theres nothing left to lose

 *deep sigh* i am looking forward to it being monday an embarrassing lot, because then the only one of my coworkers who knows about my intention of converting will be back from his holidays, which means i can actually tell someone offline that i finally did the thing! i wrote the email!

We're diving in, there's nothing left to lose

Genre: smut (a bit of fluff ??)

Warnings: masturbation, grinding

Word Count: 1,926


A/N: wtf i actually wrote a fic ??? after something like 4 months…ive had so much writer’s block im actually surprised at myself for getting inspiration for once. have this shitty fic i wrote i hope u enjoy (btw i might be on hiatus until july bc exams)

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anonymous asked:

any predictions for 82? and what might happen to Reiner and Bertolt if armin's plan works? and do you think Reiner will allow himself to be distracted by Jean & co or will he see straight through that and help Bertolt get Eren?

My predictions for the new chapter are 1) Armin’s plan will fail and 2) Reiner and Bertolt will survive and either capture Eren or escape with their lives.

Armin’s Plan

Armin’s plan could fail in any number of other ways. One of the bigger problems with his plan is potentially not gauging out his opponents’ skills as well he could. While it’s true the Colossal Titan depletes very quickly, we also know the Colossal Titan doesn’t need too much to explode as shown in the Clash of the Titan’s arc, and Bertolt can completely dissipate his titan body and escape in human form, as he’s done multiple times in the past. Bertolt also appears to have a very clear idea of his limits as he’s always very careful with timing his steam blasts.

Beyond just issues with his opponent, I also don’t believe Eren will allow Armin to sacrifice himself. While Eren has complete trust in Armin’s strategies, Armin is Eren’s best friend and someone he is willing to sacrifice his life for. 

The Shiganshina trio are irrevocably tied to one another and Eren has never been okay with anyone sacrificing themselves for him. This is especially true now with the place Eren is currently in his life. Eren is dealing with a lot of loss, through sense of identity, the death of his father, and the current state of the Survey Corps. He will not let Armin die easily or for him. 

Reiner and Bertolt Will Survive

Reiner’s case is a little more straight forward than Bertolt’s, but Reiner has just come back after a grave injury. There’s little reason to bring him back, if only to kill him a chapter later. He could be used as serum fodder, but then, why introduce a disposable shifter like the Cargo Titan? He also has unresolved arcs with Marcel, Annie, and Ymir that are left open.

As for Bertolt, he has recently begun to develop as a character and is known for his great untapped potential. He is labeled the strongest of the BRA warriors and has the “strongest” titan. He also has the same arcs with Marcel, Annie, and Ymir open.

Outside of Bertolt as a character, the Colossal Titan stands as both an important political and religious symbol in the series. The Colossal Titan has connections to the atomic bomb and Isayama’s interview on the Colossal titan calls it, a foundation of the series and “the God of the (SNK) world”. 

It seems very unlikely that the Colossal Titan will die before the very end of the series. We’ve also had a Colossal titan death the arc prior, which adds to the unlikelihood of Isayama killing him of.

As for what do I think will happen to them if Armin’s plan succeeds, I assume they will somehow escape with their lives for the reasons listed above.

As for your other question, I don’t think Reiner will allow himself to become distracted with Jean and Mikasa if the situation goes sour. Reiner prioritizes Bertolt over himself and he is more likely to be careful now that he knows about the thunder spears. 

Thank you for the ask! Sorry, I was a little long winded about the predictions. ^^;

