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love chenle

14 was the worst year of my life fjdjdjd i realized i wasn’t a christian, realized i was gay, all while starting homeschooling at this rigid conservative christian co-op and only getting to see christians in my day-to-day life, and like interalizing what that meant and having to grapple with my parent’s homophobia and feeling like i couldn’t contain myself, i’d accidentally out myself and ruin my life, forcing myself to find men attractive because i couldn’t cope with having no attraction to men and not wanting to be with men, etc… like thats a lot. it really made me grow up and grow up bitter and cynical.