there is literally no point i'm sorry


oh how i love all those subtle sugakookie moments in ahl


Pharah. Pharah it’s just an expression. Pharah calm your gay. PHARA STOP THROWING APPLES. PHARAH.

Here are my Belle/Adam NSFW headcanons that literally no one asked for

Because we all know the only road I walk is the one of Sin™

• Belle may have laughed when Adam growled during their dance, but inside a shot of arousal surged through her body that left a heavy and needy ache between her legs. The ache only worsened when Adam brushed his lips against the shell of her ear after their dance ended, his warm sweet breath ghosting across her neck as he whispered, “now, would you prefer scruff or something longer?”

• Turns out Belle prefers scruff, and the way it scratches against the soft skin of her inner thighs while Adam goes down on her. She also relishes the way it burns when her thighs rub together as she walks, a gentle smile quirking her lips up in a quiet, indecent secrecy. And Adam knows that smile, adores that smile, returning it with a wink and– if Belle is close enough– a low, suggestive rumble in his throat that awakens a beautiful shade of pink on her cheeks.

• Until their wedding night, their sexual endeavors never exceeded third base. So when the time comes and Adam can finally HAVE Belle, he makes the sweetest, most passionate love to her; all languid thrusts, soft whispers, deep breathing, quivering lips, and trembling limbs.

• The second time Adam takes Belle that night results in torn pillows, dark purple bruises, and indentations in the wall from its repetitive collision with the headboard.

• And speaking of the headboard, there were definitely deep scratch marks engrained in the wood from their ardent lovemaking. When Belle notices them the morning after, she never lets Adam live it down, and later that week she has to bite her lip to keep from laughing when Adam sheepishly informs the staff that the headboard needs to be replaced.

• Teasing aside, Belle loves Adam’s animalistic nature in bed more than she’d like to admit. She revels in the feel of his teeth teasing and nibbling when he trails his mouth along her collarbone, marking her– claiming her– with deep red love bites. She adores the way he buries his face in her neck when he fucks her, the way his hot breath dampens the skin of her throat with his labored breathing. She takes delight in his wild eyes, with blown pupils and filled with something so unabashed, raking over her body and glimmering with indecency. But nothing gets to her more than those low, guttural sounds Adam makes when he’s aroused, almost always involuntary and instinctive, like when Belle bites his lip or when her tongue laps over the smooth head of his cock. Her absolute favorite is when he growls deep in his throat while he’s eating her out, the sound rippling up from her center and hardening her nipples, arching her back, and making her head thrash against the pillow.

• Adam likes to play a game where he mouths at Belle’s neck, dances his fingers softly over her wrists, and murmurs suggestive words in her ear to see how long it takes for him to get her turned on enough to abandon whatever book she’s reading and give in to his sexual efforts. One time he got so far as to literally being inside of her until her book finally fell to the floor and she let Adam take her on the library table.

• They literally have sex all over the castle, and as much as the staff wants to complain, they can’t bring themselves to since they know Adam was basically celibate for over a decade. A lot of pent up desire, y'know? So nothing can really stop him when he bends Belle over the dinner table after watching her lick sauce off her finger, his owns fingers cushioned between her soft lips as he takes her so hard that dishes clatter to the floor.

• Also, he literally died for a brief moment in time. So who can blame the man for completely ravishing his wife at every moment he can when he thought he lost her forever?

• A concept: THRONE SEX!!!!!!!!!!!

• Belle straddling Adam in his royal chair and riding him into oblivion, their sounds of pleasure echoing off the walls of the large room. Bonus points if Adam is wearing some sort of coronet.

