theres-a-war-in-my-heart

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so I found these pictures last night and honestly I’m still having heart palpitations

  • wht she said: im fine
  • wht she mean: dagoth ur welcomes u my sweet persistent friend to this place where destinys made why have u come unprepared nerevar friend or traitor come and look upon the heart i wait for u countless ages on your next reincarnation what a grand innocence hahaha hahaha did u get the false sunder so naive shame on u moon-and-star im dagoth ur and im a god theres no escape so come to me and bring wraithguard thru fire and war where we last met ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur dagoth ur
And theres always my infinite love—You are a sweet person—the sweetest and dearest of all and I love you as I love my vanished youth— which is as much as a human heart can hold— filled with copper clouds like the after-math of cannon-fire, pre-war, civil-war clouds and I feel all empty and bored and very much in love with you, my dear one, my own. I wish you were here so we could stretch our legs down beside one another and feel all warm and hidden in the bed, like seeds beaten into the earth. Why is there happiness and comfort and excitement where you are and no where else in the world, and why is there a sleepy tremulo in the air when you are near that’s promising and living like a vibrating fecundity?

…excuse me for being so intellectual. I know you would prefer something nice and feminine and affectionate.
—  Zelda Fitzgerald in a letter to F. Scott Fitzgerald.
It's pretty fucking annoying how I can't even pick up a to-go order from a restaurant without some creepy old guy hitting on me and asking to take me home.

I walked in and unzipped my jacket and this guy goes

“Look, she’s takin her clothes off already.”

and the guy at his table says

“I have that effect on women.”

and then he gets up and comes over to me and starts hitting on me.

I felt disgusting, I feel disgusting.

This guy was looking me up and down and I just felt like I needed to take a shower because he made me feel so disgusting.

I immediately zipped my jacket all the way up, grabbed my order and left.

It may sound dumb but I wanted to cry because this disgusting, beer soaked guy was looking at me like a piece of meat.

I’m not used to wanting to love someone so intensely. It feels foreign and unsettling, like walking into a house you know is haunted. It’s a tug of war between self-preservation and animalistic curiosity. I don’t want to get hurt, but it’s like every time I turn around the universe signals me to pursue.
“Follow your instincts; follow your heart.”
But that’s the problem, my head and my heart want two different things. And I know, that no matter what, I’m going to die.
What I really have to decide is this:
Do I want to die from not knowing what could’ve been?
or
Do I want to die from trying to let someone else in?
— 

MIND OVER MATTER; HEAD OVER HEELS

(oh god, not again) // k.m.

We Fight for Love and Justice!

~ a collection from the mahou shoujo genre for those particular days when you’re feeling the need to defeat some baddies with the power of love and friendship ~

1. Sailor Star Song | Hanazawa Kae 2. White Destiny | Ishida Yoko 3. My Sweet Heart | Komatsu Rika 4. Morning Grace | Okazaki Ritsuko 5. Platinum | Sakamoto Ma'aya 6. Cutie Honey | Koda Kumi 7. Wedding Wars -Love is a Flame- | Nakajima Erina 8. Genius of Smiles | Puchipurizu 9. Pretty Cure Memory | Yoshida Hitomi 10. Dream Away | Yokoyama Chisa 11. Suteki Mugendai | Maho-DOU 12. Rinbu - Revolution | Okui Masami 13. Delicate ni Sukishite | Dynamite Shu 14. Yuzurenai Negai | Tamura Naomi 15. Toki wo Koete | Matsuyuki Yasuko 16. Chocolat à la folie | Nomoto Karia 17. La Solider | Ooyama Anza 18. Take It, Shake It | Sugar

[l i s t e n !]

Fatburger’s motto always makes me wonder about the Hamburger Wars.

“Grandma,” the littlest Patty asked, “but how did you win?”

How to make these young ones understand what had driven Veggie to fight under the Burger banner in her youth. How the King had fallen. How the MacDonalds had forgotten their oaths, How Wendy had fled the land. How The In-and-Outs sounded the call to aid the Five Guys. And how on that day…that terrible day…that GLORIOUS day…

“My heart,” Veggie continued, the old flamebroil rising within her soul.

“We Gave Them The Works.”

“WELL THERES THIS ONE BOY, CONNOR, WE HAVE MATH CLASS TOGETHER”
“I SAID GROW UP, IDIOT”
“I DONT WANT TO BE ANYBODIES SECRET”
“CONNOR CAN BE NEEDY, ITS NOT JUST GIRLS”
“ITS NOT NICE TO LEAD PEOPLE ON”
“YOU KISSED ME IN THE TENT”
“I DONT GET THIS, I DONT GET YOU”
“SHUT UP [CALLIE]”
“I KNOW. I WANNA SEE HIM. I WANNA SEE MY FRIEND AND IM NOT LEAVING UNTIL I DO”
“THERE WERE NO GIRLS ON THE CAMPING TRIP”
“WE’RE NOT FRIENDS”
“WAR PAINT”
“HES MY BOYFRIEND”
LINES THAT MAKE JUDE A NOTORIOUS SAVAGE WHILST GIVING US HEART ATTACKZ