has expanded outside of himself and Octavia. Bellamy has grown and it’s reflected in hugs. 

things about brendon urie that i heart

-his thick fuckin thighs holy wow
-smiley boy 24/7 like does this guy ever get sad i hope not
-high heels
-“that breaks my heart that youre calling yourselves trash that really sucks”
-is tired of i write sins not tragedies
-continues to sing i write sins not tragedies
-fucking nice to everyone like ?? how im not even nice to myself
-ends up shirtless by the second half of every concert
-always screaming for some reason
-or just making some odd noise
-hes just cute and hes 2 years old someone give him a lollypop

anonymous asked:

Top 5 Haikyuu otp fights???

Why are you doing this to me (ಥ﹏ಥ)

1. Hinata and Kageyama. In which we all were Yachi Hitoka. One of the things that always comes to mind when I think about this fight is her eyes full of tears seeing Hinata talking about Kageyama, calling him his partner despite having just been through the ultimate breaking point in their relationship. It was hard and heartbreaking but still it’s my favorite fight of all, because it finally made them (and all the team with them) realize the extent of their relationship and how much they need each other to play, to be happy, and to grow.

Originally posted by lauleemc

2. Asahi and Nishinoya. Angst is the way to my heart and their fight made episode 9 my overall favorite of the first season. We never saw any of them as furious as they were during this fight, and the most heartbreaking thing is that they both thought they failed the other and their entire team, that they were not good enough. And none of them can stand it. We know this affected Asahi way more than Noya, but, even if it seems the exacts opposite, this fight showed how unbreakable their bond is, how loyal they are to the other, so much that Noya decided to never win a match without him. Ever. He’d give up his talent and his future because of him. And every time I think about it I die

3. Oikawa and Iwaizumi. A fight that changed Oikawa’s way of thinking forever and showed us that sometimes Iwa truly has to use the hard ways to make that obsessive mind that’s Oikawa Tooru understand an easy but still life chancing concept that’s “the team with the better six is stronger”. The aftermath of this brief fight is amazing, with Oikawa saying: “I suddenly feel invincible” and Iwa being all concern of having hit him too strong. This is…the most iwaoi thing they have ever done. 

Originally posted by kagurane

4. Tsukishima and Yamaguchi. When they fight I’m ALWAYS rooting for Yams like hell. You tell him boy! You know it’s not my top, but still no one gets a grip of Tsukki like Yamaguchi does, especially from season 2 on. I love how, even if he respects him a lot, he’s not afraid to take him by the shirt and yell in his face the always iconic “What else do we need besides pride?”, hitting like a hammer in Tsukishima’s already cracked wall. This fight made all Tsukki’s limits crumble, it lit the flame inside him, it brushed all the pain his brother cause him in the past, but mostly it showed us how very very cool Yamaguchi really is. A+

Originally posted by fabelyn

5. Yahaba abd Kyoutani. This is more of a confrontation that a fight but still (I have realized that there aren’t so many fights ??? HOW ???). This is a softer version of the iwaoi fight, in which Yahaba only needed a slam against a wall and some cutting words to make Kyoutani understand what means to be a true part of the team. Yes, this is Yahaba letting out his “future captain” side, but you know, it’s the first fight that creates the bond…and I sense that these two will have a lot to entertain us with next year…

Originally posted by yoonbums

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