Marianas Trench || Astoria Sentence Starters
  • "I'm warning you."
  • "Don't remind me what the price is when I'm left to my own devices."
  • "What happened to never say die?"
  • "Whatever doesn't make me stronger kills me."
  • "It's gonna be a long year."
  • "Tell me I survive."
  • "What's another bridge burned?"
  • "You came alone, all dressed up in bad news."
  • "You can lay with me while you think of him."
  • "Might as well say fuck it."
  • "Is it bad enough to call it off?"
  • "I can't help but want you, too."
  • "Sometimes you can't yell loud enough."
  • "Sometimes a whisper's just too much."
  • "Don't say you don't miss me that much."
  • "I guess we're even now."
  • "Lately, I've been looking good."
  • "Don't you want to kiss me someday?"
  • "Tomorrow's a day away."
  • "By tomorrow, this will be yesterday."
  • "I'm fixing to change my luck."
  • "Just come back to bed."
  • "I thought you might be here."
  • "What if the one true love's the only one that you get?"
  • "I get so attached."
  • "What if there was still a way of taking care of this?"
  • "So nice to see you here."
  • "Fill me in on how you've been."
  • "I hate to admit it, but I miss the war."
  • "I'd rather be a riot than indifferent."
  • "This means war."
  • "I don't shake because I'm never even rattled."
  • "I just wish you'd open fire on me."
  • "You should come over."
  • "And then there were none."
  • "We'll toast what could have been."
  • "All of my plans have depended on you."
  • "We can laugh at the doom."
  • "There's no place like home."
  • "I wanna throw them out, but I'm just not able."
  • "I can sing, but I can't dance."
  • "Shut up and kiss me."
  • "You should stay away from me."
  • "I miss the way that you saw me, or maybe the way that I saw myself."
  • "There's nothing left to lose."
  • "I won't come back to you broken."
  • "I know where you are."
  • "That's a nice way to say I'm alone."
  • "I thought we got each other's hearts?"
  • "I thought you got yourself a way out?"
  • "I've been lying and I don't know why I do."
  • "This should be the time of our lives."
  • "I've been so lost without you."
  • "What's lost is never gone."
  • "I'm not ready for what's to come."
  • "I will help you, my friend."
  • "You're not quite here, but you're not quite gone."
  • "I can't try if you won't."
  • "I'm coming for you."
  • "I'll never be taken alive."
  • "Every start begins with saying goodbye to you."
  • "This never was the man I hoped to be by now."
  • "How did we survive?"
  • "Can you find forgiveness for a dear old friend?"
  • "I'm in over my head."
  • "I hope your heart can still be mended."

Foo Fighters Making of There’s Nothing Left to Lose 

Hurts Lyrics Starters
  • "And I won't let you drown, when the water's pulling you in."
  • "The rain's going to follow you wherever you go."
  • "And it's never going to be alright."
  • "Don't let go."
  • "It's such a wonderful life."
  • "I never thought I could forget you."
  • "I never thought I'd be the [wo]man I am now."
  • "So you don't get to make me suffer."
  • "There's really nothing left to lose."
  • "I got no reason to forgive you."
  • "I wish I'd known that it would be this hard to be alone. "
  • "Please, come home!"
  • "We're both so young, I know you need me too."
  • "If you don't come back tomorrow, I'll go."
  • "Stay."
  • "Everything is alright since you came along."
  • "I came so close to giving it up."
  • "So change your mind."
  • "'Cause all my life I've felt this way, but I could never find the words to say."
  • "Just take my hand, I'll make it feel so much better tonight."
  • "I don't mind, if your hand's a little cold."
  • "Don't leave me with the medicine."
  • "I know you cry."
  • "I'm more afraid than I've ever been."
  • "And I don't mind the lullabies from the machines."
  • "But if you go I don't know what I'll do."
  • "Cause I've got no one but you."
  • "Here's hoping you'll help me to be brave."
  • "I saw the flames burn out in your eyes."
  • "Don't you ever understand that if it hurts I'll do whatever I can?"
  • "I wish that I was stronger."
  • "We're in exile."
  • "This is not the end."
  • "So just let the heads roll and we'll stand on this world alone."
  • "Look at all of the damage you have done in time."
  • "You can see what a savage I’ve become."
  • "If you offer salvation, I will run into your arms."
  • "So sing me to sleep tonight and don’t bring me back to life."
  • "With the weight of the world upon me I can’t hold my head up high."
  • "And in a sea of scars the first cut is the deepest."
  • "No matter where you are, I'll always think of you."
  • "Darling, what's your name and can you hear me?"
  • "And I don't need this life."
  • "I've got nothing left to live for."
  • "I just need somebody to die for."
  • "And I will let the devil know that I was brave enough to die."
  • "Take me somewhere I'll be safe."
  • "I'm sick and tired of being afraid."
  • "I can feel the darkness coming."

anonymous asked:

omg lexa's life would be so much easier without clarke, clarke's ass does nothing but create problems for her. if she would just kill her so many of her problems would be solved, the grounders would see it as lexa being powerful and gaining the power of wanheda. the ice nation would stop seeing her as weak and probably think twice about a war. and lexa's head would be compleyely on her people and leading them. she would be sitting pretty, she has nothing to gain from manipulating her?

i know, you know, we all know, fuckin jaha probably knows, just let the blarkes have this cause once they lose their manipulative!lexa headcanon theres literally nothing left to their anti lexa arguments. just. let them have this.