I've been out of the tumblr fandom for 3 years now, I don't watch the show religiously as I did before yet I am still gravitated to DeanCastiel fics. Whenever I have a bad day, I stay under my covers and read til the next day, til I have to go to work again and come home to the same routine. It helps. And this tumblr is amazing. Thank you... It's probably cheesy to say that even at the age of 21, fictional characters still save me from the clutches of permanent darkness.