there was ugly sobbing

THE PAIN IS REAL

NO ONE TOUCH ME WHILE I RECOVER FROM MY HEARTBREAK OF WITNESSING RED’S HEARTBREAK. 

my gosh, he loved her so MUCH i cant stand it. the holding hands, the eye gazing, and little smiles, AND LOOK HOW FUCKING FAST RED MOVED TO GET TO HER AND PROTECT HER FROM THAT MONSTER HUSBAND?!? 

and the little whispered “Josephine?” oh god STAHP. take my heart and DESTROY IT. grind your heel in a bit more next time! 

Raymond Reddington: broken hearted, tortured soul, desperate for love and affection, willing and ready to bestow it, will always be my weakness. 


i cannot stop the ugly screeching and sobbing. 

…Protect me from the sky that’s too high,

from the earth that’s too earth,

from the situations in which I can’t find myself anymore.

Protect this man of yours

from this damn head that slips under the sand,

which is heavier than the whole body if you want to pull it up..

…How could you call it “head” if it makes me fall down??

Protect me.

(Protect this man of yours - Proteggi questo tuo ragazzo - Thegiornalisti [x])

*ugly sobbing for the rest of my life*

Damn you, Spader, for making me feel things!

On a somewhat more coherent note, did anyone else find it somewhat jarring when Alistair implored Red not to kill him? Usually the people on the other end of Red’s gun are either cocky/dismissive, or trying to return the threat. Nice try dude, but Red waited four years for this.