Here, in case I haven’t quite driven the point home:

i’d like everyone to know that in the chinese version of harry potter

they did not transliterate sirius’ name into chinese characters

instead they just made sirius’ name the actual chinese name for the star, sirius

which is sky-wolf star (天狼星)

not every child of immigrants is taught their parents’ native tongue and some maybe never learn it to any fluency or might be fluent but not literate and then on top of that, some are intentionally not taught their parents’ native language at all…all that to say, just because someone has a cultural heritage of _____ doesn’t necessarily mean they know the language associated with that culture and it can be a point of pain when people assume or imply that they don’t know their “first language”

A Guide to Female YA Leads
  • Clary Fray: Imma do the thing
  • Literally anyone: Don't do the thing
  • Clary: I'm sorry did I fucking ask you?
  • -----
  • Aelin Ashryver: Imma do the thing
  • Someone: Don't do the thing
  • Aelin: Fine
  • Aelin: *whispers* Imma do it later
  • -----
  • Alina Starkov: Imma do the thing
  • Mal: Don't do the thing
  • Alina: Why not?
  • Mal: *gives reason*
  • Alina: Hmm. Good point.
  • The Darkling: Hello
  • Alina: Imma do the thing
  • -----
  • Juliette Ferrars: Imma do the thing
  • Someone: Are you sure you can?
  • Juliette: *stares*
  • Juliette: *rips a car apart with her bare hands*
  • Someone: Yeah nevermind forget I said anything
  • -----
  • Ruby Daly: Imma do the thing
  • Liam: Don't do the thing
  • Ruby: Liam, leave this to the big kids, okay?
  • -----
  • Adelina Amourteru: Imma do the thing
  • Someone: Don't do the thing
  • Adelina: Why not?
  • Someone: Um, because it's morally abhorrent, blatantly disregards every law ever, and will likely end in death?
  • Adelina:
  • Adelina:
  • Adelina: your point being...?
  • -----
  • America Singer: Hey, Maxon, let's say I, hypothetically, were to do the thing...
  • Maxon: Please don't do the thing
  • America: Okay, so let's say I, hypothetically, did the thing 20 minutes ago...
  • -----
  • Penryn Young: Imma do the thing
  • Angels: Don't do the thing
  • Humans: Don't do the thing
  • Penryn: ...maybe do the thing
  • Raffe: Don't do the thing
  • Penryn: Imma do the thing
  • -----
  • Tris Prior: Imma do the thing
  • Someone: Don't do the thing
  • Tris: *makes direct eye contact, promises she won't do the thing, then does the thing*
  • -----
  • Linh Cinder: Imma do the thing
  • Someone: Don't do the thing
  • Cinder: Look me dead in the eye and tell me that you think I'm doing this because I feel like it. I dare you. I fucking dare you.
What went down in The Evillustrator
  • Lady Wifi: *is a thing*
  • Climatika: *is a thing*
  • Marinette: how are there two villains at once
  • Marinette: Hawkmoth can only transform one person at a time
  • Nathaniel: it's ok Marinette I'm a superhero!
  • Marinette: do you have anything to purify akumas?
  • Marinette: bc if not then you're just gonna cause more problems
  • Nathaniel: how do you know so much about all this
  • Marinette: kk time to wake up now
  • Ms. Mendeleiev: why are you sleeping
  • Nathaniel: um, I'm not?
  • Chloé: *a bunch of obnoxious straight people things*
  • Ms. Mendeleiev: kk Nathaniel go see Mr. Damocles
  • Hawkmoth: or come see me instead
  • Ms. Mendeleiev: hey Marinette go work on a project with the two jerkfaces
  • Chloé: hey Marinette go work on the project with the other jerkface
  • Marinette: or maybe you could not call Sabrina a jerkface?
  • Marinette: kk let's bond over how much we hate Chloé
  • Evillustrator: sounds p cool
  • Giant hair dryer: *is a thing*
  • Evillustrator: *skedaddles*
  • Marinette: well imma go home
  • Evillustrator: and imma follow you home
  • Marinette: not creepy at all Evillustrator
  • Evillustrator: but still less creepy than Sabrina right?
  • Marinette: mebbe
  • Evillustrator: now imma have a PARTY! on a BOAT! be there or be square
  • Marinete: kk cool
  • Sabrina: hey Marinette!
  • Marinette: you followed me home too?
  • Sabrina: mebbe
  • Chat Noir: go away Sabrina
  • Marinette: hey Chat Noir do you wanna crash a PARTY on a BOAT
  • Chat Noir: imma handsome m**********r
  • Marinette: kk I'll take that as a yes
  • Evillustrator: *has a PARTY on a BOAT*
  • Marinette: hey Evillustrator
  • Evillustrator: hey! thanks for being here so you know I'm not evil
  • Marinette: then why do you literally have "evil" in your name
  • Evillustrator: hmm fair point
  • Chat Noir: HEY GUYS
  • Evillustrator: hey that's supposed to be my thing!
  • Chat Noir: sorry to steal your moment there
  • Evillustrator: now make like Schrödinger's cat and get in this box
  • Chat Noir: NERD
  • Marinette: *gets out of the box*
  • Chat Noir: you're welcome!
  • Marinette: f**k you Chat Noir
  • Chat Noir: *leaves*
  • Chloé: *is being a jerkface*
  • Evillustrator: HEY GUYS
  • Chloé: there's only one of me in here
  • Evillustrator: dammit I'll never get that moment
  • Ladybug: fite me Evillustrator
  • Evillustrator: hey Ladybug!
  • Ladybug: imma beat you with a bouncy ball!
  • Ladybug: *beats him with a bouncy ball*
  • Sabrina: anyway so while you were f**king around I did the entire project
  • Marinette: wow I'm a terrible person

anonymous asked:

Oh my GOD. 1 with Jeddy for the unrequited love ask. I'm sorry.

oh GOD

Every time James saw Teddy it got harder to hold in.

Every look, every smile Teddy sent his way,  even if it was all the way from the Hufflepuff table, the confession, the feelings, got harder to hold back. It got all the way to the point where James was literally swallowing the words and biting his tongue in an effort to respond with a ‘hello’ and not ‘I love you’ when Teddy bumped shoulders with him in the hallway. James can’t even think how he’s been getting through their Tuesday library “study” sessions. They never actually get any work done, and just end up sneaking sweets from the kitchens and, on this night as it was particularly warm, heading down to the lake and collapsing under the old tree there. And the words are on the tip of his tongue with every laugh that causes Teddy to squeeze his eyes shut and throw his head back.

They’re right there when they’re laying, shoulder brushing shoulder, in the grass, staring up at the infinite sky.

“This is probably one of my favorite things to do in the world.” Teddy sighed, lacing his fingers over his chest, “Just, how can someone look up at that, all those stars and not be… fucking amazed?”

James snorted, “Well I think you have enough enthusiasm about it to make up for a few people not caring.”

Teddy laughed, elbowing James softly in the side and shaking his head, “Sod off. It’s brilliant.” They lapsed into silence for a moment and James watched Teddy watch they sky. Teddy turned his head, fixing his eyes on James, “You love it don’t you, James?”

James swallowed, eyebrows raising and cheeks flushing slightly at how close Teddy was. He blinked a few times, “I..” And the words- the words are right theretherethere, “I love- you.”

Teddy sucked in his breath a little. He stared at James, James stared at Teddy. The summer night air suddenly felt too hot around James. And when Teddy let out the first laugh, it was practically suffocating him.

Teddy cooed at him, “Aw, Jamie, I love you too!” Teddy let out another laugh, eyes squeezing shut. James just laid there, looking at him, feeling like he wanted to sink right into the grass.

“Merlin. I wasn’t expecting you to say that.” He let out a few last laughs between words, looking back to James, “And the look on your face, talk about-“

James watched Teddy’s smile falter as, he was fairly sure, the look Teddy had seen was still written across his face. Only it was no doubt mixed with mortification.

“Real…” Teddy finished softly, smile dropping and being replaced by guilt and realization. He opened his mouth to say something a few times but never did.

James tore his eyes away, “I-“ He could barely get the words out of his throat, “sorry.”

Teddy sat up on his elbows, “I- Fuck. No, James-“

“No, I think that’s all there is too it.” James sat up too, facing away from Teddy and pretending to gather his cloak that he’d bunched on the grass as a pillow. His cheeks burned, his eyes burned, he wished he could burn.

He felt Teddy’s fingers against his shoulder and he stood up, “Please.” James said shortly, “I-“ James stooped, snatching up his cloak, “Let’s just-“


“Don’t, T. Teddy…“ He corrected himself.

Teddy stood too, pulse wild underneath his skin. He couldn’t stand the hunched way James was standing, the way his back was towards him. The way his hand was shaking at his side. He took a step forward when James let out a breath, but hesitated in touching him again.

“Please look at me,” he tried carefully, “James, I didn’t- I didn’t think-“

“Yeah, I know.” James’ hand raised to his face and Teddy knew he was rubbing at his eyes, his temples. He sighed, letting his hand drop. He still didn’t turn around, “I know and this really- really can’t get any worse for me right now so please, just-“

He made a motion, palm pushing out towards the ground.

Just don’t it said.

He left Teddy standing there under the tree, guilt eating him up inside and desperately wanting to call out his name.

anonymous asked:


Hahaha, that’s literally the exact point and it’s very rare for an author to be talented enough to elicit this response from their reader. THAT is why it’s a literacy masterpiece.

anonymous asked:

Makoharu is perfect. I've seen a lot of anime, a lot of films and series BUT even if not canon their relationship is still my favourite. Best love story ever and noone will convince me they are not in love

I completely agree with this, Anon. There is a reason my OTP is MakoHaru and that is because in my opinion, their relationship is the most beautiful and loving one I’ve ever seen in any anime, film, series, or even in real life.

I talk about the beauty of MakoHaru a lot with some of my friends, so some of the things I’m going to say here may be their words, but there are so many reasons why I love MakoHaru so much.

One of the things I love most about their relationship is the childhood friends aspect. Most of us have friends when we’re young but usually, as we grow older and develop as human beings, we change and then we find new friends, and old friendships are left in the past for the most part. However, with Makoto and Haru, that’s not the case. They have been together since the very beginning; there are only about four months in Haru’s life when he didn’t was by Makoto’s side, at that was because Makoto wasn’t born yet! They were already together before some of their other friends were even born. And even as they grew up, they always consciously chose to be together. Especially the transition from elementary school to middle school is one in which a lot of friendships dissolve and this could have happened to Makoto and Haru as well because they were not in the same class. But it didn’t, because they consciously chose to stay together. Even after quitting the swim club in middle school, they didn’t stop seeing each other or hanging out together frequently because they simply enjoy each other’s presence so much. It’s always better to be together than to be alone.

Another thing I really love about Makoto and Haru’s relationship is their flaws. Yes, they’re not perfect, but that’s alright because they love each other’s flaws too. In fact, they match so well because they fill in each other’s blanks: for example, Haru has a hard time verbally expressing himself and Makoto knows this and therefore talks for him, which he is always able to do because he can basically read Haru’s mind.

Which brings me to the next point, the mind reading. It’s kind of a running gag in the show and the events, but it’s a reflection of how deep their connection truly is. They know each other so well that they know what the other is thinking based on the way they look and behave. They can read it in each other’s eyes. They are so in-tune with each other’s feelings than they know what the other is thinking. Or, like Kisumi said before, their hearts are connected.

There are so many other things I can name but I don’t think this message would ever end if I did, because there are countless of aspects that make MakoHaru my favourite relationship ever, but because I’m trying to keep it short, I’ll mention a couple of other points quickly: the fact that they are each other’s home; that their relationship is built upon years of unconditional trust, support, and love; that the only thing that truly broke Haru was the thought of Makoto leaving him behind; that Haru went to Tokyo with Makoto; that there is nothing about Haru that Makoto doesn’t like; that, when presented with something beautiful, Makoto will always look at Haru for his reaction because Haru’s reaction is even more beautiful than the thing; that when he’s scared, Makoto will hide behind Haru’s back for protection; that even though Makoto’s fears are irrational, Haru always takes him seriously and wants to ensure his comfort; and that their relationship is so natural: they’ve been each other’s best friends for their entire life and they just love each other so, so, so much.

I have to cut myself off at some point so I’ll do that now. MakoHaru is my favourite relationship ever, my OTP, the ship I dedicate my life to. For me, there is absolutely no relationship that can ever even begin to match up to the beauty and perfection of MakoHaru.

anonymous asked:

Can u show us more of ur WIPs before I literally have a heart attack out of excitement?? I'm so hyped for what's coming next omg (If not sorry!!!!!! :( I'm not trying to be rude )

i can show u this Warmup, if u’d like. 

most things are still in the planning stage at this point, but i’m narrowing in more on the ideas that i want to act upon. things have only gotten more precise and better as i work things around, so i’m p excite


hello everyone! first of all, could you all please for the love of all that is both holy and unholy stop sending shitty messages to cass because i have my inbox turned off!! don’t put that on her. that’s not her responsibility. if you have a problem with me or some shit you can’t possibly go without saying to or about me on this hellsite, find a way deal with it on your own. talk shit to your friends, indirect me, @ me, whatever. i mean, i will ignore it because i literally do not give half a shit anymore, but PLEASE stop putting it on other people. i’ve had my inbox turned off for over a month because of you shitheads. because i am Dead Tired of y’all weaseling your way into my inbox every fucking time i post something you don’t like or agree with. none of y’all pay my bills and until you do, i’m going to post whatever i damn well please on my blog because it’s…my blog. this is my downtime, not my job. 

so now! bc apparently some of u seem to think you have some insight into my mind and feelings, allow me to clear some things up for u:

  • i’m not a houie or ‘soft houie’ or whatever tf u all are calling it these days. i still VERY much believe harry and louis are together and VERY much in love, as they have been since the beginning. i’m a larrie, ride or die, and i’m currently riding thru the city having a fucking blast, baby. that said, i also don’t agree with…probably 96% of larries these days on an array of things and frankly find a lot of the things i read embarrassing 🤷🏻‍♀️ but honestly who cares. whatever. *** **.
  • re: eleanor/elounor: i don’t…ship elounor. i’ve never understood the whole like. shipping but don’t actually believe they’re together thing? so i just don’t rly do that? however! i also don’t think she’s a demon or the devil or a “swine” as some of you have so eloquently and maturely referred to her. i just don’t. and y’know what?? i don’t think louis does either. i think he’s better than that. ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ so whatever. sue me. i think she’s adorable and i like the way she dresses sometimes. i’ve always posted her and if you’ve been following me long enough, you’d know that. blacklist is ur friend. anyway, i’ve been over this approximately one thousand times and i’m not about to make this one thousand and one. so that’s that.
  • i’m not another harrie larrie who’s ~bitten the dust~. i’m here, bitch. and i love those two fuckers (four fuckers, really) more than anyone or anything in the world and i will be here thru it all and support every endeavor they have in this lifetime and the next and you will not find me speaking one ugly or negative word about either of them publicly or privately. i literally adore them and more importantly, i TRUST them. i trust them to know their lives and relationships and careers better than i do. so excuse me for not spending energy going on about how shitty and terrible everything is. i refuse to see it that way. sorry* for being excited about harry’s album. i’m sorry that i don’t find it shady or absurd. i’m sorry that i’m excited about whatever louis’ working on with whatever team he’s working on it with. i’m sorry that i haven’t created my own expectations for the boys and their careers based on ?? god knows what. that’s not my thing! if harry wants to drop the next iconic hiphop album at 12:37am on march 25, 2017, i will be the first to tattoo HEEZY TAUGHT ME across my chest. if louis wants to be the next big country music star, saddle the fuck up cowboy i am here for it. i’m here for them, together and as individuals, thru whatever they wanna do. 

i’ll just wrap this all up by saying this: i don’t have the time or energy for drama or negativity anymore. i’ve spent a lot of time feeling like shit and generally wanting to be dead, but i’m finally FINALLY excited about life again and i’m not going to let any bullshit that i cannot control get in the way of that. i don’t see the point. it gets you literally nothing but misery and anger and nowhere but a constant state of anxiety. i might voice my opinion sometimes, but generally i’m just here. ignoring the negative and focusing on the positive and getting excited about things! because i just refuse to live any other way anymore. so if any of this is a problem for you, that’s fine. unfollow me. i’m not paying your bills either. you have no obligations to anyone or anything on this website but yourself, so take care of you.

*jk i’m not really sorry about any of this oop !

“All woc chose allyship with their men over with other women”

This is a quote from a radfemgossip anon and while I understand that it doesn’t represent radfems as a whole I’ve seen this view expressed or implied several times so I’d just like to say a few things:

1) Black men aren’t “"my”“ men. Men of colour are not our responsibility. They don’t belong to me, I am not responsible for their actions or their misogyny. Blaming women for male actions is so obviously antifeminist and yet here we are.

2) So what if a woc decides that she has more of a connection to her racial/cultural community than (white) women? What has that got to do with you? This might be a foreign concept to you but we are smart enough to make our own decisions with our politics and have differing opinions because we aren’t a monolithic group as you all like to act. Some black women prioritise their femaleness and see themselves as more connected to feminism and that’s ok. Others realise that racism (and other issues that disproportionately impact us like poverty) puts us in a uniquely vulnerable position and choose to prioritise our immediate communities which often include black, brown and immigrant men. Both of these stances are ok and understandable because I appreciate that woc have differing ideas on our social positioning and our personal lives that leads us to practice different politics. If you were truly as anti-racist as you proclaim then your respect for us wouldn’t be conditional on having the ”“right”“ politics.

3) This also might shock you but the world isn’t split into nonwhite men and white women! Sometimes we chose to prioritise eachother and only eachother. I’ve consistently said that I feel most connected (both politically and emotionally) to other black and brown women especially those of us who are lesbians. It’s clear that you don’t understand the day to day realities of our lives if you think we spend all our time thinking about ”“"our”“” men and white women. Going off of that, we have conversations within our communities that people outside of those communities aren’t privy to! The actions that black women and/or lgbt people are making to improve our communities might not be immediately recognisable to people outside but that doesn’t mean it isn’t worth it for us. The point I’m making is that a lot goes on with supporting our communities that white people just don’t see, so to assume that we aren’t doing anything to combat misogyny or homophobia in our communities because we’re too attached to “”“our men”“” is ridiculous and insulting.

4) And since we’re on the subject, let’s talk about why we are so hesitant to talk about issues in our communities! The moment a nonwhite or jewish or muslim woman says a word about the issues we face in our communities you white demons will jump on the chance to expose how you feel about our dirty barbaric savage cultures and how we’re just inherently evil. Why am I gonna speak out against misogyny or homophobia in my culture if I know people are waiting like vultures to use my pain as an excuse dehumanise my people? White women will never understand the line we tiptoe on in these situations! They will never understand the pain of trying to fight against misogyny in our own culture only to be thrown under the bus again by feminists so wrapped up in their own white supremacist thought and their own faux radicalness that they feel like their own racism is completely justified and logical

5) And finally, since everyone wants to talk about our men so much, let’s talk about YOUR men. Let’s talk about how white women over and over again align themselves with white supremacist men to gain a false sense of self. Let’s talk about how white women intentionally align themselves with patriarchal values to position themselves as innocent in comparison to the big scary savage brown men. Let’s talk about how white radical feminists have aligned themselves with right-wingers because who cares about what they say about nonwhite people! Let’s talk about how some white radfems literally reblog from white supremacists. How can you complain about us “choosing our men” when your literal white sisters are choosing white supremacy over us?

A lot of white​ radfems will go on and on about libfems being racist (and yes, they are) but never take a moment to look critically at themselves. We aren’t your pawns and you can’t call yourself an anti-racist if you willingly throw some of us under the bus because we disagree with you politically because of our lived experiences. Racism isn’t a punishment for people you disagree with.

anonymous asked:

pls dont draw thomas w wavy hair

Omg.. I’m so sry for this picture  XDDDD

But yes u got a point.. i rly can’t draw afro’s..and I rly try to make pogress on that. Before my helpless animation literally practice thomas like 10 fucking times and in the end i had the feeling i never fucked up so bad before XD. I just hope that it gets better.. Till than pls bear with my wavy-wrong haired Thomas.. or ignore me Idk XD 

Unpopular opinion after 4x10

I actually really didn’t like how this episode played out. I thought that the mock-hunger-games type scenario was a poor way to wrap up this conflict. I think it was blocked really well, the actors did a really good job, and cinematography looked good, but other than that, it felt weak. This character development of Clarke, Luna, and even Octavia was poorly done.

Clarke is the one that I have the least problems with. Clarke has always done whatever it took so that her people could survive. Throughout three whole seasons, the writers have made that very clear. This didn’t seem too out of character to me. The problem I have with her is that she always tried to do what was right in these situations and this time, that really wasn’t the case. It’s obvious that when Clarke has to make decisions alone for the sake of her people, she makes bad ones. Not to be blarke trash™ but that’s one of the reasons why the theme of “together” always comes back into focus. The next episode is going to bring that back around, I hope, which is why I’m ok with this.

As far as Luna’s development goes, I think that’s where I am the most upset. For two seasons, the writers have written Luna as this peaceful, saintlike warrior woman who believed in the good in humanity. She believed that people were worth saving. This character was so important to the narrative of The 100. Luna’s barge was a safe place for the people who didn’t want to fight anymore. To bring her back as a vigilante murderer who doesn’t care if humanity survives is completely out of character and a terrible wrap up to her plot line. It would have been more in character for her to say she was fighting for herself, and fighting for those who are good. I would’ve been ok (well not OK but I mean, less pissed) with Luna fighting in the conclave and dying if it meant that she was dying for a good cause. But the fact that the writers painted her as the villain in this episode just like they did in season three when she refused the flame, made me really mad. How can they take this character who just had three whole episodes in Becca’s lab, helping with the peaceful development of Raven and Murphy, and turn her into some heartless warrior?? I’m so?????

That brings me here, to Octavia Blake. I didn’t think I could dislike her anymore than I did before, but when she killed Luna and said she wasn’t worth saving, I officially lost all of the love I had once held for her. Everyone is talking about her in this episode like she is the savior of her people and some peaceful commander-like saint. I hate the fact that for an entire season Octavia’s character development showed that she 1. literally didn’t care about her people, and 2. Was constantly blaming other people for her problems, and nooowwwww all of a sudden she’s their hero? Their victor? No thanks. I don’t want that. I’m not here for it. The thing that made me the most upset about Octavia however, was the scene between Roan and Bellamy where Roan says Octavia is lucky to have Bellamy and Bellamy says that he’s the lucky one. Really?? Bellamy Blake, the literal sunshine of the earth, who is surrounded by people who love him, who have shown over and over again that they would die for him, or even die WITH him, is lucky to have an abusive little sister?? I think the hell not. At what point since season three, episode one has Bellamy Blake been lucky to have Octavia as a sister?? Can you find it??? Cuz I can’